Devoted to Kali

Siddhananda: Little bit green one (picking up the next stone).

G: hmm hmm. Blood stone.

Siddhananda: Oh okay! Some of them have a little more red than this.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Okay. A blood stone that's not too bloody-looking. what that means, i don't know (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: (pause with closed eyes) i do see some blood. i see the image of Kali coming forward, in black.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: with all her skulls and whole business.

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: Let's see what this spirit has to say today. (pause). They're saying "master kali", but, i'm not quite grabbing on to what their meaning of that is.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause) "master kali".

G: Have they been a kali worshiper? Maybe, a devotee of kali. 

Siddhananda: Yes. They're devoted to that goddess.

G: So, what is it that we can help you with?

Siddhananda: i did see an image of.. is it Rama Krishna?

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Maybe they resonate with him. (pause). They're saying they do resonate with his type of energy.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: So, what questions do you have for us today? (pause) Okay, they have that bond with his teachings and his energy.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: So, what do you desire from us today? (pause) i'm hearing the kali mantras.

G: Does he have all the kali mantras? Ask him how many kali mantras he has.

Siddhananda: (pause). i don't know, i'm seeing something like here's the mantras (at the top) and then some at the bottom (gesturing with hands).

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i'm not getting the exact ones or anything, but, it's not all of them.

G: i think he doesn't have all of them. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: i think he's got maybe one kali mantra. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. That's my feeling, too. Maybe, like one or two.

G: So, we'll let him go ahead have the rest of the kali mantras. He can do those, that would be very good for him and just totally surrender into that. 

Siddhananda: They're very very grateful. They are bowing to that goddess energy of Kali that comes through all. Thank you (hand on heart).

G: Namaste (gesturing namaste). Yeah, that's the problem, he only got one beginning mantra and that's it. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: He doesn't have the fullness of it. 

Siddhananda: which makes the whole thing complete.

G: Exactly. 

Siddhananda: Makes sense.

On the Altar of Truth

Siddhananda: (Showing a transparent heart stone) (pause) i just heard a few things like "I love light, I die to Truth."

G: Okay, so what's the problem? If they love light and they want to go die to Truth, on the altar of Truth they lay themselves. So, what's the problem, if they're ready to sacrifice themselves into that light. 

Siddhananda: (pause) They're saying "no problem."

G: Good. 

(G and Siddhananda lose connection for a bit)

G: Okay, we're gonna have to wait just a second because our connection has gone a little swirly here. So, let's give it a second to right itself again. (pause). There! Okay, let's try it again.

Siddhananda: Sounds like they want the [inaudible]

G: They want what? 

Siddhananda: [They want] the mantras.

G: If they actually lay themselves on the altar of Truth one hundred percent and let go, they don't need any mantras. 

Siddhananda: (pause)

G: If they do that a hundred percent sincerely, on the altar of Truth i lay myself, and open a hundred percent for God receiving that sacrifice [then] there are no mantras that they need at that point from where they're at. 

Siddhananda: (nodding) Yeah, they're doing that.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: It's feeling very still.

G: hmm hmm. Yeah, from where they're at, God would accept the sacrifice. That's the sacrifice he wants. He's got the bulls on a thousand hills. That's the sacrifice he wants, the sacrifice of your being, to find out the Truth. That's it. And there is no sacrifice in it in the end. There is only liberation.

Siddhananda: (pause) They're doing quite well. They're going into stillness.

G: Yeah, into the void. 

Siddhananda: Yes, very much in stillness.

G: Yeah, there was no mantras [needed], that was just putting things off for the being. 

Siddhananda: That's what i was going to say. You made it quick. You made it [like] do it now, why postpone.

G: Exactly. If that's what you're asking and you're saying [you want to go] to there, then let's do it. 

Siddhananda: (laughing). Let's do it.

G: (laughing). Be careful what you ask for. 

Siddhananda: It was very peaceful. It was quite fine.

G: Yeah. It is. There is that initial fear [of] death and then you find out there is no death. It is the great Universal joke. 

Siddhananda: (nodding)

G: So, one comes out of it laughing because it is such a misnomer and a fallacy of mental ridiculous notions. 

Siddhananda: (pause) They are just still.

G: Yeah, we'll leave them there. They can go on the top [shelf] with the linga crowd. 

Siddhananda: I was going to say we're starting to build a crowd here (laughing) (placing the stone on the void shelf).

