Faith

Siddhananda: (Showing a white marble stone) i'm hearing "gates of hell, gates of heaven."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: They're going back and forth between those gates.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: "Mental anguish to peace, mental anguish and then peace."

G: Okay, what's the mental anguish about?

Siddhananda: i guess when they're in heaven, they're worried about going back.

G: Back where?

Siddhananda: To the anguish.

G: Well, they don't need to worry if they let go of it. They are the ones that keep bringing it in themselves. If they have already reached heaven, if they're at the gates of heaven then they have nothing to fear. They are pulling themselves back out of it.

Siddhananda: Yeah. (pause). They're becoming much lighter now. And those two gates are fading, like those aren't part of the picture as much, they're just present in that lightness. Those gates are like they're not even existing.

G: Right. Like he reached over the illusion of that. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, i see the gates on this side, but there's light in between and those are more distant. SO, that's not happening, it's better.

G: So, since he's worried about the gates of heaven, we ask that Christ or Mary come to him and aid him. He can enter the light and just step through. He doesn't need to keep himself in a purgatory, like in no-man's land. 

Siddhananda: i'm seeing a little different image with Christ coming, there's a dark cloud being dispelled, it's turning grey and circular, like washing away with the presence of that light.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Lot of times i see that they're there, but, this has some clouds being dispelled.

G: hmm hmm. Yeah, this guy has some stuff that he needs to let go of. 

Siddhananda: Some issues. (smiling)

G: Yes, that little dark empty crap that he's holding on to, so he needs to dispel that.

Siddhananda: Exactly. So, that is being worked on, there is grey, black to light, so it's been revolving a bit, and being worked on with the light. Not full gone yet, there's something in need of being worked on.

G: Right. He's got to understand he can let go of that in an instant. If he just gives it over to Christ, it can move on in an instant. For what reason does he continue to hold this? Christ is there to take that away permanently.

Siddhananda: Yeah. It is getting better.

G: He's just got to let it go and let him have it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i think that's what it's about. He's having a hard time releasing that, for whatever reason, oddly enough. It happens, people get familiar with things and [don't let go].

G: Right. It's like a false identity, one identifies with being ill or identifies with this and that, and oh, if i let go of that what will i be now. That's familiar, that's what i know. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: And it's not beneficial. He's got to see that it's not beneficial and it's holding him back. The only one holding him back is himself, he has to be willing to give that up to move into that light. 

Siddhananda: There's still some swirly dark grey stuff happening.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause) It's flushing out now a little better.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's slowly getting better. I think he didn't have that same resistance after a while. Just couldn't hold it.

G: Yeah, couldn't keep it up.

Siddhananda: It's flushing out.

G: You can only keep up that resistance so long against that Light. 

Siddhananda: It's feeling better. I still see a stream of dark at the bottom but at least it's fluid, the rest is more Light.

G: Right. He's got to understand that he has to let it all go, one hundred percent, so that he doesn't re-manifest that again. All seeds of that have to be gone. 

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah, still lingering residue.

G: Tough one, he doesn't want to let go of that. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Again, he's got to understand, like the Bible said if you have the faith of the grain of a mustard seed, there's nothing that can't be accomplished. But, on the other hand, if you have the doubt like a grain of mustard seed, it can grow and flourish and pull one away. So, pick what seed you want to plant, the seed of doubt or the seed of truth. Their choice. But, you have to be willing to let go of the falsehood to go to the Light. 

Siddhananda: It's a tough cookie, this one, not wanting to really fully let go. There's definitely a shift in energy.

G: It's faith that makes you whole, you have to be willing to move from doubt to faith. 

Ghost Spirit

Siddhananda: i'm hearing "Traffic jam consciousness."

G: Traffic jam consciousness, okay (laughing).

Siddhananda: Kind of stuck

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Stuck in a certain time and place.

G: Can you show us an image of the time and place that you're stuck.

Siddhananda: (pause) All i'm seeing is there are streets that are dark, there's some street lights on, there's this image of a female walking on the street. It looks very lonely.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: There's some buildings, but, there's no lights on. It could just be night, though.

G: Right. So, what is the reason that you're stuck there? That you stay present in that?

Siddhananda: (pause) Some kind of fear, some kind of violence took place or something happened where they're really stuck there.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: They're saying they don't want to be a ghost spirit.

G: Right. And you don't have to be a ghost spirit. 

Siddhananda: That's not what they want and they almost feel like that could happen to them.

G: Well, it has happened to them. If they are still stuck in that then they are ghost spirit somewhere. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, what you need to do is just ask for the light. There is a doorway there to go to the other side. There's a light. And if you ask for someone in your past that's been very dear to you, they will come to you and collect you.

Siddhananda: (pause). i do see some hands. i did see some images of blood and violence before.

