Stuck in Fear

G: Next (showing a clear stone to the camera).

Siddhananda: Another clearie, huh?

G: Another clear one, yes. 

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). i asked him why are you here [and] he said "because I died long ago." He is connected to the Mayan ruins somehow.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (long pause). This is interesting. He died in a regular way. i asked him why he is stuck there. He said because he was, in his life, afraid of being killed or whatever. So, he is still living in that fear!

G: Yeah. He needs to understand there's nothing to fear. He is still alive. The body is gone, but, he's still aware of himself. He just got himself trapped there. So, he just needs to allow that door to open for him to walk through it, to go on his journey so that he can have better experiences. 

Siddhananda: Okay. So, initially i saw a man on his knees. He was a shadowy figure. i see him rising a bit. That's shifting a little bit to almost an angelic [feeling]. What it felt to me is that there's an angel there, his guardian angel, waiting for him.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: ..that had just been waiting for him. The minute he looked towards that, the angel was there immediately. So, it was just a matter of him opening up to that.

G: (nodding). Exactly. Perfect. 

Siddhananda: They're there embracing him. He's a pretty wilted guy. Even though he never had any violence towards him or killed that way, he held that in his heart. He was worried for himself and he just kept that worry and it built on itself.

G: Right. So, he had himself in his own cage. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, we'll let him go forward with that angel and they'll take care of him now. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So he can go forward to other times and better experiences. (hand on heart). (smiling).

Siddhananda: (hand on heart). (smiling). Just a little. My goodness, that's a long time there [to be stuck in that fear].

G: Yeah, a long time there!