Out of hell-realm

Siddhananda: Okay, here's another little one (showing a small red stone). Tiny!

G: Yes. We'll see how they're doing.

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, they feel more like themselves.

G: Okay, good. 

Siddhananda: They feel fresh. They feel ready to go forward.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They're ready to move on. (hand on heart).

G: Ready to go learn some life lessons?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: This was one of the Mayan priests that did the sacrifices. This is the one that was burning. 

Siddhananda: Is that right?

G: He was in hell realm. He was the one that was burning in the hell realm fires. 

Siddhananda: Okay. Wow!

G: Yeah, this is the one that was absolutely burning in the hell realm fires. He had the sacrifices.

Siddhananda: hmm hmm.

G: Can we ask him which place he was at? Was he at Chi Cha Nitsa or Tulum or..

Siddhananda: (pause). Out of those two that you mentioned, i'm hearing Tulum.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause). Would that make sense?

G: He was at Tulum?

Siddhananda: That's what I heard out of those two. First, i heard he was at the Mayan ruins.

G: Or he could have come from a different Mayan ruins. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's really more what i heard in a general way. Who knows, exactly.

G: There are so many Mayan ruins around and he could have come from any of them. There's Chi Cha Nitsa, there's Aztec. The Aztec ones were even more violent. There's just so many ruins, and even ruins that they haven't uncovered that are in jungles. So, they could have come from anywhere. 

Siddhananda: Wow.

G: But, seriously this one was burning in hell fires when they came. 

Siddhananda: So, what a turn around!

G: They're ready to go on to new life lessons. Hopefully, they're ready for rebirth because it's been a long time. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They've really been out of body for a very, very long time. So hopefully, they're getting ready to come back to corporeal form and right some wrongs.

Siddhananda: Yeah. And, that's a totally different energy now. Wasn't that the one with two kalis there?

G: Yeah, this was the one that had the two kalis and there was another that was working with them. 

Siddhananda: They burned that to ash, because that energy is different [now].

G: Yeah, totally turned around and he's no longer in the hell realm. When they come, there can be in a hell realm, but there is a possibility to get out of that hell realm. It doesn't mean that you have to be there eternally, but, you need to have the cognition to turn around and seek the help. 

Siddhananda: Right. And when we check in, i don't even recognize them to be the same energy anymore.

G: Right. i just happened to remember that one because there's an unusual shape to the stone. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, that's fabulous to see them come out of the hell realm and the burning and the fear. A lot of the ones there, they haven't been in touch with the Light. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: When they're that far back in antiquity, and that's all they knew, it was a very (taking a deep breath), it was a very tough way to go. There was only one way to go. They didn't have options. And when that Light comes in, it's unfamiliar and it can be quite terrifying at first. So, we give them the opportunity to find Light and to change that path, to do something much more beneficial.

Siddhananda: Yeah, absolutely.

G: So, we're really happy to see him come out of the hell fires and to be able to go forward and go back into corporeal form and right some wrongs. 

Siddhananda: For sure. i do get a little flash of that ashes, so, it seems like a lot of that has burnt up. i think it's because of that intense energy that was brought into that setting and being here and having that time.

G: So, we wish you quite well on your journey and hope you'll be able to make some better choices this next time around (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yeah. i'm sure. They don't need any more of the same. i don't know if they even recognize what they were before at that point.

G: Yeah, the consciousness changes. It's like the same thing when realization takes place, the rest of it was like a dream, there's no reality to it. It's like what was that! It's a totally different cognition and one becomes instantly a different... 

Siddhananda: That's the thing. And, it's just a present thing. You answer a question, it's just in the present. You don't get the other.

G: You don't ruminate on the past, that's absolutely gone. It has nothing to do with where you're at. 

Siddhananda: It is amazing. That is how it is. It is not even there anymore.

G: No.

Siddhananda: It's quite a thing, but, it's a thing to know that all that energy can be done as we can read it in this moment.

