Pearl Jam!

Siddhananda: (showing a green stone) (pause) i'm hearing some Pearl Jam music (laughing)

G: Pearl Jam (laughing)

Siddhananda: (singing) Lemon yellow sun (laughing)

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: They like Pearl Jam (laughing)

G: They like Pearl Jam. Yeah, they're little more grounded. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah, i like them too. (laughing)

G: It's interesting that they picked that stone because it is a very grounded type of energy. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. And that's a Seattle band.

G: Yeah (smiling).

Siddhananda: (pause) i keep hearing that music, Pearl Jam music.

G: Yeah, do we have any other thing to share, other than Pearl Jam music? (laughing)

Siddhananda: Nice entertainment, but..

G: Not that we don't enjoy Pearl Jam. 

Siddhananda: Something about Seattle. So, what questions do you have for us today? (pause) Something about wanting to be on the top of the mountain.

G: hmm hmm. Okay.

Siddhananda: And resting there.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Risen up, lifted.

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: I can see more where they're at now.

G: Yeah, let's see where they're at now. 

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). Beyond the Pearl Jam (smiling).

G: Other than Pearl Jam. (smiling). Sounds like they've passed recently, not too distant past. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, they're saying it is more recent.

G: A more recent passing.

Siddhananda: They are struggling. They haven't done too much, in terms of the Path.

G: Right. For this one, i'm feeling they are pretty new and they are wanting to start their climb. So, i would just start with the OM.

Siddhananda: (pause)

G: And the "Om That I Am." They can also do the "I Am That I Am".

Siddhananda: (pause) They just reflected back those beautiful cascade mountains in Seattle, snow-capped and oh!

G: Right. So, they can do the "Om That I Am" and that will open to that majestic and elevation and grounding at the same time (gesturing a mountain shape with hands), so that's good for them to begin with that. 

Siddhananda: Really good start.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Thank you (hand on heart).

G: Namaste (hand on heart). Yeah, a lot of us begin that way in nature and see the lessons that nature can give, provide all the elements of nature. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, definitely. i know i did. That's the way i started, continued forward that way.

G: Yeah. 

Nature Energy

Siddhananda: (pause with closed eyes) I see the little rock, it’s got the same color aura around it as a rock. I really see some deep green, some forest green coming around that. Okay, they are a nature type of energy.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They have a freshness like that, of new growth, of healthy growth.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: ..and it’s growing up to trees with just animals that live in those trees and just showing more of a forest-y feeling.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: So, let’s see what the message is. Okay, they want to  display health and vitality.

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: Now, I am seeing a center with a light in the center (pulling hand strongly from heart outwards), kind of underground a little bit, and this forest is up (moving hand upwards). So, it’s coming from that, I guess, and source. That light is where this health and vitality comes in its own way. So again, what you see in the world of appearances, go further than that and not just get so stuck on that.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: It’s a cute forest, it’s got chipmunks and raccoons and squirrels and they jump from branch to branch.

G: I could use some of that energy today, I have not slept in three nights, I ‘m absolutely toast at the moment. Soo (gesturing with the hand inviting the energy)  

Siddhananda: (gesturing collecting the energy from a distance and showering it on G)

G: [Bring] it in (giggling), because I am just ready to kneel over any second.

Siddhananda: You don’t have to do much more Guruji (Siddhananda looking at G for answer).

G: We can go for a bit longer, but, yeah.

Siddhananda: (hand gesturing in the air from afar, pulling the energy towards G) Fresh energy, recharge energy.

G: Yeah, if you just plug me in, that would be good today (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yesterday, I was going downhill, I have a little more energy in this moment but I don’t know about in a few hours, so I'm going to get it while it’s here. So, we’ll just sit in that forest with the little chipmunks! (laughing)

G: Oh, that would be nice, could use that forest green energy today.

Siddhananda: It’s there though, thank you so much for that message, it’s very nice.

G: Thank you for coming (hand on heart) 

The Beauty and Joy in Stillness

Siddhananda: So, here’s another of that green, swampy-looking rock.

