New Beginning

Siddhananda: (Showing a small transparent yellow stone) This is our last one (referring to 3 stones that were waiting from previous day). Then we can go to the other ones over there (referring to the stones near G). (smiling).

G: We'll see what's here (smiling).

Siddhananda: i can just to do them from over there, you can just show me the rock and we'll go from there.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: So, let's see.. (pause). i'm seeing that rock in my mind, it has some imagery flowing from it.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: There was some darkness, but, now there's a flower and that darkness is fading from that flower, or that rose. It's becoming more and more still as that darkness is fading from that rose.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: They're saying that's more of a message of how that is. i can feel it really in my being how once that shadow that was rising dissolves, that stillness and that concrete being-ness is present there. It's just showing that through example of that shadow of mind, once that flees then that's what remains. i see a very sparkly white flower, it's got a butterfly, like that new beginning. (pause). They're saying it's just a message.

G: Yeah, it sounds like a message. So, thank you for that message (gesturing namaste). 

Siddhananda: (smiling).

G: Yeah, you have to hold steady and stay continuous, and eventually it will go. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, it was really nice.

G: Exactly. 

Nothing to Fear, but Fear

Siddhananda: Okay, so ... green light, green light (laughing as she maneuvers a stone toward the green light where the viewfinder is).

G:  (laughing) Green light, green light!

Siddhananda: Hopefully, they saw that okay (smiling). Oh, okay (closing her eyes). I did hear, “Dark energy," but I'm going to give this time. I don't want to place anything on it. "Dark energy." Let's see ... hmm. Maybe they're asking, "Is dark energy a phantom?"

G: Mm hmm (nodding yes). It's like a shadow.

Siddhananda: Yeah (nodding). I think that's what they're asking.

G:  Yeah, it has no substance other than what you give it. Everything is based in truth and light in the beginning, but a dark energy is that which has gotten off on the wrong way, and [has] misunderstood, and gets pulled away from the light. So, the further you get away from light, really, the less potency you have. They think they have more, but it's actually less in the end.

Spirit: Now, say that again. The further you get away from the light, the less potency?

G: Yeah, the less potency you have.

Spirit:  ... YOU have? Okay, got you (nodding).

 G: ... that that energy has (nodding yes).

Sprit:  (repeating) ... that that energy has ... Oh, interesting. I see what you're saying (nodding).

G:  It becomes more of a shadow.

Spirit: I see what you're saying. Interesting. Okay. Wow!

Siddhananda: What I saw ... I'm going to put it out there ... I saw an image that's like the grim reaper. More like that dark [energy]. I'm hearing, “Death."

G: Yeah. There is no true death (smiling slightly). There is no true death. What you call death is only passing out of one form into spirit ... and then, going into another form, but there is no death. Even with the body that one passes out of, it recycles back into the earth, and gives nourishment to the earth. So, what death? It gives forth more life. So, the idea of death is ... (holding both hands up, shaking her head, then clapping her hands together)

Spirit: It's an idea.

G: It's an idea (nodding).

Siddhananda: It's an idea! So... okay, they're taking that in. I can feel at least the energy moving a little more in a circular [pattern] versus this... (clenching her fist as if holding a hard rock).

G:  Yeah... just this... (mimicking Siddhananda's gesture and grimacing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's like ... what is that? Whoa!

G:  It's just like ... ehhhh! (gesturing, and grimacing as if holding onto something for her dear life)

Siddhananda: (laughing) So, I'm hearing a bit of a question.

Spirit: So, that light is there, and then ... if you're saying the darkness is more connected to the light, that darkness has more energy?

G: No!

Siddhananda:  Okay, maybe they're not getting that.

G: No. No, they're not getting that then. No. All falsehood starts out with some idea. It has to come from some kind of truth somewhere, but it's skewed. It's skewed, and as it's becoming skewed, again, it's being pulled away from the light. Yeah, it's pulled away from the light.

Siddhananda:  (nodding) Right. I think that's enough. That's exactly what [was needed]. They're hearing that (closing her eyes). But, like I say, the energy is revolving more (moving her hand like a wheel turning). It's moving more at least, [is what] I'm feeling from this being. And, I'm feeling some darkness, all shades of grey, and things, but it is shifting. They must have had that choking them a little bit .. that fear of [death, and darkness].

G: Right. Again, there's nothing to fear. If there's some dark energy, or whatever, you don't feed it. Okay? If you want to love it, if you want to fear it, if you want to be angry with it, all you're doing is feeding it. Then, you're feeding it, and giving it more life, and it has to feed off of something, or else it will dissipate.

Spirit: Yes.

G: So, you don't feed it any energy. You don't give it any energy.

