Left my heart in San Francisco

Siddhananda: Okay. So, this little guy (showing a crystal clear stone). (long pause with closed eyes). This is so silly, i'm just going to say it. i'm just hearing, "left my heart in San Francisco." (light laughter).

G: I left my heart in San Francisco (singing), okay! (laughing) And where's the rest of it? (laughing)

Siddhananda: Who sings that, anyway?

G: Frank Sinatra.

Siddhananda: I thought so (laughing).

G: Is Frank sinatra coming through? (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Let's see what this is about. They died in San Francisco, i don't know.

G: (shaking head).

Siddhananda: They did come from there. That's what they're saying.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Right. So, let's see.

G: They're little attached to San Francisco, got that.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Ohh, they loved San Francisco, they love it.

G: It's a great place, it's a great place.

Siddhananda: I'm seeing some of the bars, some of the coffee places.

G: (nodding in acknowledgement).

Siddhananda: And the roads and the trolleys and the hills, but, ahh, San Francisco (has hand on heart).

G: (smiling).

Siddhananda: So, ooh, i can smell the coffee, i can smell that!

G: Oh, yeah.

Siddhananda: And the food!

G: Cafe Trieste is wonderful. (smiling).

Siddhananda: That cafe Trieste.

G: They must have not passed over too long ago.

Siddhananda: That's the feeling. I did hear cafe triest?, cafe trieste.

G: Oh, they're a cafe trieste person? Oh, (smiling).

Siddhananda: And, i smell the coffee.

G: Yeah, it's the first espresso place in the US.

Siddhananda: Okay. i can feel [the place], i'm in there.

G: Yeah, the very first one was [there], it's fabulous. It's the best, best latte.

Siddhananda: Oh, i'm in that little coffee house, looking out the window at the street, ahh, how lucky am i right now. There's a nice cup of coffee set before me. This person just wants to set me up before they begin. (laughing).

G: (smiling).

Siddhananda: Or share it with everybody. Ahh

G: I spent many a hour there. That's where my first opening came, was with having coffee at cafe trieste.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: My first step into oneness was there, having coffee (laughing).

Siddhananda: Awesome, awesome, it's wonderful. I can feel the people in there, and they got a little stool. You can look out the window and (taking a deep breath and exhaling). I want one of those yummy breads there. I'll just have my treat and coffee in there.

G: Oh, that's a good deal. They do have some wonderful treats there.

Siddhananda: Unfortunately we have to move on from this. I could sit here all day.

G: We do, we have to move on from cafe trieste, as unfortunate as that is. (laughing).

Siddhananda: Ahh, it's just awesome, awesome shift. Okay. So, let's see. "I have to move on, too", they're saying, (laughing). (pause) Okay. So, they are saying they're gay.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Not surprising.

Siddhananda: And, i can feel lot of the bars they went to, and things there.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: ..what they engaged in, yeah.

G: There was a gay area in San Francisco i'm sure when they were around [called] Poach street.

Siddhananda: I can feel that male gay energy there, boy, wooow, there it is.

G: It can be very strong, yeah.

Siddhananda: Wooh.

G: So, what is his question for us? What can we help him with?

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause) Okay, they had a lover there, well, probably more than one.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: But, they were saying they're still attached to that lover. I can see him. He's cute. (pause). Okay. So, let me just see where they are in their spiritual [journey].

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Okay, they said they want to be undressed of any attachment to this gender thing, but, they're still attached to this lover in San Francisco, as they left their heart there. That's what they're saying.

G: Yeah, they have to understand that they will continue to progress, and just because there were gay in that life doesn't mean they will be gay in the next one. (pause) They just have to be willing to take rebirth and go forward. For whatever reason, something didn’t switch when they were born.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They got a disconnect on the body [when they were born], but, that doesn't mean that will continue to happen, that's not their ultimate identity at all, by any means.

Siddhananda: Yeah, good.

G: They are neither male nor female, in the end.

Siddhananda: Okay, i'm trying to tell him that he needs to let go of this attachment.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ..if he wants to be open to whatever gender.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Then he needs whatever attraction to whatever sex. He needs to let go of that attachment. i can see him pulling on this guy's shirt, i mean, he wants to still be there.

G: It doesn't mean he wouldn't meet this person again in time, you do have a tendency to reincarnate with the same people etc., but, in different roles, in many, many different roles. Many, many different learning experiences. So, he's got to be willing to let go of that and move forward, to have that growth for his soul.

Siddhananda: Okay, he is absorbing it. I am feeling some detachment. i felt all that bar energy and the guy energy and all of it, and i'm seeing that being less of a pull there (gesturing with hands moving out).

G: Yeah, because he has to let go of that so he can move forward into new experiences, and each experience will be good for his growth. That [one experience] is not the ultimate experience. That was one, only one in millions of experiences, life times and things to go.

Siddhananda: Yeah. He is requesting the COS. Is that Ok the COS for him?

G: Yeah, he can have the COS, absolutely.

Siddhananda: Okay, good.

G: And we wish him well on his journey.

Siddhananda: Yeah, for sure. (hand on heart center).

G: And the sooner he can let go of that, the sooner he can be reborn into another form so he can experience that. So, he's got to let go of this other, first.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So he can move forward.

Siddhananda: And they are showing a heart. They have San Francisco, a little bit, inside the heart.

G: (smiling).

Siddhananda: So, they can't stop loving that place. (laughing). Hey, we love it too.

G: Yeah, no, it's a great place. We love it too.

Siddhananda: You never know what you're going to encounter.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It's all the same.