Reunion

Siddhananda: (Showing a small black linga) This is a heavy, heavy lingam! We'll see what happens.

G: A heavy one again?

Siddhananda: It's heavy!

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I feel it.

G: Hopefully it's good heavy and not a heavy, heavy.

Siddhananda: That's the thing.

G: We'll see what comes out of it.

Siddhananda: Oh Boy, okay, we'll see what happens.

G: Wait for a second here, he's running a blender (referring to activity happening in the background)

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: So, we got to wait.. a second, that's all. (pause) Yeah, i thought they were done yesterday, but no, we're having a parade today, so (laughing)

Siddhananda: Not done yet (laughing)

G: (laughing) It's not done yet, right.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Okay, let me see what this one [has to say] (making a grimace) I have a feeling about this one, but let me see if i am right or wrong. (pause) Yeah, i am seeing [an image of] this linga with tears coming down it.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They're heavy with sorrow and that's what i had a feeling of.

G: Right, okay. And what's that sorrow due to? What are they hanging on to?

Siddhananda: (long pause with closed eyes) It's feeling light [now], though, so, let's see. Something happened. Okay, i think their family may have gotten hurt or killed or something.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: I see some blood. I see a knife, but, they didn't do anything. It wasn't them, but, it was some bad people [who], by violence, hurt their family.

G: Family violence?

Siddhananda: Yeah. (pause) I don't know if it was the family, i think some bad people came in to hurt the family and some of the family got killed.. children, wife. He has a bit of a slash under his eye. He did try to help, but i see him struggling with whoever had that knife. He struggled. It does feel like it was [someone from] indian culture, [an] indian man.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: He struggled.

G: Yeah, they have all sorts of village things where they have a lot of violence in the villages and stuff.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and that's it. i can see them hurting, killing the rest of the family. I think he got out. He has a slash (pointing to underneath the right eye) like he said, but he died eventually, but not that way.

G: Right

Siddhananda: i see him going on to have another child later, with another woman.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: That has some light to it, so i think he went on. But, I see him carrying those blood stains on his soul a little bit.

G: Right, so we're going to ask that his family, that he thinks has died, come to him now.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: That those souls come to him now so he can see that they haven't died. They have just transitioned out of that form, that's all, at that time. But they are not dead. They are quite alive (laughing). That's to see there is no death.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: There is no death, yeah.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, it's interesting, because i do see one side with the family, and this is how he is thinking of them.  On the one side, he has his healthy family, with a beautiful indian woman and little child. She's holding his hand. The other side is dark, I think it's just the way he's thinking of them, though.

G: Yeah. He needs to let go of that.

Siddhananda: And that's what's happening. So, that dark side, the way he thinks of the other, is not able to come through really well. Because, he's putting that up as being a really scary, horrible thing, and, I can see a family there behind that, but he's not letting that [come through]. It's the way he sees it in his head. It's not able to come through.

G: Right. (pause) Okay,  i want you to hold him in your hand for a minute (referring to the rock the soul is in), and i'm going to do a mantra and hopefully that will close that out and let him open.

Siddhananda: (holding the rock in her hands) Okay, I think i'll put him here like this (opening the right palm with the stone in the middle of it)

G: (long pause with eyes closed) Okay, now how's he doing?

Siddhananda: Okay, let me put him down for a minute. As you were talking, I did just see his face come forward with that gash under his eye, but i think he was listening. He was taking that in.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Okay, so that split screen is a little bit lighter on the one side. I see more light flowing in. The other one is very light, I think he had a good life with that other family. But, [with] this other one, there is more light coming in there.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And i'm trying to get a sense of that family coming through. I do feel the woman holding two, he's saying, either two or three [children].

G: Exactly, he needs to allow them to come forward so he can see that they're alive and that everything is quite fine and if he will allow that to come in, he will have a chance to reincarnate with them again and perhaps in different roles, but he will be able to experience them again, but he'll have to allow that energy in, not push it away and block it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i'm seeing them, that imagery of a woman and two or three children, they're coming though, the light is a little bit more looking like a lotus or a halo. They're coming forward and i am seeing them more and they are filling the screen more. So, they are coming and there is this lotus flower.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's really nice. And he's just sobbing. He's just sobbing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They don't have blood on them. They don't have any kind of disfigurement or anything.

G: Yeah, there's no disfigurement, there's nothing any longer, NO. When they pass out of form, they're totally healed, unless they choose to keep dwelling on that. They're not dwelling on it, so, he needs to let go of it.

Siddhananda: No, they're very whole in that way and he does still have some blood stains on his white clothing that he's carrying, but, i'm seeing some light on there, so it's definitely working. He's sobbing. He's [saying] "oh, my loves, my loves," it almost brings tears to my eyes because he's [saying] "oh, my loves are here."

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: "My dears, my sweethearts,"

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Right, so, he can open his heart and he can feel each one and one hundred percent commune with their spirits and find that they are absolutely fine.

Siddhananda: I do feel them connecting in their energies. The other woman is still there in the scene but she looks so healthy and vibrant. She's there, the other wife and child, it's all fine. But, he is communing with them [the other family] and his head is down and he's just drinking in, like "my sweethearts." It's very nice.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, what should we do with them? I think he's just wanting to be with them.

G: Leave them to their families.

Siddhananda: (Couldn't hear G properly) Okay. So, just  let them be or should I set him somewhere?

G: I said you can leave them to their families for now. Yes, let them continue with that.

Siddhananda: I think i'll set them in the back then for a little while? (pause) Or maybe on the third shelf?

G: Absolutely, yeah. They have catching up to do.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i think to process, exactly. Okay, good. So that was nice. He's definitely still there communing with them, very nice!