Patron Saint

Siddhananda: This one’s really pretty with it's stripe (showing a rock and laughing). Sometimes, I look over there, and I don’t know if I have it in there (trying to place the rock in the viewfinder). It’s just pretty. Okay, let’s see! (pause) Okay, so one thing I got was, “little ego be free of.”

G: Hopefully, they don’t want a bigger ego (laughing).

Siddhananda: No, if it’s little, get rid of it while it’s little. No! (laughing) I’m not hearing that, but let’s see what happens. No one can say! Yeah, to be free of it, it could get bigger, or let go of the thing … a lot of things.

Spirit: Ego be free of … die to truth …

Siddhananda: I’m trying to see a little of where they came from (closing eyes). I see a little bit of nature ... some earth, greenery, and then there is the soul. I don’t know if they still have some connection there, or what’s going on. So, what questions do you have for us today? I’m hearing, "not two."

G: They are seeking the path to not two?

Siddhananda: Yes, they are. They want to.

G: Are they just starting?

Siddhananda: I think they have done some more things on their own.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Read and stuff.

G: I would say do the “Om That I Am” and “I Am That I Am.” I think they are pretty early on still.

Siddhananda: I think that would be just right.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: To get them some grounding, and dissolve, because they do still have some attachment, too. I’m seeing something there.  I don’t know [anything] of their past … it just looks more like nature stuff, greenery and things, but there is something.

G: Right. So, if they are in the nature, they may open up more fully to the nature and greenery, and use that as a jump off point for them.

Siddhananda: No doubt. That would be good.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda:  And, to use those mantras in that nature, or whatever. Good! So, oh! ... all of a sudden I see a body in white lying in a casket (grimacing). [It's] all white though, and filled with some light there. Yeah, I don’t know quite what to make with that. They are saying that that was them.

G: Right. Were they in a religious order?

Siddhananda: They might have been, because it does kind of look like a nun, or something of a religious being. That image is there though, so it’s being reflected back. There is some greenery around it, too. They were like beneath the earth, but then the greenery above it. It’s kind of interesting. I see a lot of light coming from the heart of that being, from that particular body.

G:  Were they a teacher?

Siddhananda: I’m hearing, "a nun."

G: A nun? Okay.

Siddhananda: Yes, I do see the coffin, or that kind of a thing … a light beaming.

G: Yeah, I still say do the “Om That I Am” and “I Am That I Am.”

Siddhananda: I think that feels right, too. I think it needs to get some centering, too. That would be a good thing.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Maybe it was somebody that they loved. Maybe it wasn’t them. Sometimes it’s hard to say.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Maybe it was their particular…

G: ... patron saint, or something.

Siddhananda: Yeah. Exactly!

G: It could have been their patron saint.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I think that’s it. That they have some kind of …

G: … attachment to it, to that form.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I think it is, but that light is emanating from that particular body, and I think there can still be some energetic connection there.

G: Yeah, they could also call to see that being directly rather than being attached.

Siddhananda: I think they do, but they have the coffin around it. I don’t know if that means something.

G: Yeah, but I mean that being is no longer in that coffin.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: They can commune with them on the other side if they haven’t taken birth again.

Siddhananda: Maybe that’s where they were, a little stuck on that image.

G: Right, exactly. They are stuck on that.

Siddhananda: The confines of that.

G: Right.           

Siddhananda: Like it’s in a certain place, time, thing.

G: The holiness is in that body, but it’s not that form. They need to let go of the form.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that’s it exactly! It makes sense.

G: And, then ask to commune with that energy.

Siddhananda: I see a lot of energy going into this being almost like a feeling of … it wasn’t that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: This me, I’m here, they are there, or something.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: I see a lot of very white clear energy being absorbed now by this being. I think they kept them in that container.

G: In that casket.

Siddhananda: Yeah, in that casket.

G: But, that’s what's holy.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: That image is holy.

Siddhananda: There you go!

G: That’s what I mean. So, they need to find out that they are not in that image.

Siddhananda: That’s exactly what I think was happening there.

G: They are not in that image. They are living. That energy is alive. It’s not in that image (laughing).
 
Siddhananda: Yeah, I’m still seeing that image being reflected, but I did also see the light, and a river going into them.

G: Okay. Good.

Siddhananda: Yeah, so I think that’s a good start. They just sort of stayed stuck with that time, place. I want to say time, place.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Like they are there, and I’m here.
 
G: Right. And, they are not.

Siddhananda: They are that, and I am this.

G: So, that’s why the “Om That I Am” and “I Am That I Am” is good for them.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Because [what] you are focused on, that’s what you can become there in the heart of your own being.

Siddhananda: Very nice. It sounds like that they really loved, and felt that one was a very saintly, pure spirit.

G: What they are, you can be.

Siddhananda: That’s exactly what this is about.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: This is perfect to break down those barriers, like you said.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: I feel like they are doing that. They are crying. They are praying. They are feeling that come into their soul.

G: Right.

Spirit: They are in me, that beauty, that love, that purity.

G: Yeah, you are not separate from that.

Siddhananda: It’s very nice.

G: So, that’s what they need to find, that they are not separate. They have never been separate. If you opened your heart to that, that is in your heart, and you can commune with it directly in your heart.

Siddhananda: Which has been a message a lot that you are bringing out, that you can commune with that directly.

G: Yeah, you’re not separate. Don’t think the body makes it [so] that you are separate, and will keep you separate.

Siddhananda: Or, that the body makes you holy (shaking her head no).

G: No. It’s not the body. It’s never the body.

Siddhananda: That presence, it’s eternal, and there with them, ... can be brought to them in this moment.

G: Right, that spirit is always eternal.

Siddhananda: Exactly. Good message. So, I do see a cross. I think it’s their way of saying, "thank you."

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: This is just what’s meant to be for this soul. And they are crying, and praying, and feeling it, the shifting of this energy into their heart.

G: Oh, good.

Siddhananda: I do still see that image kind of dissolving around that body in a casket.

G: Good. Let them find the living energy, and not the dead body (laughing).

Siddhananda: Well, really! Really, that’s something. (nodding)

G: Go to the living light rather than dead forms. (laughing)

Siddhananda: There you go! Really. There are energies around those things. You need to bring it into your own soul.

G: Right, and let it be a living energy ...

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: … rather than something …

Siddhananda: … or, an image, like you said.

G: Right, [thinking] that you have to cling to the image.
 
Siddhananda: Right. Very good.
 
G: Yeah, the image is only a focal point to begin to open, but once you have opened to that, then let it become that living energy.
 
Siddhananda: [Let it ] resonate within you, because you are not your body, either.
 
G: Exactly!

Siddhananda: You are not all those things.

G: So that’s it for today! Namaste.

Siddhananda: Namaste!

G: Thank you for visiting!