Drugs and Consciousness

Siddhananda: (Showing a milky white stone). (pause). Okay, just again, dream states rising. (pause)  I do see this one in a bed, asleep in a dream type of consciousness that they’re dreaming. Yeah, they’re kinda out, so I don’t know how they even got here to be honest (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) ..like sleepwalking here. But they are in a bed and they are dreaming, mouth open. wonder if they can even [talk]. Let’s see what’s happening. (closing eyes).

G: (chuckling) Where are you?

Siddhananda: (laughing) How did you get here?

G: You’re in lala land at the moment.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. Well, let me see if I can see a little more about it without them having to talk (laughing).

G: (shaking her head, chuckling). Out in the ozone.

Siddhananda: Well, that’s the thing,

G: Surfing the ozone. 

Siddhananda: They are in bed and they are out, (eyes closed) dream states upon dream states, never waking (chuckling).

G: Odd.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Are they embodied now?

Siddhananda: No, they’re floating.

G: They’re just floating.

Siddhananda: They’re in the ethers.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They’re sleeping there. They are not conscious fully. They’re in these dreams, which happens. People are always in dreams (chuckling).

G: Yeah. I was saying that because I was wondering they could also be somebody that’s in a coma or something.

Siddhananda: Oh, yeah.

G: Embodied and not really embodied (motioning with her hand), and it’s kind of (twirling her hand above her head).

Siddhananda: I see what you’re saying. Well, this is also that I’m feeling that they are out more in the [ethers]. I see more space, so they are in the ethers.

G: Are they participating in a meditation type of practice? Could be a few things going on.

Siddhananda: (closing eyes, pause) Okay, I just see some patterns. I’m just needing to try to decipher it from another way, another angle. Patterns... there’s a center point (with her hand, motioning a weave). I don’t know if you’ve seen those things where there’s a circle and there’s a triangle and then there’s a circle around it and it’s all spinning (gesturing a spinning motion with both hands).

G: Okay, like a centrifuge.

Siddhananda: Yeah, when they’re just sort of spinning, not at the same time but they’re [spinning].

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So I’m seeing that spinning. I’m getting a little image of something, so let me see (pause). Yeah, I do see some energy moving toward a circle. Let me see if they did a lot of third eye or what was going on.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: out of body or...

G: Something is going on because they’re really [disconnected].

Siddhananda: Drugs.

G: Yeah, they’re just really disconnected.

Siddhananda: I do see some kind of needle. They may have been injected. Some druggie states...  Maybe, just a lot of medical stuff in their lifetime.

G: (nodding in acknowledgment).

Siddhananda: Maybe they died in the hospital, quite out of it.  Maybe that’s it. It just feels like there was some medical thing, there is some drug induced state.

G: That’s why I was wondering if they were in a coma for some time. The body is there but they’re gone. 

Siddhananda: (nodding in acknowledgment).

G: Do they realize that they are no longer in that body?

Siddhananda: [They're] just in a haze. I don’t think they do. I don’t even think they know, here, there or where.

G: Right.  They’re still in that.

Siddhananda: I can feel it. I can kinda feel that sort of heavy, like a cotton mouth, all that crap you get from the drugs.

G: Right, right. From the drugs and all the medications and stuff that they give them.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Usually, they will have some sort of a guide or angel around them. We’ll ask if their guide or angel is around and if they could help this being to recover a little bit and take them to the healing center and work with them. Because they’re going to be awhile to come out of that.

Siddhananda: Okay, there is an angel that has come. They are coming with a blanket. They are covering them (the spirit) with the blanket. I think they are just trying to make them more comfortable.

G: More comfortable.

Siddhananda: Soothing their forehead and being more nurturing in that way because what can you do when you are so out.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: and putting a cold compress on their forehead to help them slowly become more alert.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: I’m going to speak to the angel a little and see.

G: See what other insight as to what happened or what’s going on with that. (closing eyes).

Siddhananda: (closing eyes) I’m just hearing the angel saying they were in a lot of drug induced states that left them unaware of where they were or what is happening. It’s feeling a little better with this angel energy. So, they (the angel) are trying to hold their (the spirit's) head up a little and put the cold [compress] around.

G: like something to wake up with.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Bring them out.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they (the spirit) are trying to just look around and their eyes are rolling around. They are trying to get that refreshment, that cooling energy. The angel is being very good with this soul.  They are [trying] to sit them up but they are [asleep] (bends her body forward).

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, it’s going to take a little while.

G: It might take a while. Yeah, that stuff, it affects your consciousness. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: It just really dulls you out. So, let’s go ahead and take that one and leave them in the Healing Center.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Because it’s going to be awhile for them to process to come out of the drugs and stuff, for their consciousness to be cleansed and be a little bit more awake.

Siddhananda: Yeah, spirit is spirit, but there are times when people are just in those dream-like drug induced states.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Maybe it’s happened a lot through their life for whatever reason and it just stays pretty out of it.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Sadly, sadly, it seems like.

G: Yeah, drugs are not always the answer.

Siddhananda: No. Anyway, so that’s that situation and they’re in good hands right now.

Remain in the Heart

Siddhananda: (Showing an yellow stone). (pause). Okay, they want to be inside the heart.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: [They want to] find that place with no separation, no division.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: (pause). i'm not getting too much right now.

G: Yeah. For that one, the "Om That I Am", the "I Am That I Am" and the COS, and just remain [with] your consciousness inside the heart, and let those work to expand and just continue to remain there.

