Dying into Eternal Life

Siddhananda: There we go (showing a small round translucent brown stone). (pause) I do see a female form or something in white by a river, (pause) Now I see them on a ledge, like it came up and they are looking down that ledge. They do have a white trailing... something on their head, that's blowing in the wind. So, I'm looking above and they are looking down and there is a river below or some rushing water.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: (pause) They want to die.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I don't know if it is in a good way, necessarily.

G: Why is it they want to die?

Siddhananda: They want to be reborn, but, they want to be reborn in light.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (long pause) I just feel something else, like they may be trying to destroy themselves. I just feel a little something funny.

G: Not in a beneficial way.

Siddhananda: Yeah, a little, even though they want light, they just want to go.

G: Just totally be gone.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: With no awareness.

Siddhananda: Yeah, just destroy the whole thing and be done. I do see a white flowing material on their head, which I don't know what that's about.

G: It's like a suicide type of a thing.

Siddhananda: It's what it feels like.

G: You want to do a suicide. So, what is it they want to do that for, when they can have absolute eternal life?

Spirit: I'm tired, I'm tired of this, I'm tired of feeling this way. I can't feel this way any longer.

G: Right.

Spirit: I just want to die, I want to jump, I want to be done.

G: There is a way to die that is beneficial. Die to the ego, which is actually going into life. So, if you really want to be done with that, if you are open to know God, you can put yourself on the altar of truth and let that ego be sacrificed to that.

Siddhananda: (pause) They can barely stand how they're feeling. They can barely breathe. They can't stand how they're feeling.

G: Exactly. So, lay yourself on the altar of truth and let go and let God.

Siddhananda: (pause) I do see another image and it is someone at an altar. There is light and they do have this white halo or white material falling on their head.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Almost like all of a sudden we're in a church.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And it does look like an altar, and there is Christ, you know how they have those beautiful churches.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And the cross and Christ, but, he doesn't look bloody. He's like the beautiful Christ. The cross is behind him, it's not that dripping blood image. And, she's there praying by this altar with these candles. Actually, a very lovely image. It looks like a young girl, very sweet face.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, her head is down (has hands together in prayer) and then there’s candles and then Christ in this lovely church.

G: Aha. So, we'll ask that Christ and Mary appear to her, directly.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, on the other side, it's very hazy. I do see that image standing by that ledge, so, that's still in her to die.

G: Right, she hasn't let go of that. So, let him know, let him go and teach her about the death that's eternal. That there is resurrection. That she doesn't need to carry all of this burden she's carrying.

Siddhananda: As you're speaking, I do see that white form swan-diving into this ocean water. I see it and then it's disappearing, but, she is still there at the altar. So, maybe that's her way of letting that fly and go.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It was nice. It wasn't a bloody thing, it was just like a swan dive, like a release, that full release when someone does it that way.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And, actually it felt freeing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And she's there like a young girl. That light is coming with those beautiful candles and she's praying there and I think she is in really good hands there.

G: Yeah. So, we'll leave her there to find out that there's more. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah, that was nice, too. (smiling)

Walking the Path of Christ

Siddhananda: I have a heart (showing a clear heart shaped stone). I'm getting better at this now (referring to finding the camera viewfinder).

G: (laughing) You've got the secret.

Siddhananda: (smiling) What do ya know! Guruji gave me the secret (laughing). Put it where they can see it, okay (laughing). This is how you do it.

Okay, so let's go to the next one (closing her eyes). I'm seeing an image of ocean. There's mountains. How can we help you today? They are saying that they want to be reborn. They want to be ... I am hearing, "like Christ."

Spirit: [I want] that kind of a rebirth. I want to come out of this suffering. Help be a light for humanity.

G: Mm hmm (nodding).

Siddhananda: I can see more of where that came from?

G: Right. We need to see how far along they are in this journey.

Siddhananda: Okay, sure. They've done some mantras, I'm hearing. They're full of the contemplation of the Self. I'm feeling that Christian [energy].

G: Yeah, I would say that they can just sincerely, from all the heart of their being, say ... on altar of truth I lay myself, and I commit myself wholeheartedly to that.

Siddhananda:  (pausing some time with eyes closed) ... Okay, so they're taking that in ... (pausing) ...

G:  I would also suggest that they seek Christ's blessing for that, to walk that journey.

Siddhananda:  (pausing) ... I'm seeing the water. I'm seeing Christ, actually standing on the water. It's that same image that he reflected before, but with Christ standing on the water with the mountains, His light, and His halo.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) They're there, but I'm [not sure] why they're reflecting this (pausing). They're reflecting the water, and the mountains as being their spirit, and Christ is standing on that, and giving nourishment in that way. They're saying that they're ready to be reborn.

G: Yeah ... to take rebirth again, and to go further along their path.

Siddhananda:  ... with whatever that brings.

G: It's a good time to come in if they're sincerely ready.

Siddhananda:  Mmm ... yeah (opening her eyes wide with one nod of the head).

G: If they come into corporeal form, they can make a [difference].

Siddhananda: Right. It's nice, because if you can have that energy there, that openness, which obviously this being is open, it will bring [light].

G: Just know, it's not going to be an easy journey. I can tell you that.

Siddhananda: (grimacing while turning the head to one side) Whooh ... yeah!

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: It's not all lovey-dovey. That's for sure!

G: Yeah, no (laughing). Be careful what you ask for, because that's exactly what you'll get.

Siddhananda: That's the thing. But, also, that communing will bring the right conditions forward.

G: Exactly. They will find just the right teacher, and the right place to be. There are many more teachers at this present time.

Siddhananda: That's right.

G: Many more. Many more than there have been, and that will continue to be [the case]. By the time they've taken rebirth here, by the time they're ready for that, there will be many, many more teachers here ready to aid for that.

Siddhananda: I think, also, this being, with the rebirth, [is] like Christ, too ... just being spirit.

G: Mm hmm, yeah! But, I think they've got ...

Siddhananda:  ... work to do (laughing).

G: They've got another life to do (nodding with gravity).

Siddhananda: Yeah, yeah, no ... that makes total sense.

G: They have another life to do. They have another life to do.

Siddhananda: Also, with helping humanity, many times if you're in body, you can do a lot of good that way compared to [out of body].

G: Exactly. I think that's this one's path is that they have another rebirth to do.

Siddhananda: Yes, that's right. That makes total sense.

G: They have to make their strides here in the corporeal form.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, that makes total sense, and they're open. Again, [I'm seeing] another lovely image, which never fails [to appear] when Christ comes through like that ... which Christ will [do] immediately if you're open.

G: Exactly. The next death will be the last.

Siddhananda:  Yeah.

G:  This death before the Death will be last ... yeah (smiling, nodding, and swaying gently).

Siddhananda: So, all good there, and we'll leave that one there (placing the stone aside with a joyful smile).

G:  Yeah (gesturing namaste and smiling softly).