Spirit is Eternal

Siddhananda: I’m hearing, “When I came here, mind began to not be so stirred (gesturing with finger going around). I desire to live peacefully. I lived during the time of…” I'm hearing kind of Inca or Maya…

G: Incan or Mayan?

Siddhananda: Yeah…

G: That was kind of a rough era.

Siddhananda: Yeah.. (laughing) we get everything here. It was, yeah… I’m hearing in my mind, Mayan ruins… but, also the energy is very strong there. It's very healing in some ways, and… seeing something about caskets, I don't know, being buried like that or something, or some way of burying… being, you know, whatever the way they do the rituals then… in that time…

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: But there was something done on the body… and [am] seeing that image of the body and then the wrappings… the rope or something… I think maybe just more [of], you know, how they're still connected there. That's kind of my feeling, that they're maybe connected to that body that is not even alive anymore.

G: Ah…

Siddhananda: I don't know… maybe that experience and whatever happened with that death and the following ritual that took place… they watched it… they saw… they're still not able to have left that fully…

G: And, what is the reason that you have not left [that fully]?

Siddhananda: That time was hard… that thing… that whatever they [did], you know, wrapped the body… kind of that feeling is still with them.

G: Yeah… You know you can be free of that. There's no reason to cling to that. 

Spirit: Ah (sighing with relief)… really? Wasn't that really who I am? It happened to me though.

G: No, it's not.. That was a temporary thing and a temporary journey, but now, it's time to move forward. You can go on to other experiences, other lives, other…

Spirit: Really, I’m not that body with that thing?

G: No, you're not that body, you're not that experience. It was something that you experienced but you are not that. There should only be an awareness of that but not being that. 

Spirit: Hmm (sighing with relief)… I just don't think I did anything; I was a good woman.

G: Mm hmm…

Spirit: You know, I lived my life good.

Siddhananda: I don't know, something may have happened towards the end that was, maybe, kind of violent… I don't know, i just can't quite connect [to that].

G: It was a very violent culture.

Siddhananda: Yeah… something happened to her.

G: There was a lot of violence. There were lot of sacrifices. She could have been a sacrifice.

Siddhananda: Hmmm.. could have been (nodding)… and, that's my feeling [that] something happened.

G: Yeah… there were a lot of… during that time, people sacrificed and they were very violent… and they would actually, some of them, rip out the heart and the heart's still beating!(gesturing with hand near the heart). They had some very very [violent sacrifices].

Siddhananda: That's my feeling… something happened and she was wrapped. I don't know how her body was handled completely, but, something that bound her so tight that she feels…

G: You should be free of the bindings. There's nothing to be bound any longer. You're not that body. You're spirit. Look and see that you are spirit.

Spirit: (deep sigh) Ohhhhh…

Siddhananda: You know, she revisits that in her head, and…

G: Yeah… there's no reason to go back there.

Spirit: Ohhhh... i'm not that anymore.

G: No, you're not that. You've never been that. You are that Light that's within the heart of being. You are That. 

Siddhananda: And she was saying she died with God in her heart and…

G: Mm hmm… then go to the God that's within the heart, rather than seeing the external shell. The other was a shell, that's all. 

Spirit: I’m so… ahh… afraid to… what's going to come…

Siddhananda: I think she's been with that identity for so long.

G: Yeah. it's been a lot of time [that] has passed [since] that was there. But, no, you are That. Within the heart of being is that God essence, and, that God Essence experiences, through the form, different realms, different experiences… but, they're only experiences.

Siddhananda: And she's feeling light, she's feeling lighter… kind of like that, i guess, i'm seeing some chains starting to break.

G: Mm hmm… yeah… 

Siddhananda: Yeah… that's all I can say. I see chains and her message [with] those [is] that's where I was and with this Light. It's feeling like it's beginning to soften that imagery that was being identified with being a woman… She's a good woman. She's loving… and, I think, that part, she's like why would they do this?

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, now she feels she can, you know, [move forward]…

G: The spirit is eternal... the spirit is eternal. So, you know, let go of that former body and that former experience and you can move forward. Just allow more of that Light to come in and to cleanse and to purify and to let you move forward, and, ask to move forward.

Spirit: Mm hmm.. (deep sigh of relief)

Siddhananda: She's really kind of, you know, releasing… sad and releasing and just more present, for sure.

G: (picking up her puppies)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Oh gosh… you're going to hold them both?

G: Yeah, he wants to [be held]… (laughing) you know how he is, he's jealous… if Raj [puppy] gets held, he (Max the other puppy) wants to get held.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah, the two little muffins in your hands… She's smiling [referring to the spirit]… she's smiling because she knows that's what we're talking about. She's smiling and she's almost thinking as she smiles, “Some things don't change. Life is kind of just life, I guess." That kind of gave her that insight.

G: Yeah exactly. life is life. It's all experiences and then you can go forward to new experiences. You don't need to remain stuck in that. That is not the only experience in your existence. 

Siddhananda: She's "oh..." and enjoying looking at the puppies.

G: (laughing) The two monkeys!

Siddhananda: (laughing).. and kind of just, you know, feeling lighter and feeling more present and she can kind of just be whatever, herself, now, I guess, without that [binding chain] being there… and i now see the chain again, without that chain…

G: Right (nodding). You don't need that chain. There's no reason to hang on to that chain. It doesn't benefit you in any way. 

Siddhananda: Ohh… she's so… you know, so grateful.

Spirit: How should I proceed?

G: Just ask for Light and ask those on the other side to aid you to get you ready to move forward into another existence that would benefit you.

Siddhananda: (pause) And she's much quieter and she's much, I would say, gentle but strong, I mean, she's got both. And she's just, kind of… and now I see a pitcher of water that can carry her, and she's okay with letting that carry her wherever that destination goes.

G: Excellent! That's much better. Go with the flow! (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) She's smiling… really, really smiling, like it's very genuine.

G: Yeah. (smiling)

Siddhananda: That's that one. I don't know, did you have anything else with her?

G: No. We can let her continue to ask guidance from the other side and they can help her get ready and prepare her for the next leg of the journey (smiling).

Siddhananda: That's there (nodding)… that [the guidance] is there for her.