Turn Things Around

G: (Showing an orange stone).

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: Got it?

Siddhananda: Got it. i'll sit with that one. (pause). Okay, i see a fire, and i'm asking if they are sitting by that fire, they're saying they are. They came from that area.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: i'm hearing [they came] from the ruins area.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They're saying the fires are more the hell-realm they're living in.

G: ooh.. that's not good.

Siddhananda: That's how it feels to them.

G: So, what caused that?

Siddhananda: (pause). They are saying they helped with those sacrifices.

G: Okay. So, they need to look and see what pain they had caused others, and it was really useless.

Siddhananda: (pause). Yeah, [i'm seeing] a darker form with their head in their hands, and they're by that fire. They are trying to look inward. Let me see.. (pause). They are hurting for the people that were hurt, they're saying.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: They do feel that it was wrong and they did it anyway, because it just felt [based on] whatever status they were it was just what they did.

G: Yeah, they traded their humanity for the status. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. They felt they would get hurt otherwise, like some predator would come after them or their family.

G: Right. Yeah, if they don't go along with the program.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and they're saying sometimes they just shut it out and justified it in their minds. It was like a knife in their body, it was like they were being cut too.

G: But, you can't justify that. 

Siddhananda: During their time and now they're just burning in their own hell-realm, is what they're saying.

G: So, they have to be willing to come back into form and right some things , they can do that. 

Siddhananda: They're worried then those people will be after them once they manifest, that those same energies will be after them.

G: Well, they may have to have bit of a rough time of things to right the scales. But, that can be done. It's better than the hell-realm they've got themselves in. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. i do see those [ruins], it almost looks like cremation grounds, but it's not, it's those ruins. But, that's what i'm hearing, for them that's what it's like, a continuous cremation of their mind and body that they've got themselves in.

G: Right. They can seek forgiveness and forgiveness is there, but you still have to do somethings to right the scales, be willing to come back into manifestation and work for some causes that are for humanity. 

Siddhananda: i do see some scales being reflected, but, in the background i see this dark energy like they're still afraid. Maybe, they're afraid that they may not behave well again, maybe they don't trust their own judgement because of this.

G: Right. So, i'm going to ask if Christ light could come in.

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). That's there like a big presence, a large presence compared to this tiny little fire that is there. You see a big presence of Christ (gesturing with hands) there immediately, and then there's this little fire which almost looks ridiculous compared to this great Light there (laughing).

G: Right. (laughing). 

Siddhananda: It's like this tiny little thing!

G: Right. He needs to be able to have that Truth that Christ was preaching, what he was giving. He needs to have some of that. 

Siddhananda: There is a cross there, energy coming from it to dispel some of that darkness.

G: Right, to take on some of that. 

Siddhananda: i guess it feels a little bit like an exorcism energy to just cut that dark force.

G: Right, to cut some of that. 

Siddhananda: Boy, it's one of those feelings that you get when you really need to have a strong force there to break this very heavy karma and past actions, it's heavy.

G: Right. There's a lot of karma there to be cut through. 

Siddhananda: And i do see a trail of blood, there was a lot of killing and violence that this soul had been associated with, without really pulling themselves back from that and looking how they died, without any seeking to turn things around.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: So, it's quite a force to work with this.

G: Now they have a chance to turn it around.

Siddhananda: Yes.

G: They can seek forgiveness and they can go forward. That is possible for everyone. 

Siddhananda: Of course. And this very strong light with the cross, like you see in some sort of exorcism, is taking place with Christ there. So, it might be a little bit of processing.

G: Yeah, it's gonna take a while, because he's got a lot of stuff. There is that type of forgiveness there, but again, you do come back and right the scales too, to some degree. 

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: You do come back and do what you can to aid humanity.

Siddhananda: Sure, i would imagine.

G: You learn the lesson and then go forward and do what you can to make things better. 

Siddhananda: And whatever experiences you have to go through, you will have to go through.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: This is feeling like it will at least bring some clarity that that's not right and this way is more towards heart and light, it's better.. and whatever they have to walk through, they're going to have to walk through.