Siddhananda: Okay (hand on heart).

G: Yeah. So, we will leave you with that practice. Namaste (hand on heart).

Siddhananda: Namaste.

There's hope

Siddhananda: Okay, a big dark one (showing a dark stone).

G: Yes, a nice big dark smokey quartz. 

Siddhananda: It got a lot of different layers to it, it's really nice in the light.

G: Yeah. In the light, it's very nice. It's interesting to see what energies choose what stones. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They're specific to what they choose, i think. It's what's comfortable for that one.

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: It's either something that they need to develop or it's something that is comfortable for them at that moment.

Siddhananda: Yeah. At times, if it is a darker stone, they have a more shadowy energy.

G: Sometimes. Yeah. Sometimes they do. 

Siddhananda: You can never say.

G: Once in a while, no, but sometimes, yes. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. Let's see what this one has going on. (pause). i see the stone, it is pretty black-looking in my mind with some black aura streaming from it.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Okay, they are saying "i have a twisted mind, i have a dark mind."

G: hmm. Okay, why did they go off and when did that begin that you started to have a twisted [mind], because nobody comes in like that. That develops. So, what caused it to develop?

Spirit: i've been involved in some wrong things.

G: Right. 

Spirit: Playing around with fire.

G: Okay, playing around with fire?

Siddhananda: Like arson, [maybe], i don't know.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: (pause) Yes, they like to play with matches, with burning things. It could be symbolic of something else.

G: Was anyone hurt?

Siddhananda: i'm hearing "yes, some animals", maybe. i don't know, i'm just getting the feelings, and all i can do is convey the feeling of it is not good.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Maybe some innocent life.

G: was hurt?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah, they can get very twisted. This is what happens with serial killers and stuff. They start out and they develop, they abuse animals and they get very abusive.

Siddhananda: That's never a good sign.

G: It's not a good sign. (addressing the spirit) So, what caused the beginning of that twisting away from light? Do you remember?

Spirit: Pain, wanting to hurt something else.

G: Yeah. So they were in pain and usually they want to then afflict it on others. So, what caused that pain for you?

Spirit: i was beaten and abused.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Maybe, they were young then, impressionable.

G: Exactly. Because nothing comes in originally like that, you just don't. They could have had a number of incarnations where they had that [abuse] and they just.. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Do you know that that can be changed? Do you know that that pain can be taken away?

Siddhananda: i'm seeing that he's holding that imagery of hurt things, innocent life, and..

G: You know you can seek forgiveness for that and come back in to right the scales, to work for those that you hurt. 

Spirit: Can i?

G: Yes, you can. 

Spirit: i just feel like a deamon, a deamon spirit.

G: We can have Christ come in right now and work with that. Christ can cast that out. Christ is very good at casting that out. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, Christ is there, very big in the scene, maybe even more. The rock is very small, it's nothing compared to that.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: It's like a big angelic image standing above this rock.

G: Yeah, if you ask for forgiveness and you ask for Light, Christ can come in and take that away. He can take that away. 

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, the rock is not so black looking in my mind, as Christ is working with penetrating light and presence.

G: Right. One can seek forgiveness, but, you have to be willing to turn your back on those things and go from that point into a new path. It's possible, one can be regenerated. They can be forgiven. 

Siddhananda: i see this soul almost like laying down asleep, almost like they were in such a deep dream with this stuff.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Like they were in this deep maya.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: You see them just asleep and some of that dream imagery coming up. They were just very thick in this.

G: Inundated with it, right. This consumed them.

Siddhananda: It's sad, you see them almost like an embryo in there. It's like it consumed their every cell.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: But, Christ is working and the light is penetrating that image, which was just saturated. i don't think they had any awakeness, at all.

G: No, when it becomes really really dark, really really dark, they can go into that almost sleep state and get reabsorbed into the Absolute, with absolutely no consciousness. 

Siddhananda: Wow, that's interesting.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: It's feeling that way a little bit, because i don't usually see this heavy dreaming that they're in.

G: Right, they can become unconscious and be reabsorbed. 

Siddhananda: Loose their chance.

G: Yeah. But, that's mercy in the end. In the end, it's Grace. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, for them and for others.

G: For others, too. But, they do have a chance to turn around. If they have consciousness, they can be turned around and have life. 

Siddhananda: Well, this soul is very deep asleep. Although, i feel Christ there.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: That will probably need some work.

G: Yeah, that's going to need some time. So, we ask that Christ be there and we also ask that Kali be there. Kali sometimes works with that very dark energies and can again help to cut away. 

Siddhananda: Christ and Kali, nice combination. i like that blend (smiling).

G: Yeah, Christ and Kali. 

Siddhananda: (pause). It definitely comes in with a very different energy when Kali enters the scene.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i see something that went in there, like wooosh.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: But, they're still thick in the dream.

G: Yeah. it's going to take some time. Again, they have to be consciousness enough to let go of it. It can't be taken away from you, against your will.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: No one, not Christ, not Kali, none of the guides, masters, even God themself, cannot take something away unless you are willing to let it go. You have to let it go. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, and as you are speaking, i see their eyes open a little, but they are red and rolly, they're just really thick in this dream of dead consciousness.

G: Right, the dead consciousness gets deeper and deeper until it just closes down entirely. So, you have an opportunity to move forward, but, you have to try with all your being to be conscious and give this over and ask for that help from Christ and Kali.

Siddhananda: That's it.

