Revenge or Forgiveness

Siddhananda: So, this next thing, it is a darker stone  (showing a dark stone).

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (pause) And i am seeing a darker stone in my mind, it does have a darker aura around it. So, that's interesting.

G: Right. So, we'll see what that is about.

Siddhananda: Yeah, you never know.

G: No, we'll find out soon.

Siddhananda: (lauging), we'll get to the bottom of it. (pause) Okay, they're saying the darkness is about drama.

G: It's about what?

Siddhananda: Drama.

G: Drama?

Siddhananda: Drama.

G: Drama, yeah. Well, that's a pretty good explanation of it. It's about drama, alright (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah. They're saying it's about drama.

G: Not a lot of light in the drama, so.. (laughing).

Siddhananda: No, no. I do see a black hooded thing in there, coming a little bit.

G: Aha. What's his drama about?

Siddhananda: (long pause) I don't know, something about being killed brutally.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Yeah, murdered or something.

G: Does he not see that he is on the other side now, that he has passed?

Siddhananda: (pause) The situation with this one is [that] they want revenge.

G: Ahh, we are not in the revenge department, and, if he goes out for revenge he will have himself in a way darker place than he is in now.

Spirit: Yes, but, i want to get them back.

G: The Universe takes care of it, trust me. They're not going to get out of it with nothing. (pause) But, if he wants to enter into the same hell-realm they're going to, he's more than welcome to. (laughing) I don't think he wants that. That's the only thing he's going to get out of it, to put himself in a hell-realm. Is that what he wants?

Spirit: No.

G: He think's it's dark now, he's seen nothing yet.

Siddhananda: Yeah, really. i do see a little image of a rose, behind the darkness, so, that's good.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Because he was, at first, before you were speaking, saying i want to get them back.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, i do see a little image of a rose now. So, that part's good.

G: Yeah, understand that the Universe is not going to let them get away with it. They will go through suffering hell-realms. But, if you take revenge, you will also go through suffering hell-realms. I don't think that's what you want.

Siddhananda: (pause) Now, i just see this image of a corpse holding that rose.

G: Yeah (nodding).

Siddhananda: i think they're still moaning about that, [about] how they died, quite a bit actually! (laughing).

G: Yeah. He's got to let go of this.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: He can let go of this and be healed, but, he's got to be willing to let go of this revenge thing. He's keeping himself in darkness and from the total healing. He could have been healed a long time ago.

Siddhananda: Yeah, because i am hearing they were not involved in the evil part of it, even though i do see that dark cloak thing. So, i am hearing that.

G: Right, yeah.

Siddhananda: It could have been an older woman, that sometimes they wear the dark things (moving hands around the head).

G: Right.

Siddhananda: I don't know, it's hard to say, but, now i'm seeing a skeleton, i think they're still reflecting on that death.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: But, it is being flushed through, at least i'm seeing that death image (moving hands in front of the face) with the skeleton with the hood.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And, then there is a rose in the hand of that skeleton.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So, let's see what they're more into now. Let's see if they are ready to move out of this wanting revenge thing.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (pause) I don't know, i'm seeing an image of a gun, i'm thinking guns and roses, no. (laughing). And i see that gun being fired. So, (pause) they're still harboring this revenge thing.

G: Yeah, because there's no forgiveness when you are harboring revenge. That's on them then. If they do that, there's no forgiveness. They will have to suffer the consequences of that. (pause) So, they'll put themselves in  a hell-realm as well.

Siddhananda: Okay, now i'm seeing a pool with tears.

G: Yeah, they can feel sorry for all they want, but, if they let go of this and ask for the light of Christ, they can be healed immediately. But, they need to let go of the revenge. The Universe takes care of that.

Siddhananda: Okay, i do see the gun being released form the hand.

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: That's good, falling into the water.. letting go.

G: Right. You need to let go and let God take care of it.

Siddhananda: I see that skeleton fading a bit. There's a rose.

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: (pause) They want to offer you the rose.

G: Okay, would they like the Christ light to come in to heal them?

Siddhananda: They would like whatever you can give them (laughing).

G: Okay, we're going to ask Christ to come in to help with this one.

Siddhananda: (pause) It's kind of sweet actually, Christ has all these roses in the hand, in the arms..

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Fresh, lovely roses. They are looking up at that, such beautiful image!

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: With Christ in white (moving hands over the head) and those bright red roses. Striking, really! And they are looking up, they have their rose, they're offering the rose to Christ, their little rose they had (laughing).

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: Which is sweet.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And again Christ takes the chin and looks up, so they can look.

G: Yeah..

Siddhananda: It's just sweet, it's a very beautiful image with those roses there, and that one is embracing Christ's legs and feet, because they're down.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: And again, beautiful arms there, what can be said (smiling), So, the gun is fading off.

G: Yeah, that's gone, that idea of revenge needs to go, they keep themselves in a hell-realm.

Siddhananda: I am still seeing some flashes of those images, but, i think they're just getting flushed.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: As the light is working, it doesn't go all immediately. There definitely was a connection there that was working in the better direction, so..

G: Good, good.

Siddhananda: Yeah. (hand on hear center).

G: She'll be okay now.

Siddhananda: Absolutely.

G: You have to let the Universe take the revenge. They're not going to get out of it without facing consequences.

Siddhananda: No, exactly. It will get taken care of. If you harbor that, it just ends up being hate.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: ..and you don't want that.