G: Mmm hmm. A little mossy swamp (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yeah. (eyes closed) So I asked if it had any questions and it said, "Questions are of mind."

(Siddhananda and Guru G both shaking their heads, mimicking someone who has just made a lofty comment)

G: We got that! (laughing)  And?

Siddhananda: Yes!  (eyes closed) Okay, they are starting and then it kind of fades, so I’m not getting a real good grasp on this particular stone.

G: Mmm hmm.

Siddhananda: It’s moving, changing. There is some kind of rising. It looks as if you would look at a pond and see a reflection of a flower. The way it is kinda just fluid in there (motioning with her hand).

G: Kinda moss, maybe.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Moss in the water, just (making a blurping, water noise and motioning a washing over with her hands)

Siddhananda: (Smiling) Yeah.

G: (Laughing)

Siddhananda: It’s nice, the way its reflection is wiggling and moving and as the water moves.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: i do see a face emerging. Now, it’s like light, like moonlight on darker water and it’s a beautiful moonlight melting on it.

G: Mmm, hmm.

Siddhananda: Okay, there's someone sitting by that and they are alone in their meditative, they are reflective and looking at that, lost in that beauty of that, of those reflections.

G: The joy of being out of mind and just relaxing with that.

Siddhananda: Yeah, so  just feels as if they are also wanting to say that this is where to go. This is how to be, to just really take it in and be one with what’s here, the beauty.

G: Right. So there’s another answer to the one that was asking, “What happens when you are still?”

Siddhananda: There you go. There you go. There it is for them. A true example of it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I wouldn’t mind sitting a while because what I’m seeing is [beautiful]. I do see a lot of mountains coming up.

G: Oh, nice.

Siddhananda: Which we don’t see often here (in Florida), with some snow-capped.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And, boy that’s nice to see!

G: Beautiful, fresh

Siddhananda: Mountains exist in the universe?

G: There aren’t many places that have mountains.

Siddhananda: Geesh, I think I’d have an inkling of a memory.

G: I think they still exist somewhere.

Siddhananda: Boy.

G: Couldn’t prove it by here, though.

Siddhananda: I just want to thank them for reflecting that because it reminds me of Lake Washington with those Mountains behind there.

G: Yeah, it’s so pretty out there.

Siddhananda: (Sighing heavily) I do see some leaves. They’re saying, "the leaves are changing now." (Asking the energy) Why are you doing this to me?

G: Thank you (sarcastically to the Energy).

Siddhananda: Why are you doing this? (Placing her hand to her heart with heartache)

G: Last year, I wanted to do the photography of the leaves and didn’t get to do it, so now he wants to bring it up to me now (chuckling).  So, if you want to get in there, you better go up now (laughing)

Siddhananda: Oh my gosh!

G: (laughing heartily)

Siddhananda: It’s all heartbreak. It’s bittersweet, looking at these beautiful leaves, so many different colors.

G: (chuckling)

Siddhananda: Okay, they’re showing blossoms of Spring.  They’re just showing the beauty of the seasons.

G: Yes, just the beauty of nature and sitting with that, and being still and totally one with it. Absolutely enjoyment.

Siddhananda: (Sighing and shaking her head)  Ah, sunsets. Can you stay awhile? (chuckling) I like this.

G: She wants to take the journey.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they got that rock. Almost feels like my rock in Seattle looking out over that lake.  Oh, I like this rock.

G: (Chuckling)

Siddhananda: That’s my rock that rocks so, ‘cause I just used to sit on that.

G: (Shaking her head chuckling)

Siddhananda: There it is!                                                                                                                        
G: Like a turtle. Like a turtle. Like a lizard in the sun.

Siddhananda: Oh totally! I’d plop myself there. Oh, there it is.

G: You and your rock.

Siddhananda: Oh, God, they showed Mt. Rainier. Okay, gotta stop this. It’s just too much beauty.

G: Yes, too much!

