Body Identification

Siddhananda: (picking a stone) (pause) [i'm hearing that] they wanted to be normal for a long time..

G: hmm hmm (nodding) verses what? (laughing)

Siddhananda: Right (laughing).. The abnormal..

G: Are they aby-normal? (teasing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) (pause) They feel like they are, that they are not normal, for whatever reason. I can see why.. "disfigurement of body and mind."

G: Okay. Well, the disfigurement of the body is gone. If they check, there's no body there!

Siddhananda: When you say that, that's hilarious. (laughing).. ohh, where did it go! (gesturing looking around for body)

G: (smiling) Yeah. Unless they continue to hold that image. If they're still making that image and seeing a disfigured body then that's on them, they need to let go because on the other side they can only be that perfection of the body.

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah, they are holding onto something, and I can see the image, it is disfigured - the face, the form.

G: Yeah, they need to let go of that and allow that perfection, that healing of body to take place. There's no reason to hold that. When they're in that etheric body, there's absolutely no reason to hold that. So, that's in their mental framework that they are clinging to that. So, they can be healed immediately.

Siddhananda: Sure, that shows that [even] when the body is dropped, you can still see them hold to [the identifications they had] when in body... it is just the identifications.

G: Right, they're holding on to that identification. So, let that identification go and be healed. It's one hundred percent possible it would be totally healed in this moment. 

Siddhananda: (pause) As you're speaking, i'm seeing a mask being taken off. It's like that was just a mask or something (gesturing a covering)

G: Right, it's just a mask. Yeah, that was an experience that one chose to have for that life for some reason. Whatever the lesson was, that's done.

Siddhananda: (pause) And i am seeing more of a body made of light now.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: Just light, with a heart. They are still holding on to that, but, they have taken it off and we'll see if they'll just flush that through.

G: Right, and we'll also let the Light of Christ come to let them know that they are totally healed, that there is no reason for any of that to be held. 

Siddhananda: (pause) They're actually running to that image [of Christ]!

G: Yeah, running is good (laughing)

Siddhananda: (smiling) So, it feels good and of course that is there and actually hugging that image, that light presence, that love is there..

G: Right

Siddhananda: So, they are very much welcomed, and that mask is still being held, but, it's a small mask now.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: But, it is a mask. So, they know that's what it is.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's feeling better.

G: Good. So, we'll leave them with Christ and let them continue to adjust and let go of that. (smiling)

How To Be A Saint

Siddhananda: Okay. (long pause)

Spirit: How do I be saintly? How do I be like a saint?

G: Why do you want to be like a saint?

Spirit: Because they seem pure, holy.

G: Yeah, you don’t need to be a saint, self-sacrificing, to be pure. One just has to let go of the ego, that's all.

Siddhananda: Okay, it’s resonating but they still are drawn to being a saint. You don’t [just] say that and become a saint.

G: Do they want the truth or the mask of piety?

Siddhananda: You’re really cutting out [referring to the audio in the video]. Do they want the truth or do they want the other, the mask, did you say?

G: I’m asking [do they want] the mask of piety or the truth of the purity?

Siddhananda: I see. I hear that now..  (pause) yeah. They do desire truth. They are hearing more of what you are saying there. They desire truth.

G: Good choice! (laughing)

Siddhananda: A lot of people can have that appearance.

G: Yeah, in order to do that, one doesn’t need to become a saint. If that’s the life they are drawn in and they are called to sacrifice, then that is one thing.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Just let go of the fact that [you have to be like a saint to find truth].. it’s not that you have to do something in order to find what’s there now.

Siddhananda: Right, that brings in them in a whole different doorway than trying to act like they are this or that or become this or that. It’s just letting go of that fallacy that they have to become this way or that way.

G: Right, because it’s already there. If they let go of the fallacy that they want to be that, [then they can realize] they are already that… let go of the illusion.

Siddhananda: Okay, so they are sitting with that.

G: Let them sit with that for a while.

Siddhananda: Okay, I can put them over [there in the healing center].

G: Everybody is kind of going to school.

Siddhananda: I know, it’s kind of like, “Sit with this? Okay.” Well, we can use one of those levels over there to have them lined up there.

G: We need a school room and an infirmary. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Now, it seems like we need an infirmary, intensive care unit. I think we need an intensive care unit. I got to get my nurse’s garb on today. (laughing)

G: Yeah, you may need your nursing garb today.

Siddhananda: I did get a flash of bandages being taken off. (referring to a previous spirit mentioned in the blog post “Mummified.”)

G: Yay! (clapping)

Let Go of the Mask

Siddhananda: Okay (closing her eyes).

Spirit: I am not in this darkness because I'm dark, I want you to know. I'm not a deceiving one.

