No Name

Siddhananda: (Showing a small green heart stone) So, we've got our next one.

G: Okay.

Spirit: I don't know my name.

G: Okay

Siddhananda: (pause) Let me see what they exactly mean by that, because I am hearing "Jack." I don't know what that's about.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: [They're saying they don't know] their real name, their spirit name.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They would like a spirit name.

G: They want a spirit name?

Siddhananda: Yeah. (nodding)

G: Okay, go to the zero-point balance (smiling).

Siddhananda: Zero-point balance? Is that what you're saying?

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Nice! (smiling). Yeah, they want to get rid of Jack (laughing).

G: Yeah, Jack needs to go if they walk into that door of what is God directly. There is no Jack, there never has been a Jack. 

Siddhananda: Well, exactly! And that's what they were wanting.

G: Jack is just one of the ones played out. Let him open the veil to see there have been many, many, many, many more. 

Siddhananda: Not just Jack.

G: Not just Jack. So I ask that veil be lifted so that he can see that there are multitude of different personas, experiences, names and forms.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I am seeing a little more of the Cosmos coming in and more of the broader scope of things than just this one time and place.

G: Yeah, wasn't just this one time and place. If he opens, especially on the other side, he can [see] that all of those are going on simultaneously, numerous experiences and names and forms. 

Siddhananda: (pause) I'm seeing a matrix, there are interwoven things...

G: Hmm hmm, right.

Siddhananda: He is seeing that, he is coming into that. He's been really stuck on this "Jack" [experience].

G: Yeah, he's been stuck on the "Jack" one, but, there are multitude, multitude, multitude unending experiences and lives and names and forms, and yet at the very center of it [is] no form. 

Siddhananda: (nodding) That struck him because I'm now seeing an image of a linga.

G: Hmm hmm. So, now we go back. Now that you've seen the reality that there are numerous forms going on, all at the same time, same space, different names, different faces, different forms, now we go to the heart of those and see what's there, that zero-point balance. Beyond all the forms, names and identifications. One singular essence. The Light beyond lights of all the forms. Go to that singular light. 

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah, he's really faded out. I don't feel Jack anymore (laughing). (pause) I wonder if we should keep this one here or let them on their own now.

G: Yeah, he needs to go up on the top shelf, in the void. He needs to be with the ones in the void. 

Siddhananda: The first shelf?

G: Yeah, in the void. He's in the void. 

Siddhananda: (placing the stone on the void shelf)

G: Express! (laughing)

Siddhananda: Zero-point balance. Came with that name and there he went.

G: There he went! He had the express train. (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) "I want to get rid of Jack," he was saying.

G: Well, he got rid of Jack, alright!

Siddhananda: And all the rest of it, too.

G: And all the rest of it at once (laughing).

Siddhananda: Jack, Jill, the whole business! (smiling)

Let Go of Pain

Siddhananda: Okay, [here's] a little heart (showing a heart shaped stone). [I'm] seeing elephants…

G: Elephants? (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah.

G: From sprites to elephants. (laughing)

Siddhananda: I know. (pause) Something about being trampled… so [they] connect with elephants… Sounds interesting.

G: Yeah, there could have been… what time period did they…

Siddhananda: I’m hearing emerald goddess. I don’t know.

G: Emerald goddess?

Siddhananda: Does that make sense? Era of wisdom?

G: Was it an accident?

Siddhananda: Yeah. Boy, it’s just kind of fading away, so it’s a little tricky for me to gather. The image is fading a little bit, you know. Era of goddess… era of wisdom.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Boy, I’m seeing that elephant kind of fading.

G: Okay, maybe that attachment to that is fading.

Siddhananda: Uh huh, exactly.

G: What is it we can help you with? Yeah, the reason why I was questioning is because they used to have elephants in wars. They used them for battle or they would use them sometimes as punishment if it was criminal or something.

Siddhananda: Wow, oh boy.

G: Yeah, or they could just be out, or the elephants when they get out in the musk, they get a little crazy, too, and you know… so it could be due to a lot of different things happening.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, just trampled by elephants, I’m just still hearing. But, okay, so how can we help you today?

Spirit: Still hurting…

G: Okay.

Spirit: Still hurting.