G: Exactly! That's all we do, we read the energy. That's what this practice is about, that's what this path is about - the energies and changing your energetic signature and releasing all the baggage. 

Siddhananda: And then really you are a whole different energy, in the moment.

G: Exactly. A whole different persona, a whole different energy. Everything changes. 

Siddhananda: Absolutely.

G: Your outlook changes. The way you live life changes. Everything changes. 

Siddhananda: Right. Where your focus is, in terms of whether or not there needs to be one at that point, but, it's not focused on all of that.

G: Exactly. 

Siddhananda: Anyway, that's great.

Checking in With Mayan Spirit

G: (Showing a small red stone). First thing, we need to check in with the one that is in fires of hell at the moment (referring to Mayan spirit that took part in sacrifices) and see how they are doing.

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). It just looks like it's still being worked with. i see the cross and Christ.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's still being processed and worked with.

G: Yeah, still being worked with. A little better, though, than what it was?

Siddhananda: (pause). Yeah, feels like a little [better], not so heavy. i had a flash of it yesterday still being worked with.

G: Yeah, it's going to take a while. 

Siddhananda: No doubt.

G: It's going to take a while. Hopefully, that burning stops pretty soon. That intense burning. i hope that they're able to do that soon.

Siddhananda: hmm hmm.

G: We'll just tell him if he can rely on that Christ Light that's there, he can take it away. 

Siddhananda: hmm hmm.

G: But, he's got to be open to let go of it. 

Siddhananda: (pause). That's being absorbed. i'm not hearing too much from that particular energy. All i'm feeling and seeing is that cross and Christ. It doesn't feel quite as intense [as the day before].

G: Yeah, doesn't feel quite as intense?

Siddhananda: No, not quite as much. But, it's definitely still needing some intense energy.

G: If the other Mayan priest can continue to help break through for him, i think that's the easiest [way] to reach him. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

Mayan Spirit

G: Let's check in with our Mayan that has been here for a while (referring to Mayan spirit that was waiting and processing). (showing a small dark stone). 

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: He's been here for quite a while (smiling). 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's right, we have him too, huh? (smiling).

G: Oh yeah. He's been here for a while. 

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). He's saying he's better. I'm trying to see what he wants to do. Do you want me to ask him?

G: Yeah. Ask him what he wants to do because he's been here for a while. 

Siddhananda: (pause). It's nice, because there are some flowers of understanding. He has come to some more depth.

G: Good. 

Siddhananda: I'm just seeing that. I'm asking him but am not hearing much right now. (pause). Okay, I'm seeing a moon, so maybe he wants to stay until the moon.

G: Until the moon. Okay, and then he should be ready to move forward with whatever other journeys he has to do. 

Siddhananda: That's what it feels like.

G: When is it, it's tomorrow i think. 

Siddhananda: The blood moon is, i think, Sunday.

G: Yeah? Is it Sunday?

Siddhananda: Yeah, 27th/28th, something like that.

G: 27th/28th? Oh my goodness, i was thinking the 23rd was the solstice. 

Siddhananda: Maybe the solstice [is 23rd], but the blood moon is Sunday.

G: Oh okay. 

Siddhananda: SO, still some days left, which is nice because people can sit in nature, take time to be quiet, which was the message here. But, that's not till Sunday.

G: Oh okay, so we have few more days left. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

Stuck in Fear

G: Next (showing a clear stone to the camera).

Siddhananda: Another clearie, huh?

G: Another clear one, yes. 

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). i asked him why are you here [and] he said "because I died long ago." He is connected to the Mayan ruins somehow.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (long pause). This is interesting. He died in a regular way. i asked him why he is stuck there. He said because he was, in his life, afraid of being killed or whatever. So, he is still living in that fear!

