Heavy Tantra

Siddhananda: Next, we have a linga (showing a rock). Lingas are always interesting.

G: They are always interesting to see who’s in there.

Siddhananda: (laughing) A nice heavy one! Whoa! (eyes go wide)

G: A nice heavy… we got a heavy duty in there?

Siddhananda: Well, it feels heavy! I don’t remember this one feeling so heavy, do you?

G: Oh, yeah. No, they are heavy duty, whoever is in there. We’ve got some heavy duty energy in there.

Siddhananda: Wow! Really!

G: Very heavy.

Siddhananda: I mean, sometimes, it pulls me down like this (bending over to the ground). My hand touches the ground, literally.

G: Yeah, they are heavy, heavy!

Siddhananda: Honestly!

G: So let’s see what they are about. So, that would be interesting.

Siddhananda: My muscles might work out with that one (laughing). Okay, tantric right away, I’m hearing.

G: Yeah, tantric.

Siddhananda: Immediately…

G: Usually, the tantrics are extremely heavy, [such] that, you pick up and it’s got something... it’s got the tantric energy in it.

Siddhananda: Oh, they are grounded.

G: It’s just like ground (holding hand in fist). I mean, absolute ground.

Siddhananda: It pulls me right [away]… [pulls] my hands immediately to the ground.

G: Exactly, exactly! Extremely grounded.

Siddhananda: That’s the fire… grounded. Wow, ooh!

G: So what may we help you with?

Siddhananda: (closing eyes and hands in prayer position)

G: Yeah, yeah, the tantrics can be very, very… very heavy energy.

Siddhananda: I am hearing a teacher you know, it’s saying, but… (nodding)

G: A teacher I know?

Siddhananda: Well… you know…

G: Yeah. Right.

Siddhananda: Let’s see what that connection is and what’s needed… connected in with that.

G: Uh hmm, right.

Siddhananda: Ooh, yeah! They are connected in with that!

G: Got it (smiling). Not surprised.

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: So what reason have you come today? Is there something we can help you with?

Siddhananda: I want to keep it more on him because… okay, so him or her…

G: Yeah, because he’s wanting to go off on a teacher thing?

Siddhananda: No, not go off…

G: No, you know what I mean, just…

Siddhananda: I think there are some concerns with that and I’d rather stick with how we can help, so... Boy, right away I just feel it being so light and not many words now… Now, I think it just sort of… I think it’s the end.

G: They just what?

Siddhananda: Well, it just feels so quiet. I’m not getting anything now.

G: Yeah, very still now.

Siddhananda: They are saying they lost their ability to kind of speak, I’m hearing that.

G: Yeah. Came in and just went into stillness.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Going into very stillness.

Siddhananda: They are really connected… powerful. But, you know, what’s happening with that… like it was more of just an earthy… I’m feeling a lighter stream to that.

G: But it’s lighter coming now. It needed to be lightened up.

Siddhananda: That’s exactly it. It feels really better, more balanced to me.

G: Let me… (taking hold of the rock in both palms, closing eyes for a few moments) Feel them now. (handing back the rock back to Siddhananda)

Siddhananda: Is it okay to feel it now? Feel how it is?

G: Yeah. Yeah, it’s okay.

Siddhananda: (holding the rock) It’s lighter. It’s still got some heavy, but it doesn’t want to go (rocking her hand up and down)… it wants to kind of…

G: Yeah, no, it’s going to stay…

Siddhananda: It’s happening more like this (lightly holding rock)…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …versus pulling like that you know (holding hands down). Oh, nice! It’s so different now.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Just sort of buoyed up, almost just (pulling shoulders back)…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: But yet, I guess [there's] a substance to [it], but a lightness to it.

G: Yeah, it’s gone.

Siddhananda: Yes!

G: Very lightened up (throwing arms up in the air). It needed to have that lightening up.

Siddhananda: Absolutely!

G: The energy… should go into the void. It should go into the void.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So we’re going to put him over here for now with our other friend. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Over up on the second floor (laughing and taking the rock to the healing center.)

G: On the second floor. (laughing)

Siddhananda: With our other linga?

G: With our other linga, yeah.

Siddhananda: We’ve got two black lingas here. That was great. That was really great. You never know. Okay!
 
G: That’s interesting we had a connection there.

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: I’m not surprised.

Siddhananda: Isn’t that interesting? Gosh, you never know. We’re surprised and not surprised in some ways, too!