Fear of Stillness

Siddhananda: Okay, they have some fears to clear, some confusions to clear up. If they are still, will they still know the people around them?

G: (laughing) Yes.

Siddhananda: Will they be forgetting all the time? Those kinds of things.

G: You don’t become an imbecile, okay (smiling). Let’s put it that way. You don’t become an imbecile. No. It’s not like having Alzheimer's (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah (smiling).

G: You don’t get Alzheimer's (laughing). It’s just becoming still within yourself and then one opens to the energies and what is and knows it more completely. There’s not as much divisionary stuff.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it’s the same fears of functioning and that kind of thing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Which, a lot of it, the ego has.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: You can put it that way.

G: Ego wants to be in control and ego thinks it is going to lose something but ego doesn’t know everything to begin with.

Siddhananda: That’s right.

G: Doesn’t know what it thinks it knows.

Siddhananda: and ego thinks it’s the doer.

G: (smiling) Exactly.

Siddhananda: The thing is that it is not so.

G: You know the universe knows quite well without your ego interference in it.

Siddhananda: That’s the thing.

G: The universe runs on that God energy which is in the midst of everything, so if it's run quite fine for more lifetimes than you can ever contemplate, why do you think you would have a problem?

Siddhananda: Okay, they are becoming quieter as you are speaking, which is a good thing for them to actually experience that a little bit versus all the doubts - this might happen and this might not happen.

G: They have that old saying, “Let go and let God.”

Siddhananda: (nodding).

G: God knows exactly what to do. And when you are surrendering into that God energy that’s within you, what needs to take place will take place. What needs to be known will be known. But ego’s got to give up its throne. 

Siddhananda: Okay, so they’re definitely quieter. I see a ray of light and things. They are requesting some practices. So, is it okay to give the COS, Om That I Am.

G: (nodding) Yeah. That’s fine. I Am That I Am, Om That I Am.

Siddhananda: Yeah. Okay, that was transmitted and thank you.

G: Namaste. So funny people have that fear.

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: “I’m not going to be able to function if I become still.” “If the mind becomes still, I won’t be able to think, I won’t know anything.” (chuckling).

Siddhananda: You’re right. Life goes on without that, so, somehow it’s working quite well without it.

G: “I’ll be sitting there drooling on myself.” (chuckling)

Siddhananda: or not recognize or something else or not recognize me. Other people don’t really notice in that way.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They’re quite fine.