G: Yeah. He needs to understand there's nothing to fear. He is still alive. The body is gone, but, he's still aware of himself. He just got himself trapped there. So, he just needs to allow that door to open for him to walk through it, to go on his journey so that he can have better experiences. 

Siddhananda: Okay. So, initially i saw a man on his knees. He was a shadowy figure. i see him rising a bit. That's shifting a little bit to almost an angelic [feeling]. What it felt to me is that there's an angel there, his guardian angel, waiting for him.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: ..that had just been waiting for him. The minute he looked towards that, the angel was there immediately. So, it was just a matter of him opening up to that.

G: (nodding). Exactly. Perfect. 

Siddhananda: They're there embracing him. He's a pretty wilted guy. Even though he never had any violence towards him or killed that way, he held that in his heart. He was worried for himself and he just kept that worry and it built on itself.

G: Right. So, he had himself in his own cage. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, we'll let him go forward with that angel and they'll take care of him now. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So he can go forward to other times and better experiences. (hand on heart). (smiling).

Siddhananda: (hand on heart). (smiling). Just a little. My goodness, that's a long time there [to be stuck in that fear].

G: Yeah, a long time there!

Go Forward to the Light

G: Next. (Showing a small white transparent stone).

Siddhananda: Is that a regular rock?

G: (Placing the rock closer to the camera).

Siddhananda: Okay. i see it now. Perfect.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Nice clear one (smiling).

G: Nice clear one, yeah. 

Siddhananda: Let's look into that clarity and see what's there. (pause). Okay, i see some dark imagery. They are from the [Mayan] ruins area.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: (pause) i asked and they were not involved in the sacrifices, but, they did have a lot of violence towards them.

G: hmm hmm. It was a very violent society. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, they were killed as an offering (grimacing).

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, i see someone laying on a board and they are slashed up and bloody.

G: Yeah. So, are they ready to move forward? There is an opening and a Light if they open, they will see others that came before them, relatives and other people, and a Light that they can go into, to go to the other side. They don't need to stay there. 

Siddhananda: (pause). i'm still seeing an image of that body that was killed and sliced. It's still a full body but there's blood dripping from it.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Looks like it was a woman. (pause). They just are there mourning that. They're there on their knees and they're like this (gesturing praying hands).

G: Right. And there's nothing to mourn. That body is gone. If she looks then she can see that she's still aware of who she is. It has nothing to do with that body. She is now free of that body. Being free of the body, she can now soar, she can fly, she can go to the heavenlies.

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, i see some black flames at the bottom of a curved thing, but above it, it becomes lighter and there's more of a lighter feeling (gesturing with hands).

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: It's an interesting image. It sounds like things are burning for her.

G: Right. Things are burning for her. We're gonna have her go ahead and look. If she looks she can see a nice Light. Can she see the Light? 

Siddhananda: (pause).

G: Let's ask some guides and masters that have worked with her before to come forward and help pull her through to the Light.

Siddhananda: That have worked with her before?

G: Yes, someone that has worked with her before, that has got a connection with her on the other side. 

Siddhananda: Okay. i just said someone with a good-hearted nature that loves her, if they could come to help her.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: There is a hand reaching out. She is in that burning. It's hard for them to get in through that burning.

G: Why does she wish to be in that burning? There is no need for it. Why is she doing that to herself?

Siddhananda: (pause). She doesn't know. She just is really in pain.

G: hmm hmm. Let's do the COS mantra. 

Siddhananda: (pause). i'm not even hearing [the mantra], it showed up and disappeared. She's pushing things away. She's just in a lot of purgatory feeling of her pain.

G: Exactly. She's got herself stuck there, and she doesn't have to be there. She can be released and be free of that pain. But, she has to allow herself to be freed of it. There's nothing that she's done that should keep her where she's at. 

Siddhananda: i guess she has taken on so much, she's worried about what her family may have gone through, other people doing these things...

