Scent of Pine

Siddhananda: Alright, we're going to move on to this next energy that's been waiting patiently (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: They're laughing, too, at the tow-truck thing (referring to a previous exchange about G and Siddhananda's work being like a tow-truck of spirituality). They like that.

G: Yeah, it’s really a high calling, (laughing) [being] tow truck drivers.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they don’t have many ads out there for that kind of work.

G: Well, that's true ... that's true.

Siddhananda:  So we had to fill it, because what can you do sometimes! You've just got to do it ... anyway (smiling).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: Alright, so this energy ... let's see here (pausing with closed eyes).

G: We're kind of garbage collectors, too (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Taking out the trash.

Siddhananda: Totally!

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: Dump in! Yeah, it's that kind of work (pausing with closed eyes). Okay, so, [with] this one, right away, I'm getting, "pine trees."

G: Aha (nodding) ... okay.

Siddhananda: I see a lot of pine trees, and it smells good (pausing). So how can we help you today (asking the spirit)? It sounds like they just want to give blessings of love, light and harmony and, also, spread that scent of pine.

G: Oh, wonderful.

Siddhananda: I can smell it. I can feel and smell it. It is beautiful!

G: Yes, I love pine, the smell of pine. The fragrance of it is wonderful. It's wonderful.

Siddhananda: I'll make sure if that's it (checking in with the spirit).

G: Aha, and we'll take that, too. It's always nice to have someone come and just [give blessings].

Siddhananda: I think it's more of a sprinkling of blessings for this particular soul. [Let me] see if they need [anything]. I am hearing a little COS.

G: Yeah, you can have COS, absolutely.

Siddhananda: They don't want to leave, but they're saying, "Thanks, Siddhananda, for saying that."

G: (laughing)

Spirit: Thank you! You almost didn't [mention COS], and I'm so glad you did.

Siddhananda: That's what they're saying, (laughing) because it was kind of back there.

G: Kind of  [like], "I don't want to ask, [but] just [would like to have the mantra]."

Siddhananda: Yeah. They're giving more freshness and scented [fragrance] as a thank you for that.

G: Okay, thank you (gesturing Namaste). Namaste.

Siddhananda: (Handing the stone to Guruji)

G: (laughing) Oh, by the way [can I get the COS] (referring to the spirit)?

Siddhananda: (laughing) I know, I know, I was kind [of] going to [ask] ...

G: ... as long as I'm here (referring to the spirit).

Siddhananda: Exactly. When I usually see it (the COS), I see it imprinted in my mind.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: COS, how simple is that! (laughing)

G: It’s pretty easy there.

Siddhananda: Pretty easy! This isn't rocket science to say I saw a pine tree and the COS.

G: There you go!

Siddhananda:  And love, light and harmony blessing. That's it.

G:There you go!

Siddhananda: This isn't a complicated thing here (laughing) that takes all this focus (grimacing to indicate focus). It is there.

Second Chance

Siddhananda: So, last one (shows a small clear stone). Last one, but not least (closing her eyes and focusing within).  Something popped up, “Mental confusion."

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda:  Mental confusion ... let's see (pausing). [It's] some kind of turmoil.

G: Turmoil from what?

Siddhananda: I'm seeing some tears. My feeling is that there was some kind of bond or attachment.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Otherwise, it's not fully clear to me where that confusion is coming from. It's kind of stormy.

G: Mm hmm.

Siddhananda: Clouded ... let me ask  [where this is coming from].

Spirit:  Coming from dishonoring something.

G: What was dishonored?

Siddhananda: I don't know if it was his master, but something was not honored when he should have been honoring it. He should have honored it, and it's getting a bit clear that maybe it was a teacher.

G: Oh, that he dishonored his teacher?

Siddhananda: Yeah, let me ask.

Spirit: Yes.

Siddhananda: Somehow, I don't think it was really a mean thing. I think it was just more [of] he didn't take the direction to heart really.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: He just took it [like]... (gesturing as if it's no big deal) ...

G:  ... so, so (shrugging her shoulders).

Siddhananda:  Like it's just there and I'm going to still play.

G: [It's like], I'll do my own thing.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: If I like it, I'll listen, and if I don't, I'm not going to.

Siddhananda: That's what he's saying.

G:  Pick and chose, pick and choose, pick and choose (singing the words).

Siddhananda:  Again, he's not a bad person, he just didn't take it [seriously]. He didn't really [engage it]. He wanted to live his own life, still.

G: Right, right. Did you get the name of his teacher?

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) Master something. I'm just not getting [the name]. Master ... yeah, I'm kind of hearing Master man, or Master ... . I'm not getting a name.

G: Ask him if he can call that master ... if he can call that master to his heart now?

Siddhananda: I see a man sitting in a lotus position in his heart. It's there.