Siddhananda: This is good for this being. This is good to hear. I think they've done some running from things and feeling like something is chasing them.

G: Right. There's nothing to run from. I know with a lot of religions, their whole focus is on darkness and fearing it.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Then doing all of these mantras and things to keep it away, keep it away from me! (holding her arms up in a defensive posture) But there's nothing to fear. If you fear it, then you're giving it life.

Siddhananda: For this being, this is very good information. Like you said, they've got more of an aversion to things, which is another energy ... a block that it creates.

G: Yeah, right.

Siddhananda: It makes it worse ... makes it build.

G: Well, exactly, because you're giving it more substance.

Siddhananda: Right (nodding). So, aversion, pushing away... these things that you would normally do to something that you think is going to hurt you. They're hearing something different ... like just stay present in the light.

G:  Yeah, stay present in the light and then it has no hold. It has no hold anywhere.

Siddhananda: I am seeing that there were some knots in those ropes and they're becoming more untangled. That's the image that I'm getting back ... that that was some kind of a wall, or something, coming [apart].

G: There's nothing to fear, but fear (laughing).

Siddhananda:  Yeah. They are hearing this and I'm seeing some more light. A little blip of light now in this. So, they really kept themselves bound by this running from something.

G: Right, right. There are a lot of religions like that. It's like in India [where] they have something when children are born. Sometimes, they'll put a big black dot on them (touching a few places on her face) or something. (holding her arms up in a defensive posture) Don't look at them, because if you see they're so beautiful, there's going to be something that will come to harm them. There's all this superstition.

Siddhananda: Very fear based practices.

G: Very fear based (clapping her hands together)! There are a lot of fear based religious things out there and they've not served anyone. So, if you get into a fear-based mentality, then you are your own undoing. You are your own worst enemy, and then you are feeding that darkness. You are feeding it and giving it substance.

Siddhananda: Yeah, [giving it] more energy. Yeah. (pausing with closed eyes). Some of that imagery is starting to get some light coming through it. I can still feel that [other energy]. Maybe it was a long held thing, but I'm feeling that (gesturing to indicate a ray of light penetrating through) grim reaper image with this light.

G:  I would ask Christ, if this being is open to it, that Christ would come and explain, because Christ was a Master when it came to those things (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yeaahh!  Okay, let me ask if that's okay (closing her eyes). It's okay (nodding).

G:  Yeah, yeah. So, we'll let Christ go ahead. If Christ could come in (holding her hands together in prayer) and speak with this being, tell him more of the light, and that there is no need to fear the darkness, and that we have dominion over that.  

Siddhananda: (rocking gently to and fro with eyes closed) ... That image of Christ coming in ... and I'm really being honest ... [brings] an immediate shift for those that have an open heart to that. That's not for everybody, but for the ones that do ... I just immediately [see] those walls with Christ in the center, and you just see that image of open arms, but ... just white ... just light (gesturing as if it's washing through the being) ... and gentle. Everything good! I mean, that's all I can say. It really [brings] an immediate shift that quiets that soul and keeps them held in the present in a beautiful way. That's what's happening now (having tears with the beauty of seeing this).

G: (echoing yeah, yeah, yeah softly as Siddhananda speaks)  So, we will leave them to commune. Thank you (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: (placing her hand on her heart)

Shatter My Ego

Siddhananda: Next, we got a pretty heart. (showing a clear heart-shaped stone) So, that was nice. Right away, I'm hearing "Satan rules."

G: Oh really!

Siddhananda: (laughter) (makes a facial grimace) Yeah.

G: We in the ego, ha? Little bit in the ego?

Siddhananda: Shatter my ego, he's asking.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: This energy...

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Shatter my ego...

G: Right, Satan doesn't rule. Satan may rule your mind and Satan is nothing more than that mental spin that's gone off in and away from the light. It has no substance.

Siddhananda: So, I'm hearing some of that energy dissipate, like kind of just Satan.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Like, it's drifting as you're speaking.

G: Yeah, yeah, it has no light within it... and without light it has really no substance…. it's a shadow.

Siddhananda: As I'm feeling this, I think with this energy it was saying they were in a really dark place, I feel.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ...because I'm seeing the shattering and some light bursting through.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Almost like in a pleading way, like... (places her hand on the heart)

G: So, so yeah, they came for help.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They came for help.

Siddhananda: There you go.

G: And they don't know... but, at this time, we really need to have Christ to come in and shatter that, you know, get behind me Satan, and you need to say within yourself, get behind me Satan, that I'm not going to go into those temptations and those things that have ruled my life. I'm ready to lay those things down and find the truth of God and the light of God. because he said he would bow to the light of God. So, now is your chance to bow to the light of God. May Christ come in and show him that
Christ energy and that light... and that acceptance and the fallacy of Satan.

