Edge of Realization

Guruji and Siddhananda have reopened the work with those on the other side. Guruji went through the stones which the spirits visit and picked some of them to work with today.

G: We’ll start with our linga friend (picking up a linga stone).

Siddhananda: Oh, boy, start me right out (rubs hands together in anticipation).

G: Yeah! (hands stone to Siddhananda).

Siddhananda: Oooh, its kind of cold. (squeezes stone in both hands, then holds it tightly in one hand... pause). OK, I’m seeing an outline (gesturing with hands), it looks like a face with a veil.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: I can't really see the face, but there’s definitely a veil there. I think, [with] the way the hands are going now, they’ll tell a story too (the hand holding the stone begins to shake, right hand raises, fingers close). Yeah, so that’s what’s appearing again, and there is some prayer hands there.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (Right hand opens and closes fingers, as if stroking something downwards several times)..
[The spirit] says  “Have mercy on me. (gesture continues in more circular motion). I’m hearing  “Have mercy on me." Clear. (head slightly shaking back and forth).

G: Someone must have come back in, the other one that was there must have left.

Siddhananda: Oh, is there something different? Huh!

G: Yeah, because the one that was there before was one that had come in and just wanted to be in the energy.

Siddhananda: Hmmm, interesting. Well, maybe.

G: And they wanted to be with Big Baba Light.

Siddhananda: Oh, that’s interesting, because a lot of the times as they sit there, things process and shift, just like that.

G: hmm hmm (nodding). Exactly.

Siddhananda: So no one can say from moment to moment or even overnight how things change. That’s interesting about the Baba Light. So, we can only see what might happen as things go...

G: So let's see what’s going on with that one now.

Siddhananda: Ok (right hand resumes the stroking motion)

G: Last night when I did it, I balanced him out and it was the one that wanted to just simply be here in the energies. So, let's go ahead and ask it what’s going on. Let's see if [it's] somebody different, if they had left and shifted. Sometimes, they process and leave and then someone else can come in. Either that or they have another facet, other parts of their journey. We’ll see.

Siddhananda: Yeah, you never know (stroking downward over heart, closes eyes, holding stone in left hand). Yeah the face is appearing a little bit more clearly. “Have mercy on me”... (pause). Ok, I’ll see if there’s a question in there.

G: Yeah, have mercy for what?

Siddhananda: (Gesturing with right hand in stroking up motion, eyes closed). [They're] just feeling as if dying.

G: Oh, as if dying.

Siddhananda: Feeling as if dying... (pause)

G: Ok, ok. Are they the one that wanted to be with Baba Light?

Siddhananda: It's interesting, I’m just not getting much now on that. When you said that it just really settled into this grounded-ness.

G: hmm hmm (nodding). Ok, that’s what’s going on, they’re going. Let me work on him again. (Siddhananda hands Guruji the stone). 

Ok, what’s going on with this one, is one that had come in, they just wanted to be in the energy, and they wanted to be with Baba light. I think what happened with this one is they’re transitioning so quickly, they’re on the edge of realization, and, they’re just in that fear mode for that last step because it does feel like extinction. The last step is very difficult to do. 

So, let me see if I can work with him just a second (holding stone, eyes closed for several moments, swaying with the energy... then hands lingam back to Siddhananda). Ok, let me see what you pick up now.

Siddhananda: (Closes eyes, holds stone between hands as if in “Namaste” hands, raises hands several times to frame her face, gesturing up). Yeah, there’s one nice feeling of being blessed, (holding left hand vertical, right hand resumes stroking up and down motion), much more centered, and again, [with] the way that these things are happening, [there's] just that centered-ness, that heart, that lotus.

G: So what I did was, I worked to balance them out some more (left hand gestures up and down in front of face in stroking motion), and then I asked for the Himalayan Master to come and to let them know that last step is quite fine to take, that there is no death, that they can go ahead and transition into that last step.

Siddhananda: That’s very nice!

G: I though that the Himalayan master would be a good one to work with them.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it’s a good one. As things heat up I think connecting in with those different things is going to take a little bit [help from other side], [like the] Himalayan master.

G: Right, right. I called in the Himalayan master because he was with Big Baba Light, and again they can transition so quickly and get to that edge and that edge feels like extinction. It really feels like you are going to totally cease to exist, and the persona does (laughing), but it's liberation. But, that last step can be a difficult one to take.

Siddhananda: Should we put this one up on the top shelf over there, or where did you want this one?

G: Yeah, I’m wondering the healing center or the top shelf, I think they’re going to transition the whole way, so I think it can go up on the shelf with the others in the stillness area.

Siddhananda: I’m in a rocking chair, people, so this is the way I get up now.

G: (laughing) Rock away!

Siddhananda: (getting up to put lingam on top shelf) Ok, it kind of catapults me to where I need to be.

G: Ok

Siddhananda: (sitting down) Yeah, that’s the thing, it shifts so quickly within this energy... one thing is here and then it's there, we just can’t say.

