Season of transformation

Siddhananda: (Showing next stone) This is a nice one, it's got pink and it's got some of that earthy-looking tone in there.

G: hmm hmm. A little bit of a rosy quartz. 

Siddhananda: Rosy quartz with earthy [look] in it.

G: A little matrix in it.

Siddhananda: (pause) i am hearing "season transformation."

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: "i am in the season of transformation."

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: (pause)

G: Are they in the season of transformation to aid humanity or just within their own journey?

Siddhananda: Right, is it more general. (pause). They are in that.

G: They are in that. So, it's their own journey.

Siddhananda: Yes.

G: Okay. So, what is it we can aid you with? 

Siddhananda: I see a nice spruce tree, and it's green and bright.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: They want to grow up in that kind of vibrant green health, fullness. It's a full tree, mature.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i do see some foot steps, there's a path there, and they're journeying towards that nice bright full tree, deep green. That's what they're seeing as the image of their completion.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: i think they're doing some devotional [things] on their way. i see some flowers, some offerings.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: So, they just seek your blessings and anything else that you think would help them.

G: Yeah. Absolutely, many blessings to you. Just continue the journey, have that gratitude. Gratitude goes a long way in the path. Remembering to stay in the heart, like the last one said, shepherd the heart, stay in the heart. Take time to smell the roses, enjoy life along the way. And observe and stay in that quiet place. Find that quiet place within. Make healthy choices for yourself, in all aspects. Have honesty, integrity and transparency in your life to go forward. (speaking to Siddhananda now) We'll also go ahead an let them have the COS.

Siddhananda: Nice.

G: That's something you can do, the COS mantra and 'Om That I Am' and 'I Am That I Am'. You can continue to do those mantras and expand and allow yourself to just become that. 

Siddhananda: Nice! Boy, that can only benefit, all of that. (pause). It's like the whole thing in a nutshell. (smiling)

G: (nodding) The path in a nutshell. (smiling)

Siddhananda: The character and all of it. (pause) Okay, they're offering a basket of flowers to you now, and saying thank you so much (hand on heart).

G: Thank you (gesturing namaste). 

Siddhananda: Very grateful.

G: Yeah. Wish you well on your journey. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: When they have those kinds of intentions, when they really want to further their path, if they come into embodiment then they will go into a family that's going to aid that in one way or another. Either it's going to be through hardship, which is a left-handed blessing. (smiling)

Siddhananda: Exactly (smiling).

G: Or it will be easier. But, a lot of times it's through hardships, because then there are not the externals to hold to with that. 

Siddhananda: Absolutely.

G: If you don't have any externals to hold to, the only place you can go to is within. In my life, it was the left-handed blessing. i had nothing in the way of family, as far as being nurturing or anything like that. There was nothing. So, the only place to go was within. So, that was really a benefit to me in the long run. Of course, it didn't seem like that along the way. You're like what's going on. But, really, in the end, one sees that that only benefits because there's nothing externally to cling to, to get caught up in. One has to go within and totally put their focus on that. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah, keeping your own counsel and being within and finding your way. You don't have all of the [support], you're not a mommy's girl or daddy's girl or something like that that you're clinging to externally. There are no externals for that.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i'm with you on the hardship part, and i think also there's so much suffering in there that you're willing to do it at all costs.

G: hmm hmm. Right, whatever you need to do to move forward. So, you come in prepared that you're not looking for the comfy life, you're not like i just want to play and manifest and have something comfy. If you're really looking to further your journey, many times that's what's chosen, to come into a family that's not going to give you all of the externals. You're going to chose more of a hardship in order to go within and further progress. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, if you're in those hardships and you wonder why (laughing), look and see, did you come in, did you ask for that at a young age, did you want to progress. And you will see that many time that is the case.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and use it as a jumping off point.

G: Exactly.

Weary traveler

Siddhananda: Here's another nice one (showing a chocolate color stone). i think it's light for it's weight, though (feeling the weight of the stone).

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: But, it's just nice, i like the feeling of this stone. (pause) Okay, they traveled through, is it Glen and Gale? (laughing).

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: ..through the green and through the winds. (smiling).

