Broken Mirror

Siddhananda: (closing eyes) Okay, so, locked inside my own mind. It’s the kind of thing where you see that kind of cagey thing where’s there’s a lock.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: There’s a person in there. They do look like there is almost like a strait jacket.

G: Ooh!

Siddhananda: Not good.

G: That’s not good.

Siddhananda: They are in some kind of crazy hell thing.

G: What happened to put you there?

Siddhananda: They are saying, “I lost my mind.”

G: Lost your mind?

Siddhananda: Not in a good way.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Schizophrenia. What? Now, why are these coming to us? I don’t know. So, let’s see where they are at. I do see them in there and I see a lot of splits in consciousness, like fragments.

G: Usually there has been a lot of trauma if they have a lot of splits in consciousness.

Siddhananda: Yeah, fragmented. They are in this cage that’s locked with their strait jacket and they are sitting there.

G: So this one, practices are not really going to help. We’re going to call in Christ and then the rest, whoever best on the other side is there to help them, because they need to first let go of that trauma and stuff and that fragmenting before they can go forward. Yeah. They need to have some healing, so they can find out they are whole. They are not that fragmented. They don’t need to fragment.

Siddhananda: Okay, so there’s a lot of light penetrating that cell.

G: Okay. Yeah, they need to come back to wholeness. They’ve split into so many things to try to protect themselves and so many different personas and this and that, that they need to bring it all back to center core again because they are just scattered. That energy is scattered everywhere.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it’s like a broken mirror or something.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: So they are in there and the light is beginning to penetrate. They are still there. It’s not going to certainly happen with the snap of the fingers.

G: No, it’s going to take a while for them to come back together and recognize that there is no reason to carry all those identities and all of that different fragmenting.

Siddhananda: Let’s see if they are getting any of this. (closing eyes) They are still just… they are just not in good shape.

G: No.

Siddhananda: So, we’re going to have to leave this a while to be worked on and with.

G: Right, right. They are going to take a while, so we just ask that Christ would come in and work with them to heal them to get them back to a center point because they are just really scattered at this moment.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and that is happening.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Because there were drugs and so many things. Not a good thing.

G: Yeah, just a lot of stuff. It’s going to take a while to get some healing energy into there.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I mean they must have a good heart in there somewhere to have been brought here hopefully. I’m sure. It’s just going to take a lot of time.

G: Yeah, no. It’s just going to take a while. It’s going to take some reparations. It’s going to take some time of healing and stuff for them to come back to a central point, because everything is just scattered out like that and they do it as a way of protection and so many different things.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: But they need to get their mind back to one central point.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it can happen. There can be healing there.

G: So, I would say for them do the “Om,” that one sound that goes through the universe, the universal sound, that one point, and that will help them to reintegrate as well. If they can start to do the “Om,” that will help that to reintegrate.

Siddhananda: Let’s see if they can even get this though, they are not really getting things.

G: Yeah, if they could hear that much that would begin to help.

Siddhananda: Okay, when it goes in there, what I am feeling in their energy, they did say, “Yes, I will.” But, this is the kind of thing I’m feeling in their energy field. Ehhh! (making a sound like a vibration)

G: It’s going to take a while.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: It’s going to take a while, but that can be soothing. If they can do that, every sound that they hear, everything that goes through will be that “Om.”

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: And that will be a center point that they can come to.

Siddhananda: No, it’s good that they have something to grab on to.

G: Yeah, that will be a center point that they can relax into.

Siddhananda: Because it really is all about energy and once these things can get more coordinated…

G: Right.

Siddhananda: …more harmonious versus all this fragmented and broken…

G: Right. Because it’s just right now, it’s very fragmented. It’s scattered.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They are just in the ozones with everything. So if they can come to that one center point that runs like a thread through everything, that can help bring them back to a stabilization.

Siddhananda: Oh, I’m sure.

G: And then they can move from there.

 Siddhananda: Yeah, so we’ll just have to give this time. Okay!

G: Yeah. (putting her hand to her heart) So, “Ommmm! Ommm! Ommm!” (singing)

Siddhananda: Okay! All righty. I hope they maybe come back sometime when they are in better conditions.

G: Yeah. We’ll give them some time to be worked on. It’s going to be a while.

Joshua Tree

Spirit: Joshua, is my name.

Siddhananda: I am seeing a picture of a tree, a Joshua tree, or something connected with the tree of life... (pausing) ... tree of life ... purity, wholeness. This is symbolized in this tree, or his name, I don't know. What have you come here for? He is saying, "a seeker of truth," and something about his heart has a fire in it. I see like a torch in his heart.

