Showing posts with label drugs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label drugs. Show all posts

Friday, September 2, 2016

Drugs and Consciousness



Siddhananda: (Showing a milky white stone). (pause). Okay, just again, dream states rising. (pause)  I do see this one in a bed, asleep in a dream type of consciousness that they’re dreaming. Yeah, they’re kinda out, so I don’t know how they even got here to be honest (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) ..like sleepwalking here. But they are in a bed and they are dreaming, mouth open. wonder if they can even [talk]. Let’s see what’s happening. (closing eyes).

G: (chuckling) Where are you?

Siddhananda: (laughing) How did you get here?

G: You’re in lala land at the moment.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. Well, let me see if I can see a little more about it without them having to talk (laughing).

G: (shaking her head, chuckling). Out in the ozone.

Siddhananda: Well, that’s the thing,

G: Surfing the ozone. 

Siddhananda: They are in bed and they are out, (eyes closed) dream states upon dream states, never waking (chuckling).

G: Odd.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Are they embodied now?

Siddhananda: No, they’re floating.

G: They’re just floating.

Siddhananda: They’re in the ethers.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They’re sleeping there. They are not conscious fully. They’re in these dreams, which happens. People are always in dreams (chuckling).

G: Yeah. I was saying that because I was wondering they could also be somebody that’s in a coma or something.

Siddhananda: Oh, yeah.

G: Embodied and not really embodied (motioning with her hand), and it’s kind of (twirling her hand above her head).

Siddhananda: I see what you’re saying. Well, this is also that I’m feeling that they are out more in the [ethers]. I see more space, so they are in the ethers.

G: Are they participating in a meditation type of practice? Could be a few things going on.

Siddhananda: (closing eyes, pause) Okay, I just see some patterns. I’m just needing to try to decipher it from another way, another angle. Patterns... there’s a center point (with her hand, motioning a weave). I don’t know if you’ve seen those things where there’s a circle and there’s a triangle and then there’s a circle around it and it’s all spinning (gesturing a spinning motion with both hands).

G: Okay, like a centrifuge.

Siddhananda: Yeah, when they’re just sort of spinning, not at the same time but they’re [spinning].

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So I’m seeing that spinning. I’m getting a little image of something, so let me see (pause). Yeah, I do see some energy moving toward a circle. Let me see if they did a lot of third eye or what was going on.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: out of body or...

G: Something is going on because they’re really [disconnected].

Siddhananda: Drugs.

G: Yeah, they’re just really disconnected.

Siddhananda: I do see some kind of needle. They may have been injected. Some druggie states...  Maybe, just a lot of medical stuff in their lifetime.

G: (nodding in acknowledgment).

Siddhananda: Maybe they died in the hospital, quite out of it.  Maybe that’s it. It just feels like there was some medical thing, there is some drug induced state.

G: That’s why I was wondering if they were in a coma for some time. The body is there but they’re gone. 

Siddhananda: (nodding in acknowledgment).

G: Do they realize that they are no longer in that body?

Siddhananda: [They're] just in a haze. I don’t think they do. I don’t even think they know, here, there or where.

G: Right.  They’re still in that.

Siddhananda: I can feel it. I can kinda feel that sort of heavy, like a cotton mouth, all that crap you get from the drugs.

G: Right, right. From the drugs and all the medications and stuff that they give them.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Usually, they will have some sort of a guide or angel around them. We’ll ask if their guide or angel is around and if they could help this being to recover a little bit and take them to the healing center and work with them. Because they’re going to be awhile to come out of that.

Siddhananda: Okay, there is an angel that has come. They are coming with a blanket. They are covering them (the spirit) with the blanket. I think they are just trying to make them more comfortable.

G: More comfortable.

Siddhananda: Soothing their forehead and being more nurturing in that way because what can you do when you are so out.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: and putting a cold compress on their forehead to help them slowly become more alert.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: I’m going to speak to the angel a little and see.

G: See what other insight as to what happened or what’s going on with that. (closing eyes).

Siddhananda: (closing eyes) I’m just hearing the angel saying they were in a lot of drug induced states that left them unaware of where they were or what is happening. It’s feeling a little better with this angel energy. So, they (the angel) are trying to hold their (the spirit's) head up a little and put the cold [compress] around.

