Weary traveler

Siddhananda: Here's another nice one (showing a chocolate color stone). i think it's light for it's weight, though (feeling the weight of the stone).

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: But, it's just nice, i like the feeling of this stone. (pause) Okay, they traveled through, is it Glen and Gale? (laughing).

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: ..through the green and through the winds. (smiling).

G: Oh Okay (smiling). Dale and Glen, something like that? (laughing)

Siddhananda: Gale, wind.. (laughing)

G: Gale. (laughing).

Siddhananda: i don't know these things, so i don't know how they come. (smiling). So, i see images of wind and nice green hills.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: They are a weary traveler.

G: Over hill and gale!

Siddhananda: (laughing). Does gale have anything to do with the wind, though?

G: Gale is a heavy wind, yeah. 

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: Gale force winds.. Glen is like a valley. 

Siddhananda: Yes. That's what they meant, valley and winds.

G: Okay. Glen and gales instead of hills and dales (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) Probably all of it. That sounds good, they're saying! Is that even a phrase?

G: Glen and gale and hill and dale, they've been everywhere (laughing).

Siddhananda: They're buddies. Two teams. i just can't believe that glen is valley and gale is wind. Is that even a saying, glen and gale? (laughing)

G: No, i guess it is now. (laughing)

Siddhananda: It sounds like a partner of two, two partners. "Hi, i'm glen and gale, we've been married.." (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: So.. (pause)

Spirit: i am tired and weary.

G: hmm hmm.

Spirit: i will go on and i do seek something that will help me, maybe like a rod or staff that's infused with grace, that i can hold to for the rest of this journey.

G: hmm hmm. i would go ahead and get them in touch with Christ and all the psalms. That would be good for them. 

Siddhananda: (pause) i see a staff coming, it's made of light.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: It's coming into view. Being given to this journeyer, by Grace. How luck are they, huh?

G: (nodding) Yeah, i think a lot of the psalms will fit this one very well.

Siddhananda: Nice. Christ is there and that is being offered to this very fortunate soul.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: And they are holding to it. They do feel steadier. [Before], they were starting to lose their energy because they were going on their own steam and that was hard to do.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: You can only go so far on that.

G: Exactly. Eventually, you need some support, somewhere. If he gets into the teachings of Christ, in the older testament, just the psalms part, that would serve him well. 

Siddhananda: Great.

G: Psalms are very refreshing. If you haven't read the psalms, they are very nice teachings of Christ, together, very nice and potent. 

Siddhananda: Like being beside clear waters, still waters, that kind of refreshing.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Poetic, almost.

G: Right, very poetic. 

Siddhananda: Beautiful. Very fortunate soul, he's got his hand on his heart and he's facing Christ, lucky guy! (hand on heart)

G: Nice (hand on heart). 

Siddhananda: Follow that light, you're in good hands. (smiling).

G: Yes (smiling). So, if you need something that's refreshing and you haven't read the psalms, take time to read the psalms. Lot of nice things are in the psalms. That and the words of Christ. You have a bible that has the words of Christ, you can get rid of some of the other stuff and just take his teachings and then the psalms. It's very nice, good balance for people. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's excellent. i don't think people maybe do enough of that or consider, but, it's there, it's quite refreshing.

G: Right. There's a lot of good wisdom in that.

Planting seeds of light

Siddhananda: Boy, this is pretty (referring to the stone).

G: Yeah, i love that one.

Siddhananda: Wow.

G: So stunning, blue and bright.

Siddhananda: My goodness. I think this is one of the prettier ones.

G: Yeah, blue and just stars, just sparkling. It's very pretty.

Siddhananda: Looks purple in there, but, it's actually more of a turquoise. Very, very, pretty!

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: You picked out some real pretty ones there. They're fun. Anyway, (pause) So, with this one, i am feeling Mayan ruins.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: And, i know this is where you got the stones. In the area. (pause) i am seeing some of those ruins. I don't know if they look that way exactly.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, at least a feeling of it there. I do see this stone and it's just beautiful and sparkly than can be. (pause) They are making a path through there.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (pause) It is a path going into one area. i'm hearing, tombs, that they're taking me in.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So, i'm going in. It's kind of a tunnel-y feeling. (pause) Moving like you're in a tunnel. They're saying they're taking me into those tombs.