G: Right. If she lets go of that, she'll find that her family has moved on, that others have moved on, but she's just stuck there. She kept herself stuck there and she doesn't have to. She can move forward. 

Siddhananda: Okay, i do see a little more lightness coming underneath that [curve] in which she's got herself burning. Maybe, even some flowers emerging from that. She is hearing some of what you're saying there.

G: Right. We want to see her be blessed. She's gone through a lot that there was no reason for her to have to go through. She needs to see now that life is eternal. And it can be better, but she needs to be willing to go forward and leave that situation behind. That was a brief happening in history, that's all.

Siddhananda: Okay, there's a lot more lightness i felt flowing into my heart immediately, which is nice. It's feeling a lot lighter. So, she broke through something. i really feel a Light in my heart now, some sparkling lights and things. Okay, she's open to the COS.

G: She is open to the COS?

Siddhananda: Yes, she is open to it now.

G: Okay, let her go and have the COS. May she have the COS now and then be open to having the other side pull her through into a realm of Light. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, she has a guardian angel there, her guide that was there through her life as an angel that was watching her.

G: Yeah, exactly.

Siddhananda: That same angel, guardian of her spirit, is there. They're there and they're trying to offer her flowers like [saying] "Welcome, come in. Come home. Come to the Light," like that welcoming feeling. She has the COS and she is opening. i am seeing a beginning to opening towards that. It's sounding better, much much better. Maybe, we'll just let her go forward then.

G: Excellent! We'll go ahead and let them work with her and we'll check in again tomorrow. 

Siddhananda: Okay. Sounds good (smiling).

G: Thank you.

Spirit is Eternal

Siddhananda: I’m hearing, “When I came here, mind began to not be so stirred (gesturing with finger going around). I desire to live peacefully. I lived during the time of…” I'm hearing kind of Inca or Maya…

G: Incan or Mayan?

Siddhananda: Yeah…

G: That was kind of a rough era.

Siddhananda: Yeah.. (laughing) we get everything here. It was, yeah… I’m hearing in my mind, Mayan ruins… but, also the energy is very strong there. It's very healing in some ways, and… seeing something about caskets, I don't know, being buried like that or something, or some way of burying… being, you know, whatever the way they do the rituals then… in that time…

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: But there was something done on the body… and [am] seeing that image of the body and then the wrappings… the rope or something… I think maybe just more [of], you know, how they're still connected there. That's kind of my feeling, that they're maybe connected to that body that is not even alive anymore.

G: Ah…

Siddhananda: I don't know… maybe that experience and whatever happened with that death and the following ritual that took place… they watched it… they saw… they're still not able to have left that fully…

G: And, what is the reason that you have not left [that fully]?

Siddhananda: That time was hard… that thing… that whatever they [did], you know, wrapped the body… kind of that feeling is still with them.

G: Yeah… You know you can be free of that. There's no reason to cling to that. 

Spirit: Ah (sighing with relief)… really? Wasn't that really who I am? It happened to me though.

G: No, it's not.. That was a temporary thing and a temporary journey, but now, it's time to move forward. You can go on to other experiences, other lives, other…

Spirit: Really, I’m not that body with that thing?

G: No, you're not that body, you're not that experience. It was something that you experienced but you are not that. There should only be an awareness of that but not being that. 

Spirit: Hmm (sighing with relief)… I just don't think I did anything; I was a good woman.

G: Mm hmm…

Spirit: You know, I lived my life good.

Siddhananda: I don't know, something may have happened towards the end that was, maybe, kind of violent… I don't know, i just can't quite connect [to that].

G: It was a very violent culture.

Siddhananda: Yeah… something happened to her.

G: There was a lot of violence. There were lot of sacrifices. She could have been a sacrifice.

Siddhananda: Hmmm.. could have been (nodding)… and, that's my feeling [that] something happened.

G: Yeah… there were a lot of… during that time, people sacrificed and they were very violent… and they would actually, some of them, rip out the heart and the heart's still beating!(gesturing with hand near the heart). They had some very very [violent sacrifices].

