Centering

Siddhananda: (Showing a white square stone) Almost a square.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Selenium, again.

G: A little square selenium. So, what does the square have to say? 

Siddhananda: (laughing)

G: Square (whispering and gesturing with hands).

Siddhananda: Little word that used to be used like "you're square."

G: You're square, man! (laughing)

Siddhananda: Square man! (laughing)

G: Beats.. (making snapping sounds) Square, man. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Don't think it was good to be square, you just weren't not cool.

G: No, you're not cool if you're square. 

Siddhananda: So, squares aren't good, guys (laughing)

G: Common, Daddeo (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing)

G: i remember all of that, like when i was young, Dobie Gillis and the Maynard with the beat (snapping fingers)

Siddhananda: i don't remember. Ten years later, i started with Beatles and stuff.

G: Yeah, Dobie Gillis was like the square, and his buddy Maynard had the beard and he was the beat guy. 

Siddhananda: Oh okay. That is funny. Squares aren't good. Squares overall, you gotta break out of those squares. Be cool. (smiling)

G: Be cool. 

Siddhananda: So, anyway, this rock is light.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i see a light coming from the rock there. And it is turning into a nice flower, a nice lotus.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: There's a snake like energy coming from that lotus.

G: Okay, so far so good. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. And it's got some green on it, like a green square on it's head, emerald green.

G: hmm hmm. Nice.

Siddhananda: Really nice, dancy and looking good there. "Kundalini rising", they're saying.

G: Yeah, nice healing green. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. (pause). They're feeling they are in the throes of kundalini.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: i do see some tongue out and lots of wild activity of kriyas and various things that, believe me, i know about, happening there.

G: Yes, we have been there (smiling). 

Siddhananda: Many, many, many, many, many, many, many times...

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: So, they are there, they got the tongue out, eyes up and all that. So, let's see what they need. (pause). They're okay with it.

G: Still lot of kriyas and stuff. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, got a lot in their energetic system with this phenomena playing out.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Let's see what they're trying to convey. i do see them with their tongue out, i do see some light in their throat, in their ears, that's become more sensitive.. hearing, as it does, it's unbelievable.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: They are vibrating a bit.. So, just maybe some centering, little help to continue that on.

G: Yeah, i would say they can do the cos and the kali, both and they can check in at the healing center with some of the other guides and masters over there that work with kundalini, they can help them with it. 

Siddhananda: Like on the other side, you mean?

G: Yeah, on the other side, there are a number of them there that can help them with that. 

Siddhananda: They're taking in what you've given them and they are very grateful.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i feel some grounding immediately, a rooting-ness.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: i do see some light bodies around them with their arms around in offerings. i think they're going to be [good].

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: It's good, it's open and i do see the lotus there.

G: Good. 

Shake up and Wake up

Siddhananda: (Showing a clear stone) (pause) Okay, this one has a cinnamon taste, they're saying. [i'm seeing] some cinnamon sticks, and a nice cup of warm cocoa with froth. I think that's for you, Guruji. (smiling)

G: (smiling)

Siddhananda: Just nice, it looks good the way they made it.

G: It's always good with a lot of cinnamon. 

Siddhananda: hmm hmm. The cinnamon sticks are sticking out, with the nice froth. He made it nice like that for you.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: (pause) i do see a heart.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: They would like to be shaken out of this mayic realm.

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: They are dreaming a lot, sleeping a lot. They do have episodic alertness, awakeness. Their dreams are really vivid, where they're absorbed in those dreams.

G: Right, right. 

Siddhananda: And they just get those intermingled with everything. i just see some water coming out and there are some colors in that water, the colors are all swirly.

G: Right. So, they need to be a little more conscious. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, we'll ask for that one to do "what is this I" and the kali mantras. We'll have kali come in for that one. 

Siddhananda: That will be good.

G: Wake them up!

Siddhananda: Yeah, really.

G: Shake'm up, wake'm up!

Siddhananda: You want to be shaken up, here you go!

G: Shake'm and wake'm. 

Siddhananda: That's right. (pause). So, the kali energy is being infused, which is nice rich grounded feeling compared to all of their dreaming.

G: hmm hmm. Yeah, the last thing they need is COS. They'll just be more dreamy and stuff. At this point, it will not be good for them. 

Siddhananda: Makes sense. Right, give them that grounding, anchoring.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: So, they're taking that in and they are very grateful for that. So, thank you for that (hand on heart).

G: Thank you (hand on heart). 

Energetic Spirit

Siddhananda: (holding up a rock briefly) Okay, they’ve started with “Shanti Om.”

G: (pranams) Shanti Om!

Spirit: I’m an energetic spirit, full of life. I dance around a lot and sing and play.

G: (Laughing) OK!

Siddhananda: He’s not sitting still, I can see that! Moving around, and a lot of high, HIGH energy (lauging).

G: Kind of bouncing-off-the-walls energy here!

