No Death

Siddhananda: Ok, we have another heart (showing a translucent purple stone). I love all these clear stones. They're so pretty! (closing eyes and focusing within)

Spirit: I died. I died

G: Well, you didn't die. The body, the body… (laughing) you dropped the body.

Spirit: I died and that was...

Siddhananda: I think they're with that death experience.

Spirit: I died.

Siddhananda: I just keep hearing that.

Spirit: I died.

G: Are you aware of yourself?

Siddhananda: (pause) They are, yeah.

G: Then you didn't die. (laughter) If you are aware of yourself, you can't be dead. (laughter)

Siddhananda: Wow!

G: You've passed out of the body for another realm, but you're not dead. (laughter)

Siddhananda: (laughter) Sounds so crazy.

Spirit: So what died in me? What died? Something died.

G: Nothing died in you.

Spirit: I died.

G: Nothing died in you, just the body. The body was no longer able to sustain that form and that spirit.

Spirit: That was me? I died.

G: No.

Siddhananda: I can see they were looking back at the body.

G: The body, right. But, you're not that body. If you were that body, you would have no awareness now. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Wow, gosh, it's like I see them looking at that body and that covering. And they see that death and that was when they died, I'm feeling. They're trying to hear, but they're not able to.

G: Right, right. You have to let go of the body and to be able to move forward, go into that light. You have to go into that light.

Spirit: But then I'll die again.

G: No, you won't die again.

Spirit: Die again.

G: No.

Spirit: Die again and again.

G: No, you won't die again and again. If you make the journey, you find out what is at the center of your being. It's the life of all life and the death of all death. Be willing to make that journey to find out what gives life to you, where that life comes from, what that life is.

Spirit: Is that some kind of death?

G: No, it's an eternity. It's eternal, eternal "IS," eternal life.

Spirit: Will I still be myself, will I still...

G: You'll be yourself minus all the stories you have created. You'll be in the pure Self... minus the stories... minus the drama.

Siddhananda: When I hear them saying, “I died,” it's getting quieter.

G: Yeah, a little quieter.

Siddhananda: The sound of "I died."

G: Aha. So, at this point in time you have to be willing to let go of the body and to be able to move into the Light. There should be someone that has passed that can come for you and can help move you through the Light.

Siddhananda: (pause) I feel some kind of energy [that is] there for them… a light energy there.

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: And I don't know if it's someone they knew before, I can't say, but it’s by that soul.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And they are still… (pulls arms into heart area indicating they're still clinging to that feeling)

Spirit: I died.

G: Yeah, no, you haven't died. You wouldn't be aware of anything if you were dead. (laughter)

Siddhananda: Yeah, how could they have died? They wouldn't be asking questions right now.

G: You just shed the old body, that's all. You shed that body and you'll go on to a new experience. But you have to be willing to go into the light and pass into the other realms or else you will become a ghost form and will be stuck.

Spirit: I know. I don't want that.

G: Yeah, don't be a ghost form and be stuck, so be willing to move into the light and move forward in your journey.

Siddhananda: Sounds like they're opening. They're definitely contemplating and trying to just rest with what’s there.... That light is there.

G: Good!

Siddhananda: That's really all I can say right now, so maybe we let that energy help.

G: Yeah, let that light help and pull them through, because they have to walk through that tunnel…

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: ...and into that light, yeah.

Siddhananda: I think they're still just stuck with that, whatever imagery was there. They do want to say…

Spirit: I am still me. You are right.

G: Right. You're still you.

Spirit: I am here still. I'm me.

G: You're still here, yes, you're still aware.

Spirit: I'm me.

G: So, therefore, you're still you, right. That body was not you, that body is just a vehicle... like you get into your car, you get out of your car, the car takes you someplace and then that's it. It's a vehicle like a car, but you're the driver... Okay, so, you just stepped out of another car. (laughter)

Siddhananda: Yeah, they're listening. It will be okay. It's just going to take time and the other energies are quite present there.

G: Good, so we'll leave them to that other energy.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And they will take care of you and help you go into the light so you can do a life review and go forward.

Siddhananda: Right. Take care of whatever needed to be taken care of.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: To help them to clear and move forward.

G: Right, right. They have to just let go of that body.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Be willing to move forward so they don’t stay stuck there.

Siddhananda: No, they're in good hands. They're in good hands.

G: So, we'll leave them with that. Namaste!

Siddhananda: Namaste.

Spirit is Eternal

Siddhananda: I’m hearing, “When I came here, mind began to not be so stirred (gesturing with finger going around). I desire to live peacefully. I lived during the time of…” I'm hearing kind of Inca or Maya…

G: Incan or Mayan?

Siddhananda: Yeah…

G: That was kind of a rough era.

Siddhananda: Yeah.. (laughing) we get everything here. It was, yeah… I’m hearing in my mind, Mayan ruins… but, also the energy is very strong there. It's very healing in some ways, and… seeing something about caskets, I don't know, being buried like that or something, or some way of burying… being, you know, whatever the way they do the rituals then… in that time…

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: But there was something done on the body… and [am] seeing that image of the body and then the wrappings… the rope or something… I think maybe just more [of], you know, how they're still connected there. That's kind of my feeling, that they're maybe connected to that body that is not even alive anymore.

