Devoted to Kali

Siddhananda: Little bit green one (picking up the next stone).

G: hmm hmm. Blood stone.

Siddhananda: Oh okay! Some of them have a little more red than this.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Okay. A blood stone that's not too bloody-looking. what that means, i don't know (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: (pause with closed eyes) i do see some blood. i see the image of Kali coming forward, in black.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: with all her skulls and whole business.

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: Let's see what this spirit has to say today. (pause). They're saying "master kali", but, i'm not quite grabbing on to what their meaning of that is.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause) "master kali".

G: Have they been a kali worshiper? Maybe, a devotee of kali. 

Siddhananda: Yes. They're devoted to that goddess.

G: So, what is it that we can help you with?

Siddhananda: i did see an image of.. is it Rama Krishna?

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Maybe they resonate with him. (pause). They're saying they do resonate with his type of energy.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: So, what questions do you have for us today? (pause) Okay, they have that bond with his teachings and his energy.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: So, what do you desire from us today? (pause) i'm hearing the kali mantras.

G: Does he have all the kali mantras? Ask him how many kali mantras he has.

Siddhananda: (pause). i don't know, i'm seeing something like here's the mantras (at the top) and then some at the bottom (gesturing with hands).

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i'm not getting the exact ones or anything, but, it's not all of them.

G: i think he doesn't have all of them. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: i think he's got maybe one kali mantra. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. That's my feeling, too. Maybe, like one or two.

G: So, we'll let him go ahead have the rest of the kali mantras. He can do those, that would be very good for him and just totally surrender into that. 

Siddhananda: They're very very grateful. They are bowing to that goddess energy of Kali that comes through all. Thank you (hand on heart).

G: Namaste (gesturing namaste). Yeah, that's the problem, he only got one beginning mantra and that's it. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: He doesn't have the fullness of it. 

Siddhananda: which makes the whole thing complete.

G: Exactly. 

Siddhananda: Makes sense.

Jackhammer

Siddhananda: Okay, so let’s see what this one has to say. (pause) Okay, I see a jackhammer trying to get through cement, so they are saying that’s what you’re going to need for him.

G: (laughing) That is a challenge, okay.

Siddhananda: Got a hard hat? You know, the whole business.

G: I’m a challenge. Okay.

Siddhananda: That’s what he’s saying. That’s what he’s saying! (laughing) Oh man, so…

G: Just be ready for it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly.

G: Construction time.

Siddhananda: He’s a hardheaded one. Exactly! Bullheaded, maybe. I’m asking, “Why are you this way?” (pause) He’s just feeling more like it’s just how the conditionings grew and really grew into this hardened thing.

G: So what is it that he is seeking? What can we help him with? With our hardheaded one? We’re always up for a challenge.

Siddhananda: He’s saying, “If you’ve got a jackhammer, bring it on.”

G: Okay, is he sure he wants that?

Siddhananda: Let me make sure.

G: We’ve got a jackhammer, all right.

Siddhananda: (laughing, closing eyes) Okay, he feels like he does. There’s a little crack in there. I see a little light at the center. So, he’s kind of saying, “Please release me from this container.”

G: All right. The Kali and the Kali mantras.

Siddhananda: Yes. (closing eyes) Okay, those are being transmitted there. There is a soft center. It’s filled with light. It is going right to that center.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Okay, so we’ll just leave him with that, I think.

G: Yeah, that will be enough to break through that.

Balancing the Energy

Siddhananda: So, let's move forward (showing a small translucent stone with yellow edges).

G: Moving On.

Siddhananda: Moving On.

G: That's a big one.

Siddhananda: Isn't it a pretty one?

G: I like that one a lot.

Siddhananda: Kind of shimmery and clear.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (long pause with closed eyes) I'm just going to put out whatever i'm hearing, "eruption of forces."

G: Eruption of forces, okay.

Siddhananda: "Leave a lasting impression."

G: Aha. Okay.

Siddhananda: (pause) "I cannot be still with this eruption going on."

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: "My mind, my body is erupting like a volcano."

G: Aha, okay.

Siddhananda: "I cannot find myself in this eruption."

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: "Where am i?"

G: So, have you come here to be still?

Siddhananda: "I would like to be. I want to be more settled. This is hard. I am constantly exploding, in a way."

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: i see some materials exploding and then (pause) some solid formations exploding. There's a light, but, it comes back again and explodes.

G: Yeah, i think he needs to have Kali come in.

Siddhananda: (long pause with closed eyes) Okay, that energy is trying to get more balanced.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: More in alignment, versus all this (making a sound as if something's exploding).

G: Right.

Siddhananda: (pause) I'm just seeing a formation of a line coming up (moving hand up and down the body/Spine).

G: Aha

Siddhananda: But, there is a fire . There's this containing it a little bit more.

G: Yeah, because the energy is scattered everywhere and they need to have it brought into focus.

Siddhananda: Yeah. So, they can actually settle a little and also be able to work with it.

G: Do that process [of cutting] mental spins that are going on and everything, so, Kaili is very good for that. Cutting through all of that drama and stuff.. (pause) to unify those forces, bring them to into alignment.

Siddhananda: Okay, i see some black Kali there and fire under her feet and i see ego, like she stamps, steps, stomping it out.

G: Yeah, exactly.

Siddhananda: She's stomping out ego and ego is in that fire and she is just stomping on it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: In that fire (laughing) and the little ego has head on it's side with tongue out.

G: And, i think we'll also have Shiva come in for this one.

Siddhananda: Wow, nice! Lucky, huh?

G: Nataraj. We need that nataraj in there as well.

Siddhananda: You want Shiva nataraj.

G: Yep, it's going to take two of them. Shiva and Kali. Nataraj and Kali.

Siddhananda: Okay, immediately i saw more Shiva-ish, but, Shiva nataraj is there too. They're all there, the regular Shiva with the chandra and then Shiva nataraj. Shiva is big, looming there with almost encompassing the whole thing.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: With his chandra and the open eye (pointing to the middle of the forehead) and everything.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, that's there. Man, lucky, lucky energy. Kali is working at stomping out that ego in the fire and then Shiva nataraj is just there waiting , just waiting.

G: Yeah, let her do her thing first.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and then that will come into being. So, it's there waiting and then Shiva is there looming over the whole. What a nice scene!

G: (smiling).

Siddhananda: ..and it's really what happens, because that work is being done with kali just stomping, putting that ego in the fire. Ego hasn't died yet, but, she's at least containing it, making it towards the good. Towards something that's going to be in that purity, in the end. Fires of purification, versus all this (moving hands around the head).

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Reforming and exploding, reforming, exploding. It's contained in that.

G: Right. She can help to cut all of that stuff and help to burn away that dross out.

Siddhananda: Oh, boy. That's no joke, that ego is being stomped out in that fire, but, he's not dead yet. But, he is burning and she is stomping on him, it's no joke.

