Shatter My Ego

Siddhananda: Next, we got a pretty heart. (showing a clear heart-shaped stone) So, that was nice. Right away, I'm hearing "Satan rules."

G: Oh really!

Siddhananda: (laughter) (makes a facial grimace) Yeah.

G: We in the ego, ha? Little bit in the ego?

Siddhananda: Shatter my ego, he's asking.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: This energy...

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Shatter my ego...

G: Right, Satan doesn't rule. Satan may rule your mind and Satan is nothing more than that mental spin that's gone off in and away from the light. It has no substance.

Siddhananda: So, I'm hearing some of that energy dissipate, like kind of just Satan.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Like, it's drifting as you're speaking.

G: Yeah, yeah, it has no light within it... and without light it has really no substance…. it's a shadow.

Siddhananda: As I'm feeling this, I think with this energy it was saying they were in a really dark place, I feel.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ...because I'm seeing the shattering and some light bursting through.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Almost like in a pleading way, like... (places her hand on the heart)

G: So, so yeah, they came for help.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They came for help.

Siddhananda: There you go.

G: And they don't know... but, at this time, we really need to have Christ to come in and shatter that, you know, get behind me Satan, and you need to say within yourself, get behind me Satan, that I'm not going to go into those temptations and those things that have ruled my life. I'm ready to lay those things down and find the truth of God and the light of God. because he said he would bow to the light of God. So, now is your chance to bow to the light of God. May Christ come in and show him that
Christ energy and that light... and that acceptance and the fallacy of Satan.

(Long pause)...

So, while you're waiting then, we'll go ahead and... Satan was originally, if  people remember and maybe some here don't know, so I'll just say it briefly. Satan was one of the heavenly angels and was there at the head of the music... and he fell... he fell because he went into ego and he wanted all the glory to himself, he did not wanna give any glory to God, and so that's what created what's known as Satan. But, originally Satan came from Light, and again his skewed mentality took him away from that Light and into ego...

Siddhananda: Ok.

G: ...And that separation, that feeling of separation. Yeah, so that's what the allegory of what Satan is, it's that mental mind spin that makes you feel as if you are separated from God, but you can never be separated from God. And to come back into that harmony with God all you have to do is to let go of that and understand that you are a child of God.

Siddhananda: ...And again thankfully that image of Christ is there, and there’s mercy there. And that Light is being thrown on this energy that is at Christ's feet.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda:  And again, this is Grace...

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ...with this kind of thing, but to see this darkness dissipate so quickly, you can see that it does not have any reality to hold.

G: It has no hold, or reality. If it were as people thought, they wouldn't be able to get out of it, but it's not.

Siddhananda: Exactly, it wouldn't shift.

G: It's not. It’s the mental spin is what it is and ego. Satanists are all about ego... Just doing whatever they want and thinking they're supreme.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And their ego can do whatever they want.

Siddhananda: Their will over the divine will, kind of thing.

G: Their will, their will, and exactly... that's exactly what Satan is.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah, it's very... it's the height of egotistical.

Siddhananda: The height, and that's a good way to put it because there are... there's ego and there's the height... it is a whole...

G: The height of ego which is just...

Siddhananda: ...another spectrum of it.

G: Yeah, those on the path to God say "not my will but thine be done" and they (Satanists) say "it's only my will."

Siddhananda: There you go and that's the absolute difference.

G: There's an absolute difference.

Siddhananda: They're the center of the universes.

G: Yeah, they're the center... they think they're the center of the universe. (laughter)

Siddhananda: Think they are, think they are... and again it's an energy because it hasn't any substance.

G: It's an energy, exactly, it's an energy, and, once you understand those energies you see that has no substance… it has been pulled away from the Light which gives it meaning. So if you're within that light that gave this meaning and gives it life then which is stronger - the illusion or the Light? 

Siddhananda: The source. (smiling)

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Come on.

G: The light, the light is always stronger than the illusion.

Siddhananda: It wins out.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: You gotta open your heart, too, and… This one I think was just suffering badly.

G: Yeah, I got... I'm sure he was being driven and and did not do great things in life and said he must be under the control of Satan.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And he thought he could not get out.

Siddhananda: Yeah, mistaken.

G: Mistaken idea.

Siddhananda: Notion, yeah.

G: And so, he kept himself basically in a hell realm for no reason.

Siddhananda: Like a sinner.

G: Right, right I'm a sinner.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And I've gone against God.

Siddhananda: That’s correct.

G: And therefore I must be a [sinner]... but he's really not... if he really were that he would not be here for the light and for the Truth.

Siddhananda: And it did come to him.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: This one is at Christ's feet. And I see as I say that mercy, he's bowing low. He is held there right now and by his own choice.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: In a good way... I mean, it's just that connection there.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And he's there, and I can feel that there, and light.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: There's still this, I guess, around the edges. (makes the shape of a ball as if to illustrate there are still some rough parts)

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: The darkness that's been... but not in that light... not in that...

G: Right, it's just the residual of things that need to be released.

Siddhananda: That's right, that’s all.

G: That's all, and if he opens his heart, his heart totally and let's go of that fabrications and sees that was not the Truth, then it will dissipate very fast and...

Siddhananda: Quick... amazing!

G: Very quickly, immediately.

Siddhananda: And that's the thing, it can, and I don't... I think sometimes people think they got to wait, forever wait and do all this work... it really just takes opening and things can change very...

G: Immediately!

Siddhananda: Immediately! (pointing to G to agree)

G: Immediately, yeah.. an immediate change.

Siddhananda: One hundred percent, that's the way it is. Your life can change just like that (clicking fingers), and obviously for this, the way this energy came in and the way it's feeling now (waves her hand to say such a big difference) come on.

G: It's between night and day.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and it's a beautiful thing, and there he's quite fine there so...

G: Yeah, so we'll thank him. (gesturing Namaste) Amen!

Siddhananda: On your way!

G: And may you go forward, yeah.

Siddhananda: Another mistaken notion dispelled.

G: A mistaken notion! (laughter all round)