G: like something to wake up with.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Bring them out.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they (the spirit) are trying to just look around and their eyes are rolling around. They are trying to get that refreshment, that cooling energy. The angel is being very good with this soul.  They are [trying] to sit them up but they are [asleep] (bends her body forward).

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, it’s going to take a little while.

G: It might take a while. Yeah, that stuff, it affects your consciousness. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: It just really dulls you out. So, let’s go ahead and take that one and leave them in the Healing Center.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Because it’s going to be awhile for them to process to come out of the drugs and stuff, for their consciousness to be cleansed and be a little bit more awake.

Siddhananda: Yeah, spirit is spirit, but there are times when people are just in those dream-like drug induced states.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Maybe it’s happened a lot through their life for whatever reason and it just stays pretty out of it.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Sadly, sadly, it seems like.

G: Yeah, drugs are not always the answer.

Siddhananda: No. Anyway, so that’s that situation and they’re in good hands right now.

Monday, April 25, 2016

Cleansing Toxins



Siddhananda: Alright, so next. (pausing with closed eyes). They are having a dreadful time of it, I'm hearing. (smiling)

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: Dreadful.

G: Dreadful! (speaking in a teasing way) 

Siddhananda: (laughing)

G: Horrid! (smiling)

Siddhananda: (smiling) Alright, so why is it so dreadful? Let's see.

G: Yeah, what's going on that's so dreadful?

Spirit: Toxic.

G: Toxic? In what way, what is toxic?

Spirit: Took something toxic.

G: Oh okay. Did they commit suicide or what?

Siddhananda: "No," they're saying.

G: Then, what happened?

Siddhananda: They have tried to, before.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: They didn't die that way, [though]. Let's see... toxic... some kind of drugs.

G: Ohhh, drugs!

Siddhananda: Yes, they did drugs.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: So, feeling toxic, sick.

G: Yeah, and it's going to take a while to get out of the energetic field. It's going to take a while for that to right itself out of the energetic field. But, we can ask for the Guides and the Masters to come and aid with that, to help change that energetic field, to get it more in balance. 

Siddhananda: (long pause) Yeah, definitely shifting.

G: Hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: There's a circle of light around this energy and it's feeling light. I do still feel that there, but...

G: It will take a little while to get that cleansed out. This is why you don't do the drugs. It really does affect you on an energetic level. And it is toxic! People want to get out of their problems and do these drugs and stuff as a way to not have to deal with it and numb themselves, etc. But, when you come out, you still feel that numbness and toxicity. 

Siddhananda: That's what they're afraid of, underneath it all. (smiling)

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: Toxicity of what they've been covering [up with drugs].

G: Right. So, let's sit with that and be willing to open in this moment and look and see what's under there, so that they can release it and not hold on to that.

Siddhananda: They're sitting with that, with what's underneath it.

G: Yeah, what was it that they didn't want to experience, or what was it that they were trying to run away from?

Siddhananda: I'm hearing something with death. It looks like someone may have died, something happened that they covered.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It sounds like it's been [for] quite a while [that] they've had this pattern of these chemicals and things.

G: Right, right. So, they need to see that nothing dies. 

Siddhananda: (pause) And in this murkiness, I do see a white lotus behind there.

G: Hmm hmm, a little light of that. 

Siddhananda: So, they're understanding of what you're saying.

G: Right, that there is no death. You took yourself out of that life, and it was not beneficial.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they do know now it wasn't [beneficial], and they very much want to be cleaned out, cleared out. They want that lotus to have all the mud off of it.

G: Yeah. I would say do the "OM THAT I AM" and the "I AM THAT I AM," and let the rivers of living waters come and wash through them  (gesturing flowing waters) and clear that, and help to wash that out. 

Siddhananda: Okay, that is taking place, I can feel that.

G: Yeah, he is the rivers of living waters (gesturing flowing waters).

Siddhananda: Yeah! Let them get this started now and then when they come back in form, it will be whole...

G: Then they'll be ready to go forward and learn that lesson "no more chemicals."

G and Siddhananda: (gesturing namaste)