G: Yeah. she will get the job done. She doesn't mess around.

Siddhananda: Man!

G: She is that concentration of Durga, She is absolutely that one hundred percent concentrated energy and will just really nail it.

Siddhananda: Wow!

G: If something needs to be nailed, Kali will do it.

Siddhananda: And that's what's happening. So, boy, i wonder if we should just let this happen a while? what do you think Guruji?

G: Yeah, we need let them work on that.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And we'll check with him tomorrow.

Siddhananda: Sounds good.

G: So we'll put him up on that second shelf as well.

Siddhananda: Second shelf, okay.

G: The healing center.

Siddhananda: Okay. I was drawn to this clear cross back there. I might put him back there.

G: Yeah, we could put him back there, that's fine.

Siddhananda: That's by the healing center, too. They really got all this energy coming in, man, they're lucky! Because i felt like they were working it, trying to explode that solid mind body connection and, it wasn't happening.

G: Right

Siddhananda: It wasn't been funneled in the right direction.

G: Right. They were having a lot of energy, a lot of stuff coming up.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And trying to explode that ego stuff.

Siddhananda: Exactly.

G: And trying to get rid of it, trying to explode the buildings etc.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: That happens with kundalini.

Siddhananda: Right, yeah. Formations.

G: And it was stuck.

Siddhananda: Exactly.

G: It was just very scattered. And somewhere along the way he got lost.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: He was either not with a real competent teacher or.. i don't know what exactly happened, but, it needed to have that extra boost (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. So, that is good because i can see some ashes in my mind, so, it's coming, it's coming.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Lucky fella, i tell you, lucky man or woman or person or energy, i don't know.

G: Yeah, well, they have been doing some work.

Siddhananda: Yeah. Definitely.

G: They worked for a while, so, it was time, yeah.

Siddhananda: That's the thing because it's just like you say, it's those buildings, those structures exploding, all of it, that, heavy structures that are in place, big cities of structures or whatever.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's just exploding and that's what's happening, but, they needed that. The Kali energy is what brings balance, if it's done in the right way.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Like you say, it can also be a deluder, too. It can make things harder.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: But, with this, it was ready, boom, so.

G: Yeah, they have been going through that for a while. So, it was time to just say ok, let's get the heavy artillery in here and knock this out (laughing).

Siddhananda: They're a lucky man. I just saw an image of Shiva, so strong.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So nice. Nice to see him. We haven't called him out for a while.

G: Yeah, we haven't called Shiva too much, so, we can call Shiva some more and maybe we'll even call Shiva in with our one that's being worked on.

Siddhananda: Yeah, he's such a beautiful image with that trishula, beautiful face, that knot and the ganges (has hand over the top of the head) and the blue. Just a nice image.

G: Yeah, with the ganges and everything.

Siddhananda: I love that image, okay.

G: Yeah. A little Shiva interlude today. (smiling).

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah, that was nice.

There's hope

Siddhananda: Okay, a big dark one (showing a dark stone).

G: Yes, a nice big dark smokey quartz. 

Siddhananda: It got a lot of different layers to it, it's really nice in the light.

G: Yeah. In the light, it's very nice. It's interesting to see what energies choose what stones. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They're specific to what they choose, i think. It's what's comfortable for that one.

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: It's either something that they need to develop or it's something that is comfortable for them at that moment.

Siddhananda: Yeah. At times, if it is a darker stone, they have a more shadowy energy.

G: Sometimes. Yeah. Sometimes they do. 

Siddhananda: You can never say.

G: Once in a while, no, but sometimes, yes. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. Let's see what this one has going on. (pause). i see the stone, it is pretty black-looking in my mind with some black aura streaming from it.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Okay, they are saying "i have a twisted mind, i have a dark mind."

G: hmm. Okay, why did they go off and when did that begin that you started to have a twisted [mind], because nobody comes in like that. That develops. So, what caused it to develop?

Spirit: i've been involved in some wrong things.

G: Right. 

Spirit: Playing around with fire.

G: Okay, playing around with fire?

Siddhananda: Like arson, [maybe], i don't know.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: (pause) Yes, they like to play with matches, with burning things. It could be symbolic of something else.

G: Was anyone hurt?

Siddhananda: i'm hearing "yes, some animals", maybe. i don't know, i'm just getting the feelings, and all i can do is convey the feeling of it is not good.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Maybe some innocent life.

G: was hurt?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah, they can get very twisted. This is what happens with serial killers and stuff. They start out and they develop, they abuse animals and they get very abusive.

Siddhananda: That's never a good sign.

G: It's not a good sign. (addressing the spirit) So, what caused the beginning of that twisting away from light? Do you remember?

Spirit: Pain, wanting to hurt something else.

G: Yeah. So they were in pain and usually they want to then afflict it on others. So, what caused that pain for you?

Spirit: i was beaten and abused.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Maybe, they were young then, impressionable.

G: Exactly. Because nothing comes in originally like that, you just don't. They could have had a number of incarnations where they had that [abuse] and they just.. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Do you know that that can be changed? Do you know that that pain can be taken away?

Siddhananda: i'm seeing that he's holding that imagery of hurt things, innocent life, and..

G: You know you can seek forgiveness for that and come back in to right the scales, to work for those that you hurt. 

Spirit: Can i?

G: Yes, you can. 

Spirit: i just feel like a deamon, a deamon spirit.

G: We can have Christ come in right now and work with that. Christ can cast that out. Christ is very good at casting that out. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, Christ is there, very big in the scene, maybe even more. The rock is very small, it's nothing compared to that.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: It's like a big angelic image standing above this rock.

G: Yeah, if you ask for forgiveness and you ask for Light, Christ can come in and take that away. He can take that away. 

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, the rock is not so black looking in my mind, as Christ is working with penetrating light and presence.

G: Right. One can seek forgiveness, but, you have to be willing to turn your back on those things and go from that point into a new path. It's possible, one can be regenerated. They can be forgiven. 

Siddhananda: i see this soul almost like laying down asleep, almost like they were in such a deep dream with this stuff.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Like they were in this deep maya.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: You see them just asleep and some of that dream imagery coming up. They were just very thick in this.

G: Inundated with it, right. This consumed them.

Siddhananda: It's sad, you see them almost like an embryo in there. It's like it consumed their every cell.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: But, Christ is working and the light is penetrating that image, which was just saturated. i don't think they had any awakeness, at all.

G: No, when it becomes really really dark, really really dark, they can go into that almost sleep state and get reabsorbed into the Absolute, with absolutely no consciousness. 

Siddhananda: Wow, that's interesting.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: It's feeling that way a little bit, because i don't usually see this heavy dreaming that they're in.

G: Right, they can become unconscious and be reabsorbed. 

Siddhananda: Loose their chance.

G: Yeah. But, that's mercy in the end. In the end, it's Grace. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, for them and for others.

