Cleansing Toxins

Siddhananda: Alright, so next. (pausing with closed eyes). They are having a dreadful time of it, I'm hearing. (smiling)

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: Dreadful.

G: Dreadful! (speaking in a teasing way) 

Siddhananda: (laughing)

G: Horrid! (smiling)

Siddhananda: (smiling) Alright, so why is it so dreadful? Let's see.

G: Yeah, what's going on that's so dreadful?

Spirit: Toxic.

G: Toxic? In what way, what is toxic?

Spirit: Took something toxic.

G: Oh okay. Did they commit suicide or what?

Siddhananda: "No," they're saying.

G: Then, what happened?

Siddhananda: They have tried to, before.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: They didn't die that way, [though]. Let's see... toxic... some kind of drugs.

G: Ohhh, drugs!

Siddhananda: Yes, they did drugs.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: So, feeling toxic, sick.

G: Yeah, and it's going to take a while to get out of the energetic field. It's going to take a while for that to right itself out of the energetic field. But, we can ask for the Guides and the Masters to come and aid with that, to help change that energetic field, to get it more in balance. 

Siddhananda: (long pause) Yeah, definitely shifting.

G: Hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: There's a circle of light around this energy and it's feeling light. I do still feel that there, but...

G: It will take a little while to get that cleansed out. This is why you don't do the drugs. It really does affect you on an energetic level. And it is toxic! People want to get out of their problems and do these drugs and stuff as a way to not have to deal with it and numb themselves, etc. But, when you come out, you still feel that numbness and toxicity. 

Siddhananda: That's what they're afraid of, underneath it all. (smiling)

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: Toxicity of what they've been covering [up with drugs].

G: Right. So, let's sit with that and be willing to open in this moment and look and see what's under there, so that they can release it and not hold on to that.

Siddhananda: They're sitting with that, with what's underneath it.

G: Yeah, what was it that they didn't want to experience, or what was it that they were trying to run away from?

Siddhananda: I'm hearing something with death. It looks like someone may have died, something happened that they covered.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It sounds like it's been [for] quite a while [that] they've had this pattern of these chemicals and things.

G: Right, right. So, they need to see that nothing dies. 

Siddhananda: (pause) And in this murkiness, I do see a white lotus behind there.

G: Hmm hmm, a little light of that. 

Siddhananda: So, they're understanding of what you're saying.

G: Right, that there is no death. You took yourself out of that life, and it was not beneficial.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they do know now it wasn't [beneficial], and they very much want to be cleaned out, cleared out. They want that lotus to have all the mud off of it.

G: Yeah. I would say do the "OM THAT I AM" and the "I AM THAT I AM," and let the rivers of living waters come and wash through them  (gesturing flowing waters) and clear that, and help to wash that out. 

Siddhananda: Okay, that is taking place, I can feel that.

G: Yeah, he is the rivers of living waters (gesturing flowing waters).

Siddhananda: Yeah! Let them get this started now and then when they come back in form, it will be whole...

G: Then they'll be ready to go forward and learn that lesson "no more chemicals."

G and Siddhananda: (gesturing namaste)

Hungry For Truth

Siddhananda: Okay, so we’ll start with this one. (pause) They are saying they are hungry for truth.

G: That’s always good. I like to hear that. (smiling)

Siddhananda: They have just done practices, just try and sit in quietude, and that kind of thing. So, I am seeing some boxes. It sounds like they may have broken out of some, which is nice.

G: (nodding) Which is good.

Siddhananda: Yeah, so they are hungry for Truth.

G: Okay. Are they geared more towards Christianity. What is their leanings?

Siddhananda: More like open heart, flowering kind of thing. I’m not hearing Christianity as much.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I mean, they are open. They are open.

G: Yeah, Christianity is very open hearted. (laughing) If he gets to really know what Christ was teaching, that’s really an open heart.

Siddhananda: Of course! And they are open. So it’s not like they are saying no to that. Maybe they haven’t had as much [experience with that].

G: Yeah, I would say let Christ come and teach that one because his message is so succinct. They’ve got love, they’ve got lust in the Bible. They polluted it.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: But he can give it to him really, really quickly in an easy way.

Siddhananda: (long pause) Okay, so that seems to be making things more fluid. Maybe stirring a little mud, too, and flushing it out is what's happening

G: Yeah. Right. Because like Christ said, if you have seen me, you have seen the father that sent me. Well, that goes for all beings, same thing. If he lets go of the erroneous things, he can go to that light of Truth. Absolutely!

Siddhananda: Well, at first I saw a lot of light and then when Christ came in, there was mud that was being flushed. So, I think there was a lot there that this soul was not even completely aware of, as those things are in there and being dislodged.

G: Right. And it’s like that. You think you are further than you were sometimes, and all of the sudden that mud gets stirred. And, you go, “Ooh! Where did that come from?” (laughing)

Siddhananda: Well, right. Exactly! And that’s what’s happening.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: At least what I’m seeing is that it’s fluid and it is rising to the surface. But there is some darkness there. I don’t mean darkness, bad in that way, but just clinging, mental images.

G: Yeah, and that stuff needs to be washed out. But, if you ask for truth, that’s what you are going to get. You are not going to get a half truth, you’re going to get pure, undiluted truth.

Siddhananda: Yeah, so it’s definitely got more darker aspects that are whatever … mental ideations, clinging, past stuff, who knows. But, the energy is just sort of there allowing that, so that’s good.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So we’ll let that process be.

