Heart of God

Siddhananda: Off we go! See what happens today. (showing a rock) Same one with a little dot on the front there. Cute! (pause) Okay, they just want to know the heart of God.

G: Then they need to go inside their own heart and surrender totally.

Siddhananda: Okay, is it possible that they can have the COS?

G: Yes. 

Siddhananda: Okay, great!

God is Everywhere

Siddhananda: All right. So, I got them all lined up here in little lines, almost a square. A lot of them! (referring to the rocks) So, let’s go ahead and start with this little fellow, little green fellow (showing a green rock).

G: Oh, wow, okay.

Siddhananda: Okay, they live more like a hermit. They stay in themself alone inside their self, but also not just inside, but it sounds like secluding themselves. So they just, I guess, kind of shunned, kept all that away from them as a way to know God. I kind of see a bit of a bubble around them.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Right, I got the picture.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I’m sure. I’m sure. Okay, there’s like a candle in the bubble. They are working at this. Is this the right way? Is this the right way?

G: No. (laughing) No.

Siddhananda: I knew you would say that! I knew you would say that.

G: Exactly… [inaudible] No, God is everywhere. Why do you need to insulate yourself, pull yourself away in some bubble and try to manufacture something? You have to learn to find God wherever you are at. The only place you can hide yourself away is in your heart. You carry the heart with you everywhere, but you don’t have to isolate in some place like a cave or whatever. It’s better if you find it in whatever the situation is.

Siddhananda: Okay, so that’s letting that sink in.

G: Yup. God is in all things, in all places.

Siddhananda: Yeah. It sounds like it’s that same thing. They are worried they are going to lose whatever progress they have made if they start mixing with society and humanity.

G: Right. But then you don’t have it. If you are going to lose it, you don’t have it to begin with.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: But then you really don’t have it. You can’t lose what you don’t have.

Siddhananda: Okay, they are hearing that. They would like to open up more. They are open to whatever you want to give to them that might help.

G: Yeah, I would say the COS and really go into it. You will find that the COS addresses all places.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it does. Okay, there it goes! (putting the rock down)

Path of the Mystic

Siddhananda: Okay. So, this is another little one, [a] clear one (showing a clear stone). (pause). Okay. i just heard "mystic consciousness."

G: Aha. (nodding in acknowledgment).

Siddhananda: (pause) They want to know more of the path of the mystic, what it is and what it is not.

G: The path of the mystic? Okay, the path of the mystic is when you start your personal journey and you go within and you're confronting your self on every level. All of the things you thought you knew will come to the forefront. You're not so much engaging in the external world, it's more of the internal world, and that's the path of the mystic. Many times, [there are] a lot of, like you say that you have sometimes visions and have a lot of different things, and all of those things are to show you that the transient world is not what it appears to be.

Siddhananda: Aha.

G: ..and not what you have taken it to be. So, it's there to expand, expand, and also to crumble it.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: ..to make you see that things are not as you take them to be in the transient world, and the seen world. The path of the mystic is the one that's drawn to the heart of God. It will take nothing less than that.

Siddhananda: Well put, nice!

G: and continues to move forward to find God, what is God.

Siddhananda: Very well put.

G: ..to find that inner Truth.

Siddhananda: I could say you said it all in that little bit there (laughing). So very well put!

G: There you have it, in a nutshell, the path of the mystic (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, and i think it's amazing with all you could say in that little bit, you said it all very nice. So, (hand on the heart) i think that's all, let me see.

G: Namaste (gesturing with hands). Thank you for the question.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they are requesting the COS.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Because it sounds like they may be drawn to that path, so (hand on heart center). Okay, that was a good question, nice.

G: Absolutely.

I Am

Siddhananda: (Showing a small green stone, checking in with a spirit from the void). Next. (pause). Okay, i just asked do they have anything to say today [and] they said "be still and know God, know that I Am."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: So, they're saying "I Am."

G: Good. Can't beat that! (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah. So, i think they're good.

G: Namaste. (hand on heart).

Siddhananda: Thank you. (hand on heart). We're clearing them all out (smiling).

G: Yes, they are moving along. (smiling).

Want to Know God

G: (Showing a dark stone with a stripe).

Siddhananda: Oh, a striped one!

G: Little stripy one here. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: (Turning the stone to the other side) Got another stripe on this side. Very interesting. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, very [interesting]. (pause). Okay, right away i heard "I want to know God."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Let's see where he came from. (pause). Again, not [from] the Mayan ruins or the area. So, they just went over there to you this time instead of [coming] over here. (laughing).

G: Yeah (smiling). They're just coming from the ethers or somewhere, i don't know how they got here (smiling). 