Siddhananda: That's my feeling… something happened and she was wrapped. I don't know how her body was handled completely, but, something that bound her so tight that she feels…

G: You should be free of the bindings. There's nothing to be bound any longer. You're not that body. You're spirit. Look and see that you are spirit.

Spirit: (deep sigh) Ohhhhh…

Siddhananda: You know, she revisits that in her head, and…

G: Yeah… there's no reason to go back there.

Spirit: Ohhhh... i'm not that anymore.

G: No, you're not that. You've never been that. You are that Light that's within the heart of being. You are That. 

Siddhananda: And she was saying she died with God in her heart and…

G: Mm hmm… then go to the God that's within the heart, rather than seeing the external shell. The other was a shell, that's all. 

Spirit: I’m so… ahh… afraid to… what's going to come…

Siddhananda: I think she's been with that identity for so long.

G: Yeah. it's been a lot of time [that] has passed [since] that was there. But, no, you are That. Within the heart of being is that God essence, and, that God Essence experiences, through the form, different realms, different experiences… but, they're only experiences.

Siddhananda: And she's feeling light, she's feeling lighter… kind of like that, i guess, i'm seeing some chains starting to break.

G: Mm hmm… yeah… 

Siddhananda: Yeah… that's all I can say. I see chains and her message [with] those [is] that's where I was and with this Light. It's feeling like it's beginning to soften that imagery that was being identified with being a woman… She's a good woman. She's loving… and, I think, that part, she's like why would they do this?

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, now she feels she can, you know, [move forward]…

G: The spirit is eternal... the spirit is eternal. So, you know, let go of that former body and that former experience and you can move forward. Just allow more of that Light to come in and to cleanse and to purify and to let you move forward, and, ask to move forward.

Spirit: Mm hmm.. (deep sigh of relief)

Siddhananda: She's really kind of, you know, releasing… sad and releasing and just more present, for sure.

G: (picking up her puppies)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Oh gosh… you're going to hold them both?

G: Yeah, he wants to [be held]… (laughing) you know how he is, he's jealous… if Raj [puppy] gets held, he (Max the other puppy) wants to get held.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah, the two little muffins in your hands… She's smiling [referring to the spirit]… she's smiling because she knows that's what we're talking about. She's smiling and she's almost thinking as she smiles, “Some things don't change. Life is kind of just life, I guess." That kind of gave her that insight.

G: Yeah exactly. life is life. It's all experiences and then you can go forward to new experiences. You don't need to remain stuck in that. That is not the only experience in your existence. 

Siddhananda: She's "oh..." and enjoying looking at the puppies.

G: (laughing) The two monkeys!

Siddhananda: (laughing).. and kind of just, you know, feeling lighter and feeling more present and she can kind of just be whatever, herself, now, I guess, without that [binding chain] being there… and i now see the chain again, without that chain…

G: Right (nodding). You don't need that chain. There's no reason to hang on to that chain. It doesn't benefit you in any way. 

Siddhananda: Ohh… she's so… you know, so grateful.

Spirit: How should I proceed?

G: Just ask for Light and ask those on the other side to aid you to get you ready to move forward into another existence that would benefit you.

Siddhananda: (pause) And she's much quieter and she's much, I would say, gentle but strong, I mean, she's got both. And she's just, kind of… and now I see a pitcher of water that can carry her, and she's okay with letting that carry her wherever that destination goes.

G: Excellent! That's much better. Go with the flow! (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) She's smiling… really, really smiling, like it's very genuine.

G: Yeah. (smiling)

Siddhananda: That's that one. I don't know, did you have anything else with her?

G: No. We can let her continue to ask guidance from the other side and they can help her get ready and prepare her for the next leg of the journey (smiling).

Siddhananda: That's there (nodding)… that [the guidance] is there for her.