Siddhananda: No, I can’t say to stop that. I love that. So wonderful and I really appreciate that imagery. A real treat (placing her hand on her heart in appreciation.)

G: Namaste. Thank you for coming, Mossy.

Siddhananda: See if they want to stay awhile (chuckling)

G: Little Moss, you want to stay? I’m sure they’re happy wherever they’re at. They’re fine. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, I wouldn’t mind them staying. They’re really nice. (Sighing heavily)

G: You’ll be with them in a little while.

Siddhananda: That’s it. Put them over here. So I won’t forget them. Hold them every now and again so I can get a feeling of seasons which we don’t get here.

G: No we don’t. Seasons? What are those? I know they used to exist at some point in time. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Oh yeah. That’s the thing.

Message of Blessings

Siddhananda: Okay, so here's the next one that is a linga. (Showing a small dark linga stone).

G: Oh, the linga! The wild-card linga. 

Siddhananda: It feels like that bigger linga, but, it does not feel as heavy as it has sometimes. So, we'll see. (pause). Okay, so i do see that linga in my  mind.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: It's got a little more darkness around it, like a forest green and then darkness and colors around it.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: (pause). i'm not really getting any answers right now.

G: Say what now?

Siddhananda: i'm not getting any response right now to my questions about if they have any questions or why they came today. (pause). Okay, what i am hearing is that they embody a nature type of energy.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: ..because i'm seeing some forest green and that's what it feels like, like a beautiful thick deep forest, very lush.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: And while i'm speaking, i see a nice waterfall. i'm not even explaining the way it looks as much as in the center of it there's this falling water.

G: Yeah, it's just a very nice nature scene. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, did they have a message or something?

Siddhananda: Underneath the waterfall, i do see an image of a body. So, i'm trying to sort out what that is about.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Or some kind of image, i can't quite make it out. (pause). And that's spreading out into expansion. So, they're saying there's a message here, i'm just trying to gather it. (pause). Okay, they're saying it's supposed to be more of a feeling of the non-dual in this imagery, which i'm trying to make out.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: (pause). That's just becoming more of a Light. i'm seeing dark and light energies coming together as one, and then a heart and then it says "blessings."

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: So, i think it's just an image of a nice message.

G: Yeah, it's a message of sending their blessings and well-wishes to here. So, it's nice. 

Siddhananda: So, that's a nice message (hand on heart). So, we'll move on with that. Thank you.

G: Thank you for that.

Lush Energy

Siddhananda: Ok, so let's see what this other one.. (showing a chocolate colored stone).. got it? ok. Maybe i flash the rocks too quickly, i don't know.

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: But, let's see what this.. (pausing with closed eyes).. Ok, i can see that rock again in my mind, and it's changing to a deep emerald green.

G: aha

Siddhananda: They're saying they are lush energy (smiling)

G: Lush energy? (smiling) They're vibrant and lush (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah! they're lush. We'll take lush.

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: From this lushness, i see a lot of trees rising up out of it, and they're just really tall wonderful trees... very green and... Let's see what else. i'm just seeing from that a lot of light, like a rain of light coming down.

G: Rains of light?

Siddhananda: ..like raining light, raining on that (gesturing rain with hands)

G: aha

Siddhananda: So.. i'll see if they have a message or what they [want].. (pause) They're saying "all is one being"

G: all is one being, yes. ok (nodding)

Siddhananda: (pause) and i am hearing "the rains are coming, the rains are coming.. the rains of Grace"

G: The rains are?

Siddhananda: The rains of Grace are coming..

G: Oh, the rains of Grace are coming 

Siddhananda: yeah, coming as a blessing...

G: (nodding in acknowledgement)

Siddhananda: It's just another lovely energy, it's just wanting to say that message.. They're saying "take time to be in nature"

G: Yeah, exactly

Siddhananda: ..and sit by the waters.. sit alone, be quiet.. quiet down.. and look at all the beauty that abounds and just be with that, not all the other [mental] stuff.