G: (pause) Is it like an underground cave, like the cenotes or is it inside one of the pyramid type structures? Do you know?

Siddhananda: It's not underground, they're saying.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It's more that pyramidal structure.

G: Okay, it's in one of the structures, man-made structure, okay.

Siddhananda: Right. (pause) So, you go in there. I do see some petrified skeletons and things.

G: Aha. And who knows where it is. There's a lot of these pyramid things, they haven't been found yet. They are really over grown with jungle and everything . There are many many that haven't been found yet.

Siddhananda: Yeah. They are saying this is not underground, i keep hearing.

G: Aha, yeah.

Siddhananda: (pause) So, i'm seeing the skeletons, (pause) I see they're laying in something or some wrappings.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It's not a bad energy in there so much, at least in here, where they have taken me. So, i thank them for that (laughing)

G: Yeah (smiling)

Siddhananda: Thank you for been kind like that. Then again, there is an aggression too, that i'm feeling.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Like this happened, and taking of lives and that kind of mentality.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: (pause) So, they're taking me in there. I'm not quite sure where this is. (pause) i'm asking if this one skeleton i'm looking at was them.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: I'm not quite sure.

G: Yeah, (pause) could you elaborate a little bit more as to what is reason that you're here?

Spirit: Because i was enshrouded.

G: Aha, okay.

Spirit: With blankets and coverings, materials.

G: Okay. So, what may we help you with? So, they were someone that was in..

Siddhananda: (pause) Something about a child. I do see a child's skeleton there.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay.So, how can we help you today? They're no longer hurting for this scene.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They did want to reflect it as they lived it, through that, and they're no longer hurting for this scene, but, they are trying to help. So, they are a helping spirit.

G: Okay. And, what way would you like to help?

Spirit: I want to give love to all that have been involved in this kind of experience.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Even the ones that are the perpetrators, too. They want to send love. Their child was with them, i see a star in their heart.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: ..that is glowing, like that child was a precious child. Maybe someone that was supposed to be born, had some knowledge, i don't know, but, just a really special soul.

G: Yeah, it was a special soul.

Siddhananda: Yeah. And, that child was in their heart, like they're one.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, they aren't sad, just really wanting to bring that light outward.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, they're wanting to let you know that or let all know that. (pause) Let's see if there is anyway we can help them?

G: Aha.

Spirit: To bless me, if you feel like i need any other help with this.

G: Aha. I would say, if they want to, they could do the COS

Siddhananda: Funny, because i saw that right now, so, there you go!

G: Yeah. They could do the COS and expand things a little more.

Siddhananda: Yeah, great.

G: And, relax into that and whether they feel to remain in  spirit for some time and do work from there or they're ready to come into embodiment, that's up to them. 

Siddhananda: Okay, they're taking that in. It's interesting because i see that star in their heart, like they're drinking it in.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And the star drinks it in, (hand of over heart) It's like this one little thing, one unit, but, that child is there. It's a little star in their heart. It's really cute. And, they're taking it in. And, they are just going to keep going forward.

G: Aha

Siddhananda: I see them almost planting seeds of light around.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It's just sweet and that's their work and they're working hard at it, day and night. So, it's sweet.

G: So, very nice, thank you for that, (gesturing namaste) Thank you for coming.

Siddhananda: (Hand on heart center)

G: Are they staying at the healing center or they just passing through at the moment?

Siddhananda: They're passing, because they're working.

G: They're working.

Siddhananda: Yeah. They're going to work. In fact i see, as they plant those little lights, they turn into little stars.

G: Aha. Are they going mostly to the ruin area again? Another spirit that's working on the ruins areas?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: To enhance that.

Siddhananda: They're working more with that kind of setting, yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: That's what they're working with. And, they are planting these little lights that are growing like little stars, so.

G: Excellent. Those areas need to be cleaned up and the vibrational field be brought up there.

Siddhananda: That's right.

G: Better from  what it has been for so many centuries of that, so. (hand of heart center) Thank you for that.

Siddhananda: (hand on heart center) It's nice to know that work's been done.

G: And there are a ton of ruins, like i said, there are so many, they're just over grown jungle, which they haven't even found yet.