G: Oh Okay (smiling). Dale and Glen, something like that? (laughing)

Siddhananda: Gale, wind.. (laughing)

G: Gale. (laughing).

Siddhananda: i don't know these things, so i don't know how they come. (smiling). So, i see images of wind and nice green hills.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: They are a weary traveler.

G: Over hill and gale!

Siddhananda: (laughing). Does gale have anything to do with the wind, though?

G: Gale is a heavy wind, yeah. 

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: Gale force winds.. Glen is like a valley. 

Siddhananda: Yes. That's what they meant, valley and winds.

G: Okay. Glen and gales instead of hills and dales (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) Probably all of it. That sounds good, they're saying! Is that even a phrase?

G: Glen and gale and hill and dale, they've been everywhere (laughing).

Siddhananda: They're buddies. Two teams. i just can't believe that glen is valley and gale is wind. Is that even a saying, glen and gale? (laughing)

G: No, i guess it is now. (laughing)

Siddhananda: It sounds like a partner of two, two partners. "Hi, i'm glen and gale, we've been married.." (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: So.. (pause)

Spirit: i am tired and weary.

G: hmm hmm.

Spirit: i will go on and i do seek something that will help me, maybe like a rod or staff that's infused with grace, that i can hold to for the rest of this journey.

G: hmm hmm. i would go ahead and get them in touch with Christ and all the psalms. That would be good for them. 

Siddhananda: (pause) i see a staff coming, it's made of light.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: It's coming into view. Being given to this journeyer, by Grace. How luck are they, huh?

G: (nodding) Yeah, i think a lot of the psalms will fit this one very well.

Siddhananda: Nice. Christ is there and that is being offered to this very fortunate soul.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: And they are holding to it. They do feel steadier. [Before], they were starting to lose their energy because they were going on their own steam and that was hard to do.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: You can only go so far on that.

G: Exactly. Eventually, you need some support, somewhere. If he gets into the teachings of Christ, in the older testament, just the psalms part, that would serve him well. 

Siddhananda: Great.

G: Psalms are very refreshing. If you haven't read the psalms, they are very nice teachings of Christ, together, very nice and potent. 

Siddhananda: Like being beside clear waters, still waters, that kind of refreshing.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Poetic, almost.

G: Right, very poetic. 

Siddhananda: Beautiful. Very fortunate soul, he's got his hand on his heart and he's facing Christ, lucky guy! (hand on heart)

G: Nice (hand on heart). 

Siddhananda: Follow that light, you're in good hands. (smiling).

G: Yes (smiling). So, if you need something that's refreshing and you haven't read the psalms, take time to read the psalms. Lot of nice things are in the psalms. That and the words of Christ. You have a bible that has the words of Christ, you can get rid of some of the other stuff and just take his teachings and then the psalms. It's very nice, good balance for people. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's excellent. i don't think people maybe do enough of that or consider, but, it's there, it's quite refreshing.

G: Right. There's a lot of good wisdom in that.

Freedom Within

Siddhananda: All right, let's see what we have here. We'll just start with this little thing.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (Showing a very small round transparent stone) There it is. (long pause with closed eyes) Okay, they're lonely, they haven't slept at all, they don't feel settled. (light laughter) That's what we’re starting out with.

G: Okay. (light laughter).

Spirit: I had a dream last night that I was free.

G: Aha.

Spirit: Please bless me with freedom.

G: Well, the freedom has to be found within yourself. Nobody can hand it to you. It's not like a magic pill. You actually have to stop and do the work and go within your own being, and see what's there and what's not. You have to take the journey.

Siddhananda: (long pause) They're saying it would be nice if it came in an instance, but, that's not true.

G: Yeah, no, no instant.

Siddhananda: Aha.

G: I think people have this mistaken notion that sometimes they can go to a Guru and it can just be handed to them. 

Siddhananda: Right, they just want that without that work and that doesn't [happen].

G: Yeah, i don't want to work.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: i want carte blanche and i want to get out of jail free card. We're not Santa Claus with a goodie bag that we can just hand it out. It doesn't work that way. All we can do is give you practices and give you guidance, but, you have to make the journey yourself.

Siddhananda: Yeah, if you bypass those lessons, it's not going to be a true thing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It wouldn't happen that way. (pause) Okay, are there some mantras they can have?