G: Right

Siddhananda: That's a nice pointing (smiling)

G: [inaudible] ..get refreshed there [in nature]..

Siddhananda: Yeah! They're ok moving on, they're not necessarily wanting to stay. They just wanted to say that.

G: Ok, so, tell them thank you so much for saying that (gesturing namaste) and have a good journey

Siddhananda: Yeah (gesturing namaste)

Spearmint Gum

Siddhananda: Here we go! It’s kind of a green looking little one (showing a rock). Refreshment like spearmint gum.

G: (bursting out with laughter) Green and refreshing like spearmint gum. Oh good! What can we help you with? (laughing) Refreshing like spearmint gum, that’s great! Never a dull moment. At least they have a sense of humor, so it’s beneficial.

Siddhananda: We’re always welcome to have a good laugh. Okay. They are saying fresh breath and no cavities.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: And so, okay. I am asking if they are a nature spirit because I do see a little image of one of those little fun, little green…

G: Yeah, yeah. It could be one of those nature sprites, Mother Nature sprite.

Siddhananda: …images. They are saying they are not…

G: …not quite a nature sprite.

Siddhananda: (laughing) No, not really, no. They just are connected in with I think nature a lot.

G: More identified with that.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And they wouldn’t mind remaining that.

G: Okay, well there’s no reason that you have to change if you want to remain there as long as you are getting lessons and things. Absolutely! There’s no reason why you have to take other types of births. Consciousness is in all of it. It doesn’t matter trees, plants, nature, animal, human or other dimensions. It doesn’t matter. Consciousness is consciousness. Just the outplay and the experiential part of it will be different depending on which type you access.

Siddhananda: Boy, I am just seeing light now for this one, so maybe they were just…

G: That’s all they needed, permission to do that.

Siddhananda: They just needed that. I don’t see this…

G: That permission to do that, yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s light, I mean it’s just made of light…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And I think also that reflection is exactly that, and how that’s in all…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …living things, you know, it’s no different.

G: Yeah, it’s no different. It doesn’t matter which form. It’s just, you know, depending on what type of brain or whatever one has that acts like, you know, a filtering or a kind of a, what do you say, kind of like a computer program (moving hands around her head) depending on which one you have.

Siddhananda: Different patterns.

G: It patterns and it changes the experience of what it is. It’s all consciousness. But that’s like the programmer. (laughing) So, if you want to have different experiences, they have a different type of thing but it’s all consciousness. It doesn’t matter. It’s just the outward experience will appear to be different.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I see a little changing shape with that little nature sprit but then it goes back to this light. And I think it’s just really all into that feeling.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s quite good.

G: Yeah, and that’s fine. We’ll leave him with that. Continue to be happy.

Siddhananda: Thank you for bringing that refreshment in.

G: Yes, we’re happy to have that refreshment.

Siddhananda: Okay!

The Pure Land

Siddhananda: This one is saying immediately, "I'm not a clear pool." (referring to previous spirit that was worked with, breaking out in laughter).

G: (laughing hard)

Spirit: Please don't kick me out today!

Siddhananda: This is the rock, see (showing a transparent, clear rock).

G: But, they're not a clear pool (still laughing).

Siddhananda: They're not a clear ...no, no (shaking her head no, emphatically) ... not even close to being a clear pool! They are laughing, but they're very ... they're very much hurting. They're very much filled with ... not negative ... just ... (pausing) ... all their conditionings. They're not a clear pool, they keep saying, "no!"

G: Okay, we get that (laughing)!

Spirit: I'm not a waterfall.

G: So, what is it going on with their conditionings? What is there? Where are they at?

Siddhananda: A lot of memories, attachments, a lot of worries ... a lot of just worrying, I guess. Worrying about themselves, about others, about the planet, you know, about the earth, the pollution, the catastrophes.

G: Okay. Okay, alright. You've taken way too much on yourself, and I think you don't have to worry, because God is at the center of all of it, and God is always pure. Okay?

