Balancing the Energy

Siddhananda: So, let's move forward (showing a small translucent stone with yellow edges).

G: Moving On.

Siddhananda: Moving On.

G: That's a big one.

Siddhananda: Isn't it a pretty one?

G: I like that one a lot.

Siddhananda: Kind of shimmery and clear.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (long pause with closed eyes) I'm just going to put out whatever i'm hearing, "eruption of forces."

G: Eruption of forces, okay.

Siddhananda: "Leave a lasting impression."

G: Aha. Okay.

Siddhananda: (pause) "I cannot be still with this eruption going on."

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: "My mind, my body is erupting like a volcano."

G: Aha, okay.

Siddhananda: "I cannot find myself in this eruption."

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: "Where am i?"

G: So, have you come here to be still?

Siddhananda: "I would like to be. I want to be more settled. This is hard. I am constantly exploding, in a way."

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: i see some materials exploding and then (pause) some solid formations exploding. There's a light, but, it comes back again and explodes.

G: Yeah, i think he needs to have Kali come in.

Siddhananda: (long pause with closed eyes) Okay, that energy is trying to get more balanced.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: More in alignment, versus all this (making a sound as if something's exploding).

G: Right.

Siddhananda: (pause) I'm just seeing a formation of a line coming up (moving hand up and down the body/Spine).

G: Aha

Siddhananda: But, there is a fire . There's this containing it a little bit more.

G: Yeah, because the energy is scattered everywhere and they need to have it brought into focus.

Siddhananda: Yeah. So, they can actually settle a little and also be able to work with it.

G: Do that process [of cutting] mental spins that are going on and everything, so, Kaili is very good for that. Cutting through all of that drama and stuff.. (pause) to unify those forces, bring them to into alignment.

Siddhananda: Okay, i see some black Kali there and fire under her feet and i see ego, like she stamps, steps, stomping it out.

G: Yeah, exactly.

Siddhananda: She's stomping out ego and ego is in that fire and she is just stomping on it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: In that fire (laughing) and the little ego has head on it's side with tongue out.

G: And, i think we'll also have Shiva come in for this one.

Siddhananda: Wow, nice! Lucky, huh?

G: Nataraj. We need that nataraj in there as well.

Siddhananda: You want Shiva nataraj.

G: Yep, it's going to take two of them. Shiva and Kali. Nataraj and Kali.

Siddhananda: Okay, immediately i saw more Shiva-ish, but, Shiva nataraj is there too. They're all there, the regular Shiva with the chandra and then Shiva nataraj. Shiva is big, looming there with almost encompassing the whole thing.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: With his chandra and the open eye (pointing to the middle of the forehead) and everything.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, that's there. Man, lucky, lucky energy. Kali is working at stomping out that ego in the fire and then Shiva nataraj is just there waiting , just waiting.

G: Yeah, let her do her thing first.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and then that will come into being. So, it's there waiting and then Shiva is there looming over the whole. What a nice scene!

G: (smiling).

Siddhananda: ..and it's really what happens, because that work is being done with kali just stomping, putting that ego in the fire. Ego hasn't died yet, but, she's at least containing it, making it towards the good. Towards something that's going to be in that purity, in the end. Fires of purification, versus all this (moving hands around the head).

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Reforming and exploding, reforming, exploding. It's contained in that.

G: Right. She can help to cut all of that stuff and help to burn away that dross out.

Siddhananda: Oh, boy. That's no joke, that ego is being stomped out in that fire, but, he's not dead yet. But, he is burning and she is stomping on him, it's no joke.

G: Yeah. she will get the job done. She doesn't mess around.

Siddhananda: Man!

G: She is that concentration of Durga, She is absolutely that one hundred percent concentrated energy and will just really nail it.

Siddhananda: Wow!

G: If something needs to be nailed, Kali will do it.

Siddhananda: And that's what's happening. So, boy, i wonder if we should just let this happen a while? what do you think Guruji?

G: Yeah, we need let them work on that.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And we'll check with him tomorrow.

Siddhananda: Sounds good.

G: So we'll put him up on that second shelf as well.

Siddhananda: Second shelf, okay.

G: The healing center.

Siddhananda: Okay. I was drawn to this clear cross back there. I might put him back there.

G: Yeah, we could put him back there, that's fine.

Siddhananda: That's by the healing center, too. They really got all this energy coming in, man, they're lucky! Because i felt like they were working it, trying to explode that solid mind body connection and, it wasn't happening.

G: Right

Siddhananda: It wasn't been funneled in the right direction.

G: Right. They were having a lot of energy, a lot of stuff coming up.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And trying to explode that ego stuff.

Siddhananda: Exactly.

G: And trying to get rid of it, trying to explode the buildings etc.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: That happens with kundalini.

Siddhananda: Right, yeah. Formations.

G: And it was stuck.

Siddhananda: Exactly.

G: It was just very scattered. And somewhere along the way he got lost.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: He was either not with a real competent teacher or.. i don't know what exactly happened, but, it needed to have that extra boost (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. So, that is good because i can see some ashes in my mind, so, it's coming, it's coming.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Lucky fella, i tell you, lucky man or woman or person or energy, i don't know.

G: Yeah, well, they have been doing some work.

Siddhananda: Yeah. Definitely.

G: They worked for a while, so, it was time, yeah.

Siddhananda: That's the thing because it's just like you say, it's those buildings, those structures exploding, all of it, that, heavy structures that are in place, big cities of structures or whatever.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's just exploding and that's what's happening, but, they needed that. The Kali energy is what brings balance, if it's done in the right way.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Like you say, it can also be a deluder, too. It can make things harder.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: But, with this, it was ready, boom, so.

G: Yeah, they have been going through that for a while. So, it was time to just say ok, let's get the heavy artillery in here and knock this out (laughing).

Siddhananda: They're a lucky man. I just saw an image of Shiva, so strong.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So nice. Nice to see him. We haven't called him out for a while.

G: Yeah, we haven't called Shiva too much, so, we can call Shiva some more and maybe we'll even call Shiva in with our one that's being worked on.

Siddhananda: Yeah, he's such a beautiful image with that trishula, beautiful face, that knot and the ganges (has hand over the top of the head) and the blue. Just a nice image.

G: Yeah, with the ganges and everything.

Siddhananda: I love that image, okay.

G: Yeah. A little Shiva interlude today. (smiling).

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah, that was nice.