G: Exactly.

True Healing

Siddhananda: Ok, next [is] a little heart (showing a purple transparent stone). Right away, I'm hearing "power of healing."

G: Aha

Siddhananda: Maybe, they want to be a healer.

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: "Power of healing" ... [They're asking] how do they get the power to heal? They want some power (laughing). I mean, I don't know, [but] that's [what they're asking]. You could explore that a little bit more. What would be a good question (asking Guruji)?

G: Are you ready to take the whole of the journey to realization?

Siddhananda: Right away ... I don't think so. They are [not ready].

G: Then, NO! ... you're not ready.

Siddhananda: I'm kind of hearing, "reiki, power healing."

G: Yeah, No! Then, you’re not ready.

Siddhananda: [They want to know] what do they do with Reiki, and those [kind] of things?

G: [with] those symbols and stuff?

Siddhananda: Yeah

G: NO! I'm not giving the symbols.

Siddhananda: That's what's coming. I don't like the feeling.

G: No, I'm not going to give you those symbols.

Siddhananda: They want those. They really [want those].

G: Yeah, NO

Spirit: Give me those ... those healing [powers].

G: Nope, not going to do that, because that's not true healing. It's not the ultimate. If you want to really be a  healer, you would be ready to go the whole path ... all the way through Kundalini, and finish the path in realization. Then you're in stillness, and then you can bring the body into harmony, but the ones that are doing the reiki are not doing that. That's coming from ego, and they can still have some of their own spin in there. It's not always beneficial. So, no. Sorry.

Spirit: Ok

G: Thank you (gesturing Namaste)

Siddhananda: So, let them go then.

G: Yeah, they're going.

Siddhananda: Going ... off you go, and find whatever they need somewhere else.

G: (laughing) Yeah, no, we're not doing that. If you want to be a real healer, [then] you have to be ready to make the whole journey.

Siddhananda: Yeah

G: And, if not, then you are on a ego trip.

Siddhananda: You just want ... gimme, gimme ...

G: No, they're on a ego trip, and I'm not going to support that. I'm sorry.

Siddhananda: Yeah, boy, so pretty with this spiral in there (referring to the stone the spirit was in). So, they’re on their way.

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah, they’re on their way.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: We’ve seen that a lot, and that is not going to bring people balance.

G: No, it’s not.

Siddhananda: They need to find balance in their own selves.

G: Right, they’re not balanced to begin with. Then they’re on that power trip, ego trip, and we’re not going to support that here. I’m just sorry, no.

Siddhananda: Yeah. Yeah, and that’s the end of that.

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: That’s the end of that.

G: That’s it.

Siddhananda: It’s not what we do here.

G: The answer is NO.

Siddhananda: Go on your way, and do what you need elsewhere.

G: (laughing)

Reality of the World

Siddhananda: [They’re] just saying, "Be well."

G: hmm hmm

Spirit: Gentle spirit, be well.

Siddhananda: Okay. So, can we help you with something today? (pausing) He has, or she has, some mistaken knowledge.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: ... that of the world, or the physical world, ... I'm hearing, "lessons," which sounds right, but [I'm] seeing someone's feet walking in this physical world, ... feeling that, I don't know, and saying that that has some reality ... or, is that your question (pausing)?

Spirit: World is real ... concrete world is true.

Siddhananda: I don't quite [get it].

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Do you?

G: Yeah, I'm finally getting a little bit of an inkling.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: I think they're asking if that world is real. It's real as long as your mind is making it real.

Siddhananda: I think that's [what they were asking], exactly.

G: It's real as long as your mind is making it real, but when you wake up into realization, then it becomes like a dream state. As long as your mind is interacting in it, and taking it as total substance, then it appears to be real during that time of experience.

Siddhananda: Hmm ... that's their experience. Let me see where they are at now (pausing).

G: Yeah, the further you go on your path, the less heavy substance it becomes, and more energetic embodiment. Do they understand that?

Siddhananda: I believe they do. Especially, as you're speaking, I'm feeling [it] just as more of energy, you know. I think that's their way of saying, "Yeah, and thank you for actually bringing that." You know, I want to say they don't feel like they're such a ... [holding fists trying to convey something] …

G: ... heavy substance.

Siddhananda: Right, heavy substance, or like less substantial.

G: Right. Everything, even the form, is corporeal, but in the form are all the cells, and in the cell is the nucleus, and in the midst of that is the empty space. So, really, [in] the form is a lot of empty space. There's a lot of room between the particles of energy that hold the body together. So, it's not really as solid as you would make it seem.

Siddhananda: They said, "Is this true?" They said, right away, "Then everything has a different vibration."

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They just got that, like everything [has different vibrations].

G: What one sees as far as color, sound, whatever, it depends on the vibration of it ... some are faster, some are slower, and then when it all comes together, it makes it a physical type of reality that's seen.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I think he got [that]. There was an insight there.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: He's seeing the vibration. The seeing of something solid is a slower [vibration].

