Cleansing Toxins

Siddhananda: Alright, so next. (pausing with closed eyes). They are having a dreadful time of it, I'm hearing. (smiling)

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: Dreadful.

G: Dreadful! (speaking in a teasing way) 

Siddhananda: (laughing)

G: Horrid! (smiling)

Siddhananda: (smiling) Alright, so why is it so dreadful? Let's see.

G: Yeah, what's going on that's so dreadful?

Spirit: Toxic.

G: Toxic? In what way, what is toxic?

Spirit: Took something toxic.

G: Oh okay. Did they commit suicide or what?

Siddhananda: "No," they're saying.

G: Then, what happened?

Siddhananda: They have tried to, before.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: They didn't die that way, [though]. Let's see... toxic... some kind of drugs.

G: Ohhh, drugs!

Siddhananda: Yes, they did drugs.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: So, feeling toxic, sick.

G: Yeah, and it's going to take a while to get out of the energetic field. It's going to take a while for that to right itself out of the energetic field. But, we can ask for the Guides and the Masters to come and aid with that, to help change that energetic field, to get it more in balance. 

Siddhananda: (long pause) Yeah, definitely shifting.

G: Hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: There's a circle of light around this energy and it's feeling light. I do still feel that there, but...

G: It will take a little while to get that cleansed out. This is why you don't do the drugs. It really does affect you on an energetic level. And it is toxic! People want to get out of their problems and do these drugs and stuff as a way to not have to deal with it and numb themselves, etc. But, when you come out, you still feel that numbness and toxicity. 

Siddhananda: That's what they're afraid of, underneath it all. (smiling)

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: Toxicity of what they've been covering [up with drugs].

G: Right. So, let's sit with that and be willing to open in this moment and look and see what's under there, so that they can release it and not hold on to that.

Siddhananda: They're sitting with that, with what's underneath it.

G: Yeah, what was it that they didn't want to experience, or what was it that they were trying to run away from?

Siddhananda: I'm hearing something with death. It looks like someone may have died, something happened that they covered.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It sounds like it's been [for] quite a while [that] they've had this pattern of these chemicals and things.

G: Right, right. So, they need to see that nothing dies. 

Siddhananda: (pause) And in this murkiness, I do see a white lotus behind there.

G: Hmm hmm, a little light of that. 

Siddhananda: So, they're understanding of what you're saying.

G: Right, that there is no death. You took yourself out of that life, and it was not beneficial.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they do know now it wasn't [beneficial], and they very much want to be cleaned out, cleared out. They want that lotus to have all the mud off of it.

G: Yeah. I would say do the "OM THAT I AM" and the "I AM THAT I AM," and let the rivers of living waters come and wash through them  (gesturing flowing waters) and clear that, and help to wash that out. 

Siddhananda: Okay, that is taking place, I can feel that.

G: Yeah, he is the rivers of living waters (gesturing flowing waters).

Siddhananda: Yeah! Let them get this started now and then when they come back in form, it will be whole...

G: Then they'll be ready to go forward and learn that lesson "no more chemicals."

G and Siddhananda: (gesturing namaste)