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: His name is ... I'm just getting Joshua. I need more... something about dismantling ... some more dismantling to be completely done, you know.

G: Right.

Spirit: So, what do I do?

G: What has he done to this point?

Siddhananda: Sat in quietude under the stars and that kind of thing (pausing). His own practice. His own path, in a way that he had. He didn't really gravitate to a teacher. [He] never really did that, but he felt ... you know, he just followed his own heart, and that has led him here now.

G: He can start to question, "What is this I?"

Siddhananda: Okay. He’s saying," Okay." I see the tree kind of dancing ... like the leaves [are dancing]. That's his way of saying, "Thank you. It has vibrated something new in me."

G: Yeah, good. You can start with that.

Spirit: Thank you.

G: Ok, Namaste.

Siddhananda: Namaste.

Whole, Not Hole

Siddhananda: We’ve got this one coming up next (holding up a rock). So I’m hearing broken pieces of glass … shattered glass. I do see some shattered pieces of glass, but there is some light resonating. So, I’m asking how can we help you today?

G: Right.

Siddhananda: This energy feels more like they are the shattered glass. I am seeing the light but I asked if you are the shattered glass and they are saying, "yes… feeling broken."

G: Broken? Does it have to do with an event or tied to… ? Just ask if it had to do with an event.

Siddhananda: "Yes, perception. "  I’m asking for a little clarity there, and I just keep hearing, " Yes, perception."

G: Perceptions. Perceptions were shattered? 

Siddhananda: Yes, perception, maybe, of …

G: Can you give us a little background of what perception was shattered?

Siddhananda: Now I’m getting a vision of a person on one side of a window looking out, and they were looking out (spreading her hands out) … let’s see if it was a particular scene they were watching.  I’m feeling, I think, just sort of isolated and left out, maybe.

G: Yeah, the image of being shattered could come from a lot of different things, and there's different ways to aid with that.

Siddhananda: Let’s see if they can get a little clearer on that … "perception of the world."

G: Okay, your perception of the world was shattered.

Siddhananda: Which maybe isn’t always bad … I mean, I don’t know.

G: Yeah, it sounds like there was something that really hurt the heart. Is it that shattering?

Siddhananda: It’s a painful shattering of some sort, yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: That’s the way it felt kind of… something painful occurred. I'm getting a little feeling of more [of] what that was about.

G: Then we'll know which way to direct him.

Siddhananda: Yeah, "not really a loved one so much," they are saying. It shook up who they thought they really were.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Now I see someone in white … something was shaken up. They felt they were a certain thing, and it got shaken.

G: Right, and then that got shaken.

Siddhananda: Yes, there you go. That’s it!

G: Okay, so the thing that has gotten shaken, … you have to understand … you are part of the whole. If you need to take in the rivers of living waters, be willing to take that in and be bathed in the rivers of living waters. Find out that you are not who and what you think you are. That’s not necessarily a bad thing. One does not lose something when one steps beyond that ego frame. When one totally steps out of that, then what one steps into is that heart of God. Then one finds out that it’s whole not a H-O-L-E, but W-H-O-L-E (spelling out the words).  One is whole.

Siddhananda: Right, and that’s when it’s perfect in saying that, you know, it doesn’t have to be a bad thing.

G: No, it doesn’t have to be. So, instead of seeing shards of shattered separation see that each [shard] contains the wholeness of being. If they can see that each shard has a total, complete whole in it, that quantum, then they can move beyond that.

Siddhananda: Yeah, so I saw some light reflecting from the shards. What’s happening now is just a flow of water coming through, and actually washing that image away.

G: Right, wash that image away with the rivers of living waters, and then you will find that you are not this separate thing (holding hands in fists on top each other). [You will find] that each piece is whole and it has got that whole being inside of it … each piece is quantum.

Siddhananda: Yes, so the image is more of the water.  The shards are there a little bit, but it’s washing that away. There is something emerging from the water. It just feels like a white kind of image that’s moving fluidly in there. A nice image, actually. So, that’s what’s there now. Much better! (laughing)

G: Good. Yeah, he’ll find that it’s actually whole, W-H-O-L-E, and not those little bitty shards (smiling). Okay, thank you! (Namaste hands)

Siddhananda: There’s nothing that doesn’t have that essence in it.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: We see things separately,  but they are not.

G: Right, you can go into the form, and each cell is whole and complete as it is. It’s another universe in itself and each one is whole.

Siddhananda: Okay, so moving on …