G: Yes, the can go ahead and do the "Om that I am" and the "I am that I am" and the "COS". That will give them a really good [foundation]. (nodding head).

Siddhananda: Yeah (hand on heart center) Thank you.

G: (hand on heart center) They're ready to go. Thank you.

Siddhananda: (gesturing a flying motion) On your way.

G: On their journey.

Kundalini Awakening

Siddhananda: So, next. (pause) Okay, i do see, in this rock, a snake.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Lot of snakes today (laughing). (long pause) There is a glow around it, there's a snake in there. (laughing) Okay, we gathered that much.

G: We got the snake (smiling).

Siddhananda: Okay,then there's a person outside of it, picking up that rock that has a snake in  it and then i see a snake moving up, like the chakras system (moving hand up and down the upper body) and how things go through.

G: Aha. That snake is going to bite him (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, you're picking that up and then you really got something going on. Because it is contained in that now.

G: Yeah. I could see that one was going to come (laughing). It's Kundalini, it's going to bite him.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah, yeah.

Siddhananda: They are keeping it a bit in that rock, you know what i mean?

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I guess that's a safety thing, but..

G: i think it's a safety thing, yeah. They don't want to fully let it loose (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, right, and i think that's what happens a lot with people, they keep that (has hand up as if to keep something away) wanting to keep things out like that, away and all that.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, he's holding that rock with the snake in it.

G: He's got to let go and let the whole journey take place.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, i do see some merging, it's okay, but..

G: Like i say, sorry to be crude, but, you can't be half-assed about it (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah.

G: You got to go the whole hog, he can't be half-assed, (laughing).

Siddhananda: Well, that's it. You can't just hold it there and keep it contained, i mean that's going to be worse in the end.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: It's going to be worse in the end, i think.

G: Exactly. That's what people do, they want to play it. I'm playing with it, but, i don't want to actually want it, if i sit over here and here it's safe and i can say that i have kundalini, but, they really don't have it, No. They got to let the snake bite them and got to continue the journey.

Siddhananda: And that's what i'm seeing, maybe he's kind of had it there with his own, here i am made of light and all this.

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: I do see a larger snake coming out now, Ohh (laughing) Watch out baby because it's big!

G: Because you actually maybe get bitten... You actually have to see what it does.

Siddhananda: Oh boy, i see those fangs and i remember seeing that when i first, not first, but, further down [the Path], more further/beginning of the path, [i had] a lot of visions of those fangs.

G: i was being chased, i was going down like a boardwalk thing and the snakes behind me and the fire and the snakes( laughing).

Siddhananda: And I just  used to see those fangs, yawning at me..

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Huge, dripping, coming up, and that's what i'm seeing now, again, for this soul. That snake is huge.

G: The good news is it's the roto-rooter of consciousness, but, you got to go with the flow. You can't keep away over there contained and saying you got it. You don't have it. (laughing).

Siddhananda: He had it in his hand and he's dropping it, he's afraid.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: That snake grew big, and it will, man!

G: Yeah, it does, it has to, it goes through the whole consciousness. Of course it's big!

Siddhananda: So, it's there wanting to nip him, he's kind of backing up.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's afraid, because it's got some fangs.

G: You have to be either ready for the journey or you're not and once you accept it, you accept it and you got to go the whole of the way.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: You can't keep playing with this stuff.

Siddhananda: Yeah, no it broke open when he was playing with it, it broke open.

G: Right, you keep playing with it, you're going to get bitten and once you get bit you got to go the whole of the journey.

Siddhananda: Yeah, if you play with it, you are going to get bit and it's going to be no joke if you're not ready.

G: Exactly. So don't play with it if you're not ready for it.

Siddhananda: Let me ask him what he wants.

G: Yes

Siddhananda: ..because maybe, he still has a choice here before it bites him, it's getting close to getting him (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: Your heart has to be in the right place, so, let's see.

G: Exactly. You have to want liberation and you have to want to know God. If he's playing with it for powers or whatever, he needs to leave it alone.

Siddhananda: There you go. And there's a lot of people who want to open Kundalini, but, they don't know what they're asking for.

