Melted into Beauty

Siddhananda: (Checking in with a spirit that was in void). (pause). Okay, this one's saying "i have melted into beauty."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: "The peace everlasting."

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: There are still some minor thoughts.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: They desire to be of service, so they are happy to do that.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: They want to just move forward. i see some very nice light, it almost looks like mountains and the sun. They are wanting to go forward into that and continue the work, to aid others and keep settling.

G: Good, good. So, we wish them well on their journey. 

Siddhananda: Yay! (hand on heart).

Knowledge and Peace

Siddhananda: ok, we'll start with this one over here (showing a dark translucent stone).

G: Ok

Siddhananda: Right away, I heard "Fred" when I picked it up. So, I guess his name is Fred.

G: Fred? ok, Fred! (laughing)

Siddhananda: Fred (smiling)

G: What's up Fred? (smiling)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Fred the energy, Fred energy!

G: Fred energy, yeah (laughing)

Siddhananda: and i see a man with glasses, kind of like someone you would think would be a Fred, I guess he looks like that.

G: Ok

Siddhananda: Anyway (smiling), he's a studious person, he's done a lot of book reading

G: A lot of book reading? 

Siddhananda: Yeah (nodding)

G: Ok

Siddhananda: He's been a student for a long time, or in that kind of a situation. So, i do see some equations coming up, some numbers and things..

G: Ok (nodding).. like a professor or something.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly.. exactly. Ok, so Fred, what questions do you have for us today? (pause). He said it's Fredrick [not Fred].

G: Oh, excuse us! Fredrick (laughing)

Siddhananda: Ok. Fredrick! (laughing) That changes the whole thing, really Fredrick (teasing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: Alright, anyways.. (pause) Ok, i'm seeing a lot of open pages, writings and numbers... and there's ton of that in his head right now.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: So, what do you desire, Fredrick?

G: How can we help you out, Fredrick?

Siddhananda: (pause).. i'm seeing all of those letters, all of those numbers being funneled down (gesturing a funneling motion), like into a funnel.

G: Right

Siddhananda: So, he's saying that is good to him to have all of those funnel down, like dissolve into a stream rather than have all there all the time in his head.

G: Right (nodding)

Siddhananda: and let me see if he desires Truth..

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) i see a zero, but i don't think he really knows what that is about. i think he knows zero as a math thing

G: Right

Siddhananda: He does desire peace, because all of these numbers, all of these equations and book stuff is in his head so constantly, and i do see some images of pictures of his students maybe.. all of it is there, revolving.

G: Right

Siddhananda: He seeks to have more peace.

G: Yeah, i would say for Fredrick, we can give him the COS and let him relax into that and to just let go on a journey with that. 

Siddhananda: (pause).. yeah, that's resonating in him. (pause).. It's a really new thing for him, because he's really [amazed]..

G: Yeah, because that will counter that whole stuff, he's got so much of that intellectual brain that he needs to have that (cos) to pull him into more expansion. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. i do see the COS there, there's some light around that and there's words and things that are kind of fluttering more up top (gesturing with fingers spread out), i mean, they're kind of becoming more around the edges. it's going to be a while, since he has been so immersed in that.

G: We need to get it not only around the edges but in the heart. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yes, not just around the edges (smiling). (pause).. He's hearing that..

G: Yeah, it needs to be from the center of his heart. When he's doing this, tell him to keep his focus on the heart, with love. (smiling)

Siddhananda: and i see a heart being reflected back [to say] he's hearing you.

G: Good! He needs to have a little of that balance between his head and [heart].. So, he needs a little more of that heart energy to get that balance

Siddhananda: That's right. (pause).. He's worried that some of his memory might go.

G: Yeah, i don't think he needs to worry about that (smiling)

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Ask him if he can ever know more than God. 

Siddhananda: Well, that kind of floored him!

G: Yeah (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yeah, that struck him. i could see a lightning bolt, so, that struck him.

G: Yeah. if he can ever know more than God, and this (cos) is to take you to God, then he'd have something to worry about, otherwise no!

Siddhananda: Yeah, that struck him, there's a lightning bolt, and now i see him with his glasses saying thank you. so, he will move forward.

G: Good. 

Siddhananda: Ok, see you later Fredrick

G: (gesturing namaste)

Siddhananda: Not Fred, Fredrick! (laughing) got to get it right.

G: Exactly! (laughing)

Piercing the Veil

Siddhananda: Okay, next (showing a clear, heart shaped stone).

G: There we go! (laughing)

Siddhananda: Getting better (referring to bringing the stone into view).
 
G: Getting better!