G: Right. They're going to have to walk their own death from that point, but, he's got to have something to balance that, that all he was told was that really difficult mindset that this is what you do, so, he needs something to balance that. 

Siddhananda: For sure, and also some strength to stand up, even no matter what it is, to say no, even in that fear. That takes a lot of courage. And yes, sometimes people have died for that thing, but, times are different now and you can just hope that it would be better. Whatever situations are needed will come.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: i do feel that energy shuttering, he's got his head down, shuttering a bit and shaking. But, that Light is there and i do see some light coming through, piercing through. It will happen, if they stay open.

G: i'm gonna ask also our other Mayan priest that was there at that time, that is waiting for the full moon, if he could come talk to him since he had that difficulty as well. 

Siddhananda: Right. Did he participate in that kind of thing?

G: Yeah, he did. So, we will want to call him and have him there also and let this other one know that it can turn around, that it can get better.

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, they are creating a shelter for them from the heat and stuff, it's hot there! (laughing). They're creating a shelter from whatever is taking place, which is nice. i feel him communing with energy more, giving some cooling energy there as a way of saying relax, it's good energy and let this energy in.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: i almost feel like he's trying to see [get] reprieve from this and protection from this and just try to be there. And i do see the moon again, [indicating] like give it time.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, that's very nice. i do feel little more light, he's got his little protective thing there, which is nice.

G: They're going to have to work for a little while on this to get him freed of that. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, because i am getting back reflected a heavy rope.

G: Yeah, it's a heavy burden. When you get to the other side and you see what you've done, and you get full cognition of what it is and you have to own it, that's heavy.

Siddhananda: And a lot of times this can be just the beginning. If he comes back in form, there's gonna be experiences to encounter and things, to show that you can actually embody this.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: So, anyway, it's definitely better. That light and whatever energy's been called to help, that's there and it's good.

G: Excellent. So, we'll leave them for a while because they've got some work to do with that. 

Siddhananda: That's major stuff. You have to open some where, you got to get going on this.

G: Exactly. Ignorance is sometimes no excuse, you still have to encounter it. If it's done in absolute ignorance, you still have to learn. 

Siddhananda: i don't know with this spirit if it was total ignorance, because he felt in a way that it was wrong but it was justified..

G: Right. You are accountable for your actions, especially when you have a feeling that it's wrong. If they are totally ignorant, it's one thing. If you know what you're doing, you have a much higher level of accountability. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: But, the way he takes on with this and he is in that hell-realm, he knows.

Siddhananda: Yeah, he knew. You also have to look at the predicament that you might get killed if you go against it, which a lot of people get themselves in that predicament, which is a challenge. But, you wonder if you want to die that way being in eternal cremation, or do you want to die with some honor. i don't know, it's a hard thing. But, that's what happened, and it's good that at least this Light is there now.

G: Yeah, people commit crimes all the time. They get in with gangs and they get groomed by the gangs, but, it doesn't mitigate your accountability. But, you can't be run based on fear. 

Siddhananda: Absolutely. You got yourself into it, you did somewhere along the way, you did choose to get into that. Sometimes, since you were young, maybe you were raised that way. i don't know, but, there's a bigger picture too. You got to look at it, it's a hard thing. There's suffering either way, you just have to look at where your heart is.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Anyway, we'll leave them to process, huh?

G: We'll leave them to process. The best thing for them to have is the message of Christ. He can sit there and teach them. They can hear that message and make that change in their lives.

Siddhananda: Yeah, there is more light there. It is hot, though, that heat with Christ and the fires. It's gonna be hot for a while (laughing).

G: Yeah, it's gonna be. He'll be in the flames for a while (smiling).

Siddhananda: (laughing). Hopefully, they'll just turn to the purification flames, that will be a good thing.

G: Yes, hopefully it turns into the flames of purification. They're hard and you got to face the flames of purification, and it's not easy to burn that stuff out. 

Siddhananda: They're lucky to have the Grace to come to you today, though.

G: They have the Grace of Christ! To say I endured the cross and I endured this to help you with this. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.