Siddhananda: Yeah, and it doesn't matter. You know how that is, that's how it works. Who knows. (smiling).

G: That's right. If they come through there or here, it doesn't matter. It's the same thing. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. (pause). He's saying he left a present for you in your heart, like an image of a rose or a flower.

G: Thank you. 

Siddhananda: And for me too, he's going to give me one, which is nice.

G: Very nice. 

Siddhananda: (pause). i'm just feeling that connection here with him. i don't know why he was building that. (chuckling). There's that connection there and i can feel it.

G: Right. (smiling).

Siddhananda: Okay, so what questions do you have for us today? (pause). i'm just hearing he's lived somewhere where there were a lot of rituals being done.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: It wasn't a really good time. There was more rituals that left people [as] some being higher and some lower, all those lines were drawn that were really not a good thing.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: And you had to follow them or you were in trouble!

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: (pause). i don't know, i'm hearing a little bit of 'Sufi'. It's hard to say, i'm just trying to get his question. (pause). i see some footsteps like he walked with some of the holy men and women.

G: Okay (nodding).

Siddhananda: He's not totally still. Just wants to be guided to that majestic heart.

G: Yeah, i would say for him the COS. 

Siddhananda: Okay, cut through all that (smiling).

G: That will take him into some expansion. 

Siddhananda: Sounds good. (pause). He's saying thank you so much.

G: Thank you. 

Walking the Path of Light

Siddhananda: (Showing a small purple stone) We'll go with this one. (pause) [i'm hearing] "How can I prepare for the Path of Light? How do I prepare to walk it right?"

G: Well, the way to prepare to walk it well is just to begin to walk it. (smiling). Know that it's going to take a lot of hardship, and you're going to have to continue forward once you begin. That's the best thing. Do not expect everything to be easy, it's not going to be easy. But, we have to have faith in that Absolute, and that God within the absolute center of your being will pull you through.

Siddhananda: hmm hmm. Yeah, and i think that's why he's asking too, because this energy feels like that would be a commitment for ever and he/she wants to make sure that once they start they don't want to turn around.

G: Yeah, right. 

Siddhananda: Let's see if there's anything else. (pause). Do they wear the clothes of an ordinary man or the clothes of a sanyasi?

G: That doesn't make any difference. Clothing is an outward thing, it doesn't make any difference. Sometimes, they wear that clothing in sannyas just to keep in mind where they're headed and what they're to do. But, other than that, it doesn't make any difference. 

Siddhananda: Okay, they're showing a heart in gratitude with hands (gesturing namaste). So, thank you so much.

G: (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: They are requesting whatever mantras or practices you feel are best for them right now.

G: (pause). The 'Om That I Am' and the 'I Am That I Am' to begin with, and if they really get ready to move forward then they can come back and request the COS. 

Siddhananda: (smiling) Thank you. (putting the stone aside). That's a good one, simple but good question.

Light beyond Lights

Siddhananda: (Showing a transparent stone) Okay, so..

G: On wards (smiling)

Siddhananda: (pause) It's just more of wanting to know God.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: They're saying something about where they came from, let me see.. (pause) Something about coming from a place of peace and good will.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: Almost feeling like a light body realm.

G: Okay

Siddhananda: And it felt relatively timeless, but, there's still some sense of that [time].

G: Some sense of separation?

Siddhananda: Yeah, time. They're saying it felt more timeless there. It sounds like they're trying to move, they're sort of in between wanting to fall away and..

G: Yeah, and there's no reason they can't. If they're already a light body, all they have to do is open and ask to know God. 

Siddhananda: (pause) And i am seeing a burst of light, light energy. Yeah (laughter)

G: Yeah, the light beyond lights. They're already that light. all they need to know is that light beyond lights, that's all and open their heart to it and they can know God immediately (snapping finger). It's not that they need any practice or anything at that point.

Siddhananda: It's just another little step, really.

G: It's just a string and just that belief system that they are separate is what they need to let go of. They're not separate, they can't be separate. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's just another little step, I can see a burst of light. Wow, it's really bursting now. So, there was just that little thing.. They're all good [now]

G: So, they may be in the void for a while.

Siddhananda: I can put them there (referring to the void shelf), do you want me to?

G: Yeah, I would put them there, they might be there for a while (laughing)

Siddhananda: (placing the stone on the void shelf)

G: In this realm or the corporeal realm, we've taken on all the limitations. But, where they're at, there's no limitations to that. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, maybe with those, it's just that they needed that permission to do that severing.

G: Exactly. It's right there, present. You just have to ask for it and open the door and you can have it immediately there. 