Siddhananda: Yeah. Exactly (pause) So, how can we help you today? He’s saying “in life you should just dance and play and things."

G: He just wanted to come and dance and play for a while! (Laughing).

Siddhananda: Not in a serious way, I just wonder why he came. He’s got some flowers in his hand, and says "have fun!”

G: There you go! Okay! Enjoy life! Dance and enjoy it! Thank you for that! (gestures hands energetically, like singing and dancing, imitating the spirit): “La-de-da-de-da-de-da!!” just dancing around. (lots of laughter).

Siddhananda: If that’s where you want to be, enjoy!

G: Yeah, go enjoy! Keep dancing!

Siddhananda: Hilarious!

G: Eventually, they’ll be ready to ground a little bit!

Siddhananda: It will tire him out.

G: Eventually! It may be a few more eons, but that’s okay, that energy will dissipate a little bit more, eventually (laughing).

Siddhananda: It's gotta wear him down, I mean you can’t go through many lifetimes [at that rate]!

G: It's like perpetual motion (laughter)!

Siddhananda: Do they sleep? I don’t know! Boy, all right, they can play over there.

Heart of God

Siddhananda: Off we go! See what happens today. (showing a rock) Same one with a little dot on the front there. Cute! (pause) Okay, they just want to know the heart of God.

G: Then they need to go inside their own heart and surrender totally.

Siddhananda: Okay, is it possible that they can have the COS?

G: Yes. 

Siddhananda: Okay, great!

Devoted to Kali

Siddhananda: Little bit green one (picking up the next stone).

G: hmm hmm. Blood stone.

Siddhananda: Oh okay! Some of them have a little more red than this.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Okay. A blood stone that's not too bloody-looking. what that means, i don't know (laughing).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: (pause with closed eyes) i do see some blood. i see the image of Kali coming forward, in black.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: with all her skulls and whole business.

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: Let's see what this spirit has to say today. (pause). They're saying "master kali", but, i'm not quite grabbing on to what their meaning of that is.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause) "master kali".

G: Have they been a kali worshiper? Maybe, a devotee of kali. 

Siddhananda: Yes. They're devoted to that goddess.

G: So, what is it that we can help you with?

Siddhananda: i did see an image of.. is it Rama Krishna?

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Maybe they resonate with him. (pause). They're saying they do resonate with his type of energy.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: So, what questions do you have for us today? (pause) Okay, they have that bond with his teachings and his energy.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: So, what do you desire from us today? (pause) i'm hearing the kali mantras.

G: Does he have all the kali mantras? Ask him how many kali mantras he has.

Siddhananda: (pause). i don't know, i'm seeing something like here's the mantras (at the top) and then some at the bottom (gesturing with hands).

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i'm not getting the exact ones or anything, but, it's not all of them.

G: i think he doesn't have all of them. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: i think he's got maybe one kali mantra. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. That's my feeling, too. Maybe, like one or two.

G: So, we'll let him go ahead have the rest of the kali mantras. He can do those, that would be very good for him and just totally surrender into that. 

Siddhananda: They're very very grateful. They are bowing to that goddess energy of Kali that comes through all. Thank you (hand on heart).

G: Namaste (gesturing namaste). Yeah, that's the problem, he only got one beginning mantra and that's it. 

Siddhananda: Right.

G: He doesn't have the fullness of it. 

Siddhananda: which makes the whole thing complete.

G: Exactly. 

Siddhananda: Makes sense.

Walking in Stillness

Siddhananda: (showing a clear stone) Pretty with the clear and the lavender around the edges there.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause with closed eyes) From this, i see some nice bright lavender roses appearing.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: And looks like more hills in the background.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: (asking the spirit) What messages or questions do you have for us today? (long pause)

Spirit: "When i walk with stillness, life is true."

G: (nodding)

Spirit: "When i walk in suffering, that gets clouded."

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: So, with this soul, they are in and out of that reality of stillness and then back into mind.

G: hmm hmm. 

Spirit: i seek the way to that refreshment, that garden, a straight course.

G: Right. So, yeah, when you go back into the suffering mind then you see with all the filters in place. It's like putting on a pair of glasses with grey in it. That's what you're viewing, that's what you're focused on. So, we'll go ahead and let them have the "Om That I Am", the "I Am That I Am", and the COS. And just to work on staying in that stillness, taking time, letting things unfold, and when you see you're starting to go back into that pattern, pull yourself back out. 

Siddhananda: That's really all that can be done (hand on heart).

G: And use the practices and they will help with that. Namaste (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: Yeah, they have some tools now, as well, which is a good thing.

G: Yes. 

Savor each moment

Siddhananda: Okay, so we’ve got an interesting selenium piece (showing a white square stone). (pause with closed eyes) It is rising up a vase of flowers. I see some hands reaching for that vase and bringing it to them. They’re smelling those flowers. Okay, questions or messages today? (asking the energy)

Spirit: Such a sweet fragrance or taste when Life is imbibed in its purity. Fresh.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Okay, they’re just offering those flowers.

