Limitless

Siddhananda: (showing a small, rough, earth colored stone) This one is a little bit of a heavier rock. It has a little more weight to it.

G: A little more depth, heaviness, ... weighty.

Siddhananda: Want to feel this one (handing the rock to G).

G: Oh, it does! It's actually heavy for the ...

Siddhananda: ... for how small it is. Surprised at how heavy it feels which is always interesting.

G: It's always interesting when we get the heavy weight ones (giving the stone back to Siddhananda).

Siddhananda: Even with how small this is, I do feel my hand being pulled down by the weight of it.

G: Yeah, you feel that heavy weight. So, let's see what's there.

Siddhananda: Yeah! Oh, this is interesting, too (smiling with intrigue)!

G: They're heavy for what the size is.

Siddhananda: Absolutely! (closing her eyes) Okay, there's a rich darkness in this rock.

Spirit: Like Shiva Absolute. Like Kali in her blackness. Like the rich black earth.

G: Right. Tantrik. It's Tantrik.

Siddhananda: It is Tantrik. That's exactly what I felt immediately.

G: Yeah, every time you get that heavy ... it just pulls you down ... just heavy, it's usually Tantrik in nature. It's very Tantrik based.

Siddhananda: I knew that right away. When I was feeling it, there's something unusual about this rock. When you felt the other two, they weren't that much smaller, and they were just nothing to pick up.

G: It's such an odd phenomena that the Tantrik ... every time you get a Tantrik, it's very, very heavy, grounded ... ground, ground, grounded.

Siddhananda: From my hand, it was pulling it down to the floor, and just stuck my hand there, because it's just the ground.

G: It's almost magnetic. It's just very, very grounded like the weight of the earth is behind it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, magnetic energy ... that force! It's just amazing compared to all the rest.

G: The rest are more focused in the atmospheres, and the higher [realms] and stuff. Tantrik is more, very earth based, and from the Mother. They go in through that way. They go through the transient form of nature, but it always does have that still point within it. They just come at it from a totally different level.

Siddhananda: Completely. It's the heaviest element, the heaviest energy that can be felt here. So, I do see that richness, and there's some red there, too ... just powerful, is all I can say. Just power beyond belief in this Tantrik feeling, which, again, runs like a thread through all things. It not like ... here's Tantra ... there's Shaivism ... here's this, here's that. It's all of it. It's the whole thing. It's feeling poowerfuul. It's kind of like if you go to the center of a volcano, or something. You've got that ... (gesturing with her hands to indicate something very concentrated)

G:  ... compressed energy.

Siddhananda: It's sooo powerful. That's the feeling, that it just can run things.

G: Very strong.

Siddhananda: It just runs things, man! If you're in the wake of this, be careful, but it's very good as well. It's very purifying. Okay, is there a message or a question? I doubt a question, but I don't know. They do want to convey the potency of this Tantrik energy. "Packed in Power," is what they're saying. There are siddhis within it, there's a lot within it, but that's not IT, they're saying. It's just all in one, just one. Do you have a question or anything that you want to ask, Guruji?

G: Is there something really specific that you would like to convey? Something that would be really beneficial for anyone here.

Spirit: Don't believe yourself to be small, limited. You are limitless. No boundaries.

G: Right. Limitless. That's a good message. So, we'll leave it at that. Thank for that (placing her hand on her heart).

Siddhananda: That was powerful (placing hand on her heart).

G: Yeah, the Tantrik is very heavy. It feels like lead weight when you hold this [stone] even though it's so small ... just lead weight, yeah. They're going now. It's light. Here feel it now (handing the stone to Siddhananda).

Siddhananda: I felt like it was going when I was transferring it out. It's so light. It's gone.

G: Yeah, it's light

Siddhananda: When I picked it up here, I started feeling it going, because I couldn't believe how easily I picked it up.

G: It was starting to go already. Now it's very light, but it was very heavy. When you pick one up that's Tantrik, if it's a Tanrik master, you can't miss it. It reminds me of the [saying], the Guru is heavy with knowledge. It's that type of thing ... very heavy knowledge.

Siddhananda: Exactly. Grounded.

G: I mean, it's just compressed knowledge.

Siddhananda: (nodding in agreement) No joke. No joke.

G: They're really connected with the earth. I mean, all of the earth. They really go through that. The Earth Mother is where they go through, the Tantriks.

Siddhananda: That makes sense. It did have that female feel.

G: Yeah. First they have that connection to everything, then they go into that still point. They do carry the weight of all that (bringing the hands forward from a wide distance until they meet at one point in the middle).

Siddhananda: It's not anything you want to play with though like the way people want to do. That's for sure (shaking her head no with an air of foreboding).

G: People don't know what real Tantra is.

Siddhananda: Wow ... you mess with that and ... (shaking her head like you're asking for trouble)!

G: They're playing with that, but they don't know what real Tantra is. Real Tantra is very, very ... very, very substantial.

Siddhananda: It's just like when you see a cement slab. I mean, it's just SOLID.

G: (nodding yes) Solid ... weighty.

Siddhananda: I don't know, but it's the most power I've felt packed in one  ... condensed ...

G: Yeah, it's like those kind of Gurus that if anybody tried to budge them, they wouldn't be able to move their body. They become like those strong magnets that hold, and you cannot break it ... you cannot move it. I mean, it's just absolutely not going anywhere. So, they can be that strong ... very, very, very strong.

Siddhananda: I wonder what it's like when some of them pass. You know how they have that un-corrupt forms and things, because it's just so interesting to have all of that power, that energy there.

G: Yeah, it's just absolutely condensed power.

Siddhananda: Oh, my gosh! But, you know, to have that there ... to have a teacher like that, they can really ...

G:  ... very heavy weight.

Siddhananda: Yeah (laughing) ... surrender, okay!

G: (laughing) Yeah, just surrender ... my suggestion is surrender… exactly!

Siddhananda: (laughing) And, surrender immediately … Don’t open your mouth.

G: (laughing) ... because you’re going no where.

Siddhananda: Yeah (smiling). Not saying you should to any teacher. That's not right. I'm just saying that power is like a volcano ... huh!