G: You have to be conscious, you have to stay awake and allow them to help you. 

Siddhananda: They are rolling over a little bit, they are moving. They are not just a dead weight. Their eyes are opening a little bit.

G: (Picking up the stone, holding in hand and closing eyes)

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, it's got a bit more quietness. i just see some different colors coming. They're still in their bed of dreams, lost there.

G: Yeah. Let's ask Christ is there help for this one. Is there anything else we can do?

Siddhananda: (pause). i do see that heart shining when you say that.

G: Yeah. That there is some hope for them. Is there something we can do to make it better for these types?

Siddhananda: "Sit them in stillness," i'm hearing, "sit them in Grace." Pretty much what we've been doing.

G: hmm hmm. So, we'll just do what we've been doing. We'll go ahead and put this one over by the healing center because it might take some time for this. The ones that are real heavy like that can take some time to breakthrough those dreams. 

Siddhananda: Oh, yeah.

G: The consciousness gets suppressed, it gets so dark, it's got no energy left. 

Siddhananda: That's it, it's dead energy. Nothing to circulate.

G: No. They think that when they are in that dark, they got more energy, they got more power. But, the further they go, they become dead. It just loses everything. 

Siddhananda: They didn't move, they were just dead weight. They were so deep asleep.

G: Right, one goes into unconscious realm of sleep, and those ones that are really unconscious will be absorbed back. It's like going into a black hole.

Siddhananda: Wow. i'm amazed that they even care.

G: If there's enough clarity to even come, then there's some hope. 

Siddhananda: That they made it here, there's hope. i do see in mind that there's that tiny seed.

G: Yeah. There's always that seed of light. If they can grab that seed of light, it can grow. But, they've got to tend it, nourish it and they've got to turn their back on that darkness. They have to be willing to turn their back and not engage it any longer. 

Siddhananda: There's some compassion for those ones that had to endure that, but, again you hear about these heinous acts and it's hard to even understand it.

G: Exactly. But, there has to come compassion because they're driven to do what they do. And they're driven in pain. They're in an absolute hell-realm doing what they're doing. 

Siddhananda: And they don't have any feelings anymore.

G: Right. They are so dead, they're trying to feel something. So, yeah, it's drawn all to the negative, unfortunately.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's sad, but all we can do is have them there by the healing center. Things have turned around here. We've had some dark ones but nothing to this degree, but, we'll wait.

G: We'll wait and see what happens with them.

Siddhananda: The heart is shining.

G: The heart shining means there's some hope. We can't give up hope on it. All we can do is pray for that one, pray for forgiveness and that they would open up to that Light. That's all. We can pray for that the best be done in this situation at hand. 

Seeking Grounding

Siddhananda: Okay, so, here we go. (showing a small translucent stone).

G: Yeah. We'll hopefully end on a nicer one than that [last one].

Siddhananda: Let's hope so man! That is not a nice image to be left with. i like going into the caves and the lingams there and the roses. (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: But, you get it all. So, (pause) Okay, i'm moving above the trees, which is nice. It's a nice change, (laughing).

G: Yeah, (smiling). We've got some of that tree consciousness going.

Siddhananda: Yes, above the trees.

G: It's always nice.

Siddhananda: Flying through the trees. Okay, so, let's see what questions they have. (pause) I guess, they're having all those kinds of consciousness shifts.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And that's one that's happening now.

G: Exactly, you're in body, you're out of body, you're above the trees, you're in the trees...

Siddhananda: Yes.

G: Yes, exactly.

Siddhananda: And they want to request more grounding, something more grounding, because they are going all over the place with their consciousness, i think.

G: Yeah, so, the Kali mantras.

Siddhananda: (pausing with hand over heart center). And right away that offered some earth grounding, so, it's good.

G: Yeah.

Kundalini Awakening

Siddhananda: So, next. (pause) Okay, i do see, in this rock, a snake.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Lot of snakes today (laughing). (long pause) There is a glow around it, there's a snake in there. (laughing) Okay, we gathered that much.

G: We got the snake (smiling).

Siddhananda: Okay,then there's a person outside of it, picking up that rock that has a snake in  it and then i see a snake moving up, like the chakras system (moving hand up and down the upper body) and how things go through.

G: Aha. That snake is going to bite him (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, you're picking that up and then you really got something going on. Because it is contained in that now.

G: Yeah. I could see that one was going to come (laughing). It's Kundalini, it's going to bite him.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah, yeah.

Siddhananda: They are keeping it a bit in that rock, you know what i mean?

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I guess that's a safety thing, but..

G: i think it's a safety thing, yeah. They don't want to fully let it loose (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, right, and i think that's what happens a lot with people, they keep that (has hand up as if to keep something away) wanting to keep things out like that, away and all that.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, he's holding that rock with the snake in it.

G: He's got to let go and let the whole journey take place.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, i do see some merging, it's okay, but..

G: Like i say, sorry to be crude, but, you can't be half-assed about it (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah.

G: You got to go the whole hog, he can't be half-assed, (laughing).

Siddhananda: Well, that's it. You can't just hold it there and keep it contained, i mean that's going to be worse in the end.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: It's going to be worse in the end, i think.

G: Exactly. That's what people do, they want to play it. I'm playing with it, but, i don't want to actually want it, if i sit over here and here it's safe and i can say that i have kundalini, but, they really don't have it, No. They got to let the snake bite them and got to continue the journey.