G: No, because they think they can control it, and, you cannot control it.

Siddhananda: Oh my gosh!

G: You cannot control it.

Siddhananda: It will control you and especially if you out of it and don't have any foundation, forget it.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: It's no joke. i know a lot of people say, "i had it, but, it's no big deal", but, i'm sorry you don't have a full-blown thing.

G: NO, they don't have it. They may have had a pranic surge or something like that, but it's not an active Kundalini. You do not pick that up and put it down.

Siddhananda: No, no, no, no, and it's not just a no big deal thing, it explodes your whole world, it's no joke.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: So, let's see what he [wants]. (pause). This poor guy is in the predicament (making a facial expression of being really apprehensive).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) That snake came out man, and it's full of life and vigor, let me tell you.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Let's see what he has to say. (pause) When i say do you want to know God and light and truth, he's [saying] "i think i do," but, he's just afraid, he's just looking at that snake.

G: Yeah, because the snake is light, it's going to bite him with it's light and it's going to challenge everything he thought he knew, one hundred percent. Anything that's dark in there, it is going to bring it up to look at [and] to let go of.

Siddhananda: Oh, boy. And even though like you say, it's made of light, it doesn't mean this journey is going to be just light in the beginning.

G: No, it doesn't mean it's easy because the darkness fears the light.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: You're going to have a lot of stuff come up to see that you don't want to see and, it is going to challenge you at every level. That's the journey.

Siddhananda: Right. So, let's see (pause) He's saying he will, he's going to try and be still.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: He's going to try and be there, and let whatever happen happen. He's very afraid though, It just feels that snake is there.

G: Well, just tell him there's a lot of help. The angels are here, the grace is here, the, one has to open to it, but, all of that is there to help him through the journey.

Siddhananda: (pause) He's wanting to know if he should be saying a mantra now.

G: Yeah, he can do the COS and that will help to open it.

Siddhananda: Okay, good.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) He's like "give me something."

G: For sure, it will open that box with that snake, (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah. Oh, boy. I just want to make sure this is what he wants because there's really no return.

G: Yeah, once you're there, and you're on that path, you're on that path. You can't shut it up again with regrets, it doesn't happen.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, he's going to take it in. He's going to do it.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: So, let's see here, he's got the mantra and (pause) I do see that snake there, it's coming around his feet.

G: Yep.

Siddhananda: It's moving around his feet.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: A big snake (laughing).

G: It's going to come right up the back (gesturing with hands intertwining and rising up) (laughing).

Siddhananda: That's right, that's what i was going to say, it's going to come up.

G: Oh yeah.

Siddhananda: So, that's there and it's moving over his feet now and, it's coming, it's intimate with him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And he's standing there saying the mantras like this (putting hands together in prayer).

G: Yeah. (gesturing with hands together in prayer).

Siddhananda: But, it is moving. It's starting to wind around his legs.

G: Yeah, the way it winds up the legs and goes right up the body.

Siddhananda: It's going up, it's moving through like that (gesturing with hand moving up in a circular motion).

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's feeling it, he’s shivering, he's shivering very much, and i do see it coming up, it's moving, it's in him now, and wow!

G: Yeah, you have a total Kundalini awakening right now. He's going to have a total activation.

Siddhananda: I see light in there, that kundalini self is showing as being of light.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ..like you say, and he's shivering, he's just shivering.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's just [shivering] like that volcanic shiver and you just feel the floor shake.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It's in him.

G: It's strong, it can be very strong, exactly.

Siddhananda: He's doing a little bit of kriyas, a little bit of involuntary movements. So, maybe we'll just let him simmer with that mantra and sit a while.

G: Yeah, we'll leave him here for a while, let's put him on the third shelf and let him percolate for a while. Tell him we'll check in with him tomorrow.

Siddhananda: Okay, i'll sit him out so it's kind of there. Yeah, he's ok, he's going to sit there, he's got good energy around him.

G: Yeah. He'll be fine.

Siddhananda: (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: But, it's good. You have to know what you're asking for with that.

G: Yeah, you can't be playing with that because if you keep playing with that you'll get bitten, you don't want to be bitten and not have the tools or the knowledge.

Siddhananda: Totally.