Siddhananda: He's taking a deep breath.

Spirit: So, I don't have to do something about it? I feel like I need to.

G: You do the best that you can do. Of course, you do the best you can do on earth, but you don't have to put all this weight on your shoulders, because God is always pure, and God is at the center of all the creation. So, it will be cleansed in its time.

Spirit: Why does it happen? Why does it have to be in this way?

G: Well, man is the polluter and his ego.

Spirit: Mmm ...yes.

G: Man is the polluter and his ego. So, if you want to get to planetary cleansing, then find out who and what you are in the center of your soul.

Spirit: But, the animals ... the animals ... what about the animals?

G: The animals are also souls, and they move forward as well.

Spirit: What about the animals?

Siddhananda: I'm seeing just zebras ... just all kinds of animals float through my mind (chuckling). I don't know where they were from, if it was from more like an African area. Oh, it is ... it is! They were there when it was such a beautiful land, and they destroyed the land. They came and they burned ... wars.

G: Yeah, they destroyed the land, and they destroyed the elephants just for their tusks. They've done horrendous things.

Siddhananda: They hurt. They're crying. They're crying. They're crying.

G: Yeah, they have done horrendous things. They've done horrendous things.

Spirit: My land ... my land!

G: Yeah, yeah ... but know that it will be cleansed, and there will come a time when the earth will be restored to its former beauty...

Spirit: Oh, thank you.

G: ... restored in a higher vibrational state.

Spirit: Yes, I feel that movement coming forward now in me, but you know, it's hard for me ... my family, my mother, were hurt.
 
G: Right, but you have to let go of that and know that all will be righted in time in karma.

Spirit: Yes. So, for me now, should I let go of this worry?

G: Yeah! You need to let go of the worry. Like they say, the saying ... "Let go and let God."

Spirit: Yes, and this is a saying that's at the heart of all religions.

G: Exactly. Let go and let God ... there's only so much you can do as a single man, etcetera. Of course, we do the best we can do, but you need to get yourself out of the way, and let God work through you.

Siddhananda: He knows of the young boy that was here and wanted to re-live his life in that body when it was so beautiful and lush. He says that he was there, and it was that way. I see a spear and this young, frail, dark-skinned boy. He's very, very cute and sweet, and innocent. He loved that land. He roamed in it, played in it... barefoot.

Spirit: Is that a good thing to do, to go back to that time, when it was pure?

G: You need to go forward, and he understands, too, that he's going to have to go forward. Okay, but no, you need to go forward, not stay in the past. You can't stay in the past.

Spirit: That make sense for me, and I know everyone's different. For me, that makes sense. I think it would be harder for me if I went back.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: For him, it's just something else.

G: Just know that things are going to adjust, and it will get better in time.

Spirit: Thank you! So, moving forward from here, I will try to take steps forward.

Siddhananda: I see some steps.

Spirit: I'm from Africa, so is there something you can give that would harmonize with that, or does it matter?

G: It doesn't matter. You can still do the ... if you want to do the COS and the mantra, you can do that. It doesn't matter what land you're from.

Spirit: Mmm hmm ... makes total sense, because we're not all that anyway at the end of it all.

G: Yeah, exactly.
 
Siddhananda: I'm seeing a yantra now. It's his way of saying, "I see there's one heart."

G: Right.

Spirit: And, that's where we can all heal ... is by going there.

G: Exactly.

Spirit: So, the COS I've heard of, is that okay?

G: Yeah!

Siddhananda: Okay, so can I wait for that as well?

G: Yes, yes.

Siddhananda: Thank you so much. I'm seeing ... his way of saying thank you, are with a lot of animals that are very healthy and running, and his pure land. He wanted to send that to you to say, "thank you."

G: Thank you.

Let Go of the Mask

Siddhananda: Okay (closing her eyes).

Spirit: I am not in this darkness because I'm dark, I want you to know. I'm not a deceiving one.

Siddhananda: [Also] He wants to say that ...