Siddhananda: And that's what i'm seeing, maybe he's kind of had it there with his own, here i am made of light and all this.

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: I do see a larger snake coming out now, Ohh (laughing) Watch out baby because it's big!

G: Because you actually maybe get bitten... You actually have to see what it does.

Siddhananda: Oh boy, i see those fangs and i remember seeing that when i first, not first, but, further down [the Path], more further/beginning of the path, [i had] a lot of visions of those fangs.

G: i was being chased, i was going down like a boardwalk thing and the snakes behind me and the fire and the snakes( laughing).

Siddhananda: And I just  used to see those fangs, yawning at me..

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Huge, dripping, coming up, and that's what i'm seeing now, again, for this soul. That snake is huge.

G: The good news is it's the roto-rooter of consciousness, but, you got to go with the flow. You can't keep away over there contained and saying you got it. You don't have it. (laughing).

Siddhananda: He had it in his hand and he's dropping it, he's afraid.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: That snake grew big, and it will, man!

G: Yeah, it does, it has to, it goes through the whole consciousness. Of course it's big!

Siddhananda: So, it's there wanting to nip him, he's kind of backing up.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's afraid, because it's got some fangs.

G: You have to be either ready for the journey or you're not and once you accept it, you accept it and you got to go the whole of the way.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: You can't keep playing with this stuff.

Siddhananda: Yeah, no it broke open when he was playing with it, it broke open.

G: Right, you keep playing with it, you're going to get bitten and once you get bit you got to go the whole of the journey.

Siddhananda: Yeah, if you play with it, you are going to get bit and it's going to be no joke if you're not ready.

G: Exactly. So don't play with it if you're not ready for it.

Siddhananda: Let me ask him what he wants.

G: Yes

Siddhananda: ..because maybe, he still has a choice here before it bites him, it's getting close to getting him (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: Your heart has to be in the right place, so, let's see.

G: Exactly. You have to want liberation and you have to want to know God. If he's playing with it for powers or whatever, he needs to leave it alone.

Siddhananda: There you go. And there's a lot of people who want to open Kundalini, but, they don't know what they're asking for.

G: No, because they think they can control it, and, you cannot control it.

Siddhananda: Oh my gosh!

G: You cannot control it.

Siddhananda: It will control you and especially if you out of it and don't have any foundation, forget it.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: It's no joke. i know a lot of people say, "i had it, but, it's no big deal", but, i'm sorry you don't have a full-blown thing.

G: NO, they don't have it. They may have had a pranic surge or something like that, but it's not an active Kundalini. You do not pick that up and put it down.

Siddhananda: No, no, no, no, and it's not just a no big deal thing, it explodes your whole world, it's no joke.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: So, let's see what he [wants]. (pause). This poor guy is in the predicament (making a facial expression of being really apprehensive).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) That snake came out man, and it's full of life and vigor, let me tell you.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Let's see what he has to say. (pause) When i say do you want to know God and light and truth, he's [saying] "i think i do," but, he's just afraid, he's just looking at that snake.

G: Yeah, because the snake is light, it's going to bite him with it's light and it's going to challenge everything he thought he knew, one hundred percent. Anything that's dark in there, it is going to bring it up to look at [and] to let go of.

Siddhananda: Oh, boy. And even though like you say, it's made of light, it doesn't mean this journey is going to be just light in the beginning.

G: No, it doesn't mean it's easy because the darkness fears the light.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: You're going to have a lot of stuff come up to see that you don't want to see and, it is going to challenge you at every level. That's the journey.

Siddhananda: Right. So, let's see (pause) He's saying he will, he's going to try and be still.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: He's going to try and be there, and let whatever happen happen. He's very afraid though, It just feels that snake is there.

G: Well, just tell him there's a lot of help. The angels are here, the grace is here, the, one has to open to it, but, all of that is there to help him through the journey.

Siddhananda: (pause) He's wanting to know if he should be saying a mantra now.

G: Yeah, he can do the COS and that will help to open it.

Siddhananda: Okay, good.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) He's like "give me something."

G: For sure, it will open that box with that snake, (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah. Oh, boy. I just want to make sure this is what he wants because there's really no return.

G: Yeah, once you're there, and you're on that path, you're on that path. You can't shut it up again with regrets, it doesn't happen.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, he's going to take it in. He's going to do it.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: So, let's see here, he's got the mantra and (pause) I do see that snake there, it's coming around his feet.

G: Yep.

Siddhananda: It's moving around his feet.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: A big snake (laughing).

G: It's going to come right up the back (gesturing with hands intertwining and rising up) (laughing).

Siddhananda: That's right, that's what i was going to say, it's going to come up.

G: Oh yeah.

Siddhananda: So, that's there and it's moving over his feet now and, it's coming, it's intimate with him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And he's standing there saying the mantras like this (putting hands together in prayer).

G: Yeah. (gesturing with hands together in prayer).

Siddhananda: But, it is moving. It's starting to wind around his legs.

G: Yeah, the way it winds up the legs and goes right up the body.

Siddhananda: It's going up, it's moving through like that (gesturing with hand moving up in a circular motion).

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's feeling it, he’s shivering, he's shivering very much, and i do see it coming up, it's moving, it's in him now, and wow!

G: Yeah, you have a total Kundalini awakening right now. He's going to have a total activation.

Siddhananda: I see light in there, that kundalini self is showing as being of light.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ..like you say, and he's shivering, he's just shivering.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's just [shivering] like that volcanic shiver and you just feel the floor shake.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It's in him.