G: Then, he can ask to go forward and [ask] if he would give him another chance to go forward in another existence.

Siddhananda: He's afraid.

Spirit:  Master [will] be mad at me.

G: No, master won't be mad at you (laughing).

Spirit:  Master [will] burn me, [he is] so sharp. He [is] so strong. He [will] be mad.

G: That's okay. Maybe you need [to] have the sword of truth a little bit (laughing).

Spirit: Oh, master [will] be mad at me. He does it with love, but it [is] sharp. It burns ... owww!

G: Yeah (laughing).

Spirit: I'm scared.

G: Yeah, ya, ya (laughing).

Spirit: Master's words are like fire, master.

G: Yeah, I'm sorry, but you've got to take your medicine. That's the way it is (laughing).

Siddhananda: (bending over with laughter)

Spirit: Master has fire in him.

Siddhananda:  But, he does have him in his heart. He is scared that he will be ... scolded, but not really scolded ... but given a talking to.  Tell him like it is! (laughing)

G: And, well, you need it. You will be told like it is, I'm sure (laughing).

Siddhananda: So, he’s kind of hearing it. He's feeling that Master's energy. It is sharp.

G: Yeah (nodding with a smile).

Siddhananda: He's no joke, this Master. He's not joking around.

G: Yep!

Siddhananda: He's giving him a talking to (nodding with a chuckle).

G: Yep (raising her eyebrows and nodding yes). That's what happens.

Siddhananda:  [It's like] ... What ... you did this ... (speaking sternly).

G: Hey, I told you my Master slammed me, and I couldn't speak for a number of days. That happens, but, it's what you need to hear, and later, you understand that that's the best that could have happened.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: And you're grateful for it later, but it's not fun at the time (laughing).

Siddhananda: He's saying, "It's hurting," but not in a bad way, but [more] like ... oh, I should've... He's getting that [feeling of regret].

G: Right. Yeah, yeah.

Siddhananda:  But, he's still hearing his Master. He's glad his Master is with him.

G: Right (smiling).

Siddhananda: He could have another chance. He loves his Master, but he just didn't take it seriously.

G: Yeah, he screwed up!

Siddhananda: He probably did some things he shouldn't have done, in the background, with whatever it was. I don't know what it was.

G: Exactly!

Siddhananda: Not in, like I say, a horrid way, but not ... not serious.

G: Not serious. Yeah, exactly.

Siddhananda:  He feels like he has dishonored his teachings by [doing] that.

G: Mm hmm (nodding) ... yeah.

Siddhananda: I don't know all the real details, but I don't think it really matters.

G: We don't need to know all of that.

Siddhananda: It's just the feeling.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: His Master is with him now and giving him [a] talking to.

G: Yeah (looking into the camera with eyebrows raised and little smile).

Siddhananda:  He knows he needs to do this part to go on.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: He has to face [it] ...

G: He has to own up to it.

Siddhananda: Right!

G: He has to, 100% ...

Siddhananda:  ... face the music.

G: Exactly! Face the music, get off of it, own up to it, and then, seriously be ready to go forward, yeah! Because, no Master is constrained to have to work with you.

Siddhananda: Right.

G:  They don't have to.

Siddhananda: That's right (nodding).

G: They don't HAVE to if you are not going to listen. So, my guidance to this [one] is, this time, to be sincere and be willing to go the way ... the whole way. Don't make this mistake, again.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and he's saying, "Well, this hurts so much. I will never [do this again]. I have regrets."

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I hate to say it, but this has just really played on him, on his mind. He feels that he doesn't want to do that again. So, he wants to be united with this master (bringing her hand to her heart).

G: So, just stay with that Master for now and get ready for another rebirth. Be ready to come in and do what you need to do to go forward. That's all. Honor the Master the next time around.

Spirit: Master [will] be with me.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's saying, "Master [will] be with me."

Spirit: Master is in my heart.

G: Yeah, the master will be with you ... yeah (nodding with certainty).

Siddhananda: Master came right to him, man! (shaking her head and laughing)

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda:  No problem ... just BOOM!

G: Exactly, when you open up to that and there is that sincerity with that ... then, absolutely, 100%, the master will come back and will [assist], but if you're playing and you closed the door yourself [then] nothing can be done.

Siddhananda: You have free will like that.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: You can shut out what you shut out and play games with yourself, but you're doing that to yourself.

G: Exactly. You do that to yourself.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: The master is always wanting to help when you're coming in sincerity.

Siddhananda: The master is there.

G: But, if you're playing games, [the master can't help you]. Again, he played games in life and didn't follow through with what he was supposed to follow through on, and then he had that fear. But a master can't go beyond that, [when] you shut the door yourself.

Siddhananda: Mm hmm.