G: For others, too. But, they do have a chance to turn around. If they have consciousness, they can be turned around and have life. 

Siddhananda: Well, this soul is very deep asleep. Although, i feel Christ there.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: That will probably need some work.

G: Yeah, that's going to need some time. So, we ask that Christ be there and we also ask that Kali be there. Kali sometimes works with that very dark energies and can again help to cut away. 

Siddhananda: Christ and Kali, nice combination. i like that blend (smiling).

G: Yeah, Christ and Kali. 

Siddhananda: (pause). It definitely comes in with a very different energy when Kali enters the scene.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i see something that went in there, like wooosh.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: But, they're still thick in the dream.

G: Yeah. it's going to take some time. Again, they have to be consciousness enough to let go of it. It can't be taken away from you, against your will.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: No one, not Christ, not Kali, none of the guides, masters, even God themself, cannot take something away unless you are willing to let it go. You have to let it go. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, and as you are speaking, i see their eyes open a little, but they are red and rolly, they're just really thick in this dream of dead consciousness.

G: Right, the dead consciousness gets deeper and deeper until it just closes down entirely. So, you have an opportunity to move forward, but, you have to try with all your being to be conscious and give this over and ask for that help from Christ and Kali.

Siddhananda: That's it.

G: You have to be conscious, you have to stay awake and allow them to help you. 

Siddhananda: They are rolling over a little bit, they are moving. They are not just a dead weight. Their eyes are opening a little bit.

G: (Picking up the stone, holding in hand and closing eyes)

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, it's got a bit more quietness. i just see some different colors coming. They're still in their bed of dreams, lost there.

G: Yeah. Let's ask Christ is there help for this one. Is there anything else we can do?

Siddhananda: (pause). i do see that heart shining when you say that.

G: Yeah. That there is some hope for them. Is there something we can do to make it better for these types?

Siddhananda: "Sit them in stillness," i'm hearing, "sit them in Grace." Pretty much what we've been doing.

G: hmm hmm. So, we'll just do what we've been doing. We'll go ahead and put this one over by the healing center because it might take some time for this. The ones that are real heavy like that can take some time to breakthrough those dreams. 

Siddhananda: Oh, yeah.

G: The consciousness gets suppressed, it gets so dark, it's got no energy left. 

Siddhananda: That's it, it's dead energy. Nothing to circulate.

G: No. They think that when they are in that dark, they got more energy, they got more power. But, the further they go, they become dead. It just loses everything. 

Siddhananda: They didn't move, they were just dead weight. They were so deep asleep.

G: Right, one goes into unconscious realm of sleep, and those ones that are really unconscious will be absorbed back. It's like going into a black hole.

Siddhananda: Wow. i'm amazed that they even care.

G: If there's enough clarity to even come, then there's some hope. 

Siddhananda: That they made it here, there's hope. i do see in mind that there's that tiny seed.

G: Yeah. There's always that seed of light. If they can grab that seed of light, it can grow. But, they've got to tend it, nourish it and they've got to turn their back on that darkness. They have to be willing to turn their back and not engage it any longer. 

Siddhananda: There's some compassion for those ones that had to endure that, but, again you hear about these heinous acts and it's hard to even understand it.

G: Exactly. But, there has to come compassion because they're driven to do what they do. And they're driven in pain. They're in an absolute hell-realm doing what they're doing. 

Siddhananda: And they don't have any feelings anymore.

G: Right. They are so dead, they're trying to feel something. So, yeah, it's drawn all to the negative, unfortunately.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's sad, but all we can do is have them there by the healing center. Things have turned around here. We've had some dark ones but nothing to this degree, but, we'll wait.

G: We'll wait and see what happens with them.

Siddhananda: The heart is shining.

G: The heart shining means there's some hope. We can't give up hope on it. All we can do is pray for that one, pray for forgiveness and that they would open up to that Light. That's all. We can pray for that the best be done in this situation at hand. 

Cutting Sword of Kali

Siddhananda: On to this next one, ding (showing a small brown stone). Let's see what it has to bring today. (pause) A lot of nice, nice light is coming from it. (pause) Okay, they are saying they're burning from the heat.

G: Oh, another one. Okay, (grimacing).

Siddhananda: I do see some burning. It's light, but, there's flames too.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, there's some flames.

G: They're near the end.

Siddhananda: Yeah. So, where, what's going on? (pause) Okay. They are saying they feel like a dark spirit . And they feel like they need to be in this kind of a situation, because that's what they are, they're dark. Let's see why [they think so].

G: Because they're dark, they need to be there?

Siddhananda: Yeah, they need to be in this type of fire, surrounding them, [because] they're dark and they're scary. (light laughter).

G: Okay. So, what we'll do with this, i'll tell you how to fix that - with Kali.

Siddhananda: Okay, bring Kali?

G: Just call Kali in.

Siddhananda: Bring Kali to the scene.

G: Bring Kali.

Siddhananda: White Kali..

G: Absolutely, bring Kali.

Siddhananda: Okay, i'm seeing white Kali and a black Kali. Which one?

G: With both.

Siddhananda: Both! Okay. (making a hissing sound).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: (pause) It's amazing how they came in. They came in and like descended down (gesturing with hands going out and being drawn down to the ground).

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: ..in this slow way and there they are.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: That was cool. All of a sudden that area turned a lot lighter, man! wooow!

G: (nodding) Yeah, Kali will come in, will cut the head, that demon ideology. That's exactly what she does. She's the condensation of Durga and all of the mantras. They cut that, they cut it, cut it, cut it.

Siddhananda: It's just a circle of light now, and you have the two Kali's.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, that is all that i'm seeing right now. They were contained in that fire, [which] in some way was good, just to contain it.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, now it's light. It's got like sun looking, immediately, the way they descended down. Let me see if i could speak to that energy. (pause). They're just saying "much better, much better."

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing). I don't know if they were Indian, i just keep hearing "much better, much better." (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: I don't think they were really evil. I think they did that to themselves.

G: Like i said, that's what Kali does. She comes and cuts the heads and that's liberation for that one, when one of those demon heads are hanging there and then it becomes liberated.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: That mentality.

Siddhananda: That's it.

G: That mentality gets cut. Then, it's that liberation that remains.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i don't think they were evil and scary. They felt kind of little and small when they were saying that. I think they just had themselves in fear.

G: ..like Kali comes and cuts that immediately and they can move forward.

Siddhananda: Yeah, whatever it was, it's immediately been [cut]. They're relieved, they're much better. (pause). They're saying "can you leave me here for a while with this energy."

G: Oh, absolutely. They can stay with Kali for a while. (laughing).

Siddhananda: I'll put them back by this healing center, maybe, for now.

G: We'll put them by the healing center and they'll continue to work with it, absolutely.

Siddhananda: No, they were immediately relieved of that heat, of that fires they were in. It was a different feeling of whatever came in was much better.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, they have that blessing. Wow, lucky, lucky, lucky them!