G: You don't heal.

Siddhananda: Yeah. And you end up lashing out in anger in other places.

G: Right. So, make yourself go through one brutal death and cause yourself more suffering on top of it. (laughing).

Siddhananda: That's so idiotic, when people [do that]. Really, if you could stop and look at that. To harbor the imagery of revenge and different things, it's a disease for you, really, for your own self.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Not a good thing ever! So, forgiveness is better and moving forward and letting the Universe take care.

G: Right.

You rock, rock!

Siddhananda: (Showing a small yellow heart stone) (pausing with closed eyes) Either they're feeling like a rock or they are a rock.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: They are a rock (confirming).

G: They are a rock. You rock, rock! (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yeah! because they're saying that maybe it's a good thing.

G: Yeah, it's not a bad thing. 

Siddhananda: No, they're not wanting to change that. They like being a rock (smiling).

G: Yeah, they've got a lot of longevity with that form. It's slow and it's long (laughing).

Siddhananda: (Laughing) It is, but they are planted in a nice way.

G: Yeah, they can watch the universe go by. They can watch history. They can watch all the drama. Absolutely!

Siddhananda: People sit on them, or they come and they go. They're there as a witness.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: They just want to say this is fine, it is good to be in this form (laughing).

G: Yeah, everything has consciousness. The Universe has consciousness. It all has consciousness. So, yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that rocks. I've got some special rocks myself.

G: There are some very special rocks, and we've got some of the stones in service. Now, there is an another rock. You rock, rock! (laughing)

Siddhananda: You rock, rock, for sure! (smiling) (pause) And I see the rock energy. They have no questions. They're just wanting to say that.

G: Yeah, [they just want to] share that that everything has consciousness, and the rocks have consciousness. Exactly.

Siddhananda: And these different forms are not anything to say higher or lower, they're just there.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: They're present, and sometimes very much more so.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: They're saying they know that mind stuff that people walk by with, they sit on them...

G: Right, and they don't want it [the mind stuff].

Siddhananda: They don't want anything to do with that. So, there's no way something's higher or lower, because these rocks and different things are very cleared out of all that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Anyway, good. (smiling).

G: So, thank you for coming and sharing that message. (smiling).

Siddhananda: Thank you.

Expansion

Siddhananda: Okay, got a big one, big guy (showing a big transparent stone)

G: Oh, big boy, ok (laughing)

Siddhananda: yeah, biggest one here today. (pausing with closed eyes).. within this big rock, i just see a tiny little dot (smiling)

G: Okay

Siddhananda: So, let's see what this little dot is about. (pause).. [let's see what] dust spec has to say (smiling).. and they are talking small, it's the weirdest thing (smiling)

G: (laughing) Small voice (imitating small voice)

Siddhananda: They are, and there is some white light coming from this little dot, though.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Let's see if they have any questions. It is kind of a squeaky voice, i know it's silly, but it's a small voice

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) It's like Horten hears a who when he has that little dust spec (referring to a Dr. Seuss children's book).

G: Yeah (laughing)

Siddhananda: Anyway, (pause) they want to grow into freedom, they feel like they just need a lot of growth (smiling)

G: Oh, they need growth. Okay.

Siddhananda: Is that it? i'm seeing a lot of green come from it, even from the small stone. It's feeling like it's got a lot of potent energy, coming from this small dot.

G: Yeah, it just needs to expand a little bit

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: They've concentrated themselves down a little bit (gesturing a small point in space) that they need to expand it back out (gesturing expansion from that point)

Siddhananda: That's it! And I think they've got a lot of heart in it but they just need some help.

G: Yeah, for them, the COS.. they need to have that expansion.

Siddhananda: (pause) and they are lighting up around that, more light is filling up the stone. So, that is their way of yes.. It's a very nice energy, though, i have to say, this little dot (smiling)

G: Yes. That little dot can grow and expand into the whole universe. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's it.

G: They've got a big journey ahead (smiling)

Siddhananda: Well, this rock is glowing with light, really, from the COS. Thank you so much. They'd like to stay a little while with the healing stones, if that is fine.

G: Yeah, absolutely, they can stay.

Siddhananda: Because they are a little light.. little, getting to be a bigger light now.

G: Yes (smiling)

Request to Serve Humanity

Siddhananda:  (sitting with eyes closed) Okay. I'm hearing, "Coming to earth [soon]."


G:  Okay.


Siddhananda:  It sounds as if they might be a light body now, but they're coming to earth. I see an image of some greenery. They want to bring some fresh growth and light to the planet, but I'm feeling that they're not completely still. They're not completely done with their work.


G:  Right. 


Siddhananda:  In terms of doing all that, they still have their own work to do, I'm feeling (closing her eyes). They do seem like they have an open heart, made of light. So, they've got a good start.


G:  Exactly. So, what is [it that] they are asking here?


Siddhananda:  It sounds like they want to be of best service to humanity and the earth, as they're coming into earth. It feels like they're coming into body soon, coming into form.


G: So, to do that, all they have to do is let the universe know that, [and] trust that the universe will send them to the right place [where] they need to be. 


Siddhananda:  That’s good enough then.


G:  They have a choice where they go. So, that's all they need to do is [to] ask the universe to bring them to the place where they can serve best and continue forward with their own lessons. 


Siddhananda:  Okay. They say, "Namaste."


G: Namaste. Thank you.