G: So, you've got to reopen the door and take your medicine (laughing).

Siddhananda: That's exactly happening now for him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It will be good.

G: He will survive it (smiling).

Siddhananda: Absolutely!

G: He will survive it and will go forward (smiling happily with a few chuckles).

Siddhananda: He'll live through it and all is well. I can still see that master sitting in his heart.

G: Yeah (smiling brightly).

Siddhananda:  He's with his master. So, he's taking in whatever lessons he needs to take in right now (laughing).

G: So, enjoy your lesson (speaking directly to the stone in her hand and laughing).  Be willing to come forward (setting the stone aside).

Siddhananda: He's okay, but he doesn't look happy. I don't see a happy face on him, or his master.

G:  No, he's not going to be happy for a while. Neither [of them will] be happy for a while, but ... yeah, yeah ... give him an ear full (laughing).

Siddhananda:  Yeah, that's it exactly, and he doesn't look happy (laughing). He‘s... (grimacing and whimpering a bit) but it's good. It'll be good. He will move forward.

G: Right, in the end, it is very beneficial, but in the moment, it's going to be a little stinging there.

G and Siddhananda: (barely able to hold back the laughter as they speak)

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's how it works (shrugging). What can we say?

G:  He's getting his spanking, so to speak (laughing).

Siddhananda: (looking at G at hearing this, then doubling over with laughter) That's exactly what's happening.

G: Getting his spiritual spanking, so, I don't know what else to say (smiling).

Siddhananda: It hurts, but it will be the best thing for him.

G: Yeah, exactly. So on that note (laughing) ... Namaste.

Siddhananda: Namaste. Thank you, again.

Seeking Heavenly Realms

Siddhananda: Okay, next. We've got two more sitting here, waiting patiently. That's the next one (showing a clear purple stone). So pretty! I love those purple ones (pausing with closed eyes). This sounds crazy, but I hear, "I didn't die. I want to die." Does that make any sense?

G: Mm hmm (nodding).

Spirit: I didn't die. I want to die.

G: Yeah, okay.

Spirit: I want to die in a good way, though.

G: In a good way. 

Spirit: What is death in a good way? I want to enter the gates of heaven.

G: Right.

Spirit: I want to go to heaven.

G: Do you want to go to the heavenly realms, or do you want to go to God directly?

Spirit: Heaven, heaven ... I want to be in heaven.

Siddhananda:  I think just a pleasant land, like those lokas that we were talking about ... a pleasant land.

G: Right, right, right.

Siddhananda: I think they still want to shed that all, but they want to go ...

G: They want to go to the lokas. And where are you now?

Siddhananda: In a land of shadow ... a little shadowy place, maybe.

G: A shadowy place, okay.

Siddhananda:  I don't want to say that [definitively]. I think it's just not that ... not there ... not in those lokas!

G: Right, they're not there. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: What was your path while you were in existence?

Siddhananda: Again, right away, I'm getting some third eye stuff, like maybe they did some envisioning of these things.

G: Mm hmm. 

Siddhananda: A lot of vision [type] of things [with] the third eye.

G: Right. So, they really don't have a [practice]. Were you connected with Krishna, or Shiva?

Siddhananda: Just the realms ... traveling, traveling psychically. You know how people do.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: I think it's ungrounding.

G: Yeah, and then they get stuck. That's why I say not to do third eye meditations.

Siddhananda: No.

G: They're not really connected with any kind of a God energy.

Siddhananda: That's exactly right. That's what I feel with this one.

G:  So, when they pass, they're just in no-mans land, so to speak, and trapped between the realms.

Siddhananda: That's exactly it. So, what to do with this soul? Maybe, some anchoring [is needed], I would say.

G: Yeah, they need to have some ... (pausing with eyes closed).  We'll just sit with it for a minute and see.

G and Siddhananda:  (sitting with closed eyes in quietude for a moment).

G: I would ask Shiva ... Shiva to come in.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: So, if you could say, "Om Namaha Shivayah."

Siddhananda: It is making that link a little bit with Shiva as that mantra is being said.

G: Om Namaha Shivayah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they can feel that.

G: Om Namaha Shivayah.

G and Siddhananda: (sitting in silence with eyes closed for a time)

Siddhananda: Yeah, I think it's linking those images.

G: Mmm ... (pausing) ... So, we'll ask Shiva to come in to help ground him, get him started on a path, and explain to him why you don't do that (laughing) ... traveling to all those realms.

Siddhananda: Yeah, because that's not necessarily the best for that soul, too. We can’t just say .. oh, okay, sure you can just go to this other realm (shrugging). That's not what we're here to do.

G: Yeah, no ... no.

Siddhananda: So, it's quieter. I'm not getting much more right now.