G: Okay, you know, you need to [let go]… you can let go of that experience. You know, you are timeless, you are formless. If you look now you do not have a corporeal body. [Whatever] happened, happened to the corporeal body and what you are holding to, you are holding to a memory. You are feeding that energy and making it more real than it needs to be. So let it be like a dream that has come and gone and you can let go of that pain. There is no reason to feel that any longer. You are no longer in that body, [you] no longer need to hold that pain.
 
Siddhananda: Yeah, that image is fading.

G: (nodding)
 
Siddhananda: Yeah, I almost saw it… I see almost a man holding on to it for his dear life. It’s interesting. But that’s fading.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Boy, maybe it was a war thing, the feeling of it, I don’t know. Whoo, a lot going on there! It felt violent.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: But their spirit, I’m hearing something… I don’t know. I think I’m just feeling that there is just… you know, there is still love, they don’t feel…  you know love for animals and for all. Yeah, they are opening up and that’s fading, so…

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I just didn’t get the real detail of it. Interesting.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: So we’ll just ask you to go ahead and ask him to open his heart and let the… some others from the other side come in and administer to him as well. Yeah, and then if there’s anything else we can help him with for him to move forward in his journey we would be happy to do that.

Siddhananda: Yeah, no. The whole thing is much clearer and there is light around. And that image is not there.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: That’s how I would see it. When that image is there, that attachment…

G: Right, that has faded.

Siddhananda: Exactly.

G: So they have gone beyond that pain.

Siddhananda: Really, really nice, so yeah.

G: Good, good, yeah.

Siddhananda: We just never know what people’s experiences are when they go or whatever, you know.

G: Yeah, you can stay trapped by the energy of that and if they are attached to that form then when that form is gone they have still that attachment. They haven’t let go of it yet and haven’t walked into the light. And they haven’t let go of that experience and they keep experiencing it over and over and over again and that’s not a fun thing to experience.

Siddhananda: It’s just an energy that gets trapped… with or without bodies, these energies play out that way.

G: Right, exactly.

Living Awareness

Siddhananda: Friendly spirit. That's good (laughing).

G: We're happy to hear that (laughing).

Siddhananda: It's a twinkly, friendly soul ... young, maybe. I don't know if it's a child. I can't tell, but they're fun, you know?

G: A young type of spirit.

Siddhananda: Yeah. "Thank you for bringing messages of love," they're saying. [They're conveying an image] of a garland, or something. A garland of beauty and fragrance. What questions do you have for us today?

I do feel a youth there, maybe ... something youthful. They're innocent in the way that they never really were so touched by family, and that kind of thing. It was just kind of there. They were aware of it, but not [touched by it]. They're fine letting go of those things. Maybe they're youthful enough to where, you know, the older you get the more conditions that build, but with this one, that really didn't happen to them, because they stayed in that [youthfulness]. They're young. They have that young spirit, or energy.

G: They didn't have all of those imprints. Not clinging to any of it.

Siddhananda: Right, it was just there. They were aware of it, and then they lived it, and that's fine. They didn't feel like they lost anything as they moved in their experiences. They were just aware of it, I guess. That's what I'm feeling with this youthful [energy]. I'm seeing a kind of light, almost like a screen, and these things went through it, but ... (gesturing to indicate nothing got stuck in it) ... [it's like] ... oh well, it comes, it goes.

G: Yeah, untouched by it.

Siddhananda: I don't know in terms of full completion, but they really seem to want to convey that youthful[ness] ... just that presence is all that matters, and that awareness. The rest of it is just an experience.

G: Right. It comes and goes.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and the families, they come and they go, and the children, and you know, all that.

G: Another show (smiling). Another movie (chuckling).

Siddhananda: Yeah (shaking her head and shrugging her shoulders)! Yeah, it's just [like], you're here, that's all. You're here, you know, that kind of thing. He's just kind of got that ... we're here (gesturing with youthful animation)! He's settled, too, though. He's very fun. He's light. It's playful.

G: (laughing as she listens to Siddhananda) Just enjoying life and ...

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's playful.

G: ... and not getting taken in by any of it.

Siddhananda: No!

G: A clear light.

Siddhananda: Yeah, clear light. I don't feel there's full completion, but it doesn't matter.

G: It doesn't matter.

Siddhananda: In its own time.

G: Yeah, in its time. There's nothing urgent in this. It's good that he's not being imprinted by these things, and he's not taking any of them and holding, or fighting against them.