Spirit: I'm praying that Siddhananda ... that whatever energies may have come from anything in the past, is completely clear.

G: That's been worked on very rapidly (nodding head once decisively and then laughing).

Siddhananda: He says that he can feel it, and he also feels the love that is overpowering. Thank you.

G: Excellent (nodding with approval)! 

Spirit: So, anyway, I am kind of a spunky spirit.

G: Hahahaha ... we like spunk!

Spirit: (laughing) I know you are, too, Guruji, and Siddhananda, is beautiful. I have fun and laugh, and make it seem so exuberant.

Siddhananda: ... almost like on a trampoline ... of, I don't know ... just like ... Yeaahh!!! ... (dancing on her chair with a happy energy).

Spirit: ... am happy to be here.

Siddhananda: It's just a happy spirit that's brought a lot of joy to others just by being very cheerful, and sunny, and cute. But, wanting to say that in some ways that was a mask, because, for him ... inside ... he's been hurting.

G: That's the way it is for a lot of comics on the earth. The ones that do a lot of comedy, they wear that mask, and their comedy comes really out of a lot of pain.

Spirit: Yes, and, you know, that is so it! I don't know about all that are this way, but I know about me ... that I've carried a string of pain ... like a continuous pain, in spite of my outer persona, and others would not see that. They really had no idea. They thought I was very happy. I mean, I was a good person, but my aching has come from ...

Siddhananda: I'm seeing a lot of tears, like a rain of tears. I'm seeing rain of tears and a rock ... mountains, and things ... sorrow.

Spirit: Anyway, I'd like to have this be dissolved and have nature in her beauty come forward.

G: Mmm hmm

Spirit:  What is true in nature.

Siddhananda: They're kind of saying, whether it's nature of truth.. I think it is something like that, ... the seasons of nature taking me over.

G: Right, then you have to let go of wearing the mask, for one. You have to open the heart, and spend more time in nature. Be willing to commune with that, and begin to have that start to move through you. You can gain a lot of lessons from that.

Spirit: Mmm hmmm! I love nature so, and I know Siddhananda does, too. That's it. I think more solitude, too, because I have been very social in my life.

G: Yeah. Yeah, social sometimes is a running away, not wanting to be quiet and to face our demons, etc.

Spirit: ... parties, and comic ... things that are very social.

G: Right, a lot of my path was just spending time next to the Ganges, and opening my heart and let that flow through. So, you might want to spend more time around nature type settings, and just begin to open the heart instead of shielding it all the time.

Siddhananda: I see an image of a river, going through now ... Ganges.. more like mother. He feels that that is beginning to rinse him clean. It's a strong imagery of the Ganges and the Ghats, and he feels the energy of you being Ganga wash him clean.

G: So, you can begin there, and when you are ready, you know, you could start with the COS.

Spirit: Oh, thank you so much! I am so grateful!

G: If you want to do that, ... or just the text of it. If you don't want to [do] the mantra, you can do the rest of it and it would be beneficial to you.

Spirit: Not the mantra?

G: You could do the mantra as well, if you like.

Spirit: Thank you ...

Siddhananda:  not the mantra (laughing) ... they like that mantra (laughing and makes huge eyes)!

G: (laughing) You can do the mantra as well, if it's not too much for you. You can do that as well.

Spirit: And, to know, too, ... I know Siddhananda is psychic, and I can receive the information of the COS psychically. That is not a problem. I can read it that way.

G: Okay, excellent. So, thank you for coming.

Spirit: And, the mantra, do I read the mantra?

G: No, you will say it. So, if you just hang around until the end of our session, we will do the mantra for you.

Spirit: I want to ensure that I had that right, because that mantra is what ... yes (laughing)!

Siddhananda: He wants to say that he can see all of nature in that.

G: Yes!

Spirit: ... like every aspect of God in that.

G: Yes!

Siddhananda: ... and that is what the self ... I guess, the self being the center with the light, and the emanations of God (gesturing with hands to indicate light emanating in all directions).