G: Mm hmm (closing her eyes).

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) ... Yeah.

G: Yes, so we'll let him go ahead and open the door to Shiva. Shiva can help take him to one of the lokas and ...

Siddhananda: ... stabilize him.

G: Stabilize him and put him on a path.

Siddhananda: Right, it makes sense, but those lokas out there are temporary, too. It is what it is.

G: They're temporary, too. He can't gain entrance into the lokas, like Krishna loka, or something, [because] you have to have enough merit in order to go there.

Siddhananda:  That's what I was going to say. So, that might take some time.

G: Well, yes, he has to come back into embodiment. He can't just go there at this present time.

Siddhananda: It just won't happen.

G: I'm sorry, each realm has it's own stipulations (laughing).

Siddhananda: It's true, though. That's it exactly.

G: How to gain entrance if you don't have [merit].

Siddhananda: You can't just say, I want to go, [and that's it].

G: Yeah, you can't just travel [there]. Usually, when people pass, they go toward whatever their concept of heaven is, but this person obviously doesn't have any. He hasn't [developed that]. He's just traveled [psychically] to different realms and doesn't really have any core beliefs.

Siddhananda: There's no grounding, no center point, to really hold him.

G:  No, there's no center point to draw him to that place. He's very ungrounded.

Siddhananda: He just wants you to snap your fingers so that he can go that realm.

G:  Yeah, no, nah uh ... he's finding out a hard lesson that that's not the way to travel.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Do not just do out of body experiences without having a Guru, without having grounding, or mooring somewhere. [Otherwise], you'll just get yourself in, as you can see, a precarious place (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: He's kind of in a no-mans land at the moment.

Siddhananda: Well, this is again another one in good hands.

G:  Yeah, so we will leave him with Shiva.

Torch Bearer of Light

Siddhananda:  There we go. Another little heart (showing a pretty white stone).

G:  Lots of hearts today.

Siddhananda:  Lots of hearts, and we've got another little heart waiting, too (closing her eyes). Gosh, I'm getting an image of a woman being pulled by her hair, and, she's screaming and crying ... no, no! That's my first image, so let's see what happens (closing her eyes again). I do see a door, like, of a cell or something.

G:  Like a what?

Siddhananda:  A cell with a door, like in a jail.

G:  Oh, okay.

Siddhananda:  She is being pulled by a guard, or something.

G:  Very brutal.

Siddhananda:  Mm hmm (nodding gravely). It's not good. She's fighting and screaming. It sounds like she's one that has worked for some kind of rights, maybe women's rights.

G:  Uh huh.

Siddhananda:  And, boy, she put herself on the line.

G:  Yeah, she put herself on the line. Is she in body now, is this coming psychically or is she out of form?

Siddhananda: (pausing with eyes closed) I'm getting she's more [of an] energy now.

G:  Okay.

Siddhananda:  That was an image she wanted to reflect. I think she was a person that fought for, like I said, the rights of people, women especially, and children and animals.

G:  Yeah (nodding). There are a lot of cultures [where] that's [dangerous]. You put yourself on the line, and you're really going to go through some suffering and torture with that.

Siddhananda:  Yeaah, she did. I don't know if she died that way. She's saying, "yes," she did. It wasn't good.

G:  No.

Siddhananda:  Poor thing. She was really brutally beaten, and things. That's what I'm feeling with this energy.

G:  Right, and so what can we help you with today?

Siddhananda:  She's still worried about that for people. She still wants to work on that side of helping women and animals. She doesn't care that her body was beaten and that. She's just like "whatever" (shaking her head), "I'm still ..."

G:  She's still going to continue.

Siddhananda:  Yeaahh (nodding resolutely)!

G:  Continue in that fight.

Siddhananda:  She didn't care [about the beating] .

G:  Like I said, ... I hate to say it ... in the Middle East, and in India, it's still absolutely atrocious for women. Absolutely atrocious (shaking her head).

Siddhananda:  Her heart aches ... her heart aches (shaking her head). She knows, and her heart is just aching, but she wants to be of good service and not be weighed down in her spirit by this.

G:  Right. She's on the other side, so she can take this time to see that that was an event in time that she doesn't need to hold onto. She can still ask to be reborn and continue in a place [where] she will be able to benefit others ... to do whatever possible to come in and bring light into those situations.  

Siddhananda:  Yeah ... yeaahh ... as you're speaking, I feel some light, the light in my heart. She wants to radiate that in whatever best way is possible to humanity, and to all those that are held down and not given their privilege that they deserve.

G:  Right ... and not given that right of being ...

Siddhananda:  ... of being themselves.

G:  (nodding yes) ... of being themselves ... of just having the right to live ... the right to live life.