G: That was quick.

Siddhananda: That was quick. Sometimes, you never know, but, it could be like you said, it was just hanging there, ready to be [cut].

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: ..just kind of ready to go, ready to go and that was that.

Kali - Time, and Timelessness

Siddhananda: Alright, so next (showing a clear stone tinged with a golden hue)! Okay (closing her eyes).

Spirit: Tell me about time. Time. What reality does time have?

G: It only has the reality that you give it. When you’re in a corporeal body, everything is condensed, and you feel as if there is time. When you’re in the etheric body, then there is no time, and it’s timeless.

Siddhananda: I’m just going to throw out what I’m hearing. I’m hearing, “So, you don’t exist there?”

G: Well, there is existence. Absolutely, there is existence, 100%. Being in the corporeal body is like being in a dream state, a dream state of time, but when one wakes up, it’s more of that timelessness.

Siddhananda: Time. I just keep hearing, “time.” “Man-made?” they’re asking.

G: (nodding) Man-made, yes.

Spirit: Time is man-made. Time is man-made. Okay.

Siddhananda: They just wanted to let that resonate (pausing).

G: In the time of God, a thousand years is just one day. A thousand years earth time is just one day there.

Spirit: Timelessness is spirit, then?

G: Right. Right (nodding).

Siddhananda: (nodding) I think that’s really all that they needed.

G: Mm hmm. Yeah, they can check more with Kali. Kali is time.

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: She is that presence of time, and the timeless.

Spirit: In one, huh?

G: Mm hmm, yeah.

Siddhananda: I guess, I’m kind of hearing, “So, that has to do with like a process, time?”

G: Process, you could say it’s a process if one holds to that, but as one starts doing practices, etc., one’s sense of time shifts. So, it all has to do based on the consciousness.

Siddhananda: I did see just a burst of light all of a sudden. Just a burst (clenching her fists, and shaking them slightly)! I mean, I could feel it in my heart, too.

G: Yeah (speaking softly).

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) Yeah, so that was …

G: Quick! Quick, quick in a knowing … a quick, quick, Aha!

Siddhananda: Uh huh, exactly (laughing)!

G: Like … shew! … (gesturing with her hands to indicate a flash)!

Siddhananda: Yeah, man, that shot out quick! But, that’s what those aha’s are like … just boom!

G: Just a sudden shift, and just like … Oh! … (flashing her eyes wide open) … why didn’t I see that before? Oh, yes!

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. There’s some cracking of something (gesturing as if breaking something in two).

G: Yeah, it’s breaking that open.

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: They were in a pretty hard shell of that … (grimacing with eyes wide open and shaking the hands slightly near her head) …

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly … constriction (nodding).

G: Yeah, constriction. Mm hmm.

Siddhananda: So, that’s good. So, would you say for them to kind of contemplate Kali more? Is that what you were asking, Guruji?

G: Yeah! They can look into and speak more with Kali, and resonate with that energy, because Kali is time, and timeless, … the void. So, they can pull that energy in and explore that.

Siddhananda: (pausing for a time with closed eyes) Okay, that sounds [right]. So, yeah, they had quite a revelation there.

G: Okay, so, we will leave that...

Siddhananda: They’re opening. So, that’s good!

G: So, that’s good, and we will leave them with that (gesturing namaste). They can always come back if they have other questions at another time.

Siddhananda: Sure, if they need us again, but, fortunately, there is more help behind us on the other side, too.

G: Yes! There is much more help, and even more coming to the forefront.

Siddhananda: Coming .. which will be just awesome! So, that we’re looking forward to.

Cutting power

Siddhananda:  Next (shows a small, clear crystal stone). Right, let’s see. (closes eyes and focuses within). I'm hearing, "Kali."  That seems to be the foremost ... Kali, clarity ... or Kali ... (pausing). It sounds like they're having that kind of cutting going on.

G:  That's good.

Siddhananda:  Yeah (laughing).

G:  Is there something we can help with?

Siddhananda:  More ... they want more cutting.

G:  Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda:  They want to continue with that cutting, and they know that's something that you embody ... that energy and that piercing ...

G:  We'll let them go ahead and have the morning mantras, the Kali mantras. I think there’s someone on the other side that can aid to give those.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, that's coming now for that.

G:  Aha

Siddhananda:  That can happen there. They want to say that that's what they were hoping you would say (laughing).

G:  (Laughing)

Siddhananda:  That's exactly what they wanted.

G:  So, we're happy to have Kali aid with that, and I'm sure Kali can show up directly, too, in many manifestations (laughing)

Siddhananda:  which is a good thing!

G:  They will get more than they bargained for, with that.

Siddhananda:  That's the thing.

G:  May all the manifestations of Kali appear, and give the specific mantras.

Siddhananda:  Nice ... nice.

G:  Yeah.

Siddhananda:  I do kind of hear "Durga"

G:  Yeah

Siddhananda:  So, they're ready.

G:  They're all coming, yeah.  Yeah, all of the manifestations will be there, and you'll have more cutting power than you'll know what to do with.

Siddhananda:  Be careful what you ask for.

G:  Yeah.

Siddhananda:  The mantras are there. Those are grounding, and so it's all good. All right!

G:  OK . Thank you. Namaste (hands together in prayer position).

Siddhananda:  Namaste

The Meaning of Kali

Siddhananda: (showing a purple rock) Ooh, I see a picture of an image of the cutting off of the head! I don’t know what that is … ooh! I wonder if that’s meaning Kali, or … yeah, I think that’s what they are saying with that. Hopefully, it wasn’t some kind of beheading. I don’t know! I’m just trying to get this clear.

G: Yeah, could we get a little more clarity on that?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: What that image is for ...

Siddhananda: (closing eyes) That’s strong!

G: … in reference to?

Siddhananda: I’m kind of hearing, "Kali."

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: But, it’s very graphic. I’m just feeling it’s more of a physical nature that they are stuck on. So, let’s see what questions [they have].

Spirit: Kali, head of ego.

Siddhananda: Maybe explain more, or…

G: Oh, they want to know what that is?

Siddhananda: Let’s see (pausing). I think they are worried about it being a painful thing.

G: No, it’s not a painful thing (smiling). The representation of that is Kali cuts the heads of the demons. Whatever demon, mental spins you are in, that’s what gets cut, okay. So those are the sticking points of ego, and so that’s what gets cut, the ideations, and the false things that one is clinging to. They get cut, they get cut, they get cut ... so that one can move forward in clarity to that absolute, but there’s nothing to fear in that.

Siddhananda: I think that image is there more [because], they took it to be more of a physical pain thing.

G: Yeah, like it’s going to physically cut your head (slicing her neck).

Siddhananda: Yeah, yeah.

G: No, it’s not a physical death. It’s the death of the demonic, if you will, the demonic or the demon. They need to go in and explore the writings of… what’s it called? The Kali sutras …

Siddhananda:  Oh, the one that you talked about a lot?