G: Yeah, we’ll just leave him for a while again. We’ll put him to the side and let him have those rivers of living waters just complete … (running her hands down like a waterfall). The river flushing that … flushing that … flushing that, yeah. Oh, yeah, all that stuff has to come to the surface one way or another to be seen and let loose of.

Siddhananda: Of course.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s a process, so who knows. With some, maybe it’s longer than others. But that one had a lot more to be flushed than what they even knew of.

G: Yeah, more than they knew was there, yeah. And it has to come. You have to see it. You have to let it go. It’s not just going to magically disappear.

Siddhananda: No.

G: That’s the process.

Siddhananda: At least that’s not what I think most of us know is the process … boom, gone! I’m sure that can happen. It can happen, but it’s also a process, too.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: All you can do is keep open and let things continue to flush through.

G: Exactly!

Rivers of Living Waters

Siddhananda: Okay, and onward with our next little clear one (showing a rock). It’s cute! Almost looks like a tooth or something.

G: Yeah, it does look like a toothie. Toothies!

Siddhananda: A little bit! We have some connection… something comes forward when I say that, you never know. Okay, so I’m just hearing "clear pool of wisdom.. wanting to know God."

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I feel a little Sufiness in there.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Maybe they weren’t, but maybe they were married to someone that was. So, I think they were female. Interesting...

G: I just keep getting from them “What is this I?” question. “What is this I?”

Siddhananda: I see that Sufi imagery there, and but then there is her. So, there’s this Sufi imagery and then there’s her beside it, you know. But I’m feeling that kind of blend a little, as you said, “What is this I?”

G: Yeah, “What is this I?” And do also the “I Am That I Am,” [and] the “Om That I Am.” I think those three-fold will be good for her, and just to keep in mind, the rivers of living waters… rivers of living waters. (waving her hand with fingers open up and down like cascading water)

Siddhananda: Yeah, that was nice.

G: She can take that in. Yeah, take that in.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and that definitely felt better, merging of energies, almost like she was feeling a little bit separate from…

G: Right!

Siddhananda: So it was good. Okay. All right!

G: Thank you!

Siddhananda: Thank you!

G: Yeah, I think that women don’t get to [do] the Dervish practices.

Siddhananda: I know. That’s it.

G: They are kind of on the outside looking in, so this will help her to get on the road to actually experiencing what she needs to experience.

Siddhananda: Right. She was almost watching him, standing beside him and he was doing that.

G: Right! And she’s wanting that for herself.

Siddhananda: Right, for herself. That’s right. So, good!

A Message of Purity and Divine Love

Siddhananda: Okay, we’ll go onto our next one ... a little darker stone.

G: Neeext!  Yeees. (smiling)  

Siddhananda:  You never know with that.

G:  One of our little smokeees … (rhyming).

Siddhananda:  Smoky

G: What’s in the smoky today, hey?   

Siddhananda:  Smoky, smoke! (chorusing with a smile). Initially, I do see that stone. It’s dark and rich, but beautiful inside. There is this wonderfully sparkling diamond. Beautiful!  Beautiful!

G:  Ahhh, that’s nice!

Siddhananda:  It’s got just a little bit of a bluer hue, but it’s clear… very, very, very lovely! So, I’m kind of going to just enjoy that for a minute (chuckling), if you don’t mind.

G:  Yeah, sounds like a wonderful image to enjoy … (laughing) ... got to soak that in!

Siddhananda:  You know, you see diamonds in real life, but when you see something like this, it’s full of changing lights. These lights are just fabulous!

So, I see some light coming into that diamond ... more from outside of that image ... from like a source ... it almost feels like The Source. That light is reflected ... and that diamond shines as a reflection.  That's what it's feeling like.

G:  Right.

Siddhananda:  In that diamond, I’m seeing some different images ... a little shifting of colors ... changing.  It feels like the world is coming into view …. some green trees … and different things. So, let’s see if there’s a question or a message.  Sounds like it’s more of a reflective message.

G:  Okay.

Siddhananda:  Through this, there’s more of this rich darkness, and this source is pouring in ... just pouring in. They are saying that they are the spirit of absolute ... they kind of resonate that because all I hear is “absolute.” All of a sudden, I’m seeing more of a pool of water from the Source ... this water is being just poured in ... I mean, it's just pouring in! It's just that continual pouring in of grace.

G:  Yes, it’s always flowing … rivers of living waters.  It’s always there ... always present.

Siddhananda:  Yeah…it’s really very nice.  I just want to see if there’s anything else that might rise from that. It's swirling ... the water is swirling a bit, and there’s a rose coming up from that. There are some hands ... two hands. I see a form holding one side of the rose, and another holding the other side, and they are looking in love at each other. They’re in love. It’s love, you know. It’s just in love … it’s love itself! (laughing) They’re saying something else needs to come. So, it does look a little more like an image of Mary coming up.

G:  Okay.

Siddhananda:  Very beautiful …  very, very white ... with white on (gesturing with her hands that Mary is wearing a veil over her head with the hands in prayer position just below the chin) ... stunning.  I’ll see if anything needs to be said with that ... all I really see is “love” written out.  So, I think they're feeling settled with that.  They want to portray that purity and love message.

G:  It’s always available.  It’s there.  It’s always available.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, ... really beautiful.  So, thank you so much. (smiling and placing her hand on the heart center)

G:  Thank you. (smiling and gesturing with namaste hands)

Siddhananda:  I think they have more work to do, so they want to move forward. Work to do to help others. They are emanating that energy.

G:  It's nice to have that love energy here.

Siddhananda:  The love, love, love energy ... we'll take it!

G:  Divine love (laughing).

Siddhananda:  Divine love ... come on, flow! (laughing with a big smile)