Siddhananda:  Exactly, ... and wearing what they want, speaking what they need to speak, [expressing] their full being of what they deserve, and [to have] growth.

G: Right. Right.

Siddhananda:  So, I can feel a lot of light from her and a lot of strength, too. She's a hardy [one].

G:  Yeah, usually when you go through those kinds of experiences, you do develop a lot of compassion and empathy. You do want to continue to come into those type of forms to right that.

Spirit:  Yes.

Siddhananda:  She's going to do it (expressing a feeling of resoluteness beyond any doubt)! That's it.

G: Right.

Siddhananda:  That's it. End of story.

G:  Right. Just as I've chosen to come back into female form ... many, many, many, many, many lifetimes ... to continue to keep up with that and bring that light that there is equality. There is equality.

Siddhananda:  And she wants to be a woman, too. That's exactly it, and she's hearing you. She is putting out that energy to give that strength, because those are the ones, for the most part, that have been held down, and held back. She wants to be an example.

G:  It is at a crisis point in history with this at this present time.

Siddhananda:  She knows that. She's like that Sadhvi. She's not taking any of that crap (laughing)!

G:  No, she's not taking any bullshit. She's going to stand up and that's it.

Siddhananda:  She's got that torch, and she's saying, "No, I'm carrying it!"

G:  Yes, she's very much a torch bearer, and very strong in that.

Siddhananda:  Yeah. She is going to be a blessing here, but even now with her energy [it's a blessing].

G: Exactly. So, just take the time to relax and refresh as much as possible before you take rebirth again. And then, continue to do the fight in whatever way possible. Ask to be brought into the best form possible to continue to do the best good that you can for the planet, and for the women and children.

Siddhananda: Oh, for her there is no doubt. I am hearing a little of the COS, but I don't know. What do you think?

G:  Mm hmm ... she can do the COS, of course.

Siddhananda:  She likes the energy of that.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: But, no matter what, she's going on.

G: No matter what, she will take rebirth again, and she will continue. She will continue on, I have no doubt about it.

Siddhananda:  Oh, yeah! "You will hear from me again," she says (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: So, like I said, I feel the Sadhvi energy in her.

G:  Yeah, there're some really terrible things going on in the Muslim, and also, the Hindu [parts of the world]. Horrible, horrible things. There's this one [account] in the villages in India that I just read about the other day where one guy had run away with a higher caste wife, and they sentenced his sisters to be raped.

Siddhananda:  Oh, gosh (shaking her head in great sadness).

G:  Now, what the hell does that have to do with those girls? Why are they paying the punishment for what their brother has done? I mean, kangaroo courts ... it's horrible.

Siddhananda: Oh, my God.

G:  Women are still being stoned in Muslim countries.

Siddhananda: "No," she's saying. "No, that's just not going to happen."

G:  They get raped, and then they [get] killed [by stoning] on top of it. They get punished for some guy raping them.

Siddhananda: When we talk about this new phase or the energy shift, those lessons, in terms of Karma, for souls that need wake-up calls are going to become stronger.

G:  They're going to be tough!

Siddhananda: They are going to be really tough, and they're going to be strong.

G:  They are going to be very, very tough.

Siddhananda:  They are going to be strong, and it's going to push against that wall. It's just going to knock you down.

G: Exactly!

Siddhananda:  If this keeps on, this energy is going to come around that way. That's just part of it.

G:  Exactly! They're going to have such tough lessons, they'll have nowhere to look but up.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G:  They're going to be knocked SO hard. So my suggestion is [to take this to heart]. I hope they get some kind of wisdom and wake-up calls before that happens.

Siddhananda: Absolutely. Stop this. Stop it, stop it, stop it ... because it's going to come around, and no one wants that for anybody.

G:  No.

Siddhananda:  But that's the law of equal, receive back of what you put out. It's karma.

G:  Exactly. It's Karma, and you cannot get out of Karma.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, you know, it's high time. It's high time. This is going to change. Things are shifting. The universe in the long run is just going to come around.

G: Exactly. (gesturing namaste) So, we thank you ... 

Siddhananda: (gesturing namaste) Thank you so much.

G:  ... for your ongoing diligence.

Siddhananda:  ... and dedication.

G: (nodding) ... and dedication ...

Siddhananda:  ... towards this end, because it needs [to change].

G:  It's high time. This planet needs to change.

Siddhananda:  She's saying, "Thank you. Thank you, and I will go forward."

G:  Thank you. Namaste.

Siddhananda:  Carrying the torch.

G:  Carrying the torch.

Siddhananda:  Yep! That's quite a gal there!

G:  She's strong. She's a strong being. That's for sure.

Siddhananda: Absolutely.

G:  To be willing to come back in with that.

Siddhananda:  And do it again.

G:  Yeah, and do it again. It takes a very strong being.

