Abandoned

Siddhananda: (Showing a transparent heart stone and pausing with closed eyes) [i'm hearing] "stranded on an island" (smiling)

G: Sounds like me! (laughing) (referring to being in a hot room with ac turned off)

Siddhananda: (laughing) They're idling in their mind.

G: Exactly, they've got themselves in a self-imposed exile, and why would they do that? (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) 'I am a rock, I am an island'.. (singing a popular song)

G: (laughing and singing) 'and rock feels no pain, and an island never cries', except for when it's raining. (laughing)

Siddhananda: There you go (laughing), and it does rain, rain comes on those islands. So, let's see what this island has to say.. (pause) "stranded here, separate from all."

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: "Feeling all alone and lonely."

G: hmm hmm, oh pity party!

Siddhananda: They are crying.

G: Yeah, they got a pity party going, okay. And so, why are they stranded there?

Siddhananda: (pause) They're feeling like everything and everyone left them. They're there and everyone left them.

G: hmm hmm. Okay, they left them physically? Or, is this a mental thing that everyone left and he's in a self-imposed island?

Siddhananda: (pause) i'm hearing "mom, dad left me"

G: Oh okay, abandoned. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, they've been abandoned.

G: hmm hmm

Siddhananda: (pause) They're saying this happened on the physical plane.

G: Yeah, that they were abandoned. Does he see that he is no longer on the physical plane?

Siddhananda: (pause) All i'm hearing is that "i'm stuck here".

G: Oh, that he's stuck there. Okay. So, what we've gotten is a ghost spirit. We've gotten somebody that is still attached to the physical plane. 

Siddhananda: Well, it's more in his mind.

G: Okay, so, he's off the physical plane. Because we've had someone [before] that was stuck in the physical plane.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, he's not on the physical plane, he's off of it. 

Siddhananda: Right, he is out of it. Sounds like he's just replaying things. (pause). He's saying "yes". It's that replaying of things.

G: Okay, that could have been an experience that you had while in form and there's something you could learn from that experience, not to abandon others, and see the pain that's caused with that. 

Siddhananda: He's just wailing, "they did that, they left me".

G: Ask him to look in his other lives and see if he's abandoned somebody in some way, shape or form in another life. Doesn't mean just physically, but, did he mentally abandon somebody.

Siddhananda: (pause) He's feeling like he did.

G: Exactly. So, that was a karmic lesson for him to learn what that feels like, So that he learns not to do that again.

Siddhananda: Yeah, he hurt another [person], it was like his girlfriend.

G: Exactly. So, that was a tough lesson.

Siddhananda: He's saying "Oh my gosh! Heavy!"

G: Heavy. So, now that you've seen what it is, you can let go of it. You can ask her spirit for forgiveness and repair that. Just send her the love that you should have given her while you were there. 

Siddhananda: (pause) It is shifting, but, I'm still hearing "I'm stuck here".

G: Well, he won't be stuck there if he actually opens his heart and sends that love to her. 

Siddhananda: I am seeing some hearts going out, he is making that attempt to link.

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: He is more on his knees and opening up.

G: Yeah, and just make a vow now that you will never abandon, that that's not a game you're going to play, that you're done with that. That lesson's been learnt and now you want to move forward. 

Siddhananda: It is feeling better, much calmer.

G: In this case, it is a lesson for him, that he took on to learn. And then you get stuck in it and you forget that you took it on. After a life review, you see and you've taken it on to find out what that is. So, that was his lesson that he took on himself, but he needs to let it go now. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. It's not serving him.

G: It's not serving anything any longer. He's now found that lesson that that's not what you do, you don't abandon. 

Siddhananda: He can now move forward on to other [experiences]

G: Absolutely, one hundred percent he can. So, we ask for the Light of Christ to come in and heal him totally of that. Let him know that he's forgiven, but he needs to learn that lesson to not do that again. (smiling)

Siddhananda: (pause) He is feeling that. That's coming in a different way, the energy is shifting, not like it's all about me and poor me.

G: Right, and he'll get another chance to come back into life where he can play that out, to show that he has gotten that lesson, that he can have a healthy relationship. 

Siddhananda: Sure, and move forward from there.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: And i do see an imagery of him becoming little more devout in himself, honoring that Light and presence. So, it's shifting, it's very nice. (smiling)

G: So, we'll let him continue on with his journey. (smiling)

Siddhananda: Oh, and the COS?

G: He wants COS?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Okay, he can have the COS.