Siddhananda: [Also] He wants to say that ...

Spirit: I'm praying that Siddhananda ... that whatever energies may have come from anything in the past, is completely clear.

G: That's been worked on very rapidly (nodding head once decisively and then laughing).

Siddhananda: He says that he can feel it, and he also feels the love that is overpowering. Thank you.

G: Excellent (nodding with approval)! 

Spirit: So, anyway, I am kind of a spunky spirit.

G: Hahahaha ... we like spunk!

Spirit: (laughing) I know you are, too, Guruji, and Siddhananda, is beautiful. I have fun and laugh, and make it seem so exuberant.

Siddhananda: ... almost like on a trampoline ... of, I don't know ... just like ... Yeaahh!!! ... (dancing on her chair with a happy energy).

Spirit: ... am happy to be here.

Siddhananda: It's just a happy spirit that's brought a lot of joy to others just by being very cheerful, and sunny, and cute. But, wanting to say that in some ways that was a mask, because, for him ... inside ... he's been hurting.

G: That's the way it is for a lot of comics on the earth. The ones that do a lot of comedy, they wear that mask, and their comedy comes really out of a lot of pain.

Spirit: Yes, and, you know, that is so it! I don't know about all that are this way, but I know about me ... that I've carried a string of pain ... like a continuous pain, in spite of my outer persona, and others would not see that. They really had no idea. They thought I was very happy. I mean, I was a good person, but my aching has come from ...

Siddhananda: I'm seeing a lot of tears, like a rain of tears. I'm seeing rain of tears and a rock ... mountains, and things ... sorrow.

Spirit: Anyway, I'd like to have this be dissolved and have nature in her beauty come forward.

G: Mmm hmm

Spirit:  What is true in nature.

Siddhananda: They're kind of saying, whether it's nature of truth.. I think it is something like that, ... the seasons of nature taking me over.

G: Right, then you have to let go of wearing the mask, for one. You have to open the heart, and spend more time in nature. Be willing to commune with that, and begin to have that start to move through you. You can gain a lot of lessons from that.

Spirit: Mmm hmmm! I love nature so, and I know Siddhananda does, too. That's it. I think more solitude, too, because I have been very social in my life.

G: Yeah. Yeah, social sometimes is a running away, not wanting to be quiet and to face our demons, etc.

Spirit: ... parties, and comic ... things that are very social.

G: Right, a lot of my path was just spending time next to the Ganges, and opening my heart and let that flow through. So, you might want to spend more time around nature type settings, and just begin to open the heart instead of shielding it all the time.

Siddhananda: I see an image of a river, going through now ... Ganges.. more like mother. He feels that that is beginning to rinse him clean. It's a strong imagery of the Ganges and the Ghats, and he feels the energy of you being Ganga wash him clean.

G: So, you can begin there, and when you are ready, you know, you could start with the COS.

Spirit: Oh, thank you so much! I am so grateful!

G: If you want to do that, ... or just the text of it. If you don't want to [do] the mantra, you can do the rest of it and it would be beneficial to you.

Spirit: Not the mantra?

G: You could do the mantra as well, if you like.

Spirit: Thank you ...

Siddhananda:  not the mantra (laughing) ... they like that mantra (laughing and makes huge eyes)!

G: (laughing) You can do the mantra as well, if it's not too much for you. You can do that as well.

Spirit: And, to know, too, ... I know Siddhananda is psychic, and I can receive the information of the COS psychically. That is not a problem. I can read it that way.

G: Okay, excellent. So, thank you for coming.

Spirit: And, the mantra, do I read the mantra?

G: No, you will say it. So, if you just hang around until the end of our session, we will do the mantra for you.

Spirit: I want to ensure that I had that right, because that mantra is what ... yes (laughing)!

Siddhananda: He wants to say that he can see all of nature in that.

G: Yes!

Spirit: ... like every aspect of God in that.

G: Yes!

Siddhananda: ... and that is what the self ... I guess, the self being the center with the light, and the emanations of God (gesturing with hands to indicate light emanating in all directions).

G: Yes. Right. That's like going into that void. You know, [it's] like the Lingam.  You have the Lingam, which is the void ... that IS of God ... that un-manifest. Then, it comes out through the Yoni, which is the Shakti, or the manifestation of everything that subdivides into what you see ... the seen world. So, yes, that practice and that mantra helps to connect you with that, so you can go into deeper, deeper levels of that.

Spirit: Oh, I can't wait, thank you!

G: Okay, so I am going to put you to the side here. When we finish with the rest of the readings, we will go ahead and close that down, and give that mantra.

G & Siddhananda: Namaste (gesturing with namaste hands)