Siddhananda: Yeah, wow! That's a force. A good force.

Walking the Path of Christ

Siddhananda: I have a heart (showing a clear heart shaped stone). I'm getting better at this now (referring to finding the camera viewfinder).

G: (laughing) You've got the secret.

Siddhananda: (smiling) What do ya know! Guruji gave me the secret (laughing). Put it where they can see it, okay (laughing). This is how you do it.

Okay, so let's go to the next one (closing her eyes). I'm seeing an image of ocean. There's mountains. How can we help you today? They are saying that they want to be reborn. They want to be ... I am hearing, "like Christ."

Spirit: [I want] that kind of a rebirth. I want to come out of this suffering. Help be a light for humanity.

G: Mm hmm (nodding).

Siddhananda: I can see more of where that came from?

G: Right. We need to see how far along they are in this journey.

Siddhananda: Okay, sure. They've done some mantras, I'm hearing. They're full of the contemplation of the Self. I'm feeling that Christian [energy].

G: Yeah, I would say that they can just sincerely, from all the heart of their being, say ... on altar of truth I lay myself, and I commit myself wholeheartedly to that.

Siddhananda:  (pausing some time with eyes closed) ... Okay, so they're taking that in ... (pausing) ...

G:  I would also suggest that they seek Christ's blessing for that, to walk that journey.

Siddhananda:  (pausing) ... I'm seeing the water. I'm seeing Christ, actually standing on the water. It's that same image that he reflected before, but with Christ standing on the water with the mountains, His light, and His halo.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) They're there, but I'm [not sure] why they're reflecting this (pausing). They're reflecting the water, and the mountains as being their spirit, and Christ is standing on that, and giving nourishment in that way. They're saying that they're ready to be reborn.

G: Yeah ... to take rebirth again, and to go further along their path.

Siddhananda:  ... with whatever that brings.

G: It's a good time to come in if they're sincerely ready.

Siddhananda:  Mmm ... yeah (opening her eyes wide with one nod of the head).

G: If they come into corporeal form, they can make a [difference].

Siddhananda: Right. It's nice, because if you can have that energy there, that openness, which obviously this being is open, it will bring [light].

G: Just know, it's not going to be an easy journey. I can tell you that.

Siddhananda: (grimacing while turning the head to one side) Whooh ... yeah!

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: It's not all lovey-dovey. That's for sure!

G: Yeah, no (laughing). Be careful what you ask for, because that's exactly what you'll get.

Siddhananda: That's the thing. But, also, that communing will bring the right conditions forward.

G: Exactly. They will find just the right teacher, and the right place to be. There are many more teachers at this present time.

Siddhananda: That's right.

G: Many more. Many more than there have been, and that will continue to be [the case]. By the time they've taken rebirth here, by the time they're ready for that, there will be many, many more teachers here ready to aid for that.

Siddhananda: I think, also, this being, with the rebirth, [is] like Christ, too ... just being spirit.

G: Mm hmm, yeah! But, I think they've got ...

Siddhananda:  ... work to do (laughing).

G: They've got another life to do (nodding with gravity).

Siddhananda: Yeah, yeah, no ... that makes total sense.

G: They have another life to do. They have another life to do.

Siddhananda: Also, with helping humanity, many times if you're in body, you can do a lot of good that way compared to [out of body].

G: Exactly. I think that's this one's path is that they have another rebirth to do.

Siddhananda: Yes, that's right. That makes total sense.

G: They have to make their strides here in the corporeal form.

Siddhananda:  Yeah, that makes total sense, and they're open. Again, [I'm seeing] another lovely image, which never fails [to appear] when Christ comes through like that ... which Christ will [do] immediately if you're open.

G: Exactly. The next death will be the last.

Siddhananda:  Yeah.

G:  This death before the Death will be last ... yeah (smiling, nodding, and swaying gently).

Siddhananda: So, all good there, and we'll leave that one there (placing the stone aside with a joyful smile).

G:  Yeah (gesturing namaste and smiling softly).

Nothing to Fear, but Fear

Siddhananda: Okay, so ... green light, green light (laughing as she maneuvers a stone toward the green light where the viewfinder is).

G:  (laughing) Green light, green light!

Siddhananda: Hopefully, they saw that okay (smiling). Oh, okay (closing her eyes). I did hear, “Dark energy," but I'm going to give this time. I don't want to place anything on it. "Dark energy." Let's see ... hmm. Maybe they're asking, "Is dark energy a phantom?"

G: Mm hmm (nodding yes). It's like a shadow.

Siddhananda: Yeah (nodding). I think that's what they're asking.

G:  Yeah, it has no substance other than what you give it. Everything is based in truth and light in the beginning, but a dark energy is that which has gotten off on the wrong way, and [has] misunderstood, and gets pulled away from the light. So, the further you get away from light, really, the less potency you have. They think they have more, but it's actually less in the end.

