Merging in Love

Siddhananda: I’ll just kind of show off the rock, (holding up a pink quartz to the camera)... Ok, so we've got our next energy here. (pausing with closed eyes)... I’m just seeing an image of someone standing there, and, they're turning someone away and the other being is sad.

G: So, ask them what’s that about.

Siddhananda: They shut someone out that they love.

G: They shut someone out that’s loved?

Siddhananda: That they loved, they shut them out.

G: Yeah, and why did they shut them out?

Siddhananda: Because they’re afraid of being vulnerable in that kind of love.

G: So, what is that benefiting? If you shut somebody out because you’re afraid of being vulnerable then where’s the love?

Siddhananda: I’m kind of feeling there’s two rivers merging, and they’re afraid of that. They’re afraid of that kind of powerful love.

G: There’s nothing to fear in love.

Siddhananda: I’m seeing a very strong current, these two are very... there’s something very strong.

G: Yeah and that’s fine. They can be swept away together into the ocean of consciousness, they merge into that one vast ocean.

Siddhananda: They’re afraid of losing themselves in it.

G: Mmmm-hmmm, well, there’s nothing really to lose (smiling), except for an illusion... an illusion of separation that’s never really been there. Separation in itself is an illusion. So, better to let go and go with the flow, so to speak.

Siddhananda: Literally!

G: Literally. In this case, literally let go and go with the flow and merge into that, allow that merging into that ocean of consciousness, and [then] it's just bliss.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they’re becoming quieter and gentler and it feels more like a light there. I see them kind of inviting this other energy into that light, and I do see that other energy like they were crying, like [holding a] tissue (holding hands near face), and I see them like “oh, maybe its more of a welcoming energy now.”

G. Yeah, so let them open those hearts and let them totally be in those rivers of living waters, and let that go ahead and merge into one, fully merge.

Siddhananda. Yeah, and its really beautiful. I actually see two hearts that come together like a link and it’s a really nice image with some light emanating from both, and then that other energy that was turned away is feeling more welcomed and starting to come nearer to that, It’s a nice image!

G: Right... right. So there’s nothing to fear in that love, and nothing is going to be lost. its going to be a coming together into that singular essence.

Siddhananda: And I am hearing “Heart mantra for both of us?”. (laughing)

G: Yes. (laughing). That’s fine.

Siddhananda: Yay! That’ll help (bobs crystal up and down while setting it aside).

G: There they go, go with the flow.

Siddhananda: Going with the flow, literally.