G: ..or something to help you forward, then you're really up a creek.

Siddhananda: That's it, and the right intention. I'm telling you, like you say, what the scriptures say, you can lose your mind from this stuff, it is no joke.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It is no joke, and nothing to play with if you don't have the proper..

G: The CoS will open that Kundalini. It will open it very rapidly.

Siddhananda: Oh, it's no joke. So, again, have the right intention in there. If you don't, it's better to just go back and live your life how you want to live it, yeah.

G: Go play, if you're going to play, then just go play . You can't dabble with it, and think I'll try it out and see, and if I don't like it, I'll go play with something else..

Siddhananda: No.

G: It doesn't work that way.

Siddhananda: Boy,i never have the luxury of, this is something you can put down, [it's] nothing like that.

G: No, no one does. Once it wakes up, it's open. There is no going back, that's it.

Siddhananda: No, it runs non-stop 24/7, and it is no joke, it's constant. So, this is just something we want to put out.

G: Yeah, there is no return.

Siddhananda: There is no return (laughing). No, even if you want to sometimes, it's doesn't happen. Once it's open, it's a flood gate, and it is no joke.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, we're saying just really have the right tools, have the right foundation, intention, guidance, the whole bit, because then it will be the best blessing, in the long run.

G: It's hard, it's hard.

Siddhananda: Be ready to go through it.

G: It shines that light on all your misconceptions, and it will challenge you on every level of your being, with everything you thought you knew.

Siddhananda: That's the thing, and it works rapidly, so, what it's doing is rapidly flushing out life times, life times..

G: Yeah, life times of garbage.

Siddhananda: Getting all that out in one lifetime or something, it really is so much.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: So, anyway, he's there (laughing) it's good.

G: He's going forward.

Buddha Awake

Siddhananda: Right away I hear, “Buddha awake… Buddha awake… Buddha awake.”  So, how can we help you today, and what questions do you have?  I am hearing, "master," but I don’t know, you know.

G: Mm hmm.

Siddhananda: He did a lot of austerities outside. I don’t know if he lived outside. It almost feels that way. In those times, when Buddha [lived], that was happening, you know, gravitating towards that. Living outside is very harsh.

G: They did a lot of austerities.

Siddhananda: As you say that, I see a man of just skin and bones, but lit up in a way, in his heart … almost as if he has become the earth. There is a tree starting to come from that in my mind. And, what questions do you have for us today? Something about austerities, and drinking milk, and getting of nourishment through that, and to know that you need the body. But, now he feels like he wants to, for the journey, he wants to shed it. I see the image of a tree and the leaves are falling. He wants to shed whatever. (shrugging her shoulders)

G: There’s a thing, you know, you can take austerities too far. And you need to have the body for the journey when you are here, you know. So, I understand that. 

Siddhananda: I am seeing again some light from the other side emanating. And I hear … what it is … is that, okay, there’s him speaking with all of his energy (arms going in a small circle), and then what I see is, as I am speaking, some light sort of (hands moving into the circle from the left) coming, coming very soft, welcoming, full of love, kind of coming and coming. It’s there for him.

G: If he can just open himself to that, that would help to move him forward 

Siddhananda: I just feel that.

G: To bring that light into spirit, and to bring it into heart, and let that light expand and draw him into that void. Into that light beyond lights.

Siddhananda: I do see some arms outstretched. It’s a very caring light. It’s fine with [him] … that’s enough, you know.

G: Yeah. Thank you for coming.

Siddhananda: Wow.

G: Getting lots of help from the other side today.

Siddhananda: Yay!

Into the Center of the Spiral

Siddhananda: So, we move forward with the first one. I am just hearing …

Spirit: I have been here before. I have lived many lives. I have journeyed many paths.

Siddhananda: Kind of like a sphere, or a spiral, that is coming to the center of that spiral. So, what questions do you have for us today?

Spirit: I would like to complete, to shed this veil, and, to be at peace.

Siddhananda: With him, I see that spiral, but I see the center [as well]. It kind of stays, like there’s a block that hasn’t broken through to that heart, or that center point. He has journeyed through it as a body, as a mind, as a personality. He wants to walk through that gate, you know. I see that ... and then there’s a gate.