Siddhananda: That's the thing, oh my goodness, Without a body, it was quick as it could be.

G: Yeah, they were so close! So close yet so far (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yeah, that worked (smiling).

G: Yeah. 

God is In Control

Siddhananda: Next! (Showing a small transparent stone) (making a 'ding' sound)

G: (gesturing a mudra and smiling)

Siddhananda: We're gonna have a mudra with that, why not! (laughing)

G: Sure (smiling)

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) Thinking about the future too much.

G: hmm hmm. For what reason?

Siddhananda: Worried about it.

G: Do they not think [that] God is in control?

Siddhananda: (pause) I guess they haven't really sat with that. (smiling)

G: Yeah, they need to sit with that. At the center of all beings is God essence, do you think that God essence can be destroyed? (smiling)

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, I'm hearing them saying "God is in control.. God is in control."

G: Yeah, God is in control. God is at the center of whatever is being seen. So, the only thing that can happen is it can go through a transmutation, but, it's not going to go anywhere. It can be transformed into something else, but, it's eternal. 

Siddhananda: Okay, I am seeing a lotus blossom into that.

G: So, they're getting that.

Siddhananda: They are getting that.. it's a releasing for them. (pause). It's feeling much much better just with that. (smiling)

G: Yeah, all they need to do, if there is any doubt on anything, is just rely on that one ultimate truth that God is eternal and there is nothing that exists without God in the center of it, [that is] absolutely impossible or it would have no life at all.

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah, that's definitely charging them with new energy and light.

G: Yeah, so we'll let them sit with that and contemplate that for awhile (smiling)

Siddhananda: And I'm going to say this for them, because I'm seeing the COS, is that okay for them?

G: Okay, yes, the COS is okay for them. 

Siddhananda: Good, they like that (smiling). Thank you (gesturing namaste)

G: Thank you (gesturing namaste)

Knowledge and Peace

Siddhananda: ok, we'll start with this one over here (showing a dark translucent stone).

G: Ok

Siddhananda: Right away, I heard "Fred" when I picked it up. So, I guess his name is Fred.

G: Fred? ok, Fred! (laughing)

Siddhananda: Fred (smiling)

G: What's up Fred? (smiling)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Fred the energy, Fred energy!

G: Fred energy, yeah (laughing)

Siddhananda: and i see a man with glasses, kind of like someone you would think would be a Fred, I guess he looks like that.

G: Ok

Siddhananda: Anyway (smiling), he's a studious person, he's done a lot of book reading

G: A lot of book reading? 

Siddhananda: Yeah (nodding)

G: Ok

Siddhananda: He's been a student for a long time, or in that kind of a situation. So, i do see some equations coming up, some numbers and things..

G: Ok (nodding).. like a professor or something.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly.. exactly. Ok, so Fred, what questions do you have for us today? (pause). He said it's Fredrick [not Fred].

G: Oh, excuse us! Fredrick (laughing)

Siddhananda: Ok. Fredrick! (laughing) That changes the whole thing, really Fredrick (teasing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: Alright, anyways.. (pause) Ok, i'm seeing a lot of open pages, writings and numbers... and there's ton of that in his head right now.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: So, what do you desire, Fredrick?

G: How can we help you out, Fredrick?

Siddhananda: (pause).. i'm seeing all of those letters, all of those numbers being funneled down (gesturing a funneling motion), like into a funnel.

G: Right

Siddhananda: So, he's saying that is good to him to have all of those funnel down, like dissolve into a stream rather than have all there all the time in his head.

G: Right (nodding)

Siddhananda: and let me see if he desires Truth..

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) i see a zero, but i don't think he really knows what that is about. i think he knows zero as a math thing

G: Right

Siddhananda: He does desire peace, because all of these numbers, all of these equations and book stuff is in his head so constantly, and i do see some images of pictures of his students maybe.. all of it is there, revolving.

G: Right

Siddhananda: He seeks to have more peace.

G: Yeah, i would say for Fredrick, we can give him the COS and let him relax into that and to just let go on a journey with that. 

Siddhananda: (pause).. yeah, that's resonating in him. (pause).. It's a really new thing for him, because he's really [amazed]..

G: Yeah, because that will counter that whole stuff, he's got so much of that intellectual brain that he needs to have that (cos) to pull him into more expansion. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. i do see the COS there, there's some light around that and there's words and things that are kind of fluttering more up top (gesturing with fingers spread out), i mean, they're kind of becoming more around the edges. it's going to be a while, since he has been so immersed in that.

G: We need to get it not only around the edges but in the heart. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yes, not just around the edges (smiling). (pause).. He's hearing that..