Siddhananda: (closing her eyes) Just some poetry... I'm getting a little of that feeling. I'm hearing something like a "misty veil" that they have. I do see this kind of mistiness, and I see a body in white on one side looking over. Then, on the other side, there's just this empty space. They're there with this misty veil.

G: Okay. That's interesting.

Siddhananda: It is. So, let's see what kind of presence they have. They're saying, "God is energy, flow is divine." There is something still to break through.

G:  Right. They're at the last little [part].
 
Siddhananda:  It feels that way. They're a pure being. I feel that, but they're just kind of there, and not going over even though it's just mist.

G:  Right... nothing solid.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, exactly. It's actually a really lovely image. I see the whole cosmos on the other side. It's the whole universe... moons, and stars. I'm getting the feeling they're shifting over there now.

G:  Yeah.

Siddhananda:  It wasn't much (laughing).

G:  Yeah. No, they don't have far to go (laughing). They can step through the veil any time.

Siddhananda:  Oh, yeah.

G:  They're ready. They can go ahead and just step through that veil... pierce the veil.

Siddhananda:  They didn't really need much words, or any words. I think it was just...

G:  They just needed permission to step through the veil... to go ahead and pierce the veil, and step through.

Siddhananda:  I feel that universe becoming just that. I do feel the stars, the moon, and peace.

G:  Yeah.

Siddhananda:  Big peace.

G:  They're good where they're at now (laughing). So, we will leave them there to enjoy the universe... the joy of the universe (gesturing Namaste).

Siddhananda:  (gesturing Namaste and smiling)

Encountering Oneself

Siddhananda:  On to the next one. Why am I not getting it in the [viewfinder]? There (showing a transparent, heart shaped stone)!

G:  There you go (laughing)! Where is it? Where is it? 

Siddhananda:  If it goes up here, down there, I don't know. Alright. I'm coordinated in that way (smiling).

G:  (laughing)

Siddhananda:  (closing her eyes) So, let's see what this one needs today. "Trigger points," I'm hearing.

G:  Mm hmm.

Siddhananda:  I think what he's saying is whatever buttons get pushed.

G:  Right ... buttons. He's got some buttons (laughing)? What are his particular buttons (chuckling)?

Siddhananda:  (grinning) Whatever his particular ones are, we'll see here (closing her eyes). It sounds like they get pushed easily for him. I do see a picture of buttons lined up.

G:  Mm hmm, right, like an elevator (laughing).

Siddhananda:  Yeah (nodding yes). It's like that, exactly. Kind of like where the chakras would be lined, [could find] a button in there, I guess.

G:  Yeah, got plenty of buttons. 

Siddhananda:  Yeah. He/she is just kind of that way.

G:  Mm hmm.

Siddhananda:  I do see that imagery needing to be dissolved in more light and not having, like you say, those knee-jerk reactions.

G:  Knee-jerk reactions, right. 

Siddhananda:  It sounds like whatever they're around, in terms of who they love and care for, they can sometimes go off.  They don't mean to because that person isn't coming at them [aggressively] in that way, but ...

G:  ... but that's the way they've reacted.

Siddhananda:  Right. They go off with these kinds of things.

G:  So, they might want to sit and look at why they've gone into those types of reactionary [responses], because if they come [and] ask the universe [to] clear those buttons, to make that better, what you're going to have is those buttons] pushed even more. You'll get plenty of opportunities to confront it. 

Siddhananda:  That's a big lesson.

G:  It's a big lesson, yeah.

Siddhananda:  "It's not like they're just going to go away," they're saying (laughing).

G:  No, it's not like they're just going to go away. If you ask for peace, they're going to give you a lot of opportunities to try to find peace. You're not instantly (snapping her fingers) going to get peace. They're going to bring up all sorts of situations where you're really going to have to learn the hard way. That's what it is. It's not that all of sudden it's swept away, and ... oh, now I'm going to be this very peaceful [being]. You have to really look at your own life and see what it is that's pushing those buttons, and you get so riled with it, upset with it, immediately. 

Siddhananda:  (rocking gently to and fro with eyes closed)

G:  It takes introspection in order to find out what the key is, to look deeper than that, and then, let go of that.

Siddhananda:  (pausing with eyes closed) That is being absorbed. I think they do understand that there's got to be a cause, and that they need to look at whatever cause is there ... what's triggering that, rather than having it just go away.

G:  Right, and then, playing blame games on somebody else.

Siddhananda:  (nodding) Pointing ... finger pointing ...

G:  ... finger pointing, because that's not going to help the situation, either. Well, it's your fault that I'm doing this. That finger pointing, blame game, is not going to work. 

Siddhananda:  Yeah, that's what I'm seeing ... a ricochet [effect] with those energies bouncing off of others like a ricochet.