Siddhananda: Jeez, i believe it, wow.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Underground, i mean, it's just all over, so.

G: It's all over. They've had ones like Chichen Itza that was built on top of another civilization that was under that.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, some of them you can have multiple layers of things going on, but, yeah, Mexico, Guatemala, South America, all of those areas, there's so many. More that haven't even been found yet.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: waiting to be discovered, so. You have a lot of work ahead of you. Thank you for doing that work.

Siddhananda: It's good to know that they are. That's the way light is and Grace is. It does work, it does work all the time.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And it may not look like that way on the surface.

G: And, not everyone is called to do the same thing.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: We're called to work with people here and this doorway opened and, so, the universe just puts you where they need you at the time.

Siddhananda: Yeah. And, yet go on for how ever long, i suppose.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Till it ends, and a new phase begins.

G: If you're willing to do the work, the universe will grab you.

Siddhananda: (laughing) oh, boy.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, sometimes it's more easier. Sometimes, the unwilling participants have work to do to.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: And that's just the way it is.

G: Sometimes that happens.

Siddhananda: It's just, if it's your time it's your time, so.

Sitting

Siddhananda: (Showing a small white heart stone). (pause). [i'm hearing] "I liked sitting."

G: Okay (nodding). 

Spirit: "I liked to sit. I liked sitting."

G: (nodding).

Spirit: "I liked the full moon."

G: hmm hmm.

Spirit: "It came to me, it came."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: i can see a mountain with the big moon, nice moon behind it. They're saying "it came to me and gave such grace!"

G: Nice.

Siddhananda: Thank you.

G: Namaste. 

Rain on me Grace

Siddhananda: (Showing a transparent heart stone). Next. (pause) i'm seeing that heart in my mind, with some light coming up.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: Feels like some passages or words coming from that heart.

G: Okay, so, let's give it a second to let it flush out and see what that is that's coming through. 

Siddhananda: (pause) i can't really read the words, but, i'm hearing "rain on me."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: "Rain on me Grace, rain on me Grace."

G: Okay. Sounds like it's a Tibetan.. i don't know why i feel that. 

Siddhananda: Interesting. i'm not sure. i can ask them.

G: Where was their last incarnation?

Siddhananda: (pause) i'm hearing somewhere in Europe.

G: In Europe?

Siddhananda: (nodding)

G: By mountains? Were there mountains there?

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah.

G: i'm feeling somewhere up in a mountain, very high up (gesturing with hand pointing up). 

Siddhananda: There were mountains, for sure, big mountains.

G: Yeah, that's what i was feeling, that they lived very high up in a mountainous region. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, i can feel all the coolness of the season, the rain and the snow and the cool..

G: Right, that's why i was feeling like the Himalayas or something, very tall mountainous region. 

Siddhananda: And they're saying you're right. It was like that.

G: Like that type of scenery, yeah. 

Siddhananda: So..

G: For that one, i would do again the COS. 

Siddhananda: (pause). They're drinking that in nicely.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Okay, thank you.

G: Thank you (gesturing Namaste). 

Siddhananda: It was pretty good with that one, i think.

G: (smiling). Yeah, it's so weird, i don't see the images in my mind or anything. i'm not seeing anything, but, i just feel like the interpreting of the immediate vibration that comes through. 

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: i don't know (laughing). 

Siddhananda: Yeah, absolutely! When we work together as a team, we get this (laughing).

G: Apparently, we've got an interconnection here (laughing). 

Grace is Always There

Siddhananda: Okay, last one. Last but not at all least.


G: Last one. And we’re just swimming down the stream of life. (laughing)

Siddhananda: We are. We’re doing all kinds of floating and lighting up and moving. It’s all good today.

G: All sorts of good stuff today.

Siddhananda: Okay, so here we go with our last energy.

Spirit: Please give me the grace to surrender.

G: The grace is always there. All you have to do is open yourself to it and step back.

Siddhananda: Okay, they are connecting with the energy that you said and I feel a transmission going into this energy.

G: Yeah, it’s all they have to do is get themselves out of the way and not block it. That’s it.

Siddhananda: Okay, so they are definitely taking that in. They are getting transmission, which is the bottom line. You can feel it!