G: Yeah, yeah.

Siddhananda: With the different manifestations, like… 

G: Yeah, yeah.

Siddhananda:  Why can’t I… sometimes these things, they are there, but when you need them …

G: They are there, but it’s not popping in with the name of it right now.

Siddhananda: My gosh! I know, I can see it and feel it, but to verbalize it …

G: It’s the story of Durga and Kali … the Durga that people were praying to because the demons were overtaking the earth, the mental sphere of the earth, the mental sphere (moving hands around broadly). The gods got together, and they were calling Durga. Then Durga was fighting these demonic mental spins, if you will. We’ll just call them the mental spins and things. When Durga, when all her energies concentrate fully, it becomes Kali. So, Kali is the absolutely condensed version of going in, and working with those energies, the demons, and they cut the head of the demon, or the mental spins, so that it is no more. Okay, so, yeah, it’s releasing those mental spins.

Siddhananda: So, they are feeling then, it’s more energy, in a way.

G: (nodding) It’s energy. It’s not a physical beheading. It’s an energetic cutting of the head, of the life force from that mental spin that one is in.

Siddhananda: They like how you put that.

Spirit: Yeah, so it doesn’t necessarily mean that it would affect my body.

G: No, it doesn’t have anything to do with the body. It’s being willing to cut those mental spins. The Kali mantra is needed for that, because when Durga was cutting the head, when the … it’s very graphic. So, what happened was when she cut the head of the demon, when the blood came out, (gesturing with her hands like blood gushing from her neck) two, three more thoughts would go. Every time a drop of blood hit the earth, another thought would stream up … another thought, another thought, another thought. So, when you use the Kali mantras, what it’s showing is those different aspects of Kali, each one of them addresses something, some type of a mental spin, if you will, and cuts that, so that you can energetically go forward, and be cleared of it.

Siddhananda: They are feeling better about that. They just, I think, got caught up in a fear around it.

G: Right. There’s a lot of people, especially if you were born in India, if you are not around Bengal or around that part of India, they heard of Kali, and they think that it’s demonic or something. They don’t understand what the dark is. They don’t understand why she looked so gruesome holding this (holding up her arm in a fist the way Kali holds up a severed head). But, you've got to challenge all your fears. You have to challenge all of these things. So, it can be very fearful to one.

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: … that is not walking in a correct manner, so to speak, because Kali is there to cut out all the negatives, to address it and cut it, yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, so there is a bit to that. They are saying, "thank you."

G: She is time and the timeless. Yeah, and karma will catch up with you (laughing).

Siddhananda: I don’t know if it has to do with this soul.

G: Well, no, I’m just saying that karma will catch up. Time will catch up. So, better to go into cutting all of the drama out of the mental spins.

Siddhananda: Right, and walking a path of honesty, transparency and integrity is part of that.

G: Right, right. Exactly!

Siddhananda: This energy is more settled. So, should we leave it there then?

G: Yeah, we’ll leave it there. Maybe someone that’s on the other side that understands more of Kali, or the energy of Kali itself, can come and give some more wisdom to that.

Siddhananda: I know there has been others here, and I’m sure that there are more there, that can continue to guide this soul.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: All right. Namaste! 

G: Namaste. Yeah, nothing to fear with Kali if you are doing it in the right way.

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: Yeah, a lot of people, they've got mistaken notions, and they think she’s black Tantra or something.

Siddhananda: Because of the black, it’s so absorbing.

G: Because of the black, they don’t understand the symbology. So, they take it in fear, and not knowing that cutting the heads is liberation, that that’s liberation. What it’s representing there is liberation.

Siddhananda: Yeah, yeah, a good thing. You can’t always say that if something appears this way that it means this or that, but it has a very potent message of liberation in all those symbols.

G: Exactly.

Kali's Grace

Siddhananda: So, we have our first stone [of the day] here, a linga (showing a small lingam which is black in color) (pause)... Well, the first thing I heard is "master-peace," so, not like a masterpiece (laughter).  No, it's funny, I'm laughing 'cause this guy is laughing.

G: Master, peace. (moving her hands left and then right to illustrate the space between the words) (Laughter) 

Siddhananda: I almost saw it like this big amazing painting, or something like that, maybe that's true, too? Master, peace (moving both arms left then right slowly to illustrate the space between the words) (laughter all round)

G: I think it's peace.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly.

G: Not piece.

Siddhananda: That's right.

G: (laughter)

Siddhananda: Anyway, he's saying he is a masterpiece though, now, come on! (laughter all round)

G: (laughter) There you go... it's also masterpiece, ok. So we'll take that. (laughter)

Siddhananda: So he's a big substantial guy.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Kind of... (holding both fists up to illustrate a big strong person)

G: Big guy.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Substantial.

Siddhananda: Yeah, [I] see like a buddha, like a belly. (little laughter) Anyways, so, how can we help you today? He's in jaga, jaga-pur? maybe you can help me (speaking to G) Jaipur, something like that... I'm hearing.

G: Jaipur?

Siddhananda: I’m hearing, Jai, Jaipur.

G: Maybe Jaipur.

Siddhananda: Is it Jaipur? (asking spirit) (pause).. it sounds like that could be it, but I'm not totally getting a yes or no with that, I don't know why, but, it sounds like it is in India, somewhere, yeah.

G: Yeah, ok.

Siddhananda: It is there, ok, so anyway.

G: North or south India?

Siddhananda: That's where he came from, I mean, he is not there, but...

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I can see him, he's done a lot of rituals by the Ganges and went into the Ganges.

G: Oh, ok, that's a different place then.

Siddhananda: Ok, and I can see him sort of there by the ghats and maybe taking some vows and things, I don't...

G: Aha (nodding)

Siddhananda: So, anyway what questions do you have for us today? I'm just hearing master peace (little laughter)... so, is that where your consciousness is?

Spirit: Yes, in master peace.

G: Aha. (nodding)

Siddhananda: So, how can we help you today? "Want to move," he's saying. Wants to be a knower of Brahman, but, I'm wondering if he's master peace.

G: Aha. (nodding)

Siddhananda: "Want to be a knower of Brahman," is what he's saying... maybe...

G: He wants to be a knower of Brahman.

Siddhananda: Yes.

G: Ok, yeah. So, (pause) yeah I think he can do the COS...

Siddhananda: Ok.

G: And also the Kali [mantras].

Siddhananda: Yeah, that sounds really perfect, that blend for him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: COS and Kali.

G: Yeah, both of those would be good for him.

Siddhananda: I'm feeling a little something with him, like something’s, he's getting a little riled about something. (laughter)

G: Yeah, I'm sure.

Siddhananda: He's getting a little riled.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (Laughter and a grin like what's this about) Something about Kali.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's getting riled.

G: Yeah, because Kali is standing on Shiva (smiling) and he's a worshiper of Shiva. So, it's going to make him a little riled.