G: Right. The minute you got it, that’s what I got immediately. So, it's basically, stop and smell the roses. Take time and live your life. Don’t be in a rush. Witness what’s around you and take time to really pull it in and savor it. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, that’s the key. (hand on heart)

G: Namaste (gesturing namaste).

Weak link

Siddhananda: (closed eyes) [i'm hearing] "weak spokes."

G: Weak spokes?

Siddhananda: like on the wheel, the weaker link.

G: (nodding) What about the weak link?

Siddhananda: [They're saying] it’s not good to have a weak link. (laughing)

G: (shaking head) No, it’s not good to have a weak link (laughing)

Siddhananda: or weak spokes, if you’re trying to get somewhere.

G: Right

Siddhananda: ..running on the wheel.

G: That would not be good.

Siddhananda: We know the results of that.

G: Potential problems in the mix (laughing) 

Siddhananda: (laughing) So, weak link, what is that about ? (pause) I think they’re the weak link, but, I’m not getting an answer. They’re saying it’s not good.

G: uh hum

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, so what’s the meaning behind this? I don’t know, I feel like they are this (gesturing circular motion). They’re transmitting that kind of thing, when there’s that weakness there, the thing can break.

G: Yeah, so you need to be vigilant. If there’s something there that needs to be repaired, repair it. (nodding).

Siddhananda: They’re saying "rust no good", (shaking head) loose squeaks the wheels. (laughing)

G: Yeah, one would have to keep up on repairs.

Siddhananda: Maintenance.

G: Otherwise, you’re going to get in a very bad situation, you could be out somewhere and you haven’t repaired it. I just see weak links, weak spokes, it just hits me like when they used to travel with the wagon trains.

Siddhananda (throwing hands into the air) Oh my God! You read my mind! (smiling) Are you a mind reader?

G: (smiling, throws hands up in the air in a question mark stance).

Siddhananda: Because I was just going to say it was the horse and buggy.

G: Yes, the Conestoga, because you get out there and there were no gas stations. So, if you didn’t handle it, you can be in serious problems.

Siddhananda: Yeah, for sure.

G: You could be in really serious problems, so the weak link, you need to be vigilant in your life to take care of things. If there’s something that needs to be repaired, something you need to take care of, not just physically, whether it’s physically, mentally, whatever it is and you see there’s a weak link, get it repaired.

Siddhananda: That’s exactly [it]. Keep up that maintenance and you have to look at things.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Not forget about it.

G: ..and maybe I‘ll take care of it later. You can’t keep vacillating it because you can be in a situation that could become really not good. So if you have a weak link, take care of things, that’s all. (laughing) 

Siddhananda: Right, in spirit and body.

G: For everything, just all of it.

Siddhananda: Just all of it. It has to do with maintenance and repair, as Guruji said. Even in the horse and buggy days, these things are the same.

G: Oh yeah, that was really important there, because you’re going out across the thing. 

Siddhananda: For sure.

G: [If] you have a wheel that goes out, you’re not going anywhere.

Siddhananda: Oh, for sure.

G: And it’s, at that point that you really have to take the time to repair it and that could be really detrimental. They only have so much water, so much provisions they could take along the way.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So they really had to be vigilant at that time with those types of things.

Siddhananda: and a good point. i think that’s why that imagery, because at that time, they could not afford to not be vigilant.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Now, I think people have gotten casual and lazy, and I can do this later..

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Stay aware in your life like that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So they want to thank you. I do see a little buggy moving along now.

G: (laughing) (moving hands in circular motion).

Siddhananda: (laughing) It’s not squeaky, they’ve taken care.

G: (singing joyfully) daaaaa, daaaa daaa daa da da da da.

Siddhananda: I feel like we’ve just gone back to the little house on the prairie days! I love that show, by the way, and I love those books, if you ever want to read those books.

G: Oh yes.

Siddhananda: The nature imagery in that..

G: (laughing) 

Siddhananda: So fine.

Nature Energy

Siddhananda: (pause with closed eyes) I see the little rock, it’s got the same color aura around it as a rock. I really see some deep green, some forest green coming around that. Okay, they are a nature type of energy.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They have a freshness like that, of new growth, of healthy growth.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: ..and it’s growing up to trees with just animals that live in those trees and just showing more of a forest-y feeling.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: So, let’s see what the message is. Okay, they want to  display health and vitality.

G: (nodding)

Siddhananda: Now, I am seeing a center with a light in the center (pulling hand strongly from heart outwards), kind of underground a little bit, and this forest is up (moving hand upwards). So, it’s coming from that, I guess, and source. That light is where this health and vitality comes in its own way. So again, what you see in the world of appearances, go further than that and not just get so stuck on that.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: It’s a cute forest, it’s got chipmunks and raccoons and squirrels and they jump from branch to branch.