Ask for Liberation

Siddhananda: (Showing a small lingam) We have another one! (referring to previous stone being a linga as well)

G: Oh, another linga, okay (laughing). Hopefully, that one was listening in.

Siddhananda: (laughing) (the linga rolls) Where'd it go! It rolled under the computer, it left for a minute. I don't know how these things move, but they do. They have feet or something, I tell you! All the sudden they're there and then they're somewhere else (laughing)

G: (laughing) 

Siddhananda: Maybe it was trying to hide under there, but, I don't know. We'll find out (laughing) I'm hearing that they do want to shrink a little after that [last spirit's session] because they're in the lingam and they don't feel like they can meet that or match up with that one (referring to previous spirit that was contemplating lingam and yoni)

G: (laughing hard)

Siddhananda: So, they don't even know, if they should go back to where they came from (laughing).. They're glad you're laughing, but that's the way they feel. They wanted to roll right under the computer as if they were never ever here. (laughing)

G: [It was like] "i was going to come and share all my great wisdom, and now i'm like hiding and hoping they wont' see me" (gesturing hiding under desk) (laughing)

Siddhananda: That's the thing, and he came in a lingam and he's just like "Oh, No!" (laughing)

G: That's so funny!

Siddhananda: He's glad you're laughing. He's glad we're laughing.

G: Tell them it's okay (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah. Okay, let's see.. (pause) i'm seeing the image of a householder and it sounds like he's done all those things, [rituals] to Ganesha where they're just wanting good things for themselves (smiling)

G: Right, exactly

Siddhananda: He doesn't see the cosmos in the lingam, i just see a happy household. I mean, he was a good husband and raised his kids, but, in that old traditional way of "give me, give me" and all the stuff that they do

G: Right

Siddhananda: So, he's just [saying] "Help me, please!". He's saying "After that example, my goodness. I really see where this can go and what I've [missed]. I've just not been in the heart of it at all"

G: Right. Now, see the Universe set that up so that's what he can follow (laughing) You may want to aim a little higher next time (teasing)

Siddhananda: He's like "that's in there, this whole thing!" (referring to the deeper message of lingam and yoni), He's like "My God, that's what that was about? I was just doing it as a rote thing"

G: Exactly, it's like "Ganesh, let me have good house, let me have good business, let me have sons..", I know the whole trip

Siddhananda: That's exactly it. He did all of that and he was pretty heavy into it, just like any of them.

G: Yeah, it's the thing, they're asking for gifts, they're not asking for the wisdom, they're not asking for enlightenment

Siddhananda: Right

G: So, this next time, ask the Ganesh for the deeper things, so that he can see that it leads to freedom, liberation in motion on all levels.

Siddhananda: (pause) He is on his knees, he's crying, actually. He didn't know what he was doing.. He knew that it was selfish, but, he did not know that [deeper meaning]. He just didn't do it, he's lost that chance.

G: Right. Well, he can have another chance. He can come in again, he can have another chance. But, this time, aim for higher things, ask for liberation,  don't ask for the physical stuff, ask for the things of the spirit.

Siddhananda: (pause) and i'm seeing a lingam coming up in my mind with a flower, like he's wanting to flower that, he's wanting to take that in a different way. I do see a cup he's holding [like] he wants to drink it in a different way. He didn't know and he's glad [he knows now], it was hard for him to hear that from the one that came before, but, it really jolted him.

G: Exactly, it's what he needed to see, that's called Grace! (laughing)

Siddhananda: "Yes, I see how Grace works, it's hard hitting, it's hard", he says.

G: It is hard. But, if he's ready, he can come in and ask for a teacher, ask sincerely for a Guru from his heart and he'll find a Guru in this next life time. Don't miss the opportunity again.

Siddhananda: (pause) Yes, so, he's wanting to know what practices he should be doing.

G: Yeah, he can do the COS,

Siddhananda: He's very grateful for that and he's bowing. He's got his rudraksha beads, his mala beads in his hand and he's holding them to his heart, he's crying and he's sad that he didn't honor that light the way he should have.

G: That's ok, just tell him "Don't be sad, you'll have another chance. That's why you're here. He's a good man and that's why you're here and you got the Grace to do it now."

