Moving Forward

Siddhananda: i thought there was one waiting here. (Checking with a spirit that was worked on before). Now that I see it, i remember this rock (showing a small black stone to the camera), it was the one i think that felt had a little bad seed in it, the evil seed.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Because i remember the dark and the round [shape of the rock].

G: Oh, right, right, right. That was one that was saying they were a bad seed.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah.

G: You said, no, it's not that, that's their mental [thing].

Siddhananda: Right. They were feeling like something was making them do these things and blah, blah.

G: Right, they were not taking responsibilities for their actions is what it was, they were trying to palm it off on something else.

Siddhananda: That's exactly it. So, if it's okay, let me check in with that one and maybe it can go into the cave or move on or whatever.

G: Just check in and see where they're at.

Siddhananda: Okay. (pausing with closed eyes) Okay, so, immediately just see the stone itself sitting there. It does have a whiter aura around it, which is very nice. So, a little better.

G: That's good.

Siddhananda: That's better.

G: That's good.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, they're saying they are more quiet.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: He's starting to see and hear and resonate with whatever that was spoken to him in terms of that was his responsibility and his choice.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And then what was presented to him was the two roads.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, let's see where he's choosing. He kind of got a good road and a bad road, (light laughter).

G: Right, beneficial and also not beneficial. You can learn the hard way or the harder way.

Siddhananda: That's a better way to put it, (light laughter) rather than the angel and the devil. i'm just teasing.

G: You can look at it that way.

Siddhananda: No, it's exactly what you said. The hard road or the harder way, and, (pause) I'm just seeing one is light and one is darker. So, let's see what he's choosing to walk. (pause) He is going to try to traverse the lighter way.

G: (nodding in acknowledgement).

Siddhananda: But, he's not started that. He's just letting it sit right now with him and let everything resonate.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: So, he's asking..

G: If it's not right, he can go back into form and continue forward at this point (smiling).

Siddhananda: That's it, i think, he just wants to sit here awhile and let things soak in before he begins his journey. And, i think you may have given him a mantra or, did you give him "I Am That I Am" and "Om That I Am"?

G: Yeah, i did.

Siddhananda: Oh, okay. And i think that's pretty good for him, huh?

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Okay. So, (pause) i think he's ready to move on. He can go on his way and keep up his works, so, yeah.

G: Yeah, i think he's good. He can continue forward.

Free-Will

Siddhananda: So, here is the next one (showing a small dark stone). (pause). Okay, their question or what they're asking is "I like to make my life good."

G: Their life, what?

Siddhananda: They would like to make their life good.

G: Okay. So, what's preventing them from doing that?

Siddhananda: (pause). They feel like they made their life bad. (smiling).

G: hmm hmm. Yeah, they can change it whenever they want. They just have to make different choices than what they made, that's all.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they say they behaved wrong in the past.

G: Right. So, they change that. That's what's called repenting. You repent and you change the direction, that's all. You just be willing to take a different road. Don't keep going down and keep making the same choices. 

Siddhananda: Right before you said "road", i saw like how you have the fork in the road, two roads being presented..

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And they have a choice. And it's free will to walk one or the other.

G: Exactly. Nobody can force you to be good, that is your choice. Just because you've made wrong choices in the past doesn't mean you cannot turn over a new leaf and make a different choice.

Siddhananda: (nodding). (pause). Okay, they're understanding what you said, but, they feel like they might have an evil seed in them.

G: That they have a what?

Siddhananda: That maybe they have an evil seed in them.

G: No, there's no evil seed. That's only in their mind. They're holding to that, and they're creating that in themselves. But, there is no such thing as an evil seed in there. The only seed in there is that point of God (pointing to heart center) that gives them life. So, how is that evil? (smiling).

Siddhananda: (pause). They just felt like maybe sometimes they did things that were bad even though they did not want to, like something else was causing them to do that.

G: Aha. Well, nothing causes you to. Even if you had what's called the demonic there, it's free will. You make your own free will choices. So, we'll ask Christ to come in, and if there's anything there that's dark clinging there, he'll get rid of it immediately. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Yeah, i did see a circle of darkness, and it's funny because this stone is like a circle of darkness (showing the stone again).

G: Oh, yeah.

Siddhananda: So, i see a circle of darkness with Christ imagery there. It is being cleansed, pretty quickly.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Pretty quickly, because i think it was more like a seed, as they were saying. i don't think it was a real big evil thing, i think it was just things that he did, like regular stuff.

G: Yeah, i didn't feel like it was a huge demonic or anything like that. i think it's just his choices and he's justifying his choices by saying "i couldn't help it, there was something there!" No, no, no (laughing). 

