Warm memories

Siddhananda: Okay, another one (showing a small green square)

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: (long pause) i'm hearing "if I remember myself, I remember myself as young innocence."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: "That's my memory of myself."

G: And then if you don't remember yourself, then what? (smiling)

Siddhananda: (pause) "Not anything at all, like that."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: I think that's fine, too, to them.

G: Yeah. One doesn't need to cling to a persona, a face, a time, a body, that's not needed.

Siddhananda: (pause)

G: The spirit has those experiences, but, the experiences are not that consciousness, okay.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, they're hearing that. They just like that memory (smiling).

G: They like that memory? (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yeah, but they are hearing you. They understand that's another type of covering.

G: Yeah, and innocence is still there. 

Siddhananda: hmm hmm.

G: You don't have to have that face or that remembrance to have that innocence. It is still there, present at some point. 

Siddhananda: i see an image of them being connected with that memory, sitting with their grandma and learning things, in a ways that she transmitted to them, it was such a warm bond.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: i think with them, it just brings a lot of warmth to them to remember that or to bring that to their heart.

G: Right. That's fine, if that's where they're at then that's fine. They can have that remembrance. They're still in the transient journey and that's fine. 

Siddhananda: Let me see if there's anything else they want to ask. (pause). They just want to remember.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: That's okay.

G: And one can have those remembrances. That's fine. As long as you're in that journey and you continue to go into corporeal form, you'll have more and more experiences and things. One doesn't have to forget ones that have gone before. It's part of the transient journey, that's all. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, and as you say, just to put out there, that you don't lose anything.

G: Right, nothing's lost. 

Siddhananda: Whether it's remembered or not, that love, that bond is there without all that. But, if you want to be in remembrance, that's okay.

G: Right, if you want to put a name and a face to it, that's fine. If you want to keep that love aspect as it is, you can do it without putting a name and a face on it. 

Siddhananda: Perfect way to put it.

G: Where you are at now, if you want to commune with that being, you can commune with that being. 

Siddhananda: That's what i was going to say, grandma can be there (smiling).

G: She can be right there. If you want to commune with that being, there's nothing that stops you from doing that, from the other side. All you have to do is think and say you would like to be with them and you can instantly be with them (snapping fingers). One hundred percent. 

Siddhananda: i think they are there with them, in a certain way. i think that's partly why they want to stay in that.

G: Yeah. One can stay in that, for a time. Of course, you're going to have to reincarnate, both of you continue your journeys. Many times, you will reincarnate with the people that you are close to so you can learn other lessons. You'll have a tendency to reincarnate in groups and learn different lessons and play different roles. 

Siddhananda: hmm hmm.

G: Okay? So, just be open to that and know that that can happen. You can have many other roles and many other journeys with that person. 

Siddhananda: i'm hearing them asking, "does this keep me in a regression, if i stay with my grandma?"

G: Like i said, you have to be willing to go back into form, into different things. Maybe, you'll go back into another life and you will be her parent, or you will be her brother or sister. You can have many, many, many different relationships. Many, many, many, many different learning scenarios. So, just be willing to go forward and experience more with them. Don't stay stuck in one thing.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's the thing.

G: Don't just stay stuck there. Then you're missing out on more experiences and more journeys and more things that you can learn.

Siddhananda: and growth.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: That's the thing. So, letting that resonate. i do see the COS popping out, i don't know if this is the thing for them or not, Guruji.

G: hmm hmm. Yeah, if they want the COS they can go ahead and use it, that's fine. 

Siddhananda: It will help them loosen up.

G: Yeah, they can start experiencing on other levels. They'll see that there's more expansion, other things to experience rather than staying focused on that one thing. 

Siddhananda: hmm hmm. Makes sense.

G: i'm sure in that life time, that one thing that's really really important and that's what they clung to and got them through, based their existence around, but, there's much more to life and existence than one experience.

Siddhananda: Good, very good. Thank you (hand on heart)

G: Yeah. (hand on heart)

Siddhananda: That was a good one. Good lessons in that.

Savor each moment

Siddhananda: Okay, so we’ve got an interesting selenium piece (showing a white square stone). (pause with closed eyes) It is rising up a vase of flowers. I see some hands reaching for that vase and bringing it to them. They’re smelling those flowers. Okay, questions or messages today? (asking the energy)

Spirit: Such a sweet fragrance or taste when Life is imbibed in its purity. Fresh.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Okay, they’re just offering those flowers.

G: Right. The minute you got it, that’s what I got immediately. So, it's basically, stop and smell the roses. Take time and live your life. Don’t be in a rush. Witness what’s around you and take time to really pull it in and savor it. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that’s the key. (hand on heart)

G: Namaste (gesturing namaste).

Hiding

Siddhananda: (showing a small white stone) We got another little one waiting.. ok. so, let's connect in with this next enerhy (adjusting scratchy voice)..