G: I could use some of that energy today, I have not slept in three nights, I ‘m absolutely toast at the moment. Soo (gesturing with the hand inviting the energy)  

Siddhananda: (gesturing collecting the energy from a distance and showering it on G)

G: [Bring] it in (giggling), because I am just ready to kneel over any second.

Siddhananda: You don’t have to do much more Guruji (Siddhananda looking at G for answer).

G: We can go for a bit longer, but, yeah.

Siddhananda: (hand gesturing in the air from afar, pulling the energy towards G) Fresh energy, recharge energy.

G: Yeah, if you just plug me in, that would be good today (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yesterday, I was going downhill, I have a little more energy in this moment but I don’t know about in a few hours, so I'm going to get it while it’s here. So, we’ll just sit in that forest with the little chipmunks! (laughing)

G: Oh, that would be nice, could use that forest green energy today.

Siddhananda: It’s there though, thank you so much for that message, it’s very nice.

G: Thank you for coming (hand on heart) 

Fairy of Light

Siddhananda: A little nice bright stone, very clear. (pause) Lots of light coming from it, emanating out (gesturing with hand moving outward) into kind of a pink, and now it’s turning into a nice pink rose. So far so good.

G: So far so good (smiling), no magic tricks! (referring to previous spirit that was seeking magic) (laughing)

Siddhananda: (smiling) oooh boy! (pause) There’s a little fairy looking thing above it. What is happening lately? (shaking her head and smiling) (G also smiling) That full moon’s kind of whoosh (gestures hand in downward motion) and changing things. Yeah, it’s like a Tinker Bell fairy looking thing above this rose. So, let me see what it has to say. (closing eyes)  They are a  Fairy of light.

G: uh hum.

Siddhananda: But, that’s ok. (eyes closed) Okay, so they dance in light. They like to say they dance with all that’s good.

G: Okay (nodding)

Siddhananda: and that’s what humanity should do, should be with all that's good. Its like a building of a character, I do see some bricks being built and laid one on top of the other.

G: uh hum.

Siddhananda: Like that’s your foundation that you build and it does have different things within it, in terms of honesty, transparency, (gesturing with hands one on top of the other) and open the heart. That’s the foundation that they’re showing they’re building, so it’s a good message in that. I do still see that fairy there, though (both Siddhananda and G laughing) Let me see what the fairy is quite about there. (eyes closed) ..just because they’re playful.

G: Uh hum

Siddhananda: and that’s an okay thing, They are showing this foundation, though, and they have their little wall and they’re touching it with light (moving hand in touching motion, touch- touch-touch).

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: They are saying this light then can enter and they’re just touching each brick that they’ve laid with light (hand touching motion again) to really infuse that. Okay, thank you so much little fairy (both Siddhananda and G gesturing with hand on heart)

G: (jollily saying) Little fairyyyy (laughing) 

Siddhananda: At least there was something okay in that message

G: Yeah, no, it was Okay, that was an okay message. 

Siddhananda: Are you sure you don’t want me to call it back and you can have a little fairy on your shoulder? (laughing)

G: No, I think Tinkerbell can go on her way

Siddhananda: Ohhh, darn it, I figured. Alright, Tinkerr Bell is on her way.

Beyond Siddhis

Siddhananda: (Showing black stone to camera) for some reason, my hand went to this one

G: Okay

Siddhananda: It’s got actually a little brown or dark dark red.

G: Blood stone

Siddhananda: Dark dark red.

G: Dark green and dark red

Siddhananda: Yeah. Again, a little bot of that blood moon feeling in there.

G: Yeah, those stones are really interesting. When you cut them, it looks like they bleed.

Siddhananda: Ohhh, interesting!

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: In terms of like color wise?

G: Yeah, the red is kinda like when you cut it, it’s like a liquid something.

Siddhananda: A liquid!

G: and it actually looks like it’s bleeding.

Siddhananda: huh, okay.

G: kind of an unusual thing about the blood stone.

Siddhananda: Yeah, well, blood can be a very good thing.

G: (chuckling)

Siddhananda: So, we’ll see. (closing eyes) There’s that little blood stone sitting there.. resonating a bit of a darker aura.

G: Aha

Siddhananda: Okay, I do see something hooded coming from it, dark hooded and not so attractive looking.

G: nooooot so great. (both smiling) 

Siddhananda: Ummm

G: We’ll see what they’re up to.

Siddhananda: Okay, they are folding hands, so maybe it is more of just a white in that hood.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: and they did have a kind of a rosary.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, they’re really dark hooded.

G: hum

Siddhananda: (speaking very softly) I don’t know. So, what kind of spirit are you? (pause) Okay, they are saying like they are like a magician.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: ..magic spells.. magic planes.

G: (inaudible) magic? or something?

Siddhananda: magic playing.

G: Aha

Siddhananda: ..and magic charms (gesturing with hand over head), and they‘re trying to put their little dust there.

G: yeah

Siddhananda: ummmm

G: And so, why are they here today?

Siddhananda: (pause)  They desire to be a better magician.