Siddhananda: Yeah, right. (laughing). And i think it was just some regular stuff that he may have done that isn't so good, but, not something big.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Christ is there and that imagery of the two roads with the fork is still there for him. So, i wonder if we should put him back by the healing center for a little while.

G: Yeah, we can put him by the healing center for a little while, but, that should clear up pretty quickly. 

Siddhananda: i think so, too. i don't think he was a big bad man or anything.

G: i don't think it was anything major. i think he just talked himself into it, that "i must have this spirit that's making me do this!" (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing). Instead of "hey, let me give myself a wake up call and stop doing this."

G: Yeah, it's what the devil made me do. (laughing). No, the devil didn't make you do anything. It's the devil ego.

Siddhananda: He got a thought in there and just ran with it. That's what he did.

G: Yeah, that's it. 

Siddhananda: You're not going to get away by saying you can't help it, because you can help it!

G: Because you can. It was a choice you made, so you need to make other choices. 

Siddhananda: If it were true that you couldn't help it, then there won't be free will.

G: Exactly. The fact that there' free will.. (smiling).

Siddhananda: We're not buying it (smiling).

Right the Scales

Siddhananda: Okay, next (showing a transparent stone). (pause) i see a body with mud all over them.

G: Okay

Siddhananda: But, they're putting mud on..

G: Yeah, and for what reason are they putting mud on?

Siddhananda: (Smiling) (pause) They just feel like they're dirty.

G: Yeah, they're not worthy? That's what i got immediately. They're not worthy, why?

Spirit: i'm bad, i'm bad.

G: Aha. What have you done that is so bad?

Spirit: i was being cruel to others.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: They're saying "yes", [they did that] to a point where it hurt their heart, that they're bad, that they're ugly.

G: hmm hmm. Okay. So, you can ask to have another birth and make up for that. To ask for that balance, balance the scales. 

Spirit: But, that will be hard!

G: Yeah, it's gonna be hard. It's not going to be easy. 

Spirit: I'm scared.

G: hmm?

Siddhananda: "I'm scared", they're saying. (smiling)

G: Yeah, there's nothing to fear, it's another life experience. You get a chance to right the scales. Would you rather be living with that feeling of being dirty or would you rather right the scales?

Siddhananda: I'm seeing an image of scales being balanced.

G: Right, right. Otherwise, you can live in that for eternity, with that type of feeling that you have now. I think it would be better to proceed. It's up to you. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Right. That would be the choices!

G: (smiling) It's your choice. 

Siddhananda: (pause) I'm seeing the scales being balanced. They're saying that's where they want to go.

G: Right, so, just ask for that rebirth to balance those scales, and for the strength to do that, the strength and wisdom to put you in a place where that can be done and followed through. When you come into that life, ask for a place where you can come with the wisdom and the strength to do that. 

Siddhananda: They are starting to do that. i am seeing that mud, but, the heart is starting to resonate some light.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: It has some light shafts around it. So, it's a different feeling. They have work to do, what can we say, but they're not putting it on themselves.

G: Right. Ask them to do the 'I AM THAT I AM' and the 'OM THAT I AM', and find that Truth within their heart of being rather than this egotistical [thing] that makes them have that selfish drama.

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah, that's flowing in and it definitely is shifting things.

G: Yeah, because they need to soften if they are going to get out of that pattern and come in to right the scales. 

Siddhananda: For sure (nodding)

G: If they do it from the point of Love, they will have much less problem.

Siddhananda: hmm hmm. And a good way out.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: (pause) The energy is very different [now], the practices are there for them. That's a good start for them.

G: Okay. So, he can prepare for rebirth. That'll give a good preparation for that. 

Siddhananda: (pause) They are. i can see those scales balanced (smiling).

G: Okay, thank you for coming (gesturing namaste). 

Siddhananda: Oh boy!

G: He's got some reparations to do (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yeah, and putting it on yourself too, you make it worse.

G: Yeah, you make it worse. When you come out of the form, you can see what you've done and you feel what the pain is, and you can choose to go back in the body and experience it so that you understand what it is. But, sometimes, you find out how really painful it is. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. At least, he's going to go in consciously willing..

G: Yeah, and he can wake his pity party a little and see it. If you can see it consciously then you can question it, then you can get to the bottom of it and release it. If you don't see it, then it's just a poor me pity party. 

Siddhananda: Right, it plays out in a whole different way, follows a different avenue once you're conscious of it, so they're waking up to it.

G: Right, it gets an opening for you to question it deeply as to what is there versus the spin that you've got on it, and then it can be released and move beyond, for sure. 

Siddhananda: Right, perfect!