G: It's strong, it can be very strong, exactly.

Siddhananda: He's doing a little bit of kriyas, a little bit of involuntary movements. So, maybe we'll just let him simmer with that mantra and sit a while.

G: Yeah, we'll leave him here for a while, let's put him on the third shelf and let him percolate for a while. Tell him we'll check in with him tomorrow.

Siddhananda: Okay, i'll sit him out so it's kind of there. Yeah, he's ok, he's going to sit there, he's got good energy around him.

G: Yeah. He'll be fine.

Siddhananda: (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: But, it's good. You have to know what you're asking for with that.

G: Yeah, you can't be playing with that because if you keep playing with that you'll get bitten, you don't want to be bitten and not have the tools or the knowledge.

Siddhananda: Totally.

G: ..or something to help you forward, then you're really up a creek.

Siddhananda: That's it, and the right intention. I'm telling you, like you say, what the scriptures say, you can lose your mind from this stuff, it is no joke.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It is no joke, and nothing to play with if you don't have the proper..

G: The CoS will open that Kundalini. It will open it very rapidly.

Siddhananda: Oh, it's no joke. So, again, have the right intention in there. If you don't, it's better to just go back and live your life how you want to live it, yeah.

G: Go play, if you're going to play, then just go play . You can't dabble with it, and think I'll try it out and see, and if I don't like it, I'll go play with something else..

Siddhananda: No.

G: It doesn't work that way.

Siddhananda: Boy,i never have the luxury of, this is something you can put down, [it's] nothing like that.

G: No, no one does. Once it wakes up, it's open. There is no going back, that's it.

Siddhananda: No, it runs non-stop 24/7, and it is no joke, it's constant. So, this is just something we want to put out.

G: Yeah, there is no return.

Siddhananda: There is no return (laughing). No, even if you want to sometimes, it's doesn't happen. Once it's open, it's a flood gate, and it is no joke.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, we're saying just really have the right tools, have the right foundation, intention, guidance, the whole bit, because then it will be the best blessing, in the long run.

G: It's hard, it's hard.

Siddhananda: Be ready to go through it.

G: It shines that light on all your misconceptions, and it will challenge you on every level of your being, with everything you thought you knew.

Siddhananda: That's the thing, and it works rapidly, so, what it's doing is rapidly flushing out life times, life times..

G: Yeah, life times of garbage.

Siddhananda: Getting all that out in one lifetime or something, it really is so much.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: So, anyway, he's there (laughing) it's good.

G: He's going forward.

Voodoo

G: So, moving along. We have a new one today (showing a small blue stone). 

Siddhananda: Oh, that's a pretty color, in a way.

G: Yeah, nice blue. 

Siddhananda: It is a blue, very nice! i don't think we've had a blue one, so that's nice.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Did these just come in? Did you notice them this morning?

G: Yeah (shrugging).

Siddhananda: Okay. So, who knows about it.

G: i don't know how long they've been here or where they jumped in from (smiling), it could be anywhere. 

Siddhananda: (smiling). Funny. That's true, just like here, who knows.

G: Yeah. Yesterday, we had one that had to be absolutely from India if they were asking about the Atman. So, they're all not necessarily from Mexico (referring to the current place where G is at). They're appearing from wherever in the Universe. (smiling).

Siddhananda: Right, and there's no boundaries, there's no time and place, so it could be anything. Okay, let's see this blue stone. Is there a name for it? Azul? What's blue in Mexico, is it Azul?

G: Yeah, Azul is blue. 

Siddhananda: Azul. Perfect (smiling).

G: It's a blue stone, Azuuul.. (smiling).

Siddhananda: Azuul. (smiling). Okay. Let's see what that's about. (long pause). Okay, they're not saying too much.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: (pause).

G: So, we'll just ask if there's something we can help them with.

Siddhananda: Okay, i asked if there's any questions for us today, and, now i'm hearing "yes". Okay, so what is your question? (laughing).

G: It's like (gesturing with hands moving forward). (laughing).

Siddhananda: Let's move forward here (laughing). (pause). i guess they're having a hard time speaking, but, i'm not getting any imagery either, so, it's making it tricky to read the stone. (pause). i asked if they're interested in finding God [and] they said "yes".

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: (pause) i think they're attracted to some of the colorful clothes you wore.

G: Okay (smiling).

Siddhananda: It just sort of drew them there, the color.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: Maybe, a colorful spirit too (laughing). But, for whatever reason, here they are. And it sounds like for the right reasons. (pause). i do see an image of the voodoo doll and i asked "voodoo?". (pause). i'm hearing "yes", so i don't know what that is about.

G: Okay. Voodoo is only relevant if they believe in it, then yes, of course, that stuff can work. But, it's not something to be worried about. If it's not in your mindset, then there's nothing to be worried about. And if you engaged in it and you want to get out of it, you can get out of it very easily.

Siddhananda: i'm hearing [that] they didn't engage in it, [but] someone did it to them.

G: Yeah. So, all they need to know is [that] the Light of God is stronger than any type of voodoo and any type of dark force. The dark force is a shadow, it does not have any substance other than what you yourself are giving it. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Yeah, because i'm hearing it caused them some kind of illness. They feel [that way]. Maybe, it's something they took on due to their fear.

G: Right. If they believe in that, then absolutely it can work, because on their subconsciousness they make themselves ill. Yeah, they take that on themselves. 

