Whole, Not Hole

Siddhananda: We’ve got this one coming up next (holding up a rock). So I’m hearing broken pieces of glass … shattered glass. I do see some shattered pieces of glass, but there is some light resonating. So, I’m asking how can we help you today?

G: Right.

Siddhananda: This energy feels more like they are the shattered glass. I am seeing the light but I asked if you are the shattered glass and they are saying, "yes… feeling broken."

G: Broken? Does it have to do with an event or tied to… ? Just ask if it had to do with an event.

Siddhananda: "Yes, perception. "  I’m asking for a little clarity there, and I just keep hearing, " Yes, perception."

G: Perceptions. Perceptions were shattered? 

Siddhananda: Yes, perception, maybe, of …

G: Can you give us a little background of what perception was shattered?

Siddhananda: Now I’m getting a vision of a person on one side of a window looking out, and they were looking out (spreading her hands out) … let’s see if it was a particular scene they were watching.  I’m feeling, I think, just sort of isolated and left out, maybe.

G: Yeah, the image of being shattered could come from a lot of different things, and there's different ways to aid with that.

Siddhananda: Let’s see if they can get a little clearer on that … "perception of the world."

G: Okay, your perception of the world was shattered.

Siddhananda: Which maybe isn’t always bad … I mean, I don’t know.

G: Yeah, it sounds like there was something that really hurt the heart. Is it that shattering?

Siddhananda: It’s a painful shattering of some sort, yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: That’s the way it felt kind of… something painful occurred. I'm getting a little feeling of more [of] what that was about.

G: Then we'll know which way to direct him.

Siddhananda: Yeah, "not really a loved one so much," they are saying. It shook up who they thought they really were.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Now I see someone in white … something was shaken up. They felt they were a certain thing, and it got shaken.

G: Right, and then that got shaken.

Siddhananda: Yes, there you go. That’s it!

G: Okay, so the thing that has gotten shaken, … you have to understand … you are part of the whole. If you need to take in the rivers of living waters, be willing to take that in and be bathed in the rivers of living waters. Find out that you are not who and what you think you are. That’s not necessarily a bad thing. One does not lose something when one steps beyond that ego frame. When one totally steps out of that, then what one steps into is that heart of God. Then one finds out that it’s whole not a H-O-L-E, but W-H-O-L-E (spelling out the words).  One is whole.

Siddhananda: Right, and that’s when it’s perfect in saying that, you know, it doesn’t have to be a bad thing.

G: No, it doesn’t have to be. So, instead of seeing shards of shattered separation see that each [shard] contains the wholeness of being. If they can see that each shard has a total, complete whole in it, that quantum, then they can move beyond that.

Siddhananda: Yeah, so I saw some light reflecting from the shards. What’s happening now is just a flow of water coming through, and actually washing that image away.

G: Right, wash that image away with the rivers of living waters, and then you will find that you are not this separate thing (holding hands in fists on top each other). [You will find] that each piece is whole and it has got that whole being inside of it … each piece is quantum.

Siddhananda: Yes, so the image is more of the water.  The shards are there a little bit, but it’s washing that away. There is something emerging from the water. It just feels like a white kind of image that’s moving fluidly in there. A nice image, actually. So, that’s what’s there now. Much better! (laughing)

G: Good. Yeah, he’ll find that it’s actually whole, W-H-O-L-E, and not those little bitty shards (smiling). Okay, thank you! (Namaste hands)

Siddhananda: There’s nothing that doesn’t have that essence in it.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: We see things separately,  but they are not.

G: Right, you can go into the form, and each cell is whole and complete as it is. It’s another universe in itself and each one is whole.

Siddhananda: Okay, so moving on …