G: enerhy (laughing)

Siddhananda: (smiling) Ok, so, i see some white curtains. Let's see what's behind the curtains. i see a shadow behind the curtain.

G: Ok, a shadow behind the curtain?

Siddhananda: Yeah, a shadow behind a white curtain. umm... ok, now i'm  coming to the other side of the curtain, i do see a shadowy, changing shape thing behind it. Ok, let's see what kind of questions they might have.

G: Yeah, why is he hiding behind the curtain? (laughing)

Siddhananda: It's a white curtain, but yeah, they are... they are literally hiding behind that curtain.

G: Yeah, why is he hiding..

Siddhananda: They're afraid, they're afraid of living, i guess.

G: Afraid of what?

Siddhananda: Afraid of... they're protecting themselves, obviously.

G: Yeah, well, we get that. There's nothing to fear here, you can go ahead and step out (laughing)

Siddhananda: (pause).. ok, with this one there's not much words.. there's just this energetic imagery.

G: Right

Siddhananda: So, they're hearing what you're saying that they can step out. So, let's see if the curtains open a little or what happens, i don't know.

G: Yeah (smiling)

Siddhananda: (pause).. It's a little different imagery that i see, kind of a moving.. a little bit lighter image. I just see one side of the curtain, so, almost feels like there may be energy moving out.. and then outwardly one side of the curtain is there and i feel the energy moving around it.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: i do see an image of.. it could be the sun or the moon.. a full moon and the sun.. kind of travelling there.. i don't know... misty, kind of smoky energy moving there.

G: let's just ask him to see if we can flush out what exactly he's seeking, what it is that we can help him with.

Siddhananda: ok. i do see some reflection back of the sun and really crystal clear waters and waterfalls, and greenery.. so, i think [they're seeking] just life, just the richness to life, to the heart.

G: aha.. that's what they're seeking, more richness to the life and the heart?

Siddhananda: Yeah..

G: (Referring to the work going in the surroundings) we're going to have some noise here in a little bit because they're just opening the doors to the shops..

Siddhananda: It's not bothering me.

G: Yeah.. they're just pulling back the things covering the windows.. very loud..

Siddhananda: Hopefully, it'll be temporary

G: They'll be done shortly.. they're just opening their shops and stuff..

Siddhananda: yeah, it's not bothering me at all, i barely noticed it. (pause) (referring to the spirit) so, that richness is there, that lushness.. i do see them rising up now, upward, and within them there is some greenery. They're more like this (gesturing a shape) as an energy and within them is the greenery and things.. So, maybe they're getting something. They stopped travelling to the moon, i see them more upright now, and i see a little form taking place, almost like someone's in a lotus position. it's interesting..

G: ok.

Siddhananda: ...with some green growth within them

G: Ask him if he's come for some mantra or if he just came to visit for a second or if there's something we can help him with.

Siddhananda: Well, when you said a mantra, i saw a burst of light. So, i'm feeling 'yes'.

G: So, we'll go ahead and let him have the cos.

Siddhananda: He took that in, just sucked it in! He sucked it in like it was an energy force (going) oooosh (gesturing a sucking motion) (laughing).. that's what he did with it.. So, he just [went] boom.

G: (laughing) So, hopefully that would give him a little.. he can come out from behind the curtain..

Siddhananda: Right, i'm seeing a lot of rays of light when he took that in. So, i think it's this energy's way of saying thank you. So, we can just kind of let it be.

G: Ok, namaste 

Siddhananda: ooosh (gesturing a sucking motion).. (laughing)

G: (laughing) That was a little more expansion than hiding behind the curtain. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. That curtain is there on one side, and he came out and i still kind of feel him like a moving energy (gesturing motion), i don't know.. no one can say about this stuff, it's mysterious.

G: yeah (smiling)

Let Life In

Siddhananda: (showing a very translucent, triangular shaped stone) So, this is actually the last one that was abiding in the absolute. We have others in quietude that I’ll grab in a minute.

G: The ones in quietude that are ready to move on.
 
Siddhananda: Yeah, we’ll get them in a sec here (closing her eyes). Okay, they’re feeling still, feeling quiet. I’m asking is there any knowledge you would like to impart?

Spirit: People should let down their guard. They keep it up too much. Let life in.

G: Yeah, if you want to reach the Absolute, you've got  to surrender totally, 100%. You can’t hold one iota, not one hair back ... absolutely nothing.

Siddhananda: That's what they’re showing ... not even a fine hair, you know.

Spirit: Not even a fine hair. There’s nothing to fear.

Siddhananda: I just asked, how is it now, then, for you?

Spirit: No words ... no words.

Siddhananda: So, it’s beyond words.

G: Yeah, words are all duality. You can’t say anything from there (shrugging shoulders) that could really give an estimation of what it is, no.

Siddhananda: They're very nice. I asked them if they would like to stay by the healing center (chuckling). I tried, but they did say they want to move on to aid others, which is good. That's just equally good.

G: Yeah, that is good. Wherever they are pulled to aid others, it will be perfect.