G: Yeah, it needs to be from the center of his heart. When he's doing this, tell him to keep his focus on the heart, with love. (smiling)

Siddhananda: and i see a heart being reflected back [to say] he's hearing you.

G: Good! He needs to have a little of that balance between his head and [heart].. So, he needs a little more of that heart energy to get that balance

Siddhananda: That's right. (pause).. He's worried that some of his memory might go.

G: Yeah, i don't think he needs to worry about that (smiling)

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Ask him if he can ever know more than God. 

Siddhananda: Well, that kind of floored him!

G: Yeah (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yeah, that struck him. i could see a lightning bolt, so, that struck him.

G: Yeah. if he can ever know more than God, and this (cos) is to take you to God, then he'd have something to worry about, otherwise no!

Siddhananda: Yeah, that struck him, there's a lightning bolt, and now i see him with his glasses saying thank you. so, he will move forward.

G: Good. 

Siddhananda: Ok, see you later Fredrick

G: (gesturing namaste)

Siddhananda: Not Fred, Fredrick! (laughing) got to get it right.

G: Exactly! (laughing)

Prayer

Siddhananda: Ok, (showing a translucent purple stone), our last but not the least.

G: It's a special language (referring to the previous session on oatmeal) (laughing)

Siddhananda: It's special!

Siddhananda: Ok, back to our last one here, and..(long pause with closed eyes) So, i'm hearing "prayers".

G: Ok, what about prayers?

Siddhananda: Should they continue praying?

G: What is it they're praying for?

Siddhananda: (pause) for themselves and humanity, it sounds like.

G: Aha (nodding)  it's not that prayers are wrong, prayers can be beneficial, but understand that God's got everything under control, ok. One can intercede for some things, just like we're interceding now for some souls that they would open...

Siddhananda: Aha

G: ..and so, that's like an intercession for them, but again, you cannot override people's free will

Siddhananda: I think for some relief

G: If you understand that then you are fine

Siddhananda: Yeah

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: And i hear what you're saying, and that is important information

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: (pause) I think from what you're saying, at least what i'm feeling, they're relieved in it a bit

G: Aha (nodding)

Siddhananda: maybe they felt...

G: compelled

Siddhananda: Yeah

G: [that] they had to do the prayer all the time

Siddhananda: like a responsibility

G: [like] it's a responsibility

Siddhananda: Yeah

G: But, it's not. It's not a responsibility... you do the best you can. If somebody needs some intercession, intercessory prayer then that's another thing. But, really God has everything under control. If you get yourself out of the way...

Siddhananda: See, that's great information I think, when, i think for this one, they felt a little like the prayer was giving them some protection

G: Right, and one doesn't need to protect themselves. What are you protecting yourself from?

Siddhananda: As soon as you said that i felt a swirl of white light. It was very nice.

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: Kind of their way of...

G: Yeah, if you got God at the center, there's nothing you need to protect yourself from... just stay in that Truth... (placing hand over the heart) of God within. That center of Being

Siddhananda: It's a nice image, i just see swirling white energy. They're really connecting with your saying, and i believe at least it really feels like it is a relief to them

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: ..something got freed up, like it's not their work that they have to do

G: Right

Siddhananda: ..that prayer can really get in motion and..

G: Right and there are some orders, they are spent in prayer all day

Siddhananda: Aha

G: ...and one can stay in that, but if you understand that God is in control, always has been always will be (smiling), no matter how bad it seems.

Siddhananda: Whether there's prayer or not

G: Exactly

Siddhananda: That's it

G: God is always there, and it will eventually right itself

Siddhananda: And i think that's excellent information and...Yeah, so they're just kind of offering that swirl of white light, to say, Yes!

G: Yeah, thank you for coming (gesturing namaste)

Siddhananda: Thank you (gesturing namaste)

Seeking Heavenly Realms

Siddhananda: Okay, next. We've got two more sitting here, waiting patiently. That's the next one (showing a clear purple stone). So pretty! I love those purple ones (pausing with closed eyes). This sounds crazy, but I hear, "I didn't die. I want to die." Does that make any sense?

G: Mm hmm (nodding).

Spirit: I didn't die. I want to die.

G: Yeah, okay.

Spirit: I want to die in a good way, though.

G: In a good way. 

Spirit: What is death in a good way? I want to enter the gates of heaven.

G: Right.

Spirit: I want to go to heaven.

G: Do you want to go to the heavenly realms, or do you want to go to God directly?

Spirit: Heaven, heaven ... I want to be in heaven.