Siddhananda: Yes, he's a good man and he tried to do the best with the rituals that he did, he just didn't know.

G: Exactly, he was just ignorant, he didn't know. He's a good man, so, now the Light has come, this opportunity has come. 

Siddhananda: And, he's offering you a flower and he's offering his heart as if to say i will sincerely try now, and saying thank you.

G: Thank you for coming (gesturing namaste)

Siddhananda: Boy, that worked out well! (smiling)

G: Yeah (smiling)

Pride and Envy

Siddhananda: (holding up a clear crystalline rock) Well, I think we left off with the master (referring to spirit from previous day) .

G: We did, we left off with the light being, the bright light (looping both hands over head in a circle), and we’ll see... continuing on!

Siddhananda (smiling): Lets see what happens with him (pausing with closed eyes). Ok, he’s saying he has a question...

G: OK

Siddhananda: It's feeling like there’s a little more mental activity today, to me, with this particular energy. Anyway, let's see what questions [they have] (pause)... Something about pride and envy.

G: Ok, pride and envy about what?

Siddhananda: It sounds like its not so much for him but he’s just wondering about [pride and envy], trying to help others with that a little bit.

G: Ok, helping others with pride and envy. Yeah, it's not going to benefit anyone to stay in pride and envy, each has to live their own journey. Just because somebody seems to be higher in one place, in another life, in another experience, they’re not. So, again, pride and envy just keeps them separated from the whole.

Siddhananda: He’s getting more still, this energy, as we’re speaking, but, they try to help on the other side, this particular energy.

G. Yeah, that’s good. . . Yeah, pride. Prideful of what? You know everything in the spiritual thing comes by Grace. The more you release and let go, the more Grace can work and pull you along. So, what is the pride for? And envy, you want something that somebody else has, for what?

Siddhananda: Right, and they’re understanding that. They just kind of wanted to, I don’t know, I guess they have encountered that in either someone they’re working with or something that’s happened and they just want to kind of get a little more clarity on that.

G: Right how to work with somebody with that... So, you have to see what it is they’re so proud of and what it’s benefitting them to hold on to that.

Siddhananda: Yes, he’s saying we should all let go of those things.

G: Right, right... and envy, what help is that for them to have envy?

Siddhananda: Right, and they’re saying, to compare two things doesn’t make [sense]. Why do that to yourself?

G: Exactly, its just keeping you stuck. It's keeping you stuck in an energy that doesn’t allow you to move forward.

Siddhananda: They’re very grateful, I’m really very grateful just to be here in this energy, and they want to bring more light forward wherever they’re at, so... (smiling).

G: Oh, that’s perfect, we need more workers, more people that can help in this side and the other side, wherever they are in the universe, there’s a lot of work to be done (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yes, they’re saying that now you are a counselor to the other side and so are they.

G: Exactly, I’m glad to hear that they’re there!

Siddhananda: Anyway, thank you (gesturing namaste)

G: Thank you, Namaste! (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: It's good that we got one that has clarity already.

A Message of Purity and Divine Love

Siddhananda: Okay, we’ll go onto our next one ... a little darker stone.

G: Neeext!  Yeees. (smiling)  

Siddhananda:  You never know with that.

G:  One of our little smokeees … (rhyming).

Siddhananda:  Smoky

G: What’s in the smoky today, hey?   

Siddhananda:  Smoky, smoke! (chorusing with a smile). Initially, I do see that stone. It’s dark and rich, but beautiful inside. There is this wonderfully sparkling diamond. Beautiful!  Beautiful!

G:  Ahhh, that’s nice!

Siddhananda:  It’s got just a little bit of a bluer hue, but it’s clear… very, very, very lovely! So, I’m kind of going to just enjoy that for a minute (chuckling), if you don’t mind.

G:  Yeah, sounds like a wonderful image to enjoy … (laughing) ... got to soak that in!

Siddhananda:  You know, you see diamonds in real life, but when you see something like this, it’s full of changing lights. These lights are just fabulous!

So, I see some light coming into that diamond ... more from outside of that image ... from like a source ... it almost feels like The Source. That light is reflected ... and that diamond shines as a reflection.  That's what it's feeling like.