Siddhananda: That's what it feels like.

G: Yeah, that's what happens with voodoo. So, that can be reversed quite easily. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, they're hearing what you're saying. It does fade into some stillness with this energy.

G: So, we'll go ahead and give them the COS, the "I Am That I Am" and the "Om That I Am", and that will clear that out. 

Siddhananda: Okay, they're saying "Okay, thank you. I feel blessed."

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: So, they're transmitting a voodoo doll, but, over that there's a heart like that's where they want to go. It's nice.

G: Right. So, if they do the "Om That I Am", the "I Am That I Am", the COS, that will cleanse that out and they can go ahead and go forward. 

Siddhananda: Okay. So, [they're saying] thank you with that heart. (smiling).

G: Okay, thank you. Namaste. 

Pool of Consciousness

Siddhananda: Oaky. So, let's see what this little tidbit has to say (showing a white stone), tidbit of energy.

G: It's the one that looks like the candy.

Siddhananda: I know, i was thinking that [too]! (laughing).

G: It looks like a little caramel (laughing).

Siddhananda: A little caramel. It's cute. (pause) Okay, i just hear "mental waves are dying, freedom awaits".

G: Mental waves are dying. Well that's good.

Siddhananda: And freedom awaits.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So..

G: That's good. The more those mental waves die down and the more that one is free of the thoughts, then of course the freedom is going to come through that, for sure.

Siddhananda: Yeah, simple. Simple, but, true.

G: Absolutely!

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, they're feeling those mental waves are dying for them as well, or vanishing, however you want to put it.

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: ..as well as those for many in humanity and that kind of thing is beginning to stir up as well as vanish, so.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (pause) They're kind of reaching in this small pool. This is what's happening with them, but, also in the larger pool.

G: On the cosmic level as well.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah, Macrocosm and microcosm.

Siddhananda: Yeah. The larger pool of consciousness.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay. So, i see a small pool that a lot of people live in.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: They live there, they play there, they are there.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And they are crowded in there too with some other souls.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: swimming pool.. mind, consciousness.. So, i see that sort of needing that cement of that pool to be broken apart.

G: Right, and that's why we're putting the COS out there.

Siddhananda: For sure.

G: They're all swimming in the same pool of consciousness, let's put it that way.

Siddhananda: That's right, perfect. That's it, exactly, and so that cement needs to be broken up with a sledgehammer or something.

G: Yeah, exactly.

Siddhananda: ..so that it can run out to the greater good and the greater universal consciousness, because people are so preoccupied with their entertainment and their life and all of their things, so, they're just showing that as the pool. They're just out there having fun.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: There's work to be done people, is what they want to say. (laughing).

G: Yeah. If you want to progress you got to put the work in.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah. You have to see something of more value than the external stuff, but, so many people don’t even see that, they're just caught up in the externals and stuff.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And try and cover over and not look.

Siddhananda: And that's the thing with how it is so with a lot of cases. So, I think that was about all, it was just break through that, start listening, open up and these kind of things.

G: Yeah. An admotion for people to start waking up.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: It's really nice, so, thank you.

G: Exactly.

You rock, rock!

Siddhananda: (Showing a small yellow heart stone) (pausing with closed eyes) Either they're feeling like a rock or they are a rock.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: They are a rock (confirming).

G: They are a rock. You rock, rock! (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yeah! because they're saying that maybe it's a good thing.

G: Yeah, it's not a bad thing. 

Siddhananda: No, they're not wanting to change that. They like being a rock (smiling).

G: Yeah, they've got a lot of longevity with that form. It's slow and it's long (laughing).

Siddhananda: (Laughing) It is, but they are planted in a nice way.

G: Yeah, they can watch the universe go by. They can watch history. They can watch all the drama. Absolutely!

Siddhananda: People sit on them, or they come and they go. They're there as a witness.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: They just want to say this is fine, it is good to be in this form (laughing).

G: Yeah, everything has consciousness. The Universe has consciousness. It all has consciousness. So, yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that rocks. I've got some special rocks myself.

G: There are some very special rocks, and we've got some of the stones in service. Now, there is an another rock. You rock, rock! (laughing)

Siddhananda: You rock, rock, for sure! (smiling) (pause) And I see the rock energy. They have no questions. They're just wanting to say that.

G: Yeah, [they just want to] share that that everything has consciousness, and the rocks have consciousness. Exactly.

Siddhananda: And these different forms are not anything to say higher or lower, they're just there.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: They're present, and sometimes very much more so.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: They're saying they know that mind stuff that people walk by with, they sit on them...

G: Right, and they don't want it [the mind stuff].

Siddhananda: They don't want anything to do with that. So, there's no way something's higher or lower, because these rocks and different things are very cleared out of all that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Anyway, good. (smiling).

G: So, thank you for coming and sharing that message. (smiling).

Siddhananda: Thank you.

Coming into Fullness


Siddhananda:  Another heart (showing a clear stone).

G:  Another heart (smiling).


Siddhananda:  Okay (closing her eyes). Right away, it's a cosmic [image], and I'm hearing, "Moon phases, shadow, and full moon."


G:  Right. That's the new consciousness coming in. 


Spirit:  Moon rising.


G:  Did they have a message or do they have a question?


Siddhananda:  I think they feel a little bit that that's their consciousness ... changing like that. Sometimes it's in the shadow and sometimes it's full.


G:  Mm hmm, okay.