Siddhananda:  I think just a pleasant land, like those lokas that we were talking about ... a pleasant land.

G: Right, right, right.

Siddhananda: I think they still want to shed that all, but they want to go ...

G: They want to go to the lokas. And where are you now?

Siddhananda: In a land of shadow ... a little shadowy place, maybe.

G: A shadowy place, okay.

Siddhananda:  I don't want to say that [definitively]. I think it's just not that ... not there ... not in those lokas!

G: Right, they're not there. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: What was your path while you were in existence?

Siddhananda: Again, right away, I'm getting some third eye stuff, like maybe they did some envisioning of these things.

G: Mm hmm. 

Siddhananda: A lot of vision [type] of things [with] the third eye.

G: Right. So, they really don't have a [practice]. Were you connected with Krishna, or Shiva?

Siddhananda: Just the realms ... traveling, traveling psychically. You know how people do.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: I think it's ungrounding.

G: Yeah, and then they get stuck. That's why I say not to do third eye meditations.

Siddhananda: No.

G: They're not really connected with any kind of a God energy.

Siddhananda: That's exactly right. That's what I feel with this one.

G:  So, when they pass, they're just in no-mans land, so to speak, and trapped between the realms.

Siddhananda: That's exactly it. So, what to do with this soul? Maybe, some anchoring [is needed], I would say.

G: Yeah, they need to have some ... (pausing with eyes closed).  We'll just sit with it for a minute and see.

G and Siddhananda:  (sitting with closed eyes in quietude for a moment).

G: I would ask Shiva ... Shiva to come in.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: So, if you could say, "Om Namaha Shivayah."

Siddhananda: It is making that link a little bit with Shiva as that mantra is being said.

G: Om Namaha Shivayah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they can feel that.

G: Om Namaha Shivayah.

G and Siddhananda: (sitting in silence with eyes closed for a time)

Siddhananda: Yeah, I think it's linking those images.

G: Mmm ... (pausing) ... So, we'll ask Shiva to come in to help ground him, get him started on a path, and explain to him why you don't do that (laughing) ... traveling to all those realms.

Siddhananda: Yeah, because that's not necessarily the best for that soul, too. We can’t just say .. oh, okay, sure you can just go to this other realm (shrugging). That's not what we're here to do.

G: Yeah, no ... no.

Siddhananda: So, it's quieter. I'm not getting much more right now.

G: Mm hmm (closing her eyes).

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) ... Yeah.

G: Yes, so we'll let him go ahead and open the door to Shiva. Shiva can help take him to one of the lokas and ...

Siddhananda: ... stabilize him.

G: Stabilize him and put him on a path.

Siddhananda: Right, it makes sense, but those lokas out there are temporary, too. It is what it is.

G: They're temporary, too. He can't gain entrance into the lokas, like Krishna loka, or something, [because] you have to have enough merit in order to go there.

Siddhananda:  That's what I was going to say. So, that might take some time.

G: Well, yes, he has to come back into embodiment. He can't just go there at this present time.

Siddhananda: It just won't happen.

G: I'm sorry, each realm has it's own stipulations (laughing).

Siddhananda: It's true, though. That's it exactly.

G: How to gain entrance if you don't have [merit].

Siddhananda: You can't just say, I want to go, [and that's it].

G: Yeah, you can't just travel [there]. Usually, when people pass, they go toward whatever their concept of heaven is, but this person obviously doesn't have any. He hasn't [developed that]. He's just traveled [psychically] to different realms and doesn't really have any core beliefs.

Siddhananda: There's no grounding, no center point, to really hold him.

G:  No, there's no center point to draw him to that place. He's very ungrounded.

Siddhananda: He just wants you to snap your fingers so that he can go that realm.

G:  Yeah, no, nah uh ... he's finding out a hard lesson that that's not the way to travel.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Do not just do out of body experiences without having a Guru, without having grounding, or mooring somewhere. [Otherwise], you'll just get yourself in, as you can see, a precarious place (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: He's kind of in a no-mans land at the moment.

Siddhananda: Well, this is again another one in good hands.

G:  Yeah, so we will leave him with Shiva.

Fill Me With Love, Fill Me With Light

Siddhananda: We’ve got another linga (showing a brown stone).

G: Another linga!

Siddhananda: Okay, this is… I’ll just say it… this is…

Spirit: Fill me with love. Fill me with light.

Siddhananda: It sounds like they are more of a dark sorcerer type. (grimacing)

G: A dark sorcerer type?

Siddhananda: They are asking to be filled with light.

G: Uh huh. Well they can be filled with light. All they have to do is let go of that and no longer engage in that. Are they willing to bow to the light of God?