G:  Right.

Siddhananda:  In that diamond, I’m seeing some different images ... a little shifting of colors ... changing.  It feels like the world is coming into view …. some green trees … and different things. So, let’s see if there’s a question or a message.  Sounds like it’s more of a reflective message.

G:  Okay.

Siddhananda:  Through this, there’s more of this rich darkness, and this source is pouring in ... just pouring in. They are saying that they are the spirit of absolute ... they kind of resonate that because all I hear is “absolute.” All of a sudden, I’m seeing more of a pool of water from the Source ... this water is being just poured in ... I mean, it's just pouring in! It's just that continual pouring in of grace.

G:  Yes, it’s always flowing … rivers of living waters.  It’s always there ... always present.

Siddhananda:  Yeah…it’s really very nice.  I just want to see if there’s anything else that might rise from that. It's swirling ... the water is swirling a bit, and there’s a rose coming up from that. There are some hands ... two hands. I see a form holding one side of the rose, and another holding the other side, and they are looking in love at each other. They’re in love. It’s love, you know. It’s just in love … it’s love itself! (laughing) They’re saying something else needs to come. So, it does look a little more like an image of Mary coming up.

G:  Okay.

Siddhananda:  Very beautiful …  very, very white ... with white on (gesturing with her hands that Mary is wearing a veil over her head with the hands in prayer position just below the chin) ... stunning.  I’ll see if anything needs to be said with that ... all I really see is “love” written out.  So, I think they're feeling settled with that.  They want to portray that purity and love message.

G:  It’s always available.  It’s there.  It’s always available.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, ... really beautiful.  So, thank you so much. (smiling and placing her hand on the heart center)

G:  Thank you. (smiling and gesturing with namaste hands)

Siddhananda:  I think they have more work to do, so they want to move forward. Work to do to help others. They are emanating that energy.

G:  It's nice to have that love energy here.

Siddhananda:  The love, love, love energy ... we'll take it!

G:  Divine love (laughing).

Siddhananda:  Divine love ... come on, flow! (laughing with a big smile)

Theatre of the Heart

Siddhananda:  (showing a smoky colored rock) So, they're acting like it's a movie that’s featuring the heart (giggling lightly).

G:  Okay. Featuring THE  HEART (speaking like an announcer)! The main player in this movie is THE HEART.

Siddhananda:  Exactly (throwing the head back in laughter)! They have a screen and curtains. They're saying that the main feature is the heart in this play, in this play of life. The others are way down on the list, so go to the main feature.

G:  (laughing as Siddhananda speaks) Go to the main one. Yeah, we are not looking to the previews. We are going to the main attraction.

Siddhananda:  The previews are you, all your life times and all your drama. The main attraction is that heart.

G:  We need to get to the main attraction, right (laughing).

Spirit:  Featuring the heart in this show of life. When you go to this particular main feature what you will find is SatChitAananda.

G: Very good.

Siddhananda:  There you go!

Spirit:  You will find stillness and you will find grace there. All of these is in the heart (forming a heart shape with her hands). You will find timelessness.

Siddhananda:  They want to go on with all these wondrous things.

G:  These are all the properties you can get if you really get to the main attraction of the heart, and if you really take up residence there. So, sit there and watch the show from the heart. Exactly.

Siddhananda:  More as a witness in wonder and awe versus getting caught up in all the other drama, or like you say, the previews, or the shows across the street. This is the main feature (forming another heart with her hands), you know. They want to put this outside on the cinema marquee where it will say, "heart," and they want all those lights around the marquee.  They want you to go there to that show.

G:  Exactly. Enter the theater of heart.

Siddhananda:  Right, because I'm seeing the other becoming a little darker. When you go into that other show, I'm seeing sorrow, and attachment. There's some heavy darkness in there. I do see some shadow, and can’t see it clearly, but when you go to the heart one, it’s so light. You can see clearly. There is clarity.

G:  So, that's a good message. Another reason to stay in the heart.

Siddhananda:  They have a roll of tickets that they want to give to people for that show (gesturing to show tickets being given out). There's your tickets to that one. Go there! Free tickets.

G:  Don’t go to the 3rd eye because all you are going to get are the previews and coming attractions (laughing).

