Dissolving Fully

Siddhananda: Here's another heart (smiling and showing a small white heart).

G: Lot of hearts! (smiling)

Siddhananda: And, a lot of soft colors that we have, and that's ok.

G: For the most part. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah, for the most part. (laughing)

This one says, they're not real fluffy. They're laughing.

(G and Siddhananda burst into laughter)

G: Not a fluffy one.

Siddhananda: They're showing ... I'm seeing little pink slippers. They're laughing .. they're saying that they're not those fluffy little bunny rabbit slippers. (laughing)

So, that was cute and they're still laughing. They're saying we do have a sense of humor.

G: The spirit has a sense of humor, so...

Siddhananda: They're saying "we do," and this one knows that was brought up somewhere.

G: Yeah, exactly. The other side does have a sense of humor, of course. God has a sense of humor! 

Siddhananda: Yeah, the Universe does.

G: I mean, look at creation, look at zebras and giraffes. I mean, you know, come on.

Siddhananda: There's a lot of fun in it, let's face it.

G: There's fun!

Siddhananda: There's fun, there's humor, there's play. They're saying, "It's no different here. Why would it be different here?"

G: It is not different. 

Siddhananda: No.

G: One just passes from a more corporeal body to a more ethereal body, that's all. 

Siddhananda: I'm seeing a mountain now. The fluffy slippers are dissolving (laughing), and there's a mountain there behind that.

So, what did you come here for?

Spirit: Brought here through Grace ...

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: They're a substantial being. I see someone in meditation that's very heavily grounded.

G: Hmm hmm

Siddhananda: Maybe male, but a grounded, earthy, rooted consciousness.

So, what are your questions for us?

They're not sure. It feels to me like they're not fully done. There's an embodiment of something still. I think that's what I'm seeing ... maybe seeing that heavy body. I think they've done a lot of meditation, communing, spirit, God ... something ...

G: They haven't totally laid down and surrendered 100%.

Siddhananda: Yeah ... and I do see pranams ... laying fully on the floor, and saying "no, not yet."

G: Right ... right ... but nothing is lost in the end. Nothing is lost. A lot of people go, and they want the knowledge and stuff, but they don't want the direct experience. They want a little objective ... kind of like ...

Siddhananda: ... an understanding versus ...

G: An understanding like what was the name of the one from India, very well known? The one who wanted to taste the sugar not be the sugar (referring to Rama Krishna).

Siddhananda: Oh umm (trying to remember). I see him ... he's a Kali devotee.

G: Yeah, Kali devotee.

Siddhananda: God ... (laughing)

G: He said he liked to have that duality, and he wanted to taste the sugar and not be the sugar ... so, he had a quick glimpse of the absolute ...

Siddhananda: Rama... it's almost there ... (laughing)

G: It'll come eventually.

Siddhananda: It'll pop in.

G: Anyway ... yeah ... it's more like not direct yet.

Siddhananda: He does understand that. I'm seeing a split of what you're saying like the sugar here, and the body taking it versus dissolving fully into that presence. He lived that way for a long time ... a long, long, long time.

I keep seeing this man in a lotus position, rooted though, and very grounded. There is knowledge there, and there is a lot of wisdom there ... there are still thoughts there.

G: Right, it's still dualistic, and it's more into shakti, more into manifestation of the tantric type of stuff (waving hands in circular motion).

Siddhananda: I think that's right. When you mentioned tantra, I did see something darker around him in terms of covering. I don't know, does that sound right?

G: Yeah, tantra is not always dark.

Siddhananda: Not that it is dark, not that that's dark, but I was just ... I didn't know ... it was not a light fluffy color, it was more rich color.

G: Right, more rich.

Siddhananda: That's what I was seeing. I guess he's saying the COS for him.

G: Yeah, absolutely. He's more than welcome to do the COS.

Siddhananda: Okay, I think he has a little sadness of letting go of this.

G: Yeah ... there's nothing ... (laughing) trust me, you're not going to lose anything.

Siddhananda: I don't know if people looked up to him like this but, you know, he wants to dissolve though.

G: Yeah, nothing is lost.

Spirit: Okay, thank you so much.

G: Once you go into the absolute, you come out the other side. You still see the play of Shakti, but you're looking from another reality, and it is just as beautiful, if not more so than what you're experiencing now.

Siddhananda: He got very still from that.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: Okay, just letting him move along.