Want to Know God

G: (Showing a dark stone with a stripe).

Siddhananda: Oh, a striped one!

G: Little stripy one here. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: (Turning the stone to the other side) Got another stripe on this side. Very interesting. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, very [interesting]. (pause). Okay, right away i heard "I want to know God."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Let's see where he came from. (pause). Again, not [from] the Mayan ruins or the area. So, they just went over there to you this time instead of [coming] over here. (laughing).

G: Yeah (smiling). They're just coming from the ethers or somewhere, i don't know how they got here (smiling). 

Siddhananda: Yeah, and it doesn't matter. You know how that is, that's how it works. Who knows. (smiling).

G: That's right. If they come through there or here, it doesn't matter. It's the same thing. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. (pause). He's saying he left a present for you in your heart, like an image of a rose or a flower.

G: Thank you. 

Siddhananda: And for me too, he's going to give me one, which is nice.

G: Very nice. 

Siddhananda: (pause). i'm just feeling that connection here with him. i don't know why he was building that. (chuckling). There's that connection there and i can feel it.

G: Right. (smiling).

Siddhananda: Okay, so what questions do you have for us today? (pause). i'm just hearing he's lived somewhere where there were a lot of rituals being done.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: It wasn't a really good time. There was more rituals that left people [as] some being higher and some lower, all those lines were drawn that were really not a good thing.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: And you had to follow them or you were in trouble!

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: (pause). i don't know, i'm hearing a little bit of 'Sufi'. It's hard to say, i'm just trying to get his question. (pause). i see some footsteps like he walked with some of the holy men and women.

G: Okay (nodding).

Siddhananda: He's not totally still. Just wants to be guided to that majestic heart.

G: Yeah, i would say for him the COS. 

Siddhananda: Okay, cut through all that (smiling).

G: That will take him into some expansion. 

Siddhananda: Sounds good. (pause). He's saying thank you so much.

G: Thank you. 

Spinning

Siddhananda: Okay, next (showing a small transparent stone) (pausing with closed eyes)... [I'm hearing], "Return to light."

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: (pause) "Shedding darkness..." "Spinning Universe" or something... Let me see what questions they have.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: (pause) I'm seeing a spinning energy. I think they're trying to make use of that.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: [They're trying to] use what they have to propel them forward. That's what I'm gathering. They're saying "Yes." They're like a white light spinning (gesturing a spinning motion).

G: Right, but they're just not going anywhere. They're staying in one spot with the spinning (gesturing a spinning motion).

Siddhananda: (nodding)

G: Okay, let them have the COS so that they can expand a little more (laughing). 

Siddhananda: Okay, so transmitted the COS (putting the stone aside).

Expansion

Siddhananda: Okay, got a big one, big guy (showing a big transparent stone)

G: Oh, big boy, ok (laughing)

Siddhananda: yeah, biggest one here today. (pausing with closed eyes).. within this big rock, i just see a tiny little dot (smiling)

G: Okay

Siddhananda: So, let's see what this little dot is about. (pause).. [let's see what] dust spec has to say (smiling).. and they are talking small, it's the weirdest thing (smiling)

G: (laughing) Small voice (imitating small voice)

Siddhananda: They are, and there is some white light coming from this little dot, though.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Let's see if they have any questions. It is kind of a squeaky voice, i know it's silly, but it's a small voice

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) It's like Horten hears a who when he has that little dust spec (referring to a Dr. Seuss children's book).

G: Yeah (laughing)

Siddhananda: Anyway, (pause) they want to grow into freedom, they feel like they just need a lot of growth (smiling)

G: Oh, they need growth. Okay.

Siddhananda: Is that it? i'm seeing a lot of green come from it, even from the small stone. It's feeling like it's got a lot of potent energy, coming from this small dot.

G: Yeah, it just needs to expand a little bit

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: They've concentrated themselves down a little bit (gesturing a small point in space) that they need to expand it back out (gesturing expansion from that point)

Siddhananda: That's it! And I think they've got a lot of heart in it but they just need some help.

G: Yeah, for them, the COS.. they need to have that expansion.

Siddhananda: (pause) and they are lighting up around that, more light is filling up the stone. So, that is their way of yes.. It's a very nice energy, though, i have to say, this little dot (smiling)

G: Yes. That little dot can grow and expand into the whole universe. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's it.

G: They've got a big journey ahead (smiling)

Siddhananda: Well, this rock is glowing with light, really, from the COS. Thank you so much. They'd like to stay a little while with the healing stones, if that is fine.

G: Yeah, absolutely, they can stay.

Siddhananda: Because they are a little light.. little, getting to be a bigger light now.

G: Yes (smiling)

Hiding

Siddhananda: (showing a small white stone) We got another little one waiting.. ok. so, let's connect in with this next enerhy (adjusting scratchy voice)..

G: enerhy (laughing)

Siddhananda: (smiling) Ok, so, i see some white curtains. Let's see what's behind the curtains. i see a shadow behind the curtain.

G: Ok, a shadow behind the curtain?

Siddhananda: Yeah, a shadow behind a white curtain. umm... ok, now i'm  coming to the other side of the curtain, i do see a shadowy, changing shape thing behind it. Ok, let's see what kind of questions they might have.

G: Yeah, why is he hiding behind the curtain? (laughing)

Siddhananda: It's a white curtain, but yeah, they are... they are literally hiding behind that curtain.

G: Yeah, why is he hiding..

Siddhananda: They're afraid, they're afraid of living, i guess.

G: Afraid of what?

Siddhananda: Afraid of... they're protecting themselves, obviously.