G: And that's not who and what you are. That body has passed. You are that energy, you are still aware of yourself. That other has passed. There's no reason to hold on to it. It does nothing to aid you.

Siddhananda: (pause) i do feel another energy coming in that does seem to be caring for them.

G: hmm hmm. Right. 

Siddhananda: Taking them up. They were young, it almost looks like maybe even a child.

G: Oh. 

Siddhananda: i am feeling a young girl, almost. Really lost. i see like a doll or teddy bear in their hand. They were just stuck in there and scared.

G: Then her mother, whoever was her mother in that life, can come to collect her. There's no reason to be afraid. 

Siddhananda: It feels almost like there is a mother type energy coming to scoop them up like "my child, here, come let's go this way."

G: Right, coming to take them. 

Siddhananda: They were just sitting there wide eyed, like what do i do.

G: And they missed their opportunity to go through to the light through the fear and things. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, there's nothing to fear and just let that light come. It's a beautiful light, you'll just walk through and be in a nice heavenly realm with those that can love and care for you. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Yeah, they did turn. They are like "Oh, someone's here to love me and take me." They were just really sad, but, now it's not. Now, it's feeling better like there's some light of love and warmth coming for this soul that's been really stuck, poor thing.

G: And we ask that Christ would come as well, and Mother Mary would come. That would be a very good energy for her. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Some of that violent imagery is dying down. It's taking place with more this love that's surrounding this young spirit. I still see her holding that teddy bear, but, looking up like "Oh! Someone's here for me."

G: Yeah. Somebody's there. 

Siddhananda: (pause). It's better. (smiling).

G: Yeah. (gesturing namaste). So, we wish her peace and safe journey from this point. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. (gesturing namaste). You never know. But, that happens.

G: Yeah, they get stuck. 

Sound of the Universe

Siddhananda: Striking hard, i do see one of those gongs being struck.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: i feel the vibration there. (pause) They're imprisoned in their mind at the moment.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Like a jail cell, they're saying.

G: hmm hmm. They can take the resonance of that gong and let the sound of that, the resonance of that go through their whole energetic field and cleanse that. 

Siddhananda: hmm hmm.

G: And let go of the mind. 

Siddhananda: (pause) i'm hearing "gong gong gong.." and i am feeling that breaking up that energy.

G: Yeah. That can help to break up that energy, if they can just surrender into that vibration of that gong. It's a very nice pure energetic vibration. That will help to cleanse that. 

Siddhananda: (pause). That was really nice. You actually see some image of water and things and that vibration is flowing through it all. Very nice.

G: You know, in the middle of those sounds is the OM. In the middle of all those sounds, you find the OM, the sound of the Universe. So, if they can connect into that, that will help them to move forward. 

Siddhananda: They're saying peace be with all. (hand on heart).

G: Yeah. So, that's helped (smiling) (gesturing namaste). 

Siddhananda: Yeah, definitely (smiling).

G: So, again, you can use gongs, you can use any sounds, i don't care if it's even traffic sound, in the midst of that you'll hear the OM. If you're very still within that and just allow it to resonate, those sounds can help to adjust things for people. 

Siddhananda: He just used what was there, just make that work. (smiling).

G: Use what's there, we'll make that work for you. 

Siddhananda: And it did, it was really nice.

G: Since he was connected to that gong, we can make that work for him, not a problem. (smiling). 

Lovers

Siddhananda: Okay, so let's see what comes here. (pause) They have a lover.

G: Oh, they have a lover, okay. (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yeah (smiling). Let's see what else. (pause) "We love to love."

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Okay, i can see them embracing and mingling of the energies. "We're lovers."

G: Aha. 

Siddhananda: "We're lovers in the moonlight, we're lovers in the sunshine. We're lovers in the snowfall and the rain." (laughing)

G: (laughing) Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Siddhananda: (laughing) They love, love, love, love... (laughing out loud). "We love to love."

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: They're starting, we love to smooch and i am [like] that's enough. i'm teasing.

G: (laughing) Let's get to the heart of the matter here. 

Siddhananda: We get it, i think we get it. Anyway.

G: They're syrupy sticky sweet with love. 

Siddhananda: They just love to love. "We're lovers! In the moonlight." They want to keep saying and going on, "on the glistening sands, by the buttercups, by the lake, by the rocks, near the bubbling streams, we love." (laughing)

G: (laughing) Well, they've been active, we can see that. 

Siddhananda: (laughing) i don't know, we get it, okay.

G: Oh Lord, mercy. (laughing)

Siddhananda: So, lovers, what do you have to say to us today? (pause). "We just love to love." Is there anything else? (pause). That's really just their message.

G: That's their message, love to love. Okay.

Siddhananda: And it's "people, love each other. Love each other."

