Facing Life Lessons

Siddhananda: (Showing a clear crystal stone). (closing eyes). Okay, I see this stone and it's got a darker light piercing it straight down. (long pause) They’re saying that they’re just trying to clear away the past.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They need some help with that in trying to clear away debris of the past that they’ve still got there. They’re doing their best. It looks more like a pushing away versus an opening and cleansing feeling.

G: Oh, okay. Yeah, no, you are going to have to deal with the past.

Siddhananda: (smiling) Yeah. They’ve kind of got their hands like (gesturing a pushing away).

G: You may want to distance yourself from it, but if there is something that you need from it, you need to learn that lesson. You have to be willing to look at it, go through the life review. 

Siddhananda: Okay, so in that darkness, I do see some writing that’s appearing that would be more like a life review in it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: ..with a writing of their life or that particular life, or other lives too.

G: This is your life (laughing).

Siddhananda: It’s your life! (laughing) all in a little booklet.

G: (Laughing).

Siddhananda: So it’s there and they don’t want to know what that is, but..

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Obviously (chuckling).

G: They were trying to push it away, but you have to do the life review and you have to see what’s there and you can find a way to go forward, if there are reparations you need to make, forgiveness you need to ask, something that you need to handle, and to learn your other lessons. Absolutely.

Siddhananda: So, I’m asking if they can allow that to come to them so they could see it. Okay, it is coming forward into them rather than them pushing.

G: Right. So, we’ll just ask for one of the guides or masters over there that can help with that to be with them and give them a little more wisdom. 

Siddhananda: Okay, yeah, sounds like it’s a state that they tried to bypass.

G: Right. They’re trying to backdoor things and push it away and I don’t want to have to deal with any of it. I don’t want to have to make reparations.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: It’s like, “If I don’t see it, it doesn’t exist.” (laughing)

Siddhananda: Right, exactly. (Smiling)

G: (gesturing with an open palm to the side of her face)  Nah, nah nah nah nah. It doesn’t work (chuckling).

Siddhananda: It is a good thing to go through that, like you’re saying.

G: It’s not that these things are meant to be a punishment, but you have to learn. You can’t do things and then you have to learn from it.  Be willing to learn your lessons and go forward. Can’t sit there and ignore it and say, “Well, it would be painful, I don’t want to see it all.”  I want to see what I really was doing in that life. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Exactly.

G: (laughing) I want to have myself a preconceived notion about who and what I was but I don’t want to actually encounter myself with that. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: My actions.

Siddhananda: The thing is, sooner or later, it will catch up and you really do have to look at this.

G: Yeah, you have to look at your actions and your participation in life, what it’s been and what it hasn’t been, and you go forward from there. 

Siddhananda: For sure (nodding in agreement).

G: But you can’t push it away forever.

Siddhananda: Yep, so there’s that scroll of their life coming to them.

G: This is your life.

Siddhananda: This is your life.

G: (chuckling)

Siddhananda: On a little scroll.

G: On a little scroll.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: It’s like, “I don’t wanna see it” (gesturing with palm facing away from her face and laughing.)

Siddhananda: (Smiling) Yeah.

G: Maybe it’ll go away.

Siddhananda: Exactly.

G: No, it doesn’t go away.

Siddhananda: So if you want to start fresh, you can start fresh, for sure, but..

G: But you gotta have a basis to start with.

Siddhananda: That ends up being a good thing because it is a jump off point, hopefully for moving forward.

G: For better. Exactly.

Siddhananda: For better.

G: Not regressing. Hopefully, you don’t come back in and regress. So it’s best to be looking at your life’s lessons and move forward in a better way.

Siddhananda: Yes. Alright, so onward.