G: (laughing) I’m sorry, we’re not about teaching magician classes, we’re about going beyond illusion.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: ..not creating more (chuckling)

Siddhananda: (pause)

G: So, if that’s what they’ve come for, they’ve come to the wrong place.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they’re doing some magic tricks for me.. doves appearing and flying.

G: Yeah. Well, that kind of stuff is endless.

Siddhananda: and fire in their hands, big deal.

G: Yeah, it’s all transient.

Siddhananda: siddhis

G: Ah, siddhis and that type of stuff, but that’s all transient, and we’re not promoting the transient, we’re promoting getting off the wheel of karma and going forward. But apparently, you want to stay in the wheel of karma for quite some time, which is fine. But, there’s nothing to give you to aid in what you want to do.

Siddhananda: And we’re not going to be impressed by your magic.

G: Yup, sorry.

Siddhananda: So, anyway (hand over heart).

G: So, let me give him a (inaudible) and we’ll send him off.

Siddhananda: on his way.

G: Yeah, good luck with your journey (Chuckling).

Siddhananda: I think he just kinda disappeared in a puff of smoke. We’ll find out if he’s gone.

G: Yeah, they’re gone very quick.

Siddhananda: I just see a puff of smoke, like woosh.

G: They’re gone very quick, they won’t hang around.

Siddhananda: Nooooo, that’s not what we’re about.

G: Noo, it’s like what, do we look like a magic shop here?

Siddhananda: (laughing) That’s just a whole other issue to try to manifest, and siddhis and powers and magic and spells.. that’s another thing entirely.

G: Yeah.

Rinse out Mental Drama

Siddhananda: (Showing a clear crystal stone). (pause). This one has some mental drama.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause) They just want that rinsed out.

G: i would say go into the COS and relax into it totally. And the past is past. There's nothing to hold on to with it. 

Siddhananda: (pause)

G: And one can have a new birth in this moment. Just go forward. 

Siddhananda: i am seeing a lotus, but it is dark. It's not white. It is dark and floating on the water.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i'll see if that can shift a little.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: At least, something's flowering (smiling).

G: Yeah. i would ask that the guides and masters over there would come to this being and counsel them a little bit and know that it's okay to open fully and release that, that's possible. 

Siddhananda: And, as they're coming, there is that white lotus. There's still the dark one, but, i do see that light, and the white lotus and the dark one are floating. So, we'll see.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: That image is shifting.

G: hmm hmm. Because it doesn't matter how dark it appears, there's always that seed of Light there. Always a seed of light. So, all one has to do is to connect with that Light and open and allow that to blossom. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. (smiling). So, we'll let them sit with that for a while.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Thank you (gesturing namaste).

G: Namaste. 

Stay steady

G: It went very quick today. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, it was smooth. huh?

G: Oh yeah. There was not much towards the negative at all today. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Much much lighter today, very easy going through. 

Siddhananda: Maybe a first.

G: Yeah, it's clearing out and it's gotten much [lighter]. We've gone through the heavy stuff. 

Siddhananda: Boy, we had a lot to cut through that people aren't even aware of.

G: Yeah. There was quite a bit of trying to dissuade the path. Anytime you're starting something new, like when i put the path together, the same thing, you get a lot of elements in trying to disrupt it, trying to shut it down. And one has to just stay steady through all of that. 

Siddhananda: (nodding)

G: The same thing when you're walking your path, things will start getting more difficult. You're thinking it's difficult, so, i must be going the wrong way, because it should be really a smooth road for me everywhere. Well, that's not the way it is. When you start stirring things up, it becomes more intense. It's always darkest before the dawn. So, don't give up. You have to hold steady when you think you can't go any further. God will never give you more than you can deal with, never give you more than you can deal with. You have to hold steady and the Light will break through. 

Siddhananda: Great message. Absolutely.

Replenishment

Siddhananda: (Showing a greenish yellow stone). So.. (pause). i'm hearing "earth element".

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Okay, i am seeing little roots in the earth and little green sprouts.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Nice, rich earth.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause) Lot of stillness. i'm asking if there are any questions.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause) Coming from that, i do see a book that's open, like a top floating.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Then i see that melting into rain, like for nourishment for that little sprout.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Felt like it was the bible.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: (pause) i don't know if they have any questions, i'm not hearing any.

G: Did you have any message to give other than that, the rain and the replenishment. 

Siddhananda: (pause). [They're saying] that all can be nourished.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: It doesn't matter how dry things are, for anything there's this replenishment.

G: Yeah. there is always replenishment and it is always available for any that are open. If you are open and you knock, the door will be opened to you. That will come. And if you ask, the deeper wisdoms will be revealed as well, through the books and things.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Don't always read it on the surface and take all of it to be the gospels. There are a lot of erroneous things that are in the bible, especially old testament, such as stonings and all of that other drama. It has nothing to do with being in there. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: But, if you take the bible and read the words of Christ, particularly, if you delete the rest and read the words of Christ, it's wonderful. Read the psalms, it's wonderful. You can get a lot of nourishment from there, for sure. Lot of life. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. And they're radiating some sun, like "yeah". So, that's very nice (smiling).