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Great. Okay, thank you so much. (smiling)

G: That was a good one, thank you for sharing. (smiling)

Siddhananda: Oh, and can they have the COS. They want to share the COS with their love. Is that okay?

G: They can share it with their love, yes. (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yay! (laughing) They are just loving that.

G: They can be together with the COS, absolutely. 

Siddhananda: That was our soap opera for the day. Get out some popcorn! It's like one of the harlequin romances.

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) i feel like i had my fill of it, just watching it and listening, got it all in (laughing). Got it all in and more.

G: (continuing laughing). 

Living Yantra

Siddhananda: So, next. (pause). Cycle of life, seasons, transformations.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: They're saying that's like the living yantra that you see, but then the center is the emptiness.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: All that you see is emanating from that singular point of stillness. (pause) Sounds like another message.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: And what i see is a nice image, it's got that empty space and emanating out of that is the mountains, rain, trees, people.

G: Right. Wasn't this the one that came through with the yantra question before, was it?

Siddhananda: No. Someone different.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Just wanting to reflect that image of it's all a living yantra. It's all like a living yantra.

G: All life is a living yantra, exactly. The yantra is representative of that life system, of the way that works, the inter playing of the energies and the interactions of it all come from that one still point (gesturing with hands). 

Siddhananda: That's it. That's exactly what he's trying to say. He's saying you don't need a picture to look at, it's right here and with life.

G: Right. You're in the middle of the living yantra. (smiling)

Siddhananda: That's it, that's perfect! That's exactly what he's trying to say. (smiling)

G: You're one connecting point in the yantra. 

Siddhananda: He's saying yes, he's very happy that was conveyed right. He's quite happy with that and he just wanted to give that message. (smiling).

G: Thank you for that (gesturing namaste). 

Siddhananda: That was nice.

G: Yeah, for those that are into the yantra and things, that would be a nice message to have. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's right where you're at.

Pearl Jam!

Siddhananda: (showing a green stone) (pause) i'm hearing some Pearl Jam music (laughing)

G: Pearl Jam (laughing)

Siddhananda: (singing) Lemon yellow sun (laughing)

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: They like Pearl Jam (laughing)

G: They like Pearl Jam. Yeah, they're little more grounded. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah, i like them too. (laughing)

G: It's interesting that they picked that stone because it is a very grounded type of energy. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. And that's a Seattle band.

G: Yeah (smiling).

Siddhananda: (pause) i keep hearing that music, Pearl Jam music.

G: Yeah, do we have any other thing to share, other than Pearl Jam music? (laughing)

Siddhananda: Nice entertainment, but..

G: Not that we don't enjoy Pearl Jam. 

Siddhananda: Something about Seattle. So, what questions do you have for us today? (pause) Something about wanting to be on the top of the mountain.

G: hmm hmm. Okay.

Siddhananda: And resting there.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Risen up, lifted.

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: I can see more where they're at now.

G: Yeah, let's see where they're at now. 

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). Beyond the Pearl Jam (smiling).

G: Other than Pearl Jam. (smiling). Sounds like they've passed recently, not too distant past. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, they're saying it is more recent.

G: A more recent passing.

Siddhananda: They are struggling. They haven't done too much, in terms of the Path.

G: Right. For this one, i'm feeling they are pretty new and they are wanting to start their climb. So, i would just start with the OM.

Siddhananda: (pause)

G: And the "Om That I Am." They can also do the "I Am That I Am".

Siddhananda: (pause) They just reflected back those beautiful cascade mountains in Seattle, snow-capped and oh!

G: Right. So, they can do the "Om That I Am" and that will open to that majestic and elevation and grounding at the same time (gesturing a mountain shape with hands), so that's good for them to begin with that. 

Siddhananda: Really good start.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Thank you (hand on heart).

G: Namaste (hand on heart). Yeah, a lot of us begin that way in nature and see the lessons that nature can give, provide all the elements of nature. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, definitely. i know i did. That's the way i started, continued forward that way.

G: Yeah. 

Melting

Siddhananda: i am seeing a lot of ice, icy mountains and formations that are being melted down.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: There is some sun there, starting to happen, as we speak.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: That's what they're saying, they're feeling like now.

G: Right. That things are starting to thaw and melt and things. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, what can we aid you with today?

Siddhananda: (pause) They want to be more like the sun.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: To keep that, make more of a connection. At first, that wasn't really felt, but now i am feeling more and more sun as we are speaking.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: So..

G: Yeah, we can introduce them to Christ, the son. And the sun that can melt that. 

Siddhananda: (pause) That's taking place, nice!

G: Yeah. It's a good thing to have in his heart, the wisdom of Christ and what that is, and allow that to melt and dissolve. 

Siddhananda: Always a good thing.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Thank you (hand on heart)

G: Thank you (hand on heart)