Spirit: I do.

Siddhananda: I am feeling more light on the other side pulling him through. There is more help there.

G: Okay. Good. With that, we will leave [it to] the other side to aid him.

Siddhananda: It feels like they are.

G: It seems like that. That’s the best with him.

Siddhananda: Absolutely!

G: They are already starting to help with him. We will leave them to deal with that.

S: It’s a beautiful image. Thank you. Namaste.

Continue to the Finish Line

Siddhananda: (showing a little rock resembling a tooth) So, we've got this little one. It's kind of making a V ... a light [shaped] like a V. I am hearing, victory. What is that ... jaya?

G: Yeah, jaya, victory.

Siddhananda: Victory! You can have that on your t-shirt and do your victory dance (smiling).

Spirit: The finishing line ... victory.

Siddhananda: You know, after you've done that. I do see it's kind of like a marathon. It's that hard where you ...

G: Exactly. You can't give up in the middle of it. You have to plan to go the distance. It's not a sprint (laughing).

Siddhananda: That's it. You get dehydrated. You get thin. I mean, it's all those kinds of austerities that one goes through along the way. You just keep going even if you're dragging (closing eyes).

Spirit: The victory is sweet.

G: Exactly. When you get to the end, it's very sweet, but, yeah, it takes a lot. There are minutes when you think you're not going to make it, and it's just an absolute effort just to get to the next minute. You can be praying ... just get me to the next minute. I mean, it can be really that drastic in the middle of the journey. It can be very, very difficult, you know, it's not easy. Sometimes one can go through really tortuous points in the journey.
 
Siddhananda: You do.

G:  ... just absolutely ... absolutely, you don't [know] how you'll make the next breath, and that's all you can do is get to the next breath. But, one passes through that, and, eventually, one does get to the end line, and there is victory, ... and victory is sweet.

Siddhananda: For sure. You know, sometimes more than once. All I can do is talk about my journey - but it does show with this that sometimes there's a casual easy [way] as you're walking through, and then other times, it's like a marathon.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: You're thirsty. You're dry. You're aching. You can barely move. Then other times, you've got the rain, and at other times, the sun. You know, it's like that. With those little bits of breaks, if you are lucky to have a little bit, you just keep on.

G: Exactly. So, the message is just continue forward. It is a marathon. It's not a sprint. You are not going to start it and be done in a week. You know, it could take lifetimes. One has to just continue to go towards that finish line and know that there is victory waiting at the end of it. So, continue forward. Namaste, thank you for that (gesturing with namaste hands).

Siddhananda: Thank you (gesturing with namaste hands).

Seeking the Steady Mountain

Siddhananda: Mountain … (laughing) sorry, I just get imagery ...

G: That’s ok.

Siddhananda: Mountain, like a steady mountain that’s rooted to the Earth … Shiva … bringing wisdom and leela, and flow … flow in consciousness.

I’m going to ask what are you here for?

Spirit: Guidance… guidance to the one heart of all, the fountain, the knowledge.

Siddhananda: I’m asking what questions you have. How can we help you? I'm trying to find out a little more about the energy here.

I’m seeing some Sufi imagery. It could be Sufi, it could be Muslim, that kind of blend ... that kind of energy. He’s walked in that kind of tradition for a long time. He does want to say that it is such an incredible blend of all the religious energies. Not to say it is the only one.

There’s still something that is blocking him a bit, a little bit of darkness or something ... not in a bad way, but a little blockage that he has, that he feels like he hasn’t been able to break through. He’s still in his white hat (waving her hands over head to indicate a long hat). He’s still wearing that. It sounds like he still has that in his heart, but, for him, he’s saying that he wants those coverings to go now … whatever identifications come from that to dissolve, so that that unifying force is in him.

Spirit: And so, how do I proceed?

Siddhananda: I see that he’s still attached or identified with that male form in those coverings. How does he dissolve that and get to the mountain of knowledge? What should he do from here?

G: Maybe, just do the COS mantra, not the whole COS contemplation but just the mantra.

S: He said that sounds right to him. He feels a blend of things within that as well, and that sounds right to him. Again, he’s showing the mountains and saying thank you.

G: Thank you, Namaste.