G: Yeah, absolutely. Okay, thank you. Namaste (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: (hand on heart).

Planting seeds of light

Siddhananda: Boy, this is pretty (referring to the stone).

G: Yeah, i love that one.

Siddhananda: Wow.

G: So stunning, blue and bright.

Siddhananda: My goodness. I think this is one of the prettier ones.

G: Yeah, blue and just stars, just sparkling. It's very pretty.

Siddhananda: Looks purple in there, but, it's actually more of a turquoise. Very, very, pretty!

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: You picked out some real pretty ones there. They're fun. Anyway, (pause) So, with this one, i am feeling Mayan ruins.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: And, i know this is where you got the stones. In the area. (pause) i am seeing some of those ruins. I don't know if they look that way exactly.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, at least a feeling of it there. I do see this stone and it's just beautiful and sparkly than can be. (pause) They are making a path through there.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (pause) It is a path going into one area. i'm hearing, tombs, that they're taking me in.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So, i'm going in. It's kind of a tunnel-y feeling. (pause) Moving like you're in a tunnel. They're saying they're taking me into those tombs.

G: (pause) Is it like an underground cave, like the cenotes or is it inside one of the pyramid type structures? Do you know?

Siddhananda: It's not underground, they're saying.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It's more that pyramidal structure.

G: Okay, it's in one of the structures, man-made structure, okay.

Siddhananda: Right. (pause) So, you go in there. I do see some petrified skeletons and things.

G: Aha. And who knows where it is. There's a lot of these pyramid things, they haven't been found yet. They are really over grown with jungle and everything . There are many many that haven't been found yet.

Siddhananda: Yeah. They are saying this is not underground, i keep hearing.

G: Aha, yeah.

Siddhananda: (pause) So, i'm seeing the skeletons, (pause) I see they're laying in something or some wrappings.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It's not a bad energy in there so much, at least in here, where they have taken me. So, i thank them for that (laughing)

G: Yeah (smiling)

Siddhananda: Thank you for been kind like that. Then again, there is an aggression too, that i'm feeling.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Like this happened, and taking of lives and that kind of mentality.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: (pause) So, they're taking me in there. I'm not quite sure where this is. (pause) i'm asking if this one skeleton i'm looking at was them.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: I'm not quite sure.

G: Yeah, (pause) could you elaborate a little bit more as to what is reason that you're here?

Spirit: Because i was enshrouded.

G: Aha, okay.

Spirit: With blankets and coverings, materials.

G: Okay. So, what may we help you with? So, they were someone that was in..

Siddhananda: (pause) Something about a child. I do see a child's skeleton there.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay.So, how can we help you today? They're no longer hurting for this scene.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They did want to reflect it as they lived it, through that, and they're no longer hurting for this scene, but, they are trying to help. So, they are a helping spirit.

G: Okay. And, what way would you like to help?

Spirit: I want to give love to all that have been involved in this kind of experience.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Even the ones that are the perpetrators, too. They want to send love. Their child was with them, i see a star in their heart.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: ..that is glowing, like that child was a precious child. Maybe someone that was supposed to be born, had some knowledge, i don't know, but, just a really special soul.

G: Yeah, it was a special soul.

Siddhananda: Yeah. And, that child was in their heart, like they're one.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, they aren't sad, just really wanting to bring that light outward.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, they're wanting to let you know that or let all know that. (pause) Let's see if there is anyway we can help them?

G: Aha.

Spirit: To bless me, if you feel like i need any other help with this.

G: Aha. I would say, if they want to, they could do the COS

Siddhananda: Funny, because i saw that right now, so, there you go!

G: Yeah. They could do the COS and expand things a little more.

Siddhananda: Yeah, great.

G: And, relax into that and whether they feel to remain in  spirit for some time and do work from there or they're ready to come into embodiment, that's up to them. 

Siddhananda: Okay, they're taking that in. It's interesting because i see that star in their heart, like they're drinking it in.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And the star drinks it in, (hand of over heart) It's like this one little thing, one unit, but, that child is there. It's a little star in their heart. It's really cute. And, they're taking it in. And, they are just going to keep going forward.

G: Aha

Siddhananda: I see them almost planting seeds of light around.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It's just sweet and that's their work and they're working hard at it, day and night. So, it's sweet.

G: So, very nice, thank you for that, (gesturing namaste) Thank you for coming.

Siddhananda: (Hand on heart center)

G: Are they staying at the healing center or they just passing through at the moment?

Siddhananda: They're passing, because they're working.

G: They're working.

Siddhananda: Yeah. They're going to work. In fact i see, as they plant those little lights, they turn into little stars.

G: Aha. Are they going mostly to the ruin area again? Another spirit that's working on the ruins areas?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: To enhance that.