Siddhananda: I’m feeling they are [willing] in this moment. We will see how this unfolds.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Because I’m seeing already shifts in some light streams coming through.

G: So on the altar of truth I lay myself and let God do what needs to be done. On the altar of truth I lay myself. (long pause, nodding) Yeah.

Siddhananda: Changing…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …changing energy.

G: Good, good!

Siddhananda: I think it’s good. I think he or he/she or that energy was willing.

G: You have to be willing. You can see that they tried to control, and they tried to control by doing the dark things and they find out that they can’t control and they don’t have as much control as they think they do. And it’s not going to bring the pleasure like they think it is. But, they have to see that lesson and then be willing to fall hard enough that they can open to the light.

Siddhananda: Right! I mean, it doesn’t matter where you are at, that can happen.

G: That can happen.

Siddhananda: I don’t know if this is one that has been a little bit of a pest, but it’s good that light is there… coming. It’s settling.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: So I think we’ll just kind of let that settle.

G: We’ll let that light come in and let that settle. Yeah. And I think also that one… would he be willing to experience the light of Christ?

Siddhananda: He’s saying okay.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: He was a little resistant only because there’s a lot to push through.

G: There’s a lot to push through.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: But, yeah, there’s a lot to push through. But if anyone can dispel that whatever is there and cut those things it’s Christ and he can do it much, much more rapidly.

Siddhananda: Yeah, because there was a lot to cut through.

G: Yeah, there will be a lot of things and Christ can clear that out very quickly. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Uh huh. And it’s definitely [clearing].. it’s almost like you see a certain color and then there is… you pour some clear water…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …and slowly those things begin to kind of rinse out.

G: Yeah. (nodding)

Siddhananda: There is still something like a carved stone on the side, it’s not too (waving her hand down her heart)… but I can see that image of Christ in the center, that light. It’s definitely a very different feeling than the initial…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s very good.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I think we’re… [it’s a] good start!

G: Yeah, so I think we’ll leave them to work with that. You can put him on the second shelf.

Siddhananda: Good idea!

G: We can check in with them tomorrow and see how they are doing with that.

Siddhananda: Yeah. There are a lot of lingas there!

G: Yeah, no, any can change.

Siddhananda: That’s the thing.

G: Any can change. Even with the Chandi Path, they would cut the heads of the demons and they would enter liberation. So any can be free. But, again, you have to be open to it and be ready for that change and be willing for it. And it’s going to burn,. I mean, it’s going to burn like fire confronting that stuff. They have to be willing to go through that in order to gain that liberation. Yeah, it’s possible.

Siddhananda: Nice one!

G: Yeah, it’s good to see when something like that comes through and they were ready to let go of that.

Siddhananda: And they were pretty quiet about it. 

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …some of them have protested a bit (laughing), saying “Ahh!” …whatever.

G: Yeah, that one was ready for it.

Siddhananda: But that one was really quiet about it.

G: Yeah, it was ready to surrender to that.

Siddhananda: And that’s what it takes.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Okay, so next!

Rivers of Living Waters

Siddhananda: Okay, and onward with our next little clear one (showing a rock). It’s cute! Almost looks like a tooth or something.

G: Yeah, it does look like a toothie. Toothies!

Siddhananda: A little bit! We have some connection… something comes forward when I say that, you never know. Okay, so I’m just hearing "clear pool of wisdom.. wanting to know God."

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I feel a little Sufiness in there.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Maybe they weren’t, but maybe they were married to someone that was. So, I think they were female. Interesting...

G: I just keep getting from them “What is this I?” question. “What is this I?”

Siddhananda: I see that Sufi imagery there, and but then there is her. So, there’s this Sufi imagery and then there’s her beside it, you know. But I’m feeling that kind of blend a little, as you said, “What is this I?”

G: Yeah, “What is this I?” And do also the “I Am That I Am,” [and] the “Om That I Am.” I think those three-fold will be good for her, and just to keep in mind, the rivers of living waters… rivers of living waters. (waving her hand with fingers open up and down like cascading water)

Siddhananda: Yeah, that was nice.

G: She can take that in. Yeah, take that in.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and that definitely felt better, merging of energies, almost like she was feeling a little bit separate from…

G: Right!

Siddhananda: So it was good. Okay. All right!

G: Thank you!

Siddhananda: Thank you!

G: Yeah, I think that women don’t get to [do] the Dervish practices.

Siddhananda: I know. That’s it.

G: They are kind of on the outside looking in, so this will help her to get on the road to actually experiencing what she needs to experience.

Siddhananda: Right. She was almost watching him, standing beside him and he was doing that.