G: Yes. Right. That's like going into that void. You know, [it's] like the Lingam.  You have the Lingam, which is the void ... that IS of God ... that un-manifest. Then, it comes out through the Yoni, which is the Shakti, or the manifestation of everything that subdivides into what you see ... the seen world. So, yes, that practice and that mantra helps to connect you with that, so you can go into deeper, deeper levels of that.

Spirit: Oh, I can't wait, thank you!

G: Okay, so I am going to put you to the side here. When we finish with the rest of the readings, we will go ahead and close that down, and give that mantra.

G & Siddhananda: Namaste (gesturing with namaste hands)

Mother Nurture

Siddhananda: I chose this big one, again. It is heavy, but it’s a bigger rock. I don’t think that has anything to do with it. (sitting with eyes closed) There’s a lot of lightness, a nice white aura. Okay, I’m seeing a mother holding a baby, kind of rocking it. It does look like a very pure spirit doing that … loving it … singing to it. So, do you have a question or message today (asking spirit)? They’re like a mother type of energy.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They like to nurture (raised voice in sweet way), but, you know, it feels to me as if it’s nurturing in a good way. They are showing some plants.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda:  They’ve made sure that those are protected and raised up right. You know, the little critters, too ... it’s all of it. It’s not just their own child or something.

G: Right, they are just a mothering energy.

Siddhananda: Yeah … and they would like to bring that mother energy to others.

G: Okay, well, we will leave them at the healing center.

Siddhananda:  Niceeee!

G: Because there are a lot that come that could use some mothering … you know.

Siddhananda: Beautiful!

G: Hopefully when the one, the schizophrenic (a previous spirit), that has lost their mind when they come together a little more, they could really use some good mothering that can help to bring them back to (gesturing to indicate integration) … you know. So, if they could just send some of that mothering lightness to them that might be beneficial for them now.

Siddhananda: Good idea!

G: It's going to take a while… it's going to take a mother that's a very conscientious to be able to…
 
Siddhananda: For sure! And what I'm seeing is that this one really loves unconditionally because what I'm seeing … some of the faces are not … maybe they had deformities …

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Or, they had something that wasn't perfect about them… and (the spirit) doesn't care, they don’t see it.

G: Right.

Siddhananda:  It’s a really nice unconditional loving energy in that way.

G: Yeah, that’s perfect then!

Siddhananda: You can’t miss this one! It is weighty.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda:  It's big but even for how big this rock is … it’s relatively weighty.

G: It’s nicely weighted.  We need that for the schizophrenic.

Siddhananda: It’s a stocky energy.

G: For that scattered one, we need something very strong like that ... to aid with that.

Siddhananda: They’re going to still get some tough love in there, yet nurturing at the right time …

G: Exactly! 


Siddhananda:   … and softness when it's needed. That’s a good mother!

Non-Dual Blessings

The linga stone that the spirit is in comes into view and has a little darkness around it... forest green, dark colors around it. The spirit embodies a nature type of energy - what's seen is some forest green, beautiful deep, thick forest... very lush. The image of a waterfall is reflected... at the center of this scene there is just this falling water. With this imagery, the spirit wishes to convey the feeling of the Non-Dual that is just becoming more as light and dark energies coming together as one. Then a heart appears, the spirit says, "Blessings."

Priscilla of the Night

This spirit is more of nature, appearing to have a body clothed in a kind of soil with sprouts coming up that speaks of renewal. This one is like fertilizer made into a source of nourishment to help this time of renewal bloom. She wishes to speak of these changes coming forward on earth.  It is in motion and will draw away all that may keep one from renewal.  It will draw this away and absorb it to make way for new, sprouting growth.

She says to come more towards purification, to become more translucent, so that this light can emanate through the body more easily.  People should seek to become more grounded in earth and more grounded in the energies of nature.

Spirit says she knows of the mantras being given and that they are glad the mantras are coming – more greenery is coming out through that. This is a beautiful thing and is like fertilizer, too.