Carrying the Burden of Past

Siddhananda: (Showing a small translucent purple stone) Okay, so we have our next one here, waiting. (pausing with closed eyes)

G: Hola (speaking to a passer by)

Siddhananda: Okay, (pause) Oh, you said Hola. I thought you said hold on.. (laughing)

G: Yeah, we have people going by, doing shopping.

Siddhananda: Okay

G: So, they always say good morning

Siddhananda: Yeah

G: It's the way it is over here (referring to the place G's visiting) (laughing)

Siddhananda: Okay

G: So, you might hear that a few times today as they come by and do their shops.

Siddhananda: We'll take it, we'll take it. Okay, so, let's see, this one.. they were starting to tell me about a time when they lived, so i was trying to get that..

G: Right

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, they lived in a time when there was a lot of wars.. There's still wars, but, they must have been among that..

G: Okay

Siddhananda: In the middle of a lot of warring and bombs and these kinds of things..

G: What type of a culture are they coming from?

Siddhananda: (pause) [i'm] getting more around, i don't know if it was Germany? i don't really know, but..

G: Okay

Siddhananda: Europe.. again Europe, but i don't want to pinpoint things exactly.

G: Europe, somewhere in Europe

Siddhananda: ..i'm feeling Europe

G: Okay

Siddhananda: Lots of bombs and different things. I don't know if it was around the time of all the Jewish stuff.

G: around the world wars or something, maybe

Siddhananda: Yeah, a major heavy..

G: World war 2 or something, yeah

Siddhananda: Some major heavy thing

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: I am feeling a little of the Jewish stuff.. not that they're Jewish, but all of that persecution

G: All lost in that stuff, that time

Siddhananda: Yeah, sadly. Unfortunately, they said they did die that way.

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: ..through that warring (pause) and i'm seeing ashes like that's the way they died

G: And what can we help them with?

Siddhananda: (pause) I feel them still carrying that energy with them, a bit of that war and that darkness and that persecution and that heavy heavy horrid stuff... and i'm seeing them being light but then i see this stream of darkness... like it's all almost attached to them and that [they're] holding it.. i don't want to say attached to them but they're just..

G: Yeah, they're still hanging to that.

Siddhananda: And it sounds horrible.

G: Yeah, and you know, it will... i'll just tell him he needs to take the sword of truth, the sword of light, and he can cut that attachment.

Siddhananda: Right, (pause) Yeah, they're trying [to] work on it. It is [a] tough, tough band of darkness there. They're trying.

G: Yeah, they've carried it for a long time, so... Were they a soldier or [were] they Jewish?

Siddhananda: It sounds like maybe trying to help some of the Jews.

G: Trying to help the Jews. We'll ask Christ to come in.

Siddhananda: And they tried to help but then they died in the process

G: Right, they died in the process of aiding them, yeah

Siddhananda: And they just... they really risked their lives in doing that

G: Exactly, they put their life [on the line]. There were a few that did that, they put their life on the line to save as many people as they could.

Siddhananda: Oh yeah, and that's what this one did.. to shelter them, take them in..

G: Right

Siddhananda: ..at the risk of their own life, which there were quite a few that did that, put themselves in harm's way for that, and they did die in the process of that

G: Yeah, there was a lot killed in the process of that, and they were also some of the ones that were sent to concentration camps..

Siddhananda: Right, and i don't hear the details of how they died but it doesn't sound good. I can feel all the horror of that time.

G: Yeah, so, we'll ask that Christ would come in, because he can take that away immediately.

Siddhananda: (pause) That is beginning to melt that.. the heavy line of darkness and all that travesty and horror that was there.

G: Yeah, there is no reason for him to take that on, he should be clear of all of that. That's not his burden to take on. He did what he could do, and did it admirably.

Siddhananda: Right, well, exactly! And i can see a shining heart in this being because they were a hero in some ways, if you want to look at it that way.

G: Exactly

Siddhananda: i mean, there's a lot of them in the world but they don't need to carry that.

G: Right, it's nothing to carry. That's not his burden to carry. He's not the one that did any of those atrocities

Siddhananda: No

G: He's the one who tried to aid it, so, to take on the burden (and that time has passed), it's not helping, [so] why would he continue to hold that burden?

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah, he's trying to shake it off, and Christ is there, they're definitely working at it.

G: Aha

Siddhananda: And it's being worked on. I can see light. I can see it is beginning to dissolve. There's more light. He's very willing, so, it's not like he has resistance. It's just there and that energy just stayed there and...

G: Right, he just kept dwelling on it

Siddhananda: Yeah

G: ..and continuing to feed it and give it life and if anything, you would think to starve that out and not give it any energy (laughing)

Siddhananda: Well, he does. I just don't think he knew.

G: Exactly

Siddhananda: It just hung there out of his sorrow and just all of it..

G: Exactly

Siddhananda: ..for the whole thing he witnessed, it just hung there and..

G: Exactly

Siddhananda: That's what that's about.

G: He didn't understand that he's feeding that..

Siddhananda: Yes, exactly

G: .. to perpetuate that energy and so it's better if he wants it to end, to let go of that energy totally.

Siddhananda: i'm seeing more burst of light. I definitely see this clearing away pretty quickly. So, maybe we'll set him by the healing rocks too for a little while?

G: Yeah, we'll put him in the healing center

Siddhananda: (laughing)

G: To continue the process (laughing)

Siddhananda: Healing Center (using an upbeat tone)

G: Healing Center (smiling)

Siddhananda: So, we're going to have the healers and then they're all by healing center, and that's it. Then our work's done, we can go to get some coffee or something.

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: I'm just teasing (smiling) But, again, when one's carrying something that was never their fault to begin with..

G: Yeah, it's not their burden to carry. It's not his burden to carry and when you carry that you just hold that energy, why would you want to hold that energy in place? You want to dispel it and bring the light in, not continue with the heaviness, yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i think with that too, what happens is people, when they die, [and] all that, they're so weighed down by the sorrow of it..

G: Right

Siddhananda: I think it's [like] their spirit gets sort of diluted

G: Right

Siddhananda: This is what happens

G: It's depleted.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: They lose their energy..

Siddhananda: Exactly

G: ..because they're gravitating to that.

Siddhananda: Exactly

G: It just saps them dry

Siddhananda: Right, and then pretty soon they don't have the strength and it caves in. I think this [healing] is just going to help it to spiral in [a] better direction

G: He's got a lot of light there that will help to heal that and push that out.

Siddhananda: Oh yeah.

G: He doesn't need to carry that, and again, the Angel of Grace can come as well and aid with that.

Siddhananda: And that's all there being worked on. It's nice to have help. But poor guy, that's hard, that's a hard thing to live through.

G: Exactly

Siddhananda: Anyway, he's going to move forward in a completely different direction now

G: Yeah