Siddhananda: Yeah, he's getting riled.

G: Yeah, 'cause he doesn't understand what that energy is.

Siddhananda: I think it's the Kali thing.

G: Yeah, it's the Kali, of course.

Siddhananda: Ok, boy! He's acting out.

G: Because he's thinking that Kali is disrespecting Shiva or something, and he doesn't understand those energies, and if he wants the peace, he'll [have to] open to those energies. So, anyway, we'll ask our genuine brahman (laughter), that has gone into realization, to please come and speak with this one.

Siddhananda: Ok, the one that is the page turner [referring to a Spirit that visited earlier.]

G: Our page turner. If he could come out of that for a moment. If he could come out of the Absolute and speak with this one for a second, that would be perfect.

Siddhananda: Ok, I'm seeing those pages being turned, so he's coming. Just his way of saying [that] he's available.

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: (taking a deep breath and pause) So, he's telling him, let that all go.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: That's not… it's not like that, what you're thinking.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And the way you're behaving is going to hold this back from you... this Light.

G: Right, right. He needs to go back from, into the yoni, back into the linga, and that yoni is representative of Shakti or Kali. No matter how much he wants to disparage that (laughter), that's the truth of it.

Siddhananda: Right. The true knower of Brahman is here. Yeah, I can feel his energy kind of more there (placing left and over right shoulder)... the other one is more like, kinda his hair is standing on end, he's just riled!

G: Ohh, really really upset, yeah that really would upset him...yeah.

Siddhananda: The knower of Brahman is there, his presence is there and I feel some light emanating (puts hand over heart and gestures light emanating) from him. It could be in his discussion with him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: With this one energy that's so riled.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: [Let's] see what happens, I am feeling fire in this other one that's getting all acting up. (laughter)

G: Oh, I'm sure, I'm sure, they can get quite nasty (laughter) trust me, I've dealt with them before in India, yeah.

Siddhananda: He's...

G: If you come for Truth, then you have to listen to what is Truth, otherwise why did you come? Did you come to get your ego fluffed up?

Siddhananda: I am hearing the challenge with this one, I am hearing that with him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And with that kind of energy, it's not going to go anywhere or...

G: It's not going to bode him well, right.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I mean he needs to settle down.

G: Right, I asked and you said you did not come to challenge, so if you did not come to challenge then you need to sit and listen, and I'm giving you the best to move you forward, whether you want to believe it or not. You are so stuck in your rigid patterns that you missed what it is, and therefore you need this stronger energy to break through those patterns. Ok, so you're not going to get it by continuing the method you've done, it hasn't worked yet.

Siddhananda: And what I'm feeling now is just like I say, the knower of brahman, all this Light flowing, there is a force flowing (moving her arms in and out to indicate a flowing) into this, if he does indeed accept it.

G: He needs to open and accept it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, 'cause it's there.

G: Yeah, 'cause there is one that was a page turner was, (one who was clinging to book knowledge) that has, again, entered realization and he was there and he was from India, and if you don't wanna hear it from me you can hear from him. He will tell you that I know what I'm talking about (laughter).

Siddhananda: And he is with this energy...

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ...transmitting that of be still, be quiet, open up your heart, this is for your good, in what is being said, and these lessons can be very hard and can rock your world. But, stay open, 'cause I, all of us, have come in with some mistaken knowledge, till it get gets rooted away.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: He's pretty solid with his convictions, this is a tough, tough one.

G: He can stay in his convictions, but it hasn't got him to realization, so either he understands that or not. Nobody is forcing him to change, he came here. I did not come to him, he came to me (pause)... but, you don't come to a teacher for aid and then act like this, you should know that.

Siddhananda: You should know better, yeah.

G: Yeah, you should know better.

Siddhananda: Yeah, like why come.

G: Why come if you don't want the truth.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I'll see... check in with him then and see where he's... (pause)

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I'm hearing no, he's not open.

G: Yeah, then you can go on your way.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I think that's best for him right now.

G: Then you can go on your way.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: You can continue to sit there and do Shiva mantras forever and not understand the Truth of what you're doing. I'm giving you a way to go into that linga to understand what it is and what it's not.

Siddhananda: I am just feeling a challenging energy in there.

G: Aha, well (G picks the stone up in her left hand and holds it in her fist) Ok, you don't like Kali. (looks at Siddhananda and laughs)

(G and Siddhananda close eyes) (long pause)

Siddhananda: Definitely quiet. (giggle)

G: (G holds up her left hand with the stone in her fist (pause) then blows into it and proceeds to hold it, then inhales and then exhales)

Siddhananda: Hmm hmm.

G: (holds the stone up to the camera) So, what's happening with our little friend now? (puts stone back down)

Siddhananda: (laughter) I am hearing "burning to ashes."

G: Hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: He was scared in your hands... I'm hearing "burning to ashes."

G: Hmm hmm. It's the best thing that can happen to him. Burn away all that rubbish that he thinks he has.

Siddhananda: It's interesting, there is some ashes and some different manifestations in the fire coming... (Weaving her hands in and out to demonstrate a pattern with the fire)

G: Hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Beautiful manifestations actually of spiritual...

G: Hmm hmm... This is what Kali does, comes in and cuts the heads of demon mind, so that one can be liberated, if you ask for liberation, you wanna know...

Siddhananda: There's not much else coming now, I am just seeing that... from the ashes, these beautiful manifestations, reminds me a little of your one picture that you have with the fire and the images coming up.

G: Hmm hmm. (nodding)

Siddhananda: He's saying "singe my heart."

G: Yeah, it singes your heart.

Siddhananda: (laughter)

G: Now, are you ready to listen? (laughter)

Spirit: Forever at your feet.

G: There we go! (laughter)

Siddhananda: (laughter)

Spirit: Forever at your feet divine.

G: So now, if our page turner could give him the Kali mantras and also the COS.

Siddhananda: Those are right there for him.

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: Immediately!

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Right there, so...

G: And now you can understand now what it is and what it's not. So, we will leave him over here to process (points at the crystal cathedrals) for a day, and we will check with him tomorrow and see what he has learned. (smiling) 

Siddhananda: Yes... (places the stone by the crystal cathedrals)

G: That's what's called having compassion for him.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I know. Yeah.

G: Could have sent him away and left him to stay there for millennia.

Siddhananda: Which we have for some...

G: Yeah,yeah, but it felt for him it was just the right thing to do, to break through that.

Siddhananda: Each one is different.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Each one is different. You just have a knowing there that comes at the time.

G: Yeah.

Fires of Purification

Siddhananda: So we’ve got this one. I’m seeing some fires.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Something about [a] witch, so I don’t know if it’s a good one or not.

G: Okay, just ask if they have come here for aid.

Siddhananda: They are saying yes.

G: Okay, what is it we can help you with?

