Love and Forgiveness

Siddhananda: This one is so pretty and different, too! (showing a small blue colored stone).

G: Aha. A little blue laced agate.

Siddhananda: See how thin it is? (showing the stone edge on to the camera)

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It's very thin. Really pretty.

G: It would be a good one for skipping (moves arm and hand in way as if to skip something along the water)

Siddhananda: It would, it would.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: Because it's smooth.

G: Flat, flat surface.

Siddhananda: Look at the little striations or lines in there.

G: Yes, so pretty. I like blue, blue laced agates, it's very pretty.

Siddhananda: That's just nice.

G: Very soft color.

Siddhananda: Blue laced, that makes sense for that.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Lace! Okay (pause with closed eyes) So, there it is, sitting (pause) i'm seeing some light coming from underneath it, nice so far, but no one can say.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Okay. So, do you have question or message today? (long pause) Okay, i guess it's not so good.

G: Oh oh.

Siddhananda: They are saying they're in a kind of a doomed place.

G: Okay. You're in a doomed place.

Siddhananda: Though, it didn't look real black. There was some light in this imagery.

G: So, why are they doomed? What has happened?

Siddhananda: "Because i was imprisoned." Again, another kind of imprisoned and it feels like a darker ages thing where people wore like armor and stuff.

G: Yeah, like in one of those dungeons where they are shackled and stuff.

Siddhananda: Like all those horrors they did to people.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: I'm just seeing someone in armor that's guarding their cell there.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, then in their cell, all i see is darkness. i don't know if they'll take me in there or not.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Right now, that's what i'm seeing and i'm hearing they were like a shackling.

G: Right, you feel it in the wall (gesturing with hands over the head as if shackled to a wall).

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Shackled and just, yeah.

Siddhananda: Left to starve.

G: Yeah..

Siddhananda: ..or however that works and they were beaten, wow.

G: Yeah, a lot of times back then, they where beaten, tortured..

Siddhananda: Yeah, poor things.

G: ..to say things that were not true.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's the thing.

G: To just stop pain, they would say it, yeah.

Siddhananda: i don't know what they did.

G: There was a lot of really horrid tortures and things back then.

Siddhananda: Yeah, but, here's this rock with some light and then i see this image beside it.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So, it's not like..

G: It's not so engulfed in by it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly, and yet it's still there, but, there is some link or thread or something there.

G: Aha. So, why did this take place? Let's look as why it took place.

Siddhananda: You want to know more why that happened to them?

G: Yeah, so that we can give them something to go forward with.

Siddhananda: Okay, let's see what happened to cause this. (pause) Okay, i'm seeing some aggression happening and fighting.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: The one has a suit of armor, the other, i can't quite tell. So, let's see if they did something against the law or.. What did you do? (pause) Okay, they say they didn't do anything.

G: Why did they put you in there? What did they say?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: the reason you're there?

Siddhananda: I do see a scroll, of sorts.

G: A scroll.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and a pen in their hand, like you where saying.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: ..to take their land or take their home or destroy something they've had to sign and then from there they weren't honest in their thing and they just took them.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Something about their land being taken, is all i'm feeling.

G: They wouldn't say it, so they..

Siddhananda: Well, i think they may have signed, they did sign, but, what they didn't honor what they said that set them free. They took them anyway.

G: Aha, right.

Siddhananda: And they took the land too. They did the whole thing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They just weren't being honest.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They're saying "no honesty". So, they were left there.

G: Left there to die.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Can't tell if they were male. I think they were male.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So, they're still linked up with this darker time. Let me ask why they're still linked up.

G: Yeah, why are you staying there?

Siddhananda: (pause) They are floating, like someone holding a helium balloon. (has hand out as if holding something).

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And it's floating there. It's like they're holding that still. They could just set it free. (pause) Okay, they're holding it because they desire to change that, in the way of not having these horrors come again like that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, yeah.

G: So, the best way to do that is to let go of that experience and be willing to come back into form, back into manifestation to begin to work for those kind of rights, for peoples rights. But, you got to let go of that experience so that you can move forward.

Spirit: What about those people that died that way?

G: They'll all get an opportunity to go forward.

Siddhananda: (pause) They're severely still hurting for that situation.

G: Yeah, not a fun experience.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they're torn to bits with it.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, i still see some light there. i think it's more of just that replaying.

G: Yeah. So, i would say for this one is to have Christ and Mary come to them..

Siddhananda: I'll ask of that.

G: ..and give them some peace and let them know that the objects are not it. And while that was a horrid thing to happen, one has to have forgiveness and go forward, be willing to go forward. 

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay. So, they are looking up as this angel of Mary and Christ come in. Angel light, really!

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, more than that. Just light, but, they are looking more angelic (pause) Wow (laughing) i'm just always floored by the imagery and it's always different and this one is more arms up and i just have to say wings and and this (has hands over the head region) as if there was a center of light that came out (moving both hands from the head down through the center of the body).

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Brilliant in that way. Just brilliant! And they are turning to look, almost like they're in their own world or their own planet and looking at that floating there.

G: Yeah, i think that Christ and Mary are just (pause) wanting to present that in the way the other could best accept it.

Siddhananda: Sure. Makes sense. Because sometimes it's more dulled down, but, man sometimes it is like gold.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Brilliance, and better than that. (pause) So, they're growing big above that image, especially Mary, i feel. She is above it and she is scooping it up, like this (gesturing with arms as if holding something).

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: She's scooping it up, just like a mother, to love that.

G: Yeah, to love it.

Siddhananda: That spirit.

G: Take away some of that pain, yeah.

Siddhananda: Before it gets to getting the slamming, because you got to get to a place where you can open.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And that's what it feels like, she's just nurturing with the most pure love and like it would be her own child.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's very sweet and tender. So, that spirit has been held that way, which isn't a bad way to be held. So, and then she's going to send it forward from there.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: I think they're good.

G: Okay, that you for coming. (gesturing namaste)

Siddhananda: (hand on heart) Yeah. Nurture it up, raise it up a little and send it on it's way, then it will be ready to bloom.

G: Exactly.