Siddhananda:  It's not completely [still], but I think they're okay with it. So, they'd like that to be the risen full moon, though.


G:  Yeah, they want to come into the fullness of it.


Siddhananda:  Sure, yeah. I see that full moon with a lot of flowers growing within it.


G:  That's what they want. They want that fullness.


Siddhananda:  (nodding yes) They worship ... not so much worship, but are devoted to nature, to the moon, and to that kind of thing. They just really want that fullness, the risen moon.


G:  They can go ahead and do the COS. That would be good for them.


Siddhananda:  (pausing with eyes closed) Even when just that word, COS, is said, there's always a lovely shift ... a beautiful shift, and that's why they're here.


G:  That will help them with that expansion. So, that's a good one for them.


Siddhananda:  Yeah, for sure.

Treedom

Siddhananda: I'll just show you the little rock. (showing a small yellowish rock) Another little, little one, but we never know. (pause) I think I'm just kind of hearing "Galaxy." I don't know if this one is more interested in cosmic consciousness.

G: Aha. (nodding)

Siddhananda: Being more open like that, I guess, reaching that unity.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So, I'm seeing some planets and things... I think, also maybe needing a little grounding because of that (laughter), [since] that gets big, I know that!

G: Out in that ozones.

Siddhananda: Because when that happens it can get big, and I think I'm kind of seeing some little... wanting little rooting, because they... that’s a big thing, they kind of nourished or whatever.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It’s a... they need to be more bound... I'm seeing the earth, more grounded... I don't know, I'm just hearing maybe they are moving to the earth, they are coming into another form. I know we have worked with that kind of thing before.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, the earth is there, they're coming there, but they got this cosmic, big kind of consciousness. but, anyway..

G: Maybe they have to come into a little nature's tree, as a redwood tree or something for some heavy grounding. (laughter)

Siddhananda: Wow (laughter)... will see how they take that, that would be major, 'cause it sounds [like] they're getting [ready] to enter that gate where they're going to be reborn.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I mean... boy... should I put that out there?

G: Go ahead, go ahead.

Siddhananda: Consider being a tree.

G: Yeah, consider going into a redwood, absolutely, I mean, that's serious grounding.

Siddhananda: Hearty, with roots.

G: That's very, very heavy grounding.

Siddhananda: And they can be there under the stars with all the beauty there.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: [Under] the cosmos, with the earth, interesting...

G: Yeah, the redwoods grow very very tall and you still have that connection with that, yeah.

Siddhananda: 'Cause, I did see the earth and roots [going] into that. So that almost might just be about right.

G: Yeah, that would be very [grounding]... that's, that's about the heaviest rooting...

Siddhananda: Right, and as you're speaking I do see that trunk, kind of rooted to that earth.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And I think they are quite fine with that.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, they're going to... they're drinking that in and going to land on Mother Earth and maybe, I'm just seeing a little seed and coming as that, and I think they're... that sounds just right... they didn't know, they needed grounding and they didn't really care if it was whatever form, I think.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: But they're zooming now.

G: They're going to treedom. (laughter)

Siddhananda: (laughter) And umm, i do see like the planet earth and the roots in the earth and the big trunk...

G: Right, very substantial, very substantial. 

Siddhananda: they're ancient.

G: Right, they're very ancient.

Siddhananda: They're not going to die really, they're ancient.

G: Yeah, they're going to be there for a while. (smile)

Siddhananda: And they're quite fine with that, and they know they will have friends there with their other little redwood trees.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Big redwoods, not little.

G: Big redwood trees, yes.

Siddhananda: So they're not alone and it's all one consciousness, anyway.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So anyway, he's so cool.

G: Consciousness is all one.

Siddhananda: (laughter)

G: There's consciousness in all living beings. Trees are also living beings, so, yeah, absolutely, if he wants really, really heavy grounding, that would be a good grounding and it's a... the tree also is giving back to the planet.

Siddhananda: For sure, cleaning the air.

G: The oxygen etc, etc.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So it's... yeah, double duty. (laughter)

Siddhananda: And that's... people don't always expand there, but they... it's no different.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: In so many ways.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Like plants.

G: Yeah, he would have more of the lessons of just rooting versus a lot of other external lessons.

Siddhananda: Almost.

G: Going on around it, yeah.

Siddhananda: Hey, that sounds pretty good to me, I'm talking as myself.

G: (laughter)

Siddhananda: That wouldn't be a bad thing, right? You are just kind of there and soaking it in.

G: Being there and rooted.

Siddhananda: And helping just by being there.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: So what a great next manifestation that he's heading towards and he is kind of saying, "Namaste."

G: Namaste. (gesturing namaste) Ha ha!

Siddhananda: (laughter) He's gone there, man, I can feel him going.

G: He's on his way to Treedom.

Siddhananda: Yeah, treedom, treedom rocks!

G: Hahaha...Treeeedooommm!

Siddhananda: Exactly!

G: (laughter)

Siddhananda: I'm coming... Right! (laughter)

G: Freedom for some is treedom, I guess. (laughter)

Siddhananda: That will be the next bumper sticker, right?

G: Yes, that's it.

Siddhananda: Freedom.

G: Treedom! (laughter)

Siddhananda: Freedom in Treedom... there you go. All right!

Spearmint Gum

Siddhananda: Here we go! It’s kind of a green looking little one (showing a rock). Refreshment like spearmint gum.