Siddhananda: I would stick with that… (closing eyes).. want to do good things for the world and for themselves. I am seeing fire, like the fires of purification or something.

G: The fires of purification.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, yeah, I would say for that one that… (long pause).. [they can] have Morning Mantras.

Siddhananda: They took that in nicely. And it just, all the sudden, things felt so clear and light and then to see the dark Kali in the center. They took that in really nice. That was wonderful, really.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Excellent.

G: So that’s the beneficial thing for them, the Morning Mantras, with that fire and aid with the kundalini rising and things… that will help for them.

Siddhananda: Yeah, just purified that energy immediately. Wonderful!

G: Yeah, purified.

Siddhananda: Wonderful, wonderful! There we go with that one!

The Beauty of Kali

Siddhananda: This one is smiling greatly ... something about ... still laughing about that Big Baba, or something.

G: About what?

Siddhananda: Oh, it was a connection with Sundhar Puri.

G: Oh! (laughing)

Spirit: Big Baba, so funny.

G: Big Baba (laughing).

Siddhananda: I can see smoke ... like that means Sundhar Puri (laughing).

G: Yeah (laughing).

Siddhananda: But, he's laughing ... laughing, but sad, too.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: That what has come, but not to say, ... "anyway, enough of that," he says. But, he knows him. He knows you.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: But he won't go into that. He wants right now to be free. And, again, the Ganges river ... the Ganges river flowing ... beautiful Ganges ... Ganges ... Ghats. It sounds like he was a husband. He was a family man there, but he did, you know, like Ganesha [prayer/puja] and asked for good luck, blessings ... to bless his business, and ...

G: Mm hmm ... right, the usual things.

Siddhananda: "Yes," he said, "yes, the usual things."

G: ... not the things of the spirit, but the things of [the world]...

Siddhananda: "And, he didn't know," he said. He knew, and he didn't know.

Spirit: I guess that's not totally true. I did feel something wasn't right, there ... to ask, to always ask ... it was like it was selfish.

G: Right, that's what it usually is. Most of the ... unfortunately, the Indian population goes to the temple, and they ask to have a male child, they ask for their business to be well, they ask for those types of things, rather than to move forward in spirit for self-realization.

Spirit: Mm hmm ... hmm, yeah ... so, Kali ... Kali was an energy that I read a lot about when I was in that body.

G: Okay.

Spirit: I didn't really understand her fully, though. I know we see Kali all over, and things, but she's coming for me now. She's gonna come get me now because I wasn't a good person.

G: (smiling) If she comes to get you, it's a good thing (laughing with Siddhananda).

Spirit: Should I not run?

G: Don't run (laughing). No, Kali can greatly benefit, you know, if you understand Kali. There are so many aspects to that ... many, many aspects to Kali that most people do not understand ... a lot of different practices with Kali. Most of her thing is there to break through ego. So, it's not a detrimental thing.

Spirit: But, her sword is scary.

G: She's only there to cut through ego, to cut through the demons of ego that separate one from God.

Siddhananda: "Her skulls ... her skulls!" That's all I'm hearing (chuckling).

G: Yeah, her skulls are actually the ones that have transcended. They've lost the head of ego, you know. They have transcended.

Spirit: It's good?

G: Yeah, that's a good thing, yeah.

Spirit: Her skulls. Her skulls. Siddhananda is wearing a skull.

G: ... ones that have transcended, yeah ... you cut the head of ego (smiling) ... and, Kali is time ... timeless.

Siddhananda: I see him trying to shield his eyes. He's going ... (gasping as one does when startled with fear) ... shivery. He's being blessed, though, with this.

G: Mm hmm, yeah ... may Kali be more revealed to him ... what she is and what she's not.

Siddhananda: He's shivering. He's shivering like he's ...

G: What is that energy, and what it is not.

Siddhananda: He's shivering. He's shielding his eyes. He's shaking, but he's being penetrated with a different energy of light. You can see some kind of [an image]... the top part light, and the bottom part darker, but he's shivering and shaking, breathing deeply, and ...

G: Hm hmm.

Siddhananda: He says that he didn't know that this was a [good thing]... or, he did, but he just didn't want to accept that this was [good]... cause he was so focused on his family, and [asking for] the good blessings. He didn't realize this beautiful Kali.

G: Now you can open yourself and understand what it is, and, what it is not.

Spirit: I saw Kali as black, but now I see her as being light. Light and potent like a medicine that is painful to go down, but, kills the disease.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: "So much pain," he says. "So much holding is what she's trying to get rid of."

G: Exactly.

Spirit: Thank you so much.

G: You're welcome. Namaste (gesturing with namaste hands).

Siddhananda: Namaste (gesturing with namaste hands).

Spirit: Oh, and the COS ...

G: Oh, and the COS (laughing).

Spirit: Is that okay for me?

G: The COS is fine for you.

Spirit: Oh, okay. Thank you so much. Namaste.

G: Namaste.

Siddhananda: He's happy about the COS.

The Lingum and the Yoni

Siddhananda: I got a lingam (showing the lingam rock)… Watch out!

G: The lingam is always like the wild card (laughing).

Siddhananda: They are… you pick them up and you just don’t know... you have no idea. They have the most motion, too... they just do things you wouldn’t think they would do. Let’s see what’s happening with this lingam… Oddly, I see my own image when I shut my eyes, sometimes that happens… I do see a flower in the center of this lingam.

G: That’s a good start.

Siddhananda: Whew, okay, yay (laughing) maybe we can see what’s in there now. You know it’s funny, there's a flower, but there's kind of a person in there, too… It’s strange.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Maybe they have gotten stuck in that energy of those rituals. I don’t know…

G: It could be.

Siddhananda: Because I see someone lying almost like a coffin in there. There is flower there though. So let’s see, let me just feel more what this is about.

G: Yes, let’s feel a little bit more of what that is about. It could be about a couple of things.

Siddhananda: It could be, that’s right, it could be. I see that kind of body changing a little bit. It looks like a corpse, but it’s changing like into a female… at first it felt male. It’s lying in there with a flower, like they are lying in a coffin with the open casket. But they are saying this is unborn… the lingam is unborn.

G: Right, the lingam is unborn… It could be like Shiva, too, lying there like Shiva. Ask the spirit if they are representing more of a Shiva… Shiva is unborn. It’s lying there… lying there unmanifest.

Siddhananda: You know it doesn't feel that way. It literally felt like a man then a woman, which is odd. But let’s see what more it has to say… He’s saying the corpse gets absorbed.

G: Yes, the form gets absorbed, right.

Siddhananda: Yes, that’s what he's trying to convey with this. The flower comes after… They are kind of saying after the corpse, the body dies. I am hearing corpse, but I think it’s more of that identification… that’s when the flower comes.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So that’s kind of what I'm hearing with that, but I see these things in this lingam. I'm seeing that now the body is gone but there is a change in energy with it.

G: Okay, right.