G: We're starting to build a linga crowd. They need to come out of there eventually (laughing). 

Siddhananda: They're enjoying it up there.

G: They'll come out eventually. They're in there. There's no time and space, especially in there, and especially if they're not in the corporeal body in this realm [then] the time and space is much more fluid. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

Jivanmukti

Siddhananda: Moving on to this one … Jivanmukti … my first feeling with this one.

G: Is it jivanmukti or looking for jivanmukti?

Siddhananda: Looking ...

G: Looking for … (nodding)

Siddhananda: Mukti.

G: Mukti, yeah, mukti … wants liberation. What practices has he done?

Siddhananda: I’m kind of hearing an opening heart mantra.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I see a flower in the heart. Is that opening the heart mantra? I don’t really know, I don’t think they are.

G: Yeah, absolutely. That’s why I am wondering how far… how open they are already.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: At this point, they might just need the Kali mantras. If they have already expanded heart in that total expansion, then they just need to cut.

Siddhananda: I think that would be really good because what I am seeing is that flower come. I see it really open (opening up her hands in expansion).

G: Yeah, if they already have that oneness connection to some degree, they are already open to that oneness. So I would say for them they need to have the Kali mantras for them.

Siddhananda: That would be a nice balance.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And, that’s coming in immediately for them, this being. And it’s giving … with that and it’s kind of a pink … and it’s giving some grounding, too.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s giving some earthy rooting or substance.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Very nice! I think we are good with this one.

G: So, thank you for coming. (Namaste hands)

Siddhananda: That will do it.

G: That will do it!

Siddhananda: Get those mantras in there, and oh boy!

The Path and the Practices

Siddhananda: [I'm hearing] perfection ... reality ... [they're saying] "Namaste"

G: Namaste (gesturing Namaste).

Siddhananda: (pause) I'm kind of feeling that they've journeyed along this path with us a little bit. They haven't [been with us in body]. We don't know them in body, but they've come along for the ride.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: The path that you've created is so unprecedented and they're asking, is it okay that they've kind of sat and listened, and tried to walk it.

G: Yeah.. absolutely (smiling).

Siddhananda: Okay (laughing). Is that okay?

G: (laughing) No teacher is ever going to turn a student away that comes in sincerity ... absolutely.

Siddhananda: They're saying, "Thank you, G. Thank you, Siddhananda." They've done that. They've seen you come forward as a light, and how you carved this path out, and your difficulties there. They just wanted to be a part of it and enjoy the practices that you've given. Is it okay for me to say some of the practices they do, or no?

G: Yeah, what practices?

Spirit: "Om That I Am." I do, "I Am That I Am”

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They like that breaking down of barriers and things, and they've been using that. They wanted to make sure that [it was okay]. They felt like you wouldn't mind.

G: No, the “Om That I Am” and “I Am That I Am” are given to anybody, you know, anyone can use that.

Siddhananda: They said they didn't want to be sneaky.

G: Yeah.. I'm glad you came forward (smiling).

Siddhananda: (chuckling) But, they ... something about ... i feel like some kundalini may have awoke through being on this path.

G: hmm hmm (nodding), okay.

Siddhananda: ... and, I'm feeling that's in the energetic form of the spirit of this person. I don't know, I'm kind of hearing, kriyas and other things.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: Anyway ... or that is to come, i don't know ... but now they're hearing the mantras. Is that okay for them?

G: Yeah. I would start with the COS, and then, as you progress, - later when you get ready to really cut through things - then we move on to [what are] called the Morning Mantras, the Kali mantras. But, start with the COS and do the expansion. Once we get to that point, then we do the cutting.

Siddhananda: This one is saying that they certainly know of those things that are out there. They've done their best not to let that penetrate, but, being on the path, those energies have penetrated. Is that okay?

G: That's fine. That's fine ... (smiling) ... absolutely.

Siddhananda: They didn't take it and do it, but they're feeling they're connected with these [mantras]. They do feel the vibration of it.

G: Right, and it's quite fine.

Siddhananda: They do want to say that [with] that connection there is a transmission. If you're on this Path, and whatever practices you're doing, you feel the energy ... all of the transmission of it.

G: Right (nodding)

Siddhananda: They feel that. They feel how potent that is, and it's balanced ... it's balanced ... but, they're so grateful. They just came right to this path when it opened up.

G: hmm hmm ... well, thank you for coming (gesturing namaste). Namaste.

Spirit: Thank you so much. Namaste.