Motherly Spirit

Siddhananda: (Showing a small round stone with a mix of purple and cream colors). [We] got two more after that (referring to the next two stones to be worked with). We're getting through them.

G: Yes, we are.

Siddhananda: Okay, i see a frog (laughing).

G: Frog.

Siddhananda: The other day when i opened your door, i saw, honestly, a frog this big (using finger to show the tiny size of the frog).

G: Oh yeah, one of those little baby ones?

Siddhananda: Cute.

G: Isn't it so cute!

Siddhananda: I went to get my phone to take a picture and it hopped into the dirt, so, i couldn’t see it. They're this tiny.

G: Yeah, when they're born, they are so little.

Siddhananda: Ohh.

G: These itty bitty little frogs, so cute.

Siddhananda: Gosh, it was cute. So, anyway, i see a frog coming out of this.

G: I know, i've seen them out there before. Where they're first born, they're so cute, they're just little ity bity frogs.

Siddhananda: You couldn’t get tinier, you couldn't get any tinier.

G: No, they're so small.

Siddhananda: Yeah. So, this is a frog. Someone is trying to catch it.

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) It's a bright green frog, and then i see this childlike face with freckles coming up, he's got a frog.

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: He's got little missing two front teeth and has red hair and he just looks like one of those little guys that is full of mischief and fun.

G: Yep, out there chasing the frogs, (laughing).

Siddhananda: He's got his striped shirt, he's emerging, he's smiling, big! i mean, he caught that frog and he loves that frog, he's petting, but, ahh (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: His mom is pulling him away, like, she's sorry he came in the scene and bothered things. So, she's kind of putting him behind her legs, like they came in as a group. (laughing)

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: He's behind, looking like (putting on an innocent face) I didn't do anything wrong. And she, i can see her legs, i can just see her skirt, she's just swatting him back a little, lovingly. Looks like they don't have much money. It's an odd scene, i don't see her face yet. (pause) Okay. Let's see what question [they have].

G: Right.

Siddhananda: (pause) She says, she's sorry for my son disturbing things (laughing).

G: He's not disturbing, it's fine.

Siddhananda: No, it's okay. He's so cute, he's peeking between her legs.

G: He's mischievous, okay.

Siddhananda: He's just fun.

G: He's just being a boy.

Siddhananda: Yeah, she said "we come together as a unit right now, that's the way it is" (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: She goes, "a mother's work never ends" (laughing)

G: I know!

Siddhananda: So, anyway. Let's see what her question is. She does have a nice light heart and it seems like she's poor. (pause) "I want to live, i want to live well, i want to live pure. i want to live good," and she tries. I think she's just a good soul. I don't think there's too much there.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Meanwhile, he's sticking out his tongue and being silly. I'm sorry, i'm just (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: She just doesn't even see his face, but, he's making all these faces. (laughing)

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: So, i can just see him mostly, it's hilarious.

G: [Naughty] little kid. (laughing)

Siddhananda: He's as cute as can be, with his freckles and his shock of red hair.

G: Shock of red hair everywhere. (laughing)

Siddhananda: He's (sticks tongue out and makes funny facial expressions) and all this stuff. (laughing)

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: Between her legs and, he's just the cutest thing, but, she's just mortified by him and is like, "i swear to god" (hand on the side of the head) What am i going to do here." So, she's saying he's got a little restful funny Spirit. But, i can see her, feel her purity as a mother.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And just as a presence. She's had a hard time, so, i think she just wants to (pause) be steady and keep going in the best way. Maybe, some good practices.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Whatever you think.

G: Yeah, we can give her the COS and then we can introduce her to Mother Mary.

Siddhananda: Well, i think that sounds like it would be a beautiful connection to her, yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Because i can feel..

G: I think it's good for her.

Siddhananda: Yeah. (pause) So, the COS is going in. It's not settling that kid down, though.

G: No, of course not (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) It's just going into her heart.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And, I see Mother Mary there. She's, (hand on heart center) when she saw Mother Mary, she's, ohh (in awe of Mother Mary).

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, they really [connected]. Mother Mary just has her arms out to her. She right away, is right there. So, that's beautiful.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, i think she is in good hands, (hand on heart center)

G: Yeah, will leave her there, (hand on heart center) It's a good place for her to be.

Siddhananda: I don't ever know what's coming, you know, and that was just so funny. I can see the frog kind of leaping over too, so.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: Can you make this stuff up? i don't think so. (smiling)