Siddhananda:  (laughing) That one ... no, no ... and the tickets are free to the heart show! You know?

G:  Exactly. The tickets are free and it's always open 24/7.

Siddhananda:  Everyone's welcome there, and it never gets too crowded there.

G:  Never gets too crowded (giggling).

Siddhananda:  I don’t know, they seem wacky, but they have some meaning, you know.

G:  Well, this has been an interesting one today. We are having all sorts of messages today. Some being ushered right through, and some with very fun messages.

Siddhananda:  It’s good to have some fun in there.

G:  It is good. It’s nice when they make it light as well.

Siddhananda:  Exactly, because really it is. I think people do take it too seriously, yet you do need to be serious, too.

G:  Exactly, but serious in a lighthearted way.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, exactly. Levity.

Spirit Brings Freshness

Siddhananda: (showing a milky, greenish stone) I like these green ones. They're all so pretty sitting there. They're just so clear, kind of.

G: It's like a little green pond.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it is ... with a little moss on there.

G: ... or, like a mossy drop of water (laughing with a smile).

Siddhananda: Yeah, totally. Okay, there it is, and it's got a little bit of green light emerging. There's some figure emerging. So, I'm just kind of watching it and waiting to see what they may have to say. They have a message. They are as grace ... a graceful spirit ... fragrant.

G: What is our message today?

Spirit: Spirit cleanses continually. Spirit brings freshness always. It's always that way. It doesn't matter whatever state a soul is in, that's always there underlying, or coming more forward ...

Siddhananda: I do see the waters running.

Spirit: Don't ever lose faith.

G: Right. It's always available, always present. Like I say, it can wash away those sins, and cleanse, ... and be cleansed. That is possible. One just has to open themselves up to that and allow it to happen, and give the permission for that to take place. You have to be willing to let go and be healed. It's not that the universe does not want to heal you. For whatever reason, you know, you have to be willing to let go of it first so that that can be swept away, and washed away.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's the whole thing with free will, you know?

G: Exactly. Free will is a bugger (chuckling a bit and smiling).

Siddhananda: It is. It's a good thing, and it's got its toughies, too, because you do have that free will to always open, but you've got the free will to hold.

G: I don't think people understand that. They think ... but, I don't want to be in this ... but they are fearful. So, yeah, that fear is that they are not totally open. They are stifling it and closing it down from taking place.

Siddhananda: Sure, that's where the fear comes from. It's not the opening part. It's just that they have it backwards, you know?

G: That's why I say, fear not. There's nothing to fear. Fear not. You have to let go of that fear.

Siddhananda: ... and to know, too, that the universe has your best interest at heart ... always.

G: Exactly ... and, then, be open to that. You know, I like that one [stone] ... it's kind of like a little droplet of water. It's got that green and that green gives the oxygen and the energy. It reminds me of Hawaii ... very lush, and green (fanning her hands around as if a fresh breeze is gently circulating about) ... and a very wonderful, magical place. If you really go in there with that openness, it can work miracles, one can say.

Siddhananda: That's it. They are just there, this gentle energy, to say that. So, that was a really nice, refreshing energy.

G: Do they want to be at the healing center?

Siddhananda: (breaking out with laughter and a big smile) Yes, they're quite fine with that. So, they're all in the amethyst cave.

G: Yeah, I can see this one at the healing center, just like a waterfall that you can just sit under and open to.

Siddhananda: Totally. Refreshment!

G: ... and you just absolutely let that totally come over your being and open your heart ... and just totally let it wash over you (moving her hands over head, down the front of her body and back over again).

Siddhananda: That's it. That's the thing ... just surrender and relax into that.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: You know, it's not always easy, but it will change.

G: It will change!

Siddhananda: Just keep going.

G: It's always darkest just before the dawn. Just realize that you've just got to hold out just a little longer ... and a little longer ... and it will break. So, don't lose heart.

Siddhananda: Keep going ... it could be around the next corner. This is the way the universe works. It's there. It's inherent in it, so just keep on.

G: Exactly. Just before the dawn, it's SO dark! You think that sun is NEVER gonna come (throwing her head back with a chuckle and a smile).

Siddhananda: Seems like you've got a few dark before the dawns on this journey ... at least for me, man (grimacing slightly). Not just one.