Siddhananda: Absolutely! It really felt good today! I could feel the stillness in the majority of these stones.

Fairy of Light

Siddhananda: (holding up a clear, crystalline stone - smiles and closes her eyes) Okay, so, a little nice, bright stone. Very clear. There's lot of light coming from it, emanating out into kind of a pink color, and now it’s becoming a nice pink rose looking feeling. So far, so good.

G: So far, so good (smiling). No magic tricks (laughing).

Siddhananda: Not yet (chuckling). So ... oh, boy. So, there's a little fairy looking thing above it (a little burst of laughter).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: What is happening lately (shaking her head and smiling)? That full moon’s kind of ... whoosh (gestures with hand to indicate something diving down) and changing things. Yeah, it’s a Tinker Bell fairy looking thing above this rose. Let me see what it has to say (closing her eyes).

Spirit:
I'm a Fairy of Light
I dance in light
I dance with all that’s good
That's what humanity should do
They should be with all that's good

Siddhananda: It’s like the building of a character. I do see some bricks kind of being built and laid one on top of the other. It's like that’s your foundation that you build. It does have different things within it in terms of honesty, transparency and an open heart. That’s the foundation that they’re showing they’re building. So, there's a good message in that.
    I do still see that fairy there though (both Siddhananda and G are laughing). Let me see what the fairy is about there (closing her eyes again) just because they’re playful, and that's an okay thing.
    They are, though, showing this foundation. They have their little wand there, and they’re touching it with light (gesturing as if there's a wand in her hand that she's tapping here and there).

G: (chuckling)

Siddhananda:  They are saying that this light can then enter. They’re just touching each brick that they’ve laid with light to really infuse that (gesturing again as if tapping with a wand). So, okay, thank you so much little fairy (both Siddhananda and G make heart gestures with hands).

G: Little fairyyyy (saying merrily and chuckling).

Siddhananda: At least there was something okay in that message though (smiling).

G: Yeah, no, it was okay. That was an okay message.

Siddhananda: Are you sure you don’t want me to call it back so that you can have a little fairy on your shoulder (joking with G)?

G: No, I think Tinkerbell can go on her way (laughing).


Siddhananda: Ohhh, darn it ... I  figured. Alright, Tinkerrr Bell is on her way.

A Cup Full of Happiness

Siddhananda: I see this rock here. It’s  got a lot of sunny energy coming from it, which is nice. I see some rolling hills and a bright sun coming up (a little giggle). Cute.  They're a happy energy. Sunny and bright (giggling).

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They're a playful energy. They’re wiping everything clean, and then they've got the sun sparkling, and all that fun stuff.  It's cute ... rainbows and .... . It looks kind of kid-like.

G: Happy kid stuff (giggling).

Siddhananda:  It’s fun.  It's kind of kid-like. This spirit is child-like.

G:  Yeah, happy land (laughing)!

Siddhananda:  Happy land (smiling).

G: Disneyland, kiddyland (giggling and smiling)

Siddhananda: ... and they’re coloring in all these happy images, and all that good stuff. So, let's see what's happening with them. They do want to put out to be happy.  Be Happiness.

G: That's good (smiling).

Siddhananda: I see all of that beautiful sunshine and everything coming into a cup (laughing a little as she speaks).  They want to offer that nice drink to everyone today of sun, brightness, life and happiness.

G: That's nice. Thank you. (smiling brightly).

Siddhananda: So here’s your wonderful cup for humanity (gesturing as if to hand a cup to the viewers). Drink it down! They’re smiling with a big, big, big smile (laughing with G with delight).

That is cute, isn't it?  I think they even had a little piece of mint on top of that, too, to make it decorative.

G:  Putting in a little mint refreshment for everybody.

Siddhananda:  That’s right.  It sounds sooo good.  It's in a nice cold cup with a little piece of mint, and a little cut up piece of strawberry on it. Come on!

G: That sounds so good right now. Can you serve it through the [computer] screen to me (smiling gleefully)?

Siddhananda: I know, that’s the thing, man (rocking back with laughter and delight)!  A wonderful cup of sunshine.  Ahhhh! ... sounds so nice and cold, and fresh.  I think the earth energy and them got together, maybe, and made this wonderful drink. Doesn't it sound like that would be good (grinning from ear to ear)?

G:  Yeah, that sounds good. I want to know when they are opening up their shop, and we’ll all be there in line.

Siddhananda:  I know! What market would it be? Maybe the Sunshine Market, or something. It would be so cute.

G: I'd be there!

Siddhananda: Oh, in a minute! They’re trying to transmit the feeling as best as possible with this drink. They're even putting a straw in it ... just drink it up, slurp it up! (laughing)

G:  (laughing gleefully with Siddhananda)

Siddhananda:  I like those little spirits that come in like that.  They break up any of that ... (gesturing with her hands and a garbled sound to indicate heavier energies) ... you know, it's just kind of fun.