G: Right! And she’s wanting that for herself.

Siddhananda: Right, for herself. That’s right. So, good!

The Ultimate Sacrifice

Siddhananda: This one feels something like a Christian nature, as well. I heard, "Samuel, Peter, John," those kinds of things. It's not their name, but I think it's their way of conveying of the Christian order.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: I see an image of the cross, the crucifixion.  They like the peace you've brought to that imagery and like that it is here. They don't like how that comes through to make people afraid.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: For them, they do want to know God. They want to know God in their soul, to embody that Source, Light. Again, I'm seeing the Bible. I think they've done whatever with that ... gone to church, and those sorts of things ... raised their family that way. I think they're just ready to know more, to go deeper, you know? To really know what He's pointing to in his writing, and to go there.

G:  They can say, again, "On the altar of Truth, I lay myself, and open myself to the wisdom of Christ." And, ask that He would come to teach them. Absolutely.

Siddhananda: He's gotten more still. So, whatever you're saying, it's just that energy is definitely stilling the questions and whatever holdings were there like ... I was this way and I did that kind of feeling.

G: If you're going to sacrifice something to Christ, you sacrifice yourself.

Spirit: Your body and your mind?

G: Yes, all!

Spirit: What remains then?

G: God-Light (smiling).

Siddhananda: He's quieter. I don't know if we'll get too much more.

G: Yeah, you know, God owns all of the cattle and everything. They used to have the sacrifices, but that's not the sacrifice that God wants. He owns all of the cattle on the thousand hills. He wants the sacrifice of the ego. Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's not speaking now, but the greatest, the greatest sacrifice would be that.

G: Exactly, but nothing is lost. Nothing is lost.

Siddhananda: I just feel this energy is soaking that in right now. That's all, or that was enough, was to just soak that in, and hear those words. It's more of the energy of it, too, that's stilling and causing more presence ... more like it's really okay to let go of body and mind, and that's okay. I'm getting that feeling that you don't have to be afraid.

G: No, no, Christ said fear not. Fear not. Knock and it shall be opened. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, so they're just soaking it in. So, whatever we want to do with this energy that's quieter now for sure.

G: Mm hmm (nodding with approval). Okay. Leave him over here a while, and he can choose to be here, and stay for a while, or continue on his way. He can always, again ... Christ is on the other side. Christ is there and can be there in a moment's notice. If he wants to know Christ directly, Christ is there, and would be happy to.

Siddhananda: It's good to put that out there, that energy, and let that flow out there.

G: Yeah, He would be happy to open that door. If you knock on that door, Christ will open it.

Siddhananda: Well, the ones that are there, who knows, maybe they'll come, but they don't need anything. They're there.

G: Right. Exactly.

Siddhananda: They're done, you know? They don't need anything anymore.

G: Yeah, exactly.

What is this I?

Siddhananda: (Picking up a new stone from the pile and starting to place it down in front of her). This one doesn't want me to let it go yet (laughing). So, I'll just hold it for a minute (clasping her hands around the stone, bringing it close to herself and laying her cheek down on her clasped hands).

Spirit: Seeking to know truth.

G: Hmm...

Siddhananda: Seeking to know truth.

G: It's a good thing to seek to know.

Spirit: Wanting to know God.

Siddhananda: With this [stone] in the hand, she's not able to speak much. So, I don't know. This one doesn't want me to let go of this rock right now (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Spirit: Who am I?

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Who am I? That's the question.

G: It's better to ask, "What is this I?"

Spirit: Okay.

G: Contemplate, "What is this I?"

Spirit: Okay.

G: Rather than, "Who am I?"

Spirit: Okay. I'm enjoying being in Siddhananda's hands and lightening. I can feel yours emanating through her, and you two are one. What is this I?

G: That will give you something to work on.

Spirit: Okay, thank you. I could sit here, but I don't want to take up others time. So, I will just go ahead and move on. Thank you so much for that contemplation.

G: Thank you and Namaste (gesturing namaste). If you want to come stay in the energy, you can go into the crystal cathedral there, and stay in that for a while.

Spirit: Oh, I have heard that's coming, or it's here?

G: It's here. We have one.

Siddhananda: Oh, thank you so much! Thank you so much.

G: So, you see the amethyst crystal cathedral behind the computer. You can go in there, if you'd like to rest for a while.

Spirit: Oh, thank you so much. I wanted to be respectful, and I didn't know if I could stay longer. Thank you so much.

G: You're welcome. Namaste (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: Namaste (gesturing namaste).

God is the Zero

Siddhananda: There's a connection with Amir, or an Aditya connection.