Garden of Growth

G: Very cute (showing clear, yellowish little gumdrop stone).

Siddhananda: Very cute (laughing with G).

G: Well, they say good things come in small packages.

Siddhananda: That's true. We’ll find out.

G: We’ll find out (smiling).

Siddhananda: I'm hearing they were from that area of the ruins (Tulum ruins in Mexico). They’re a spirit, which is interesting. They’re trying to spread light in that area.

G: Excellent ... it needs more light.

Siddhananda: Yes... what I’m seeing are those bodies that were sacrificed in that ugliness. I see a flower rising from it. That’s what they’re trying to represent, to say... that's decay, that’s over, that’s death... and then this flower...

G: Right ... trying to bring the flowering from it, yeah.

Siddhananda: I do see those ruins in my mind and I see some flowers that are popping to show that they want to just make this into a garden of growth verses this stagnant energy that’s there.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: This spirit is coming near the dead bodies, laying a blanket of light on that imagery and fading it in that light which is really nice. I'm seeing if they have any questions.

There is a lot of stillness with it which is, again, a message of in anything that’s happening... anything... it doesn’t matter how violent, how loving... there’s that Light.

G: Potential…

Siddhananda: Potential, yes, is good... it’s there. And these appearances... not to take them to be all these things... to just know that that light is like a thread that runs through all experience. They’re there doing that work, always...  that light, that grace. Very nice (placing her hand on the heart center).


G:  Perfect... thank you for doing that work there (placing her hand on the heart center).

Angel of Grace

Siddhananda:  I’m just seeing a stream of consciousness. I see an Angel in that stream with a halo and everything.

G:  Right. Nice.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, really nice. We’ll take it!

This being feels that they are Grace Incarnate, or that’s their name, or their energy ... Grace. They want to transmit that angelic purity that lives in all beings and never suffers, never worries, never has any fear. They are saying to flow with that ... to go with that ... to feel that and to be with that.

G:  Right. If one asks that angel, that specific angel, to come and aid them with that, I’m sure that angel will be happy to help.

Siddhananda:  Yes, I see that angel with the word Grace written on it. This is Grace. This is Peace. You can’t beat that, right?

G:  You can’t beat the Angel of Grace.

Siddhananda:  So, they just wanted to say that. I do again see some doves flying up from that.

G:  Grace is always present. It’s always possible. People just have to open themselves up to receive it.

Siddhananda:  They're just beaming with hearing that. They’re lighting up with that. So, yes, that’s beautiful. They are saying they can stay or go, whatever you want (laughing)

G:  Well, we never want them to go. (smiling and laughing)

Siddhananda:  Are we going to turn that away? (laughing)

G: Never turn that down. Grace, are you kidding? We never turn Grace away. (smiling from ear to ear)

Siddhananda:  They're just beaming. So, they are quite fine and feel good with that. So, we'll just put them over with the healing energies. Thank you so much.

G: I'm sure the angel will confirm that if somebody asks for grace that angel will be there immediately.

Siddhananda:  They're just beaming with that and I see a sparkling white lotus. That's just their confirmation of yes. It's just sparkling and beaming with yes. I think these healing energies are just energies of yes, in a good way. Everything is open. It's all yes. It's all flow.

G:  Yes, exactly. That's what people have to understand.  Everything is there if they are open to it.

Siddhananda:  Right. That's it. It's all an open door and, yes, nothing is closed. So, we'll keep this beautiful healing stone.  We keep accumulating those and, you know,  it's all good.

G: We may have to go and purchase some more soon. All of them are going to be taken up soon. I'm not saying to leave, you know. They can stay right there.

Siddhananda: Oh, I know. If you just come sit by them, you're good. I can really feel it. If you tune in, you can feel these energies. Not everyone can, but even if you can't feel it, if you just open up, it's there. It's there, that's all.

G:  Exactly.  So, I think that these messages will help. To put these messages out there for people where they can go through them and see all of the help that's there, what's waiting for them.

Siddhananda: I totally agree. It would be a wonderful thing to actually read daily ... read one or two daily. It's just a good, good start whether you're on the path or not on the path, or whatever. It's just all there for all.