Spirit: Now, say that again. The further you get away from the light, the less potency?

G: Yeah, the less potency you have.

Spirit:  ... YOU have? Okay, got you (nodding).

 G: ... that that energy has (nodding yes).

Sprit:  (repeating) ... that that energy has ... Oh, interesting. I see what you're saying (nodding).

G:  It becomes more of a shadow.

Spirit: I see what you're saying. Interesting. Okay. Wow!

Siddhananda: What I saw ... I'm going to put it out there ... I saw an image that's like the grim reaper. More like that dark [energy]. I'm hearing, “Death."

G: Yeah. There is no true death (smiling slightly). There is no true death. What you call death is only passing out of one form into spirit ... and then, going into another form, but there is no death. Even with the body that one passes out of, it recycles back into the earth, and gives nourishment to the earth. So, what death? It gives forth more life. So, the idea of death is ... (holding both hands up, shaking her head, then clapping her hands together)

Spirit: It's an idea.

G: It's an idea (nodding).

Siddhananda: It's an idea! So... okay, they're taking that in. I can feel at least the energy moving a little more in a circular [pattern] versus this... (clenching her fist as if holding a hard rock).

G:  Yeah... just this... (mimicking Siddhananda's gesture and grimacing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's like ... what is that? Whoa!

G:  It's just like ... ehhhh! (gesturing, and grimacing as if holding onto something for her dear life)

Siddhananda: (laughing) So, I'm hearing a bit of a question.

Spirit: So, that light is there, and then ... if you're saying the darkness is more connected to the light, that darkness has more energy?

G: No!

Siddhananda:  Okay, maybe they're not getting that.

G: No. No, they're not getting that then. No. All falsehood starts out with some idea. It has to come from some kind of truth somewhere, but it's skewed. It's skewed, and as it's becoming skewed, again, it's being pulled away from the light. Yeah, it's pulled away from the light.

Siddhananda:  (nodding) Right. I think that's enough. That's exactly what [was needed]. They're hearing that (closing her eyes). But, like I say, the energy is revolving more (moving her hand like a wheel turning). It's moving more at least, [is what] I'm feeling from this being. And, I'm feeling some darkness, all shades of grey, and things, but it is shifting. They must have had that choking them a little bit .. that fear of [death, and darkness].

G: Right. Again, there's nothing to fear. If there's some dark energy, or whatever, you don't feed it. Okay? If you want to love it, if you want to fear it, if you want to be angry with it, all you're doing is feeding it. Then, you're feeding it, and giving it more life, and it has to feed off of something, or else it will dissipate.

Spirit: Yes.

G: So, you don't feed it any energy. You don't give it any energy.

Siddhananda: This is good for this being. This is good to hear. I think they've done some running from things and feeling like something is chasing them.

G: Right. There's nothing to run from. I know with a lot of religions, their whole focus is on darkness and fearing it.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Then doing all of these mantras and things to keep it away, keep it away from me! (holding her arms up in a defensive posture) But there's nothing to fear. If you fear it, then you're giving it life.

Siddhananda: For this being, this is very good information. Like you said, they've got more of an aversion to things, which is another energy ... a block that it creates.

G: Yeah, right.

Siddhananda: It makes it worse ... makes it build.

G: Well, exactly, because you're giving it more substance.

Siddhananda: Right (nodding). So, aversion, pushing away... these things that you would normally do to something that you think is going to hurt you. They're hearing something different ... like just stay present in the light.

G:  Yeah, stay present in the light and then it has no hold. It has no hold anywhere.

Siddhananda: I am seeing that there were some knots in those ropes and they're becoming more untangled. That's the image that I'm getting back ... that that was some kind of a wall, or something, coming [apart].

G: There's nothing to fear, but fear (laughing).

Siddhananda:  Yeah. They are hearing this and I'm seeing some more light. A little blip of light now in this. So, they really kept themselves bound by this running from something.

G: Right, right. There are a lot of religions like that. It's like in India [where] they have something when children are born. Sometimes, they'll put a big black dot on them (touching a few places on her face) or something. (holding her arms up in a defensive posture) Don't look at them, because if you see they're so beautiful, there's going to be something that will come to harm them. There's all this superstition.

Siddhananda: Very fear based practices.

G: Very fear based (clapping her hands together)! There are a lot of fear based religious things out there and they've not served anyone. So, if you get into a fear-based mentality, then you are your own undoing. You are your own worst enemy, and then you are feeding that darkness. You are feeding it and giving it substance.

