Find Union Within Your Self

G: (Showing a white transparent stone). 

Siddhananda: Okay, next.

G: Nice (referring to the stone)!

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's a nice one. (pet Raj walks by). Raj is right here. Hi honey (referring to Raj). Help me out with this one Raj. i got my hand on Raj, we're connecting. (laughing).

G: You're connecting to Raj today? (laughing).

Siddhananda: He's right here, put his little paws up and we're connecting. Right Raj? (laughing). Anyway, okay (pause). I heard a little bit about a wife, but then I heard "I want to be free of suffering." So, let's see where they came from. (pause). Okay, they just came out of wherever (laughing).

G: (smiling).

Siddhananda: (pause). I do see someone walking with some luggage, a woman. And then there's a man there. Again, it's one of these things where the woman left, because there's a train [and] he's telling her good bye. But, that could just mean her leaving for things.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: It wasn't like conflicts or anything. Somehow, she didn't come around.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: [He's] saying he doesn't think she died. He hasn't been able to reach her or connect with her again. But, let's see what he's more interested in, in his spiritual [journey].

G: Right.

Siddhananda: (pause). He desires more like a union with another.

G: Well, if he wants union with another, first he needs to find union with himself. 

Siddhananda: That's the thing, yeah. (pause). Can he know God that way through another, is what he's asking.

G: Well, once you find yourself then you'll understand what it is to be with another. 

Siddhananda: He's looking disappointed. i think that's his main thing, that love connection.

G: Right. But, he's got to find that love inside himself first.

Siddhananda: Sure, sure.

G: Not wait for somebody else to give it to him. When he finds that within himself then he can naturally have somebody else to share that with.

Siddhananda: hmm hmm. (pause). I think since that experience has left him with such a hole in his heart.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It doesn't sound like he necessarily needs her back, but, it's that feeling of emptiness, that ache and that abandonment, and that's what he wants to fill with another..

G: Exactly, i want somebody else to plug the hole but i don't want to find it within myself. i want a quick fix.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: When you're looking for that quick fix, you want somebody else to make it right for you, you'll never have that, because they'll always leave in some way, shape or form. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. You're going to be in the same predicament again.

G: Exactly. I'm trying to give him something that will help for eternity, not just another five years or something. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. Not like a band-aid solution.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And who knows if you could even get the right mate, there's so many things to that, that make it tricky. You never know!

G: Exactly. 

Siddhananda: So, let's see what he is feeling. (pause). Okay, he doesn't really want to accept it, though.

G: Of course, not. 

Siddhananda: He wants a woman.

G: He wants the quick fix. I'm sorry, we're not Santa Claus giving out goodies. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Okay, we'll leave him. That's not what we are here for. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, let's leave him.

G: We're not a dating service (laughing). 

Siddhananda: i don't think he's going to be open to more than that.

G: No, he's not open to that. If he's not open, there's nothing anyone can do to help him. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: He's going to have to just reincarnate and he's going to have to find out that lesson the hard way. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Sometimes, they have to find out the hard way, and there's nothing that we [can do]. We're here to help spiritually move you forward, but, if you're not ready to move forward.. we're not a dating service, i'm sorry.

Siddhananda: Yeah. (laughing).

G: So, he's got to go on his way. Thank you for visiting. I will send him on his way.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: Okay, there he goes. Do we look like a dating service? (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing). People want to make that out to be a spiritual [thing]. It can be, with that union, but for him it was just [about] filling a hole, about loneliness and all that.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: That was the main driving force behind it all.

G: Exactly. i just want somebody, i want a warm body and i want them now. And that's not what we're here to help them with.