Siddhananda: They're working more with that kind of setting, yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: That's what they're working with. And, they are planting these little lights that are growing like little stars, so.

G: Excellent. Those areas need to be cleaned up and the vibrational field be brought up there.

Siddhananda: That's right.

G: Better from  what it has been for so many centuries of that, so. (hand of heart center) Thank you for that.

Siddhananda: (hand on heart center) It's nice to know that work's been done.

G: And there are a ton of ruins, like i said, there are so many, they're just over grown jungle, which they haven't even found yet.

Siddhananda: Jeez, i believe it, wow.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Underground, i mean, it's just all over, so.

G: It's all over. They've had ones like Chichen Itza that was built on top of another civilization that was under that.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, some of them you can have multiple layers of things going on, but, yeah, Mexico, Guatemala, South America, all of those areas, there's so many. More that haven't even been found yet.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: waiting to be discovered, so. You have a lot of work ahead of you. Thank you for doing that work.

Siddhananda: It's good to know that they are. That's the way light is and Grace is. It does work, it does work all the time.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And it may not look like that way on the surface.

G: And, not everyone is called to do the same thing.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: We're called to work with people here and this doorway opened and, so, the universe just puts you where they need you at the time.

Siddhananda: Yeah. And, yet go on for how ever long, i suppose.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Till it ends, and a new phase begins.

G: If you're willing to do the work, the universe will grab you.

Siddhananda: (laughing) oh, boy.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, sometimes it's more easier. Sometimes, the unwilling participants have work to do to.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: And that's just the way it is.

G: Sometimes that happens.

Siddhananda: It's just, if it's your time it's your time, so.

Love and Forgiveness

Siddhananda: This one is so pretty and different, too! (showing a small blue colored stone).

G: Aha. A little blue laced agate.

Siddhananda: See how thin it is? (showing the stone edge on to the camera)

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It's very thin. Really pretty.

G: It would be a good one for skipping (moves arm and hand in way as if to skip something along the water)

Siddhananda: It would, it would.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: Because it's smooth.

G: Flat, flat surface.

Siddhananda: Look at the little striations or lines in there.

G: Yes, so pretty. I like blue, blue laced agates, it's very pretty.

Siddhananda: That's just nice.

G: Very soft color.

Siddhananda: Blue laced, that makes sense for that.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Lace! Okay (pause with closed eyes) So, there it is, sitting (pause) i'm seeing some light coming from underneath it, nice so far, but no one can say.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Okay. So, do you have question or message today? (long pause) Okay, i guess it's not so good.

G: Oh oh.

Siddhananda: They are saying they're in a kind of a doomed place.

G: Okay. You're in a doomed place.

Siddhananda: Though, it didn't look real black. There was some light in this imagery.

G: So, why are they doomed? What has happened?

Siddhananda: "Because i was imprisoned." Again, another kind of imprisoned and it feels like a darker ages thing where people wore like armor and stuff.

G: Yeah, like in one of those dungeons where they are shackled and stuff.

Siddhananda: Like all those horrors they did to people.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: I'm just seeing someone in armor that's guarding their cell there.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, then in their cell, all i see is darkness. i don't know if they'll take me in there or not.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Right now, that's what i'm seeing and i'm hearing they were like a shackling.

G: Right, you feel it in the wall (gesturing with hands over the head as if shackled to a wall).

Siddhananda: Right.

G: Shackled and just, yeah.

Siddhananda: Left to starve.

G: Yeah..

Siddhananda: ..or however that works and they were beaten, wow.

G: Yeah, a lot of times back then, they where beaten, tortured..

Siddhananda: Yeah, poor things.

G: ..to say things that were not true.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that's the thing.

G: To just stop pain, they would say it, yeah.

Siddhananda: i don't know what they did.

G: There was a lot of really horrid tortures and things back then.

Siddhananda: Yeah, but, here's this rock with some light and then i see this image beside it.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So, it's not like..

G: It's not so engulfed in by it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly, and yet it's still there, but, there is some link or thread or something there.

G: Aha. So, why did this take place? Let's look as why it took place.

Siddhananda: You want to know more why that happened to them?

G: Yeah, so that we can give them something to go forward with.

Siddhananda: Okay, let's see what happened to cause this. (pause) Okay, i'm seeing some aggression happening and fighting.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: The one has a suit of armor, the other, i can't quite tell. So, let's see if they did something against the law or.. What did you do? (pause) Okay, they say they didn't do anything.

G: Why did they put you in there? What did they say?

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: the reason you're there?

Siddhananda: I do see a scroll, of sorts.

G: A scroll.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and a pen in their hand, like you where saying.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: ..to take their land or take their home or destroy something they've had to sign and then from there they weren't honest in their thing and they just took them.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Something about their land being taken, is all i'm feeling.

G: They wouldn't say it, so they..

Siddhananda: Well, i think they may have signed, they did sign, but, what they didn't honor what they said that set them free. They took them anyway.

G: Aha, right.