Siddhananda: No, not at all (shaking her head). He's just saying that he's aware of them. That's all. I'm not those things, or those experiences. I'm just aware of it. That's kind of the main message.

G: Yeah, staying in your awareness. That's it.  He's awareness ... living awareness.

Siddhananda: Right. It's almost like it all reflects. It's not going to affect the awareness (shrugging her shoulders).

G: Yeah, right.

Siddhananda: So, he's a fun [spirit]. I see a little kind of spunk there (wiggling her body). He's cute. I mean, no problems. No problems (smiling happily).

G: Well, thank you for coming (chuckling and smiling).

Siddhananda: Thank you (smiling). You never know!

G: No, you never know. That was fun. It's nice to see a spirit that hasn't been scarred, and hasn't held, hasn't pushed away, and just lived the experience ... the love of life and what comes. It's just another experience. That's it.

Siddhananda: Absolutely! It's out there!

G: I'm here, that's it. Aware of it, and I'm there. I'm just aware of it (laughing).

Siddhananda: Exactly, that's the feeling (rocking back and forth in full agreement), but that can be a reality.

G: Yeah, and go with the flow.  That's it. Another journey.

Spirit is Eternal

Siddhananda: I’m hearing, “When I came here, mind began to not be so stirred (gesturing with finger going around). I desire to live peacefully. I lived during the time of…” I'm hearing kind of Inca or Maya…

G: Incan or Mayan?

Siddhananda: Yeah…

G: That was kind of a rough era.

Siddhananda: Yeah.. (laughing) we get everything here. It was, yeah… I’m hearing in my mind, Mayan ruins… but, also the energy is very strong there. It's very healing in some ways, and… seeing something about caskets, I don't know, being buried like that or something, or some way of burying… being, you know, whatever the way they do the rituals then… in that time…

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: But there was something done on the body… and [am] seeing that image of the body and then the wrappings… the rope or something… I think maybe just more [of], you know, how they're still connected there. That's kind of my feeling, that they're maybe connected to that body that is not even alive anymore.

G: Ah…

Siddhananda: I don't know… maybe that experience and whatever happened with that death and the following ritual that took place… they watched it… they saw… they're still not able to have left that fully…

G: And, what is the reason that you have not left [that fully]?

Siddhananda: That time was hard… that thing… that whatever they [did], you know, wrapped the body… kind of that feeling is still with them.

G: Yeah… You know you can be free of that. There's no reason to cling to that. 

Spirit: Ah (sighing with relief)… really? Wasn't that really who I am? It happened to me though.

G: No, it's not.. That was a temporary thing and a temporary journey, but now, it's time to move forward. You can go on to other experiences, other lives, other…

Spirit: Really, I’m not that body with that thing?

G: No, you're not that body, you're not that experience. It was something that you experienced but you are not that. There should only be an awareness of that but not being that. 

Spirit: Hmm (sighing with relief)… I just don't think I did anything; I was a good woman.

G: Mm hmm…

Spirit: You know, I lived my life good.

Siddhananda: I don't know, something may have happened towards the end that was, maybe, kind of violent… I don't know, i just can't quite connect [to that].

G: It was a very violent culture.

Siddhananda: Yeah… something happened to her.

G: There was a lot of violence. There were lot of sacrifices. She could have been a sacrifice.

Siddhananda: Hmmm.. could have been (nodding)… and, that's my feeling [that] something happened.

G: Yeah… there were a lot of… during that time, people sacrificed and they were very violent… and they would actually, some of them, rip out the heart and the heart's still beating!(gesturing with hand near the heart). They had some very very [violent sacrifices].

Siddhananda: That's my feeling… something happened and she was wrapped. I don't know how her body was handled completely, but, something that bound her so tight that she feels…

G: You should be free of the bindings. There's nothing to be bound any longer. You're not that body. You're spirit. Look and see that you are spirit.

Spirit: (deep sigh) Ohhhhh…

Siddhananda: You know, she revisits that in her head, and…

G: Yeah… there's no reason to go back there.

Spirit: Ohhhh... i'm not that anymore.

G: No, you're not that. You've never been that. You are that Light that's within the heart of being. You are That. 

Siddhananda: And she was saying she died with God in her heart and…

G: Mm hmm… then go to the God that's within the heart, rather than seeing the external shell. The other was a shell, that's all. 