Siddhananda: So, they are conveying that it was the identification with the body that they were talking about.

G: Okay, so once that identification of the body drops, the flowering takes place.

Siddhananda: Yes and then the unborn is present.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, let’s see what else. There are clouds in this lingam. There is just the whole world… I see the universe flowing through this lingam with clouds and mountains.

G: Right, like you go from the manifest to the unmanifest and the unmanifest to the manifest.

Siddhananda: And I guess they are saying, too, that they are not separate.

G: Right. It’s like the yoni and the lingam. The lingam is the unmanifest and the yoni brings it out into manifestation. That’s the Shakti… the yoni is the Shakti, it takes it out into manifestation. Everything from the lingam, the unmanifest goes into manifestation. And then it dies and goes back in again, and you do the transformation.

Siddhananda: Right, and it’s lighting up as you’re speaking, yes, that’s it.

G: I don’t know why I get the feeling of Khajuraho.

Siddhananda: Huh…

G: So odd.

Siddhananda: Interesting… From there I see on the side of this lingam, I do see a sannyasi in the orange robes.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Standing beside it… let’s see, there is a path there.

G: It sounds like this one has contemplated a lot of that lingam and the yoni.

Siddhananda: For sure, for sure… and they are bowing to that. They are saying yes, they have really put a lot of their love and their whole being into this.

G: I think they really have experienced it through the heart and have gone through that feeling of that transformation in themselves, going through that whole process. They've contemplated that whole process.

Siddhananda: Yes, as you are speaking they are on their knees bowing very low, so they are honoring what you're saying and honoring that.

G: Yes, they have done the genuine practice.

Siddhananda: Yes, and you can feel it here, man, it’s got a lot of energy that’s been poured into this, in a very good way, a very sincere way, and you can see how it does.

G: They have really got a lot of the deeper messages of it. They haven’t just done the ritual and stayed there, they have really gone into the heart of what it is and what it is not.

Siddhananda: Right, and I do see a light burst as you are speaking, like yes, you are correct.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: It’s interesting, it’s very good. So let’s see. I kind of am seeing it all vanish into light now.

G: Yes, because it’s all just energy in the end.

Siddhananda: Right, it’s almost like it’s all been just wiped clean. And then there is just that light, the pure presence.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: The sun.

G: The light beyond lights.

Siddhananda: Yes, in terms of the sannyasi… all of that dedication goes. It just becomes, the heart, the pure presence.

G: Exactly, right.

Siddhananda: It’s really nice.

G: It vibrates so fast, it’s beyond the physical light, right.

Siddhananda: Gosh, I just can feel the whole universe in this lingam. I can see the clouds, the blue sky, the mountains, the rain, the sun, the oceans. I kind of want this one to stay a while (laughing)... let’s see. They are fine with sitting there a while cause the whole business is in there, it’s wonderful. Phew!

G: So I think more than likely he just wanted to share that experience, his experience.

Siddhananda: That’s exactly what it was.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: And he is okay with just sitting there a while.

G: I am sure he's contemplated the Shiva with Kali standing on him, the lingam and the yoni, and the whole thing… the interactions of that and what the deeper meaning of all of that is. So he's really entered it.

Siddhananda: He's still here! I have him back, he's fine with staying. I could bring him back if you want me to… he's right here.

G: Yes, ask if he has contemplated that as well. I’ve got a feeling he has contemplated the Shiva and Kali, that whole energy, besides just the lingam and the yoni. Yes, they are very interconnected.

Siddhananda: Oh yes, I do feel that and see that imagery there indicating that he has contemplated in terms of having that link as being the same.

G: Exactly, it’s the same.

Siddhananda: I do see a rose. It comes out the same… meaning, one rose for both.

G: Exactly. It’s the same meaning. They’ve contemplated that Kali is standing on the Shiva. They’ve contemplated the Shiva lingam. It’s the same.

Siddhananda: Yes, so he’s just handing out one rose to the whole thing. It’s not this separate, this and that.

G: It’s not two different things. I said that to the one (another spirit that came previously) who got so irate because I said Kali. If he would sit with that and see it’s exactly the same.

Siddhananda: Yes, that’s right, that’s exactly it. All I see is this darkness and this rose lit up. It’s a really wonderful image. So he went into the whole bit, he’s contemplated the whole business. I am just feeling the ground, it’s kind of like that’s what he’s portraying now.

G: Right, he’s gone through that whole transformation within himself. All of those energies have transformed in each step of the way.

Siddhananda: He’s bowing low again in honor of that lingam, yes, he's bowing low.

G: Yes, he is that lingam and yoni.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Yes, he is that transformation… one hundred percent.

Siddhananda: He is sending the yoni, the picture of the lingam. There is a wonderful white flower on top that’s coming… yes.

G: Yep.

Siddhananda: Yes, it’s really nice, there’s a light coming from it. It’s just a wonderful energy.

G: I am sure… Ask him if he was around the time of Khajuraho. I’m sure he understands the inner workings of the temple there.

Siddhananda: Were those the temples with all the images on the outside?

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: Because I see an image of that.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: I am just getting an image of that. I see it… I see all of the activity on the outside there.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: I see the openings.

G: There are all these worldly activities that goes on the outside, and also the cosmos, everything that has to do with the outer world. And then one goes in there into the inner sanctum, into that journey, that transformational part.

Siddhananda: It’s wonderful because as you are speaking I see that… those temples. Then I am actually taken in there, inside. It’s wonderful inside… it’s so cooling. Then you go into the inner sanctum with the lingam there.

G: Right, one leaves that outside world behind and goes into that inner journey there. I am just wondering if he had some time there in Khajuraho. I know he knows all the symbology of it.

Siddhananda: Oh yes, because I am actually transported in there in that one area with the lingam… I am kind of transported in there in my mind and there is that lingam there in just that one little space. It’s cool and dark in there.

G: Right, exactly.

Siddhananda: I am able to be in there now. It’s really nice! (laughing)

G: It is really nice there, yes.

Siddhananda: I could feel it and I think he is taking me in there. Yes, that's where he’s laid down there… he’s been there.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: All of it.

G: I could feel that with him very strongly, a very strong Khajuraho energy with him.

Siddhananda: He’s bowing low and I feel it with him just saying that all you are saying... yes… yes... yes… yes, leave that world.

G: Yes, it just makes a really bright light in my heart from that. Very, very powerful, very nice.

Siddhananda: He’s just bowing low and he is offering a rose… a white rose… a white flower. He’s offering that. He wants to give it to you as well.

G: Thanks.

Siddhananda: As an offering of the grace that's flowing here as well as an honoring of that light and that journey.

G: Very nice. Tell him thank you so much for coming.

Siddhananda: Yes. We’ll let him move on because I almost feel like he’s one that will move on and do his work elsewhere or whatever. So I think we’ll let him go as much as he’s wonderful to keep around, he can always visit again I’m sure if we called him back anytime.