Living Awareness

Siddhananda: Friendly spirit. That's good (laughing).

G: We're happy to hear that (laughing).

Siddhananda: It's a twinkly, friendly soul ... young, maybe. I don't know if it's a child. I can't tell, but they're fun, you know?

G: A young type of spirit.

Siddhananda: Yeah. "Thank you for bringing messages of love," they're saying. [They're conveying an image] of a garland, or something. A garland of beauty and fragrance. What questions do you have for us today?

I do feel a youth there, maybe ... something youthful. They're innocent in the way that they never really were so touched by family, and that kind of thing. It was just kind of there. They were aware of it, but not [touched by it]. They're fine letting go of those things. Maybe they're youthful enough to where, you know, the older you get the more conditions that build, but with this one, that really didn't happen to them, because they stayed in that [youthfulness]. They're young. They have that young spirit, or energy.

G: They didn't have all of those imprints. Not clinging to any of it.

Siddhananda: Right, it was just there. They were aware of it, and then they lived it, and that's fine. They didn't feel like they lost anything as they moved in their experiences. They were just aware of it, I guess. That's what I'm feeling with this youthful [energy]. I'm seeing a kind of light, almost like a screen, and these things went through it, but ... (gesturing to indicate nothing got stuck in it) ... [it's like] ... oh well, it comes, it goes.

G: Yeah, untouched by it.

Siddhananda: I don't know in terms of full completion, but they really seem to want to convey that youthful[ness] ... just that presence is all that matters, and that awareness. The rest of it is just an experience.

G: Right. It comes and goes.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and the families, they come and they go, and the children, and you know, all that.

G: Another show (smiling). Another movie (chuckling).

Siddhananda: Yeah (shaking her head and shrugging her shoulders)! Yeah, it's just [like], you're here, that's all. You're here, you know, that kind of thing. He's just kind of got that ... we're here (gesturing with youthful animation)! He's settled, too, though. He's very fun. He's light. It's playful.

G: (laughing as she listens to Siddhananda) Just enjoying life and ...

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's playful.

G: ... and not getting taken in by any of it.

Siddhananda: No!

G: A clear light.

Siddhananda: Yeah, clear light. I don't feel there's full completion, but it doesn't matter.

G: It doesn't matter.

Siddhananda: In its own time.

G: Yeah, in its time. There's nothing urgent in this. It's good that he's not being imprinted by these things, and he's not taking any of them and holding, or fighting against them.

Siddhananda: No, not at all (shaking her head). He's just saying that he's aware of them. That's all. I'm not those things, or those experiences. I'm just aware of it. That's kind of the main message.

G: Yeah, staying in your awareness. That's it.  He's awareness ... living awareness.

Siddhananda: Right. It's almost like it all reflects. It's not going to affect the awareness (shrugging her shoulders).

G: Yeah, right.

Siddhananda: So, he's a fun [spirit]. I see a little kind of spunk there (wiggling her body). He's cute. I mean, no problems. No problems (smiling happily).

G: Well, thank you for coming (chuckling and smiling).

Siddhananda: Thank you (smiling). You never know!

G: No, you never know. That was fun. It's nice to see a spirit that hasn't been scarred, and hasn't held, hasn't pushed away, and just lived the experience ... the love of life and what comes. It's just another experience. That's it.

Siddhananda: Absolutely! It's out there!

G: I'm here, that's it. Aware of it, and I'm there. I'm just aware of it (laughing).

Siddhananda: Exactly, that's the feeling (rocking back and forth in full agreement), but that can be a reality.

G: Yeah, and go with the flow.  That's it. Another journey.