Spirit: I’m so… ahh… afraid to… what's going to come…

Siddhananda: I think she's been with that identity for so long.

G: Yeah. it's been a lot of time [that] has passed [since] that was there. But, no, you are That. Within the heart of being is that God essence, and, that God Essence experiences, through the form, different realms, different experiences… but, they're only experiences.

Siddhananda: And she's feeling light, she's feeling lighter… kind of like that, i guess, i'm seeing some chains starting to break.

G: Mm hmm… yeah… 

Siddhananda: Yeah… that's all I can say. I see chains and her message [with] those [is] that's where I was and with this Light. It's feeling like it's beginning to soften that imagery that was being identified with being a woman… She's a good woman. She's loving… and, I think, that part, she's like why would they do this?

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, now she feels she can, you know, [move forward]…

G: The spirit is eternal... the spirit is eternal. So, you know, let go of that former body and that former experience and you can move forward. Just allow more of that Light to come in and to cleanse and to purify and to let you move forward, and, ask to move forward.

Spirit: Mm hmm.. (deep sigh of relief)

Siddhananda: She's really kind of, you know, releasing… sad and releasing and just more present, for sure.

G: (picking up her puppies)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Oh gosh… you're going to hold them both?

G: Yeah, he wants to [be held]… (laughing) you know how he is, he's jealous… if Raj [puppy] gets held, he (Max the other puppy) wants to get held.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah, the two little muffins in your hands… She's smiling [referring to the spirit]… she's smiling because she knows that's what we're talking about. She's smiling and she's almost thinking as she smiles, “Some things don't change. Life is kind of just life, I guess." That kind of gave her that insight.

G: Yeah exactly. life is life. It's all experiences and then you can go forward to new experiences. You don't need to remain stuck in that. That is not the only experience in your existence. 

Siddhananda: She's "oh..." and enjoying looking at the puppies.

G: (laughing) The two monkeys!

Siddhananda: (laughing).. and kind of just, you know, feeling lighter and feeling more present and she can kind of just be whatever, herself, now, I guess, without that [binding chain] being there… and i now see the chain again, without that chain…

G: Right (nodding). You don't need that chain. There's no reason to hang on to that chain. It doesn't benefit you in any way. 

Siddhananda: Ohh… she's so… you know, so grateful.

Spirit: How should I proceed?

G: Just ask for Light and ask those on the other side to aid you to get you ready to move forward into another existence that would benefit you.

Siddhananda: (pause) And she's much quieter and she's much, I would say, gentle but strong, I mean, she's got both. And she's just, kind of… and now I see a pitcher of water that can carry her, and she's okay with letting that carry her wherever that destination goes.

G: Excellent! That's much better. Go with the flow! (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) She's smiling… really, really smiling, like it's very genuine.

G: Yeah. (smiling)

Siddhananda: That's that one. I don't know, did you have anything else with her?

G: No. We can let her continue to ask guidance from the other side and they can help her get ready and prepare her for the next leg of the journey (smiling).

Siddhananda: That's there (nodding)… that [the guidance] is there for her.

Going back to Experience

G: This is a check in with the ones that have been in stillness to see if they are ready to come out of it.

This is a boy that wanted to go back to india during the time it was pure and re-experience that time.

Siddhananda: This one, oh this is the indian boy.

G: One of them, yes, the indian boy. We have one, yes, the indian.

Siddhananda: He's still there. Boy, he is loving that body.

G: He is loving re-experiencing the body.

Siddhananda: He does not want to come out of that body...and I just see him, he is translucent and radiating light. He is so, so beautiful. He is saintly, sitting in the lotus position. It's almost like he doesn't exist on the earthly plane, but he is in body. He is very quiet, but he knows he is in body and  in that time and does not want to leave it.

G: Does he know he is going to have to leave the body in order to transcend?

Siddhananda: Yes.

G: Okay, he can stay there for awhile, but he has got to realize that if he wants to complete, he is going to have to leave that space.

Siddhananda: He understands this, but he wants more time in this experience.

G: Okay, so we will leave him there for now. Here he goes, back he goes..

(Siddhananda laughing).

G: He is probably up in the himalayas somewhere.  Nine out of ten he is probably up in the himalayas somewhere by the shiva.