G: Ah…

Siddhananda: I don't know… maybe that experience and whatever happened with that death and the following ritual that took place… they watched it… they saw… they're still not able to have left that fully…

G: And, what is the reason that you have not left [that fully]?

Siddhananda: That time was hard… that thing… that whatever they [did], you know, wrapped the body… kind of that feeling is still with them.

G: Yeah… You know you can be free of that. There's no reason to cling to that. 

Spirit: Ah (sighing with relief)… really? Wasn't that really who I am? It happened to me though.

G: No, it's not.. That was a temporary thing and a temporary journey, but now, it's time to move forward. You can go on to other experiences, other lives, other…

Spirit: Really, I’m not that body with that thing?

G: No, you're not that body, you're not that experience. It was something that you experienced but you are not that. There should only be an awareness of that but not being that. 

Spirit: Hmm (sighing with relief)… I just don't think I did anything; I was a good woman.

G: Mm hmm…

Spirit: You know, I lived my life good.

Siddhananda: I don't know, something may have happened towards the end that was, maybe, kind of violent… I don't know, i just can't quite connect [to that].

G: It was a very violent culture.

Siddhananda: Yeah… something happened to her.

G: There was a lot of violence. There were lot of sacrifices. She could have been a sacrifice.

Siddhananda: Hmmm.. could have been (nodding)… and, that's my feeling [that] something happened.

G: Yeah… there were a lot of… during that time, people sacrificed and they were very violent… and they would actually, some of them, rip out the heart and the heart's still beating!(gesturing with hand near the heart). They had some very very [violent sacrifices].

Siddhananda: That's my feeling… something happened and she was wrapped. I don't know how her body was handled completely, but, something that bound her so tight that she feels…

G: You should be free of the bindings. There's nothing to be bound any longer. You're not that body. You're spirit. Look and see that you are spirit.

Spirit: (deep sigh) Ohhhhh…

Siddhananda: You know, she revisits that in her head, and…

G: Yeah… there's no reason to go back there.

Spirit: Ohhhh... i'm not that anymore.

G: No, you're not that. You've never been that. You are that Light that's within the heart of being. You are That. 

Siddhananda: And she was saying she died with God in her heart and…

G: Mm hmm… then go to the God that's within the heart, rather than seeing the external shell. The other was a shell, that's all. 

Spirit: I’m so… ahh… afraid to… what's going to come…

Siddhananda: I think she's been with that identity for so long.

G: Yeah. it's been a lot of time [that] has passed [since] that was there. But, no, you are That. Within the heart of being is that God essence, and, that God Essence experiences, through the form, different realms, different experiences… but, they're only experiences.

Siddhananda: And she's feeling light, she's feeling lighter… kind of like that, i guess, i'm seeing some chains starting to break.

G: Mm hmm… yeah… 

Siddhananda: Yeah… that's all I can say. I see chains and her message [with] those [is] that's where I was and with this Light. It's feeling like it's beginning to soften that imagery that was being identified with being a woman… She's a good woman. She's loving… and, I think, that part, she's like why would they do this?

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, now she feels she can, you know, [move forward]…

G: The spirit is eternal... the spirit is eternal. So, you know, let go of that former body and that former experience and you can move forward. Just allow more of that Light to come in and to cleanse and to purify and to let you move forward, and, ask to move forward.

Spirit: Mm hmm.. (deep sigh of relief)

Siddhananda: She's really kind of, you know, releasing… sad and releasing and just more present, for sure.

G: (picking up her puppies)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Oh gosh… you're going to hold them both?

G: Yeah, he wants to [be held]… (laughing) you know how he is, he's jealous… if Raj [puppy] gets held, he (Max the other puppy) wants to get held.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah, the two little muffins in your hands… She's smiling [referring to the spirit]… she's smiling because she knows that's what we're talking about. She's smiling and she's almost thinking as she smiles, “Some things don't change. Life is kind of just life, I guess." That kind of gave her that insight.

G: Yeah exactly. life is life. It's all experiences and then you can go forward to new experiences. You don't need to remain stuck in that. That is not the only experience in your existence. 

Siddhananda: She's "oh..." and enjoying looking at the puppies.

G: (laughing) The two monkeys!

Siddhananda: (laughing).. and kind of just, you know, feeling lighter and feeling more present and she can kind of just be whatever, herself, now, I guess, without that [binding chain] being there… and i now see the chain again, without that chain…

G: Right (nodding). You don't need that chain. There's no reason to hang on to that chain. It doesn't benefit you in any way. 

Siddhananda: Ohh… she's so… you know, so grateful.

Spirit: How should I proceed?

G: Just ask for Light and ask those on the other side to aid you to get you ready to move forward into another existence that would benefit you.

Siddhananda: (pause) And she's much quieter and she's much, I would say, gentle but strong, I mean, she's got both. And she's just, kind of… and now I see a pitcher of water that can carry her, and she's okay with letting that carry her wherever that destination goes.

G: Excellent! That's much better. Go with the flow! (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) She's smiling… really, really smiling, like it's very genuine.

G: Yeah. (smiling)

Siddhananda: That's that one. I don't know, did you have anything else with her?

G: No. We can let her continue to ask guidance from the other side and they can help her get ready and prepare her for the next leg of the journey (smiling).

Siddhananda: That's there (nodding)… that [the guidance] is there for her.