G:  Right, because what you put out, you get back.

Siddhananda:  It does come back.

G:  It'll come back, exactly.

Siddhananda:  It'll come back making it worse.

G:  Exactly. Yeah, so, like I said, if you ask for peace, there will be a lot of heavy situations that you can attempt to find peace in (laughing). 

Siddhananda:  (laughing) It's not like all of a sudden it just melts off.

G:  No, it doesn't melt off. You have to learn it within yourself. So, in order to learn it within yourself, you're going to find a lot of things that are not peaceful so that you can learn peace. So, whatever you're looking for, really, you're going to draw in the opposite for a time so that you can find it. You'll have more opportunity to find it because you have to find it in your own life (chuckling).

Siddhananda:  So, basically, he should get ready and try to get stabilized.

G:  Exactly. Really just sit with it and see what it is that makes that knee-jerk reaction [occur], and see the fallacy of that. That's the way to diffuse them. 

Siddhananda:  He's trying to settle down with this. I see a lot that's stirring in there (moving her hand back and forth). He's trying to just stay present and sit as best as possible, but I can see that [that] is being stirred within him.

G:  Yeah, yeah. So, one just has to continue to sit with that. Look and see it more deeply. Yeah, he's got to confront himself. 

Siddhananda:  That's the work we all have to do. No one gets out of that (shrugging).

G:  No, no one gets out of that. We all have to do that work and have to sit there with it, look deeper, and see, because we're the ones that are our own worst enemies. We're the ones that cause ourselves the pain.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, I think for him, too, he doesn't want to, like you were saying, blame or hurt others anymore with his own issues.

G:  Right. The only one that can solve his own issues is himself. 

Siddhananda:  "It's hard," he's saying.

G:  Yeah, it's very hard. It's not easy, but one has to be willing to confront their self, and their own patterns, their own dramas, and see beyond to break through it. That takes, first, becoming aware of it. It's good that he's become aware of it, and he's willing to stop the blame game. That's good. That's a big step forward. 

Siddhananda:  Okay (smiling with a nod).  Okay, good (gesturing Namaste).

G:  (gesturing Namaste)

Siddhananda:  I do hear, "COS." Is it okay for him to [have that]?

G:  Yeah, he can go ahead and do COS. 

Siddhananda:  That's kind of [jumped] in there in the end.

G:  Mm hmm. Yeah, that should help to still him to some point and expand him a little bit so that he doesn't get so caught up in the emotional [energies].

Siddhananda: Right, and right away, with that energy going in, there was a lighter feeling. So, I think that's a good one for him to have, of course. Okay, well, namaste (smiling).

G:  Moving right along (chuckling softly).

Into the Center of the Spiral

Siddhananda: So, we move forward with the first one. I am just hearing …

Spirit: I have been here before. I have lived many lives. I have journeyed many paths.

Siddhananda: Kind of like a sphere, or a spiral, that is coming to the center of that spiral. So, what questions do you have for us today?

Spirit: I would like to complete, to shed this veil, and, to be at peace.

Siddhananda: With him, I see that spiral, but I see the center [as well]. It kind of stays, like there’s a block that hasn’t broken through to that heart, or that center point. He has journeyed through it as a body, as a mind, as a personality. He wants to walk through that gate, you know. I see that ... and then there’s a gate.

Spirit: I do.

Siddhananda: I am feeling more light on the other side pulling him through. There is more help there.

G: Okay. Good. With that, we will leave [it to] the other side to aid him.

Siddhananda: It feels like they are.

G: It seems like that. That’s the best with him.

Siddhananda: Absolutely!

G: They are already starting to help with him. We will leave them to deal with that.

S: It’s a beautiful image. Thank you. Namaste.

Flower Transformation

The spirit reflects an image of a small rock with a nice flower floating above it.

The spirit says this is a message of peace and joy.

See that all things that are seen and heard are transient... do not cling to this.

The beautiful flower was fading now in the image.  It was there and then it was gone.

But, it doesn’t die. It transforms. It goes through another transformation... an energetic change. It has changed into different forms. It could have turned into anything, like a rain that’s coming.

Everything changes into different forms
Don’t cling to the imagery
Stay in the heart
Stay in the substance
Be grounded

The spirit sent a heart to say thank you.

A Message from Marcus

 Another angelic being, sparkly bright like stars against the dark night, full of light, peace and harmony.  He has come with the female angelic being hoping that they can come to help with anything that is needed. His name is Marcus.  They want you to know that they are just love and they’d like to help.  If G would like them to go they can or they can stay.  G says that they are quite welcome to stay as long as they like.  They thank G, but say that if they do leave, they are here with all and loving all.