(Long pause)...

So, while you're waiting then, we'll go ahead and... Satan was originally, if  people remember and maybe some here don't know, so I'll just say it briefly. Satan was one of the heavenly angels and was there at the head of the music... and he fell... he fell because he went into ego and he wanted all the glory to himself, he did not wanna give any glory to God, and so that's what created what's known as Satan. But, originally Satan came from Light, and again his skewed mentality took him away from that Light and into ego...

Siddhananda: Ok.

G: ...And that separation, that feeling of separation. Yeah, so that's what the allegory of what Satan is, it's that mental mind spin that makes you feel as if you are separated from God, but you can never be separated from God. And to come back into that harmony with God all you have to do is to let go of that and understand that you are a child of God.

Siddhananda: ...And again thankfully that image of Christ is there, and there’s mercy there. And that Light is being thrown on this energy that is at Christ's feet.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda:  And again, this is Grace...

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ...with this kind of thing, but to see this darkness dissipate so quickly, you can see that it does not have any reality to hold.

G: It has no hold, or reality. If it were as people thought, they wouldn't be able to get out of it, but it's not.

Siddhananda: Exactly, it wouldn't shift.

G: It's not. It’s the mental spin is what it is and ego. Satanists are all about ego... Just doing whatever they want and thinking they're supreme.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And their ego can do whatever they want.

Siddhananda: Their will over the divine will, kind of thing.

G: Their will, their will, and exactly... that's exactly what Satan is.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah, it's very... it's the height of egotistical.

Siddhananda: The height, and that's a good way to put it because there are... there's ego and there's the height... it is a whole...

G: The height of ego which is just...

Siddhananda: ...another spectrum of it.

G: Yeah, those on the path to God say "not my will but thine be done" and they (Satanists) say "it's only my will."

Siddhananda: There you go and that's the absolute difference.

G: There's an absolute difference.

Siddhananda: They're the center of the universes.

G: Yeah, they're the center... they think they're the center of the universe. (laughter)

Siddhananda: Think they are, think they are... and again it's an energy because it hasn't any substance.

G: It's an energy, exactly, it's an energy, and, once you understand those energies you see that has no substance… it has been pulled away from the Light which gives it meaning. So if you're within that light that gave this meaning and gives it life then which is stronger - the illusion or the Light? 

Siddhananda: The source. (smiling)

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Come on.

G: The light, the light is always stronger than the illusion.

Siddhananda: It wins out.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: You gotta open your heart, too, and… This one I think was just suffering badly.

G: Yeah, I got... I'm sure he was being driven and and did not do great things in life and said he must be under the control of Satan.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And he thought he could not get out.

Siddhananda: Yeah, mistaken.

G: Mistaken idea.

Siddhananda: Notion, yeah.

G: And so, he kept himself basically in a hell realm for no reason.

Siddhananda: Like a sinner.

G: Right, right I'm a sinner.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And I've gone against God.

Siddhananda: That’s correct.

G: And therefore I must be a [sinner]... but he's really not... if he really were that he would not be here for the light and for the Truth.

Siddhananda: And it did come to him.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: This one is at Christ's feet. And I see as I say that mercy, he's bowing low. He is held there right now and by his own choice.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: In a good way... I mean, it's just that connection there.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And he's there, and I can feel that there, and light.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: There's still this, I guess, around the edges. (makes the shape of a ball as if to illustrate there are still some rough parts)

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: The darkness that's been... but not in that light... not in that...

G: Right, it's just the residual of things that need to be released.

Siddhananda: That's right, that’s all.

G: That's all, and if he opens his heart, his heart totally and let's go of that fabrications and sees that was not the Truth, then it will dissipate very fast and...

Siddhananda: Quick... amazing!

G: Very quickly, immediately.

Siddhananda: And that's the thing, it can, and I don't... I think sometimes people think they got to wait, forever wait and do all this work... it really just takes opening and things can change very...

G: Immediately!

Siddhananda: Immediately! (pointing to G to agree)

G: Immediately, yeah.. an immediate change.

Siddhananda: One hundred percent, that's the way it is. Your life can change just like that (clicking fingers), and obviously for this, the way this energy came in and the way it's feeling now (waves her hand to say such a big difference) come on.

G: It's between night and day.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and it's a beautiful thing, and there he's quite fine there so...

G: Yeah, so we'll thank him. (gesturing Namaste) Amen!

Siddhananda: On your way!

G: And may you go forward, yeah.

Siddhananda: Another mistaken notion dispelled.

G: A mistaken notion! (laughter all round)