G: (bursting out with laughter) Green and refreshing like spearmint gum. Oh good! What can we help you with? (laughing) Refreshing like spearmint gum, that’s great! Never a dull moment. At least they have a sense of humor, so it’s beneficial.

Siddhananda: We’re always welcome to have a good laugh. Okay. They are saying fresh breath and no cavities.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: And so, okay. I am asking if they are a nature spirit because I do see a little image of one of those little fun, little green…

G: Yeah, yeah. It could be one of those nature sprites, Mother Nature sprite.

Siddhananda: …images. They are saying they are not…

G: …not quite a nature sprite.

Siddhananda: (laughing) No, not really, no. They just are connected in with I think nature a lot.

G: More identified with that.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And they wouldn’t mind remaining that.

G: Okay, well there’s no reason that you have to change if you want to remain there as long as you are getting lessons and things. Absolutely! There’s no reason why you have to take other types of births. Consciousness is in all of it. It doesn’t matter trees, plants, nature, animal, human or other dimensions. It doesn’t matter. Consciousness is consciousness. Just the outplay and the experiential part of it will be different depending on which type you access.

Siddhananda: Boy, I am just seeing light now for this one, so maybe they were just…

G: That’s all they needed, permission to do that.

Siddhananda: They just needed that. I don’t see this…

G: That permission to do that, yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s light, I mean it’s just made of light…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And I think also that reflection is exactly that, and how that’s in all…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …living things, you know, it’s no different.

G: Yeah, it’s no different. It doesn’t matter which form. It’s just, you know, depending on what type of brain or whatever one has that acts like, you know, a filtering or a kind of a, what do you say, kind of like a computer program (moving hands around her head) depending on which one you have.

Siddhananda: Different patterns.

G: It patterns and it changes the experience of what it is. It’s all consciousness. But that’s like the programmer. (laughing) So, if you want to have different experiences, they have a different type of thing but it’s all consciousness. It doesn’t matter. It’s just the outward experience will appear to be different.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I see a little changing shape with that little nature sprit but then it goes back to this light. And I think it’s just really all into that feeling.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s quite good.

G: Yeah, and that’s fine. We’ll leave him with that. Continue to be happy.

Siddhananda: Thank you for bringing that refreshment in.

G: Yes, we’re happy to have that refreshment.

Siddhananda: Okay!

Surrender into the Heart

Siddhananda:  So, I can see this rock in my mind's eye sitting here. Let's see what comes from that. Okay, they have a message to not cling ... do not cling.

G:  Don’t cling to it… okay.

Siddhananda:  They are showing a fist… and there’s this rising of energy ... and they're showing this fist trying to grab it, but it's just not going to happen. If you’re trying to grab at that energy, you’re not going to get it by trying to grab it.  It’s not going to work that way.

G: Yeah, it doesn’t work that way.
 
Siddhananda:  They’re saying, "no."  
 
G:  No, you have to surrender into things. You can’t grasp it like, you know, ego or power wanting to grab it.
 
Siddhananda:  Right, ... and take it to yourself. They’re showing a heart to say, it’s not about the body, or anything that is of that ... not anything that comes to you in that way ... or surrounds you that way. It's the heart…it’s the source ...  the consciousness. It's not what you can grab, what you can taste, what you can feel. It’s beyond that into the source.
 
G:  Right, it’s not something that is external to you that you are going to grab, collect and hold onto.
 
Siddhananda:  Yes, exactly.  It’s not a physical object like that.
 
G:  What you seek is within you. It's not external to you.

Siddhananda:  That’s right.  Exactly.  They’re showing a light going into that heart to show that’s the way ... that's the way ... that’s the path.  You know, that light going into the heart…go that way.  Don’t be out there, just like what you were saying, in more of the objective realm of what you can gather there. That’s not it.
 
G: Right (nodding in acknowledgment).

Siddhananda:  So, they are showing a nice flow of white ... very lovely energy, and they’d like to stay here, too.
 
G:  They are more than welcome to stay here (smiling and laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) Gosh ... my goodness! We are going to need some more rocks.  That'll get our line-up lowered.

G: Yeah, as soon as I get back, we're going to have to buy a few more, I think. Absolutely (laughing).

Rock Energy

The spirit says that it is a rock, and that's maybe a good thing... it's not a bad thing and it does not want to change this. They like being a rock. They're planted in a nice place.

They've got longevity with that form. It's slow and long. They can watch the universe go by. They can watch history and all of the drama.  

The rock spirit says that people come and sit on them. They're just a witness really. And, they just want to say that this is fine. It's perfect.

Everything has consciousness. The universe has consciousness. All has consciousness.  
 
G says there are some very special rocks, some of which are in service right now (points to the healing rocks nearby). 

The rock spirit says, "Rock energy." They don't have any questions and just wanted to share this. The spirit also says that they know of all that mind stuff people walk by with and they don't want to have anything to do with that.

They are just different forms. There is no way of saying anything is higher or lower. They're there. They're just present and sometimes much more so than the mind stuff that people are walking around with.

Sufi Saint

The spirit is of a pure Sufi saint. The saint says Sufi is not a religion, it is pure God Energy. The whirling Dervish dance is a celebration of life, it's potent. It's non dual in the heart.

This saint has had kundalini which was very hard. Kundalini goes through the chakras and burns away any impurities. It goes through all the levels of consciousness.

There's just IS that remains. It's IS ... IS ... IS - it's concrete IS. You can't move away from IS.

All is non dual, all souls come from one essence.

May this pure heart rain on all of humanity