G: It's a slower vibration which makes it appear to be much more solid.

Siddhananda: There you go. That's exactly [right].

Spirit: But, I think it's the same energy.

G: It's the same. It's all the same energy. One is just vibrating at a slower vibration. The ethereal bodies, light bodies, are vibrating at a much higher resolution, so they appear to be lighter.

Siddhananda: Hmm hmm, and he's getting that. I think he's good with that. I mean, as we're speaking, he's feeling less heavy. He's feeling less bound by something heavy.

G: Yeah, the more he can sit and resonate with that, the lighter he'll feel, and the less of that heavy substantial thing will be there. He'll begin to understand that more, and come into that higher vibrational state.

Siddhananda: Right, I think he's beginning to convey something solid here, and something light here (gesturing with hands), and saying, you know, "They can merge, but they can also be ... just the light can be ..." He's kind of saying that, and I think it was kind of an 'aha' for this energy.

G: Yeah, a little 'aha' moment (laughing) ... light bulb! (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah, light bulb! (laughing) Sometimes, the light bulb gets transmitted as getting (laughing)... Okay, light bulb, finally! Oh, this is funny! (laughing) He did show a picture of a light bulb with a chain cord, and your hand pulling it (gesturing with hand and laughing) …

G: (gesturing with hand and laughing)

Siddhananda: ... which was cute. I get a kick out of these things. What can you say? They do have a sense of humor... He's laughing. He's happy that we're both laughing, too. So, anyway, I don't know if a mantra might be good for this one, or what do you think?

G:  hmm hmm. Is he asking for a mantra? If he's not asking, he doesn't need it.

Siddhananda: I wasn't sure if that's ... I kind of got a mix. We can just let it be then.

G: Yeah, if he wants a mantra, he can ask the other side, and they'll be happy to pass it to him.

Siddhananda: That's true. You're not going to be left out of whatever you need.

G: Right, if he needs the mantra and he wants to go into the vibration of that, he's quite welcome to do so.

Siddhananda: That's right. Okay.

Spirit Lives, Spirit IS

Siddhananda:  (showing a clear, rose colored stone) This is the last one I have, unless you want to do some of yours.

G:  Did we get through 22 today?

Siddhananda:  No, we had some left, like 14 or something. I just did the ones that were left. We did part of them the other day.

G:  Oh, that's right. I didn't bring any with me today.

Siddhananda:  Oh, okay. These ones are long enough.

G:  Oh, no, I've got plenty waiting.  I've got over 40 something (laughing).

Siddhananda:  I know, that's what you said (smiling). That's a lot (opening the eyes wide)!

G:  We have no lack of ones that want to come through (laughing with a big smile).

Siddhananda:  There you go ... absolutely.  Okay, so let's see (closing eyes).  So, I'm feeling a lot of still energy. They are saying they're in truth ... they're in God ... formless. They're in formlessness.

Spirit:  I have no burdens. I have no cross. I have nothing but IS.

G:  Yeah, it's a realized being.

Siddhananda:  That's what it's feeling like.

Spirit:  I'm not here to play in the world at all. I'm here to tell you to take full opportunity of this time, and let the mind settle and dissolve. I'm not here to play at all.

G:  They're finished with the play of the world and that's fine. When you reach realization, you can be done with the world. You don't have to go back into the world at all.

Siddhananda:  So, they are just remaining there in that formlessness, emptied out of the creative world.

G:  Right. One can remain in that.  Absolutely.

Siddhananda:  They are staying there. That's where they're going to be, and that's it. 

G:  Yeah, one is not compelled to come back into creation once one has reached that realization. If one wants to come back at that point, they can, but they don't have to. They can stay in that formlessness. One is not constrained either way.

Spirit:  I may seem to be speaking like a persona, but I am not a persona.

G:  For them, they are not in that illusion any longer of persona.

Siddhananda:  No. Don't take it to be that (persona). It's a message that spirit lives ... that spirit IS.

G:  Whether one is still within this realm of the transient, or one remains in the formless, it doesn't matter. It's still the same realization ... same cognition.

Siddhananda:  yeah, yeah, yeah ... for sure.

Spirit:  Have no fear.

Siddhananda:  I do see the mudra of 'have no fear' (raising an open hand up with the palm facing the camera).

Spirit:  Have no fear. Let Life in. Nothing is taken away.

G:  Yeah, nothing is lost. Nothing is lost.

Siddhananda.  That's about it. It really encompassed my whole being. I could really feel that stillness and that purity there really beautifully projected from that.  So, I think that's pretty good and they are just going to move on because they're formless (placing her hand on the heart).

G:  Right. They're ... wherever (raising both hands spread out wide and smiling).

Siddhananda:  That's it. You can't say, stay here, or there. That's just not going to work (shaking her head no, smiling and laughing).