Siddhananda: Yeah, [giving it] more energy. Yeah. (pausing with closed eyes). Some of that imagery is starting to get some light coming through it. I can still feel that [other energy]. Maybe it was a long held thing, but I'm feeling that (gesturing to indicate a ray of light penetrating through) grim reaper image with this light.

G:  I would ask Christ, if this being is open to it, that Christ would come and explain, because Christ was a Master when it came to those things (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yeaahh!  Okay, let me ask if that's okay (closing her eyes). It's okay (nodding).

G:  Yeah, yeah. So, we'll let Christ go ahead. If Christ could come in (holding her hands together in prayer) and speak with this being, tell him more of the light, and that there is no need to fear the darkness, and that we have dominion over that.  

Siddhananda: (rocking gently to and fro with eyes closed) ... That image of Christ coming in ... and I'm really being honest ... [brings] an immediate shift for those that have an open heart to that. That's not for everybody, but for the ones that do ... I just immediately [see] those walls with Christ in the center, and you just see that image of open arms, but ... just white ... just light (gesturing as if it's washing through the being) ... and gentle. Everything good! I mean, that's all I can say. It really [brings] an immediate shift that quiets that soul and keeps them held in the present in a beautiful way. That's what's happening now (having tears with the beauty of seeing this).

G: (echoing yeah, yeah, yeah softly as Siddhananda speaks)  So, we will leave them to commune. Thank you (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: (placing her hand on her heart)

Kali - Time, and Timelessness

Siddhananda: Alright, so next (showing a clear stone tinged with a golden hue)! Okay (closing her eyes).

Spirit: Tell me about time. Time. What reality does time have?

G: It only has the reality that you give it. When you’re in a corporeal body, everything is condensed, and you feel as if there is time. When you’re in the etheric body, then there is no time, and it’s timeless.

Siddhananda: I’m just going to throw out what I’m hearing. I’m hearing, “So, you don’t exist there?”

G: Well, there is existence. Absolutely, there is existence, 100%. Being in the corporeal body is like being in a dream state, a dream state of time, but when one wakes up, it’s more of that timelessness.

Siddhananda: Time. I just keep hearing, “time.” “Man-made?” they’re asking.

G: (nodding) Man-made, yes.

Spirit: Time is man-made. Time is man-made. Okay.

Siddhananda: They just wanted to let that resonate (pausing).

G: In the time of God, a thousand years is just one day. A thousand years earth time is just one day there.

Spirit: Timelessness is spirit, then?

G: Right. Right (nodding).

Siddhananda: (nodding) I think that’s really all that they needed.

G: Mm hmm. Yeah, they can check more with Kali. Kali is time.

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: She is that presence of time, and the timeless.

Spirit: In one, huh?

G: Mm hmm, yeah.

Siddhananda: I guess, I’m kind of hearing, “So, that has to do with like a process, time?”

G: Process, you could say it’s a process if one holds to that, but as one starts doing practices, etc., one’s sense of time shifts. So, it all has to do based on the consciousness.

Siddhananda: I did see just a burst of light all of a sudden. Just a burst (clenching her fists, and shaking them slightly)! I mean, I could feel it in my heart, too.

G: Yeah (speaking softly).

Siddhananda: (pausing with closed eyes) Yeah, so that was …

G: Quick! Quick, quick in a knowing … a quick, quick, Aha!

Siddhananda: Uh huh, exactly (laughing)!

G: Like … shew! … (gesturing with her hands to indicate a flash)!

Siddhananda: Yeah, man, that shot out quick! But, that’s what those aha’s are like … just boom!

G: Just a sudden shift, and just like … Oh! … (flashing her eyes wide open) … why didn’t I see that before? Oh, yes!

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. There’s some cracking of something (gesturing as if breaking something in two).

G: Yeah, it’s breaking that open.

Siddhananda: Yeah!

G: They were in a pretty hard shell of that … (grimacing with eyes wide open and shaking the hands slightly near her head) …

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly … constriction (nodding).

G: Yeah, constriction. Mm hmm.

Siddhananda: So, that’s good. So, would you say for them to kind of contemplate Kali more? Is that what you were asking, Guruji?

G: Yeah! They can look into and speak more with Kali, and resonate with that energy, because Kali is time, and timeless, … the void. So, they can pull that energy in and explore that.

Siddhananda: (pausing for a time with closed eyes) Okay, that sounds [right]. So, yeah, they had quite a revelation there.

G: Okay, so, we will leave that...

Siddhananda: They’re opening. So, that’s good!

G: So, that’s good, and we will leave them with that (gesturing namaste). They can always come back if they have other questions at another time.

Siddhananda: Sure, if they need us again, but, fortunately, there is more help behind us on the other side, too.

G: Yes! There is much more help, and even more coming to the forefront.

Siddhananda: Coming .. which will be just awesome! So, that we’re looking forward to.