G: Mmm hmm, okay.

Siddhananda: So, he's a logical man. He's a stubborn man (laughing). Another stubborn one (closing her eyes).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda:  I just see computations, some math ... meaning that's how he is. He's logic based.
 
G: Right.

Siddhananda: He has not pierced through that. He's curious here. He's a man that was looked up to for his, I am just seeing, math.

G: Math? Mmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Maybe, he was someone that was very revered for whatever kind of, you know, computation. I don't know, maybe a scientist.

G: Right, there are some that think in computations. I have met someone like that. They think in computations. So, let me give him something to aid him at this point.
 
Siddhananda: Oh, okay.

G: The best thing you could do now is to start to contemplate God as the zero.
 
Siddhananda: Mmmm ... it hit him so strong there ... (pausing). He can barely speak. I can see the zero in his heart. It's like something that went right there.
 
G: Yeah, God is not the one. God is the zero.

Siddhananda: I can see numbers being absorbed into that thing (gesturing with her hands as if numbers are streaming down through the head into the heart center).

G: Right, because he thinks in computations.

Siddhananda: Yeah, you've got him, it sounds like. That's me speaking for him. I mean, that was me speaking, and not him (pausing). He's in his heart.
 
G: Yeah, he can stay there to contemplate that for a while. As a math [type being], that will ... (turning her hands over one another to indicate processing). It's like a math machine, you put that in there, and that ... (gesturing to indicate it's working through the mind). They think in computations, so that's the best way for him to begin to understand that, and open to that.

Siddhananda: And, I'm speaking about the situation. He's unable to speak real clear now. He said ... I'm saying for him ... [this] is one of the first times [he can't speak], because usually he can speak quite clear, but this has broken down some kind of logic, I guess.  I can just see 1 2 3 4 going into this zero and this light ... (clasping both hands over the heart center) ...  1 2 3 4 5 6 ... you know, it's just all kind of like coming ... (gesturing to show a streaming flow).

G: Yeah, it's all of them dissolving into that.

Siddhananda: Yes, it's just like a string of those numbers coming into that, and there is a light, and then, the zero (making a zero with her fingers, then folding the hands over the heart center). He's floored because this has never... he can't use his logic at the moment in the way he [did] before (laughing). Again, he's quieter. "This is the source from what that comes from," he's saying.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: And, that is?

G: The zero adds value to all the numbers, yet it has no value in itself. It's empty in nature, yet it gives all to everything. So, all of this he's going to be computing in his mind through numbers.

Siddhananda: Yes, ...  again, he's quieter, but I can feel the energy of it.

Spirit: Those are shafts of light from this singular zero.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Those are not the thing. He's been stuck in that, ...  the numbers versus the emptiness where they come from.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: I think he's quite fine right now.

G: Okay, thank you for coming. Namaste (holding hands together and laughing).

Siddhananda: Okay ... good work (laughing)! I know you've known someone like that, similar, right?

G: I have. When I lived in Rishikesh, there was a math professor there that had written a paper that only like 16 people on the planet would understand, and all of his thinking was done in computation. He overheard me one day saying, God is the zero. He just like ... (gesturing to indicate someone startled to full attention). That drew him immediately.

Siddhananda: For sure.

G: We had some nice conversations and things.

Siddhananda: Mmmm ... that's been a good thing here. It's carried on forward.

G: Yeah, you know, I asked him to do [the internal journey]. He said maybe one day he will do a leisurely inventory of himself, but then he said, no, he doesn't want to see what's there (laughing).

Siddhananda: Oh, jeez ... that's funny (smiling broadly).

G: Yeah, it was very interesting to meet someone that does think in computations.

Siddhananda: Really fascinating ... fascinating. I can see how that is now. I mean, I've never been that way, so that's just interesting.

G: Neither have I (laughing).

Siddhananda: Right ... to venture in there and see it, and [be] like ... Oh, that's how it is, okay.

G: I am not a logic, math type person, but, yeah, he was very shocked when I said that, and we had some nice conversations and things.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: He wanted to know if I was a math person, because he got it when I said that, and he was just shocked. I said, no, I have nothing to do with math (laughing).

Siddhananda: Hmm, interesting. We have come to the core of lot of things, so that's what really matters.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Alright, so moving forward!

Poetry of Doves

The spirit wants to share a message of love

The poetry is that of doves

It is a holy spirit energy

It's singing of doves

The light of Christ

It’s all God

Clouds in the Sky

Be still

Be quiet

Open up

Trust

This is all that is needed 

To move forward

In the path to God

The moving clouds in the sky

Let them pass

They have little substance

Only the sky remains

Always