Fill Me With Love, Fill Me With Light

Siddhananda: We’ve got another linga (showing a brown stone).

G: Another linga!

Siddhananda: Okay, this is… I’ll just say it… this is…

Spirit: Fill me with love. Fill me with light.

Siddhananda: It sounds like they are more of a dark sorcerer type. (grimacing)

G: A dark sorcerer type?

Siddhananda: They are asking to be filled with light.

G: Uh huh. Well they can be filled with light. All they have to do is let go of that and no longer engage in that. Are they willing to bow to the light of God?

Siddhananda: I’m feeling they are [willing] in this moment. We will see how this unfolds.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Because I’m seeing already shifts in some light streams coming through.

G: So on the altar of truth I lay myself and let God do what needs to be done. On the altar of truth I lay myself. (long pause, nodding) Yeah.

Siddhananda: Changing…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …changing energy.

G: Good, good!

Siddhananda: I think it’s good. I think he or he/she or that energy was willing.

G: You have to be willing. You can see that they tried to control, and they tried to control by doing the dark things and they find out that they can’t control and they don’t have as much control as they think they do. And it’s not going to bring the pleasure like they think it is. But, they have to see that lesson and then be willing to fall hard enough that they can open to the light.

Siddhananda: Right! I mean, it doesn’t matter where you are at, that can happen.

G: That can happen.

Siddhananda: I don’t know if this is one that has been a little bit of a pest, but it’s good that light is there… coming. It’s settling.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: So I think we’ll just kind of let that settle.

G: We’ll let that light come in and let that settle. Yeah. And I think also that one… would he be willing to experience the light of Christ?

Siddhananda: He’s saying okay.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: He was a little resistant only because there’s a lot to push through.

G: There’s a lot to push through.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: But, yeah, there’s a lot to push through. But if anyone can dispel that whatever is there and cut those things it’s Christ and he can do it much, much more rapidly.

Siddhananda: Yeah, because there was a lot to cut through.

G: Yeah, there will be a lot of things and Christ can clear that out very quickly. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Uh huh. And it’s definitely [clearing].. it’s almost like you see a certain color and then there is… you pour some clear water…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …and slowly those things begin to kind of rinse out.

G: Yeah. (nodding)

Siddhananda: There is still something like a carved stone on the side, it’s not too (waving her hand down her heart)… but I can see that image of Christ in the center, that light. It’s definitely a very different feeling than the initial…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s very good.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I think we’re… [it’s a] good start!

G: Yeah, so I think we’ll leave them to work with that. You can put him on the second shelf.

Siddhananda: Good idea!

G: We can check in with them tomorrow and see how they are doing with that.

Siddhananda: Yeah. There are a lot of lingas there!

G: Yeah, no, any can change.

Siddhananda: That’s the thing.

G: Any can change. Even with the Chandi Path, they would cut the heads of the demons and they would enter liberation. So any can be free. But, again, you have to be open to it and be ready for that change and be willing for it. And it’s going to burn,. I mean, it’s going to burn like fire confronting that stuff. They have to be willing to go through that in order to gain that liberation. Yeah, it’s possible.

Siddhananda: Nice one!

G: Yeah, it’s good to see when something like that comes through and they were ready to let go of that.

Siddhananda: And they were pretty quiet about it. 

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …some of them have protested a bit (laughing), saying “Ahh!” …whatever.

G: Yeah, that one was ready for it.

Siddhananda: But that one was really quiet about it.

G: Yeah, it was ready to surrender to that.

Siddhananda: And that’s what it takes.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Okay, so next!