G: Yeah, well, we get that. There's nothing to fear here, you can go ahead and step out (laughing)

Siddhananda: (pause).. ok, with this one there's not much words.. there's just this energetic imagery.

G: Right

Siddhananda: So, they're hearing what you're saying that they can step out. So, let's see if the curtains open a little or what happens, i don't know.

G: Yeah (smiling)

Siddhananda: (pause).. It's a little different imagery that i see, kind of a moving.. a little bit lighter image. I just see one side of the curtain, so, almost feels like there may be energy moving out.. and then outwardly one side of the curtain is there and i feel the energy moving around it.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: i do see an image of.. it could be the sun or the moon.. a full moon and the sun.. kind of travelling there.. i don't know... misty, kind of smoky energy moving there.

G: let's just ask him to see if we can flush out what exactly he's seeking, what it is that we can help him with.

Siddhananda: ok. i do see some reflection back of the sun and really crystal clear waters and waterfalls, and greenery.. so, i think [they're seeking] just life, just the richness to life, to the heart.

G: aha.. that's what they're seeking, more richness to the life and the heart?

Siddhananda: Yeah..

G: (Referring to the work going in the surroundings) we're going to have some noise here in a little bit because they're just opening the doors to the shops..

Siddhananda: It's not bothering me.

G: Yeah.. they're just pulling back the things covering the windows.. very loud..

Siddhananda: Hopefully, it'll be temporary

G: They'll be done shortly.. they're just opening their shops and stuff..

Siddhananda: yeah, it's not bothering me at all, i barely noticed it. (pause) (referring to the spirit) so, that richness is there, that lushness.. i do see them rising up now, upward, and within them there is some greenery. They're more like this (gesturing a shape) as an energy and within them is the greenery and things.. So, maybe they're getting something. They stopped travelling to the moon, i see them more upright now, and i see a little form taking place, almost like someone's in a lotus position. it's interesting..

G: ok.

Siddhananda: ...with some green growth within them

G: Ask him if he's come for some mantra or if he just came to visit for a second or if there's something we can help him with.

Siddhananda: Well, when you said a mantra, i saw a burst of light. So, i'm feeling 'yes'.

G: So, we'll go ahead and let him have the cos.

Siddhananda: He took that in, just sucked it in! He sucked it in like it was an energy force (going) oooosh (gesturing a sucking motion) (laughing).. that's what he did with it.. So, he just [went] boom.

G: (laughing) So, hopefully that would give him a little.. he can come out from behind the curtain..

Siddhananda: Right, i'm seeing a lot of rays of light when he took that in. So, i think it's this energy's way of saying thank you. So, we can just kind of let it be.

G: Ok, namaste 

Siddhananda: ooosh (gesturing a sucking motion).. (laughing)

G: (laughing) That was a little more expansion than hiding behind the curtain. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. That curtain is there on one side, and he came out and i still kind of feel him like a moving energy (gesturing motion), i don't know.. no one can say about this stuff, it's mysterious.

G: yeah (smiling)

Balance

Siddhananda: Okay (showing a transparent stone). So, they're saying, "Tomorrow never comes."

G: Tomorrow never comes?

Siddhananda: Yeah (smiling).

G: That's true. It's always the now (smiling).

Siddhananda: (laughing) They're laughing with you on that. As you're saying that, they're laughing, but I did hear that they do have some restricted energy. What that's about, I'm not sure (pausing with closed eyes). I'm hearing, "Storm came and blew them away," or blew something.

G: The what? The storm?

Siddhananda: A storm (nodding)... a storm came.

G: A storm came (nodding).

Siddhananda: Yeah. I'm asking if it's more in consciousness that it happened, and they're feeling that it is. It's more like an imbalance from the power of the wind (closing her eyes). So, let's see what questions they have. They say that they need a little bit of mooring.

G: Mm hmm.

Siddhananda: They're feeling that wind is too strong.

G: (pausing) They need more grounding. I would say [give them] the Kali [mantras].

Siddhananda: (nodding and closing her eyes) They're okay [with that] (gesturing Namaste).

G:  Yeah, they don't need any COS expansion. They need to be more [grounded] ...

Siddhananda:  ... rooted.

G: Yeah, rooted (nodding).

Siddhananda: I think that's right, because things are blowing through and that's causing the imbalance.

G: Right. You need to have a little balance there.

Jivanmukti

Siddhananda: Moving on to this one … Jivanmukti … my first feeling with this one.

G: Is it jivanmukti or looking for jivanmukti?

Siddhananda: Looking ...

G: Looking for … (nodding)

Siddhananda: Mukti.

G: Mukti, yeah, mukti … wants liberation. What practices has he done?

Siddhananda: I’m kind of hearing an opening heart mantra.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I see a flower in the heart. Is that opening the heart mantra? I don’t really know, I don’t think they are.

G: Yeah, absolutely. That’s why I am wondering how far… how open they are already.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: At this point, they might just need the Kali mantras. If they have already expanded heart in that total expansion, then they just need to cut.

Siddhananda: I think that would be really good because what I am seeing is that flower come. I see it really open (opening up her hands in expansion).

G: Yeah, if they already have that oneness connection to some degree, they are already open to that oneness. So I would say for them they need to have the Kali mantras for them.

Siddhananda: That would be a nice balance.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And, that’s coming in immediately for them, this being. And it’s giving … with that and it’s kind of a pink … and it’s giving some grounding, too.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s giving some earthy rooting or substance.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Very nice! I think we are good with this one.

G: So, thank you for coming. (Namaste hands)

Siddhananda: That will do it.

G: That will do it!

Siddhananda: Get those mantras in there, and oh boy!