Siddhananda: And they took the land too. They did the whole thing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They just weren't being honest.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They're saying "no honesty". So, they were left there.

G: Left there to die.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Can't tell if they were male. I think they were male.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: So, they're still linked up with this darker time. Let me ask why they're still linked up.

G: Yeah, why are you staying there?

Siddhananda: (pause) They are floating, like someone holding a helium balloon. (has hand out as if holding something).

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And it's floating there. It's like they're holding that still. They could just set it free. (pause) Okay, they're holding it because they desire to change that, in the way of not having these horrors come again like that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, yeah.

G: So, the best way to do that is to let go of that experience and be willing to come back into form, back into manifestation to begin to work for those kind of rights, for peoples rights. But, you got to let go of that experience so that you can move forward.

Spirit: What about those people that died that way?

G: They'll all get an opportunity to go forward.

Siddhananda: (pause) They're severely still hurting for that situation.

G: Yeah, not a fun experience.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they're torn to bits with it.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, i still see some light there. i think it's more of just that replaying.

G: Yeah. So, i would say for this one is to have Christ and Mary come to them..

Siddhananda: I'll ask of that.

G: ..and give them some peace and let them know that the objects are not it. And while that was a horrid thing to happen, one has to have forgiveness and go forward, be willing to go forward. 

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay. So, they are looking up as this angel of Mary and Christ come in. Angel light, really!

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: And, more than that. Just light, but, they are looking more angelic (pause) Wow (laughing) i'm just always floored by the imagery and it's always different and this one is more arms up and i just have to say wings and and this (has hands over the head region) as if there was a center of light that came out (moving both hands from the head down through the center of the body).

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Brilliant in that way. Just brilliant! And they are turning to look, almost like they're in their own world or their own planet and looking at that floating there.

G: Yeah, i think that Christ and Mary are just (pause) wanting to present that in the way the other could best accept it.

Siddhananda: Sure. Makes sense. Because sometimes it's more dulled down, but, man sometimes it is like gold.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Brilliance, and better than that. (pause) So, they're growing big above that image, especially Mary, i feel. She is above it and she is scooping it up, like this (gesturing with arms as if holding something).

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: She's scooping it up, just like a mother, to love that.

G: Yeah, to love it.

Siddhananda: That spirit.

G: Take away some of that pain, yeah.

Siddhananda: Before it gets to getting the slamming, because you got to get to a place where you can open.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And that's what it feels like, she's just nurturing with the most pure love and like it would be her own child.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's very sweet and tender. So, that spirit has been held that way, which isn't a bad way to be held. So, and then she's going to send it forward from there.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: I think they're good.

G: Okay, that you for coming. (gesturing namaste)

Siddhananda: (hand on heart) Yeah. Nurture it up, raise it up a little and send it on it's way, then it will be ready to bloom.

G: Exactly.

Harmony

Siddhananda: This is a nice white rock. I do see a really pure, clean, white feeling to it. Like unsoiled. It is turning into just a lovely white lotus that's floating on the water.

G: Hmm, hmm. 

Siddhananda: I think that was all. I don’t think there was too much more. Nothing else is coming.

Spirit: Harmony.

Siddhananda: "Harmony", I see written out.

G: Harmony and purity.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Go with the flow.

Siddhananda: There you go. Thank you.

G: Namaste.

Communing through Energy

Siddhananda: This is another pretty green.

G: Mmm hmm. On the green cycle, this morning.

Siddhananda: The green. Green energy today.

G: (chuckling)

Siddhananda: (eyes closed) Okay, so it looks like there are two souls in this stone.

G: A little crowded in there. (smiling)

Siddhananda: (laughing) I’m hearing, "we spend a lot of time together."

G: I’d say so. (chuckling)

Siddhananda: They’re holding hands, and they’re going round and round while holding hands (chuckling).

G: (Chuckling shaking her head)

Spirit: We like to be together.

Siddhananda: Okay, why are you doing this? (to the Energies and laughing) Some kind of ritual, I don’t understand it. Going round, round.

G: Round, round. Round round ritual.

Siddhananda: A round, round ritual. I know one round round [ritual] in India, but, why are you doing this?

Spirit:  We speak like this. We speak and communicate with this.  Weird things, I guess. (shrugging her shoulders)

G: Mmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Through their hands touching and things. So anyway, getting energy through each other.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (chuckling) What is the point of all this, right? Is there a question or something here? They’re saying they like how the energy works when you (putting her palms together) commune and touch.

G: Mmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Like with hands and whatever. That’s to them, a good thing.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: I’m sorry (chuckling).

G: Okay. (chuckling) Almost reminds you of a set of twins that have their own little language.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I bet.

G: Kinda like that. They’re in their own little world.

Siddhananda: World, exactly. Quite happy there and other People think, “What’s going on here?”

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: That kind of thing, like symbiosis. I do see some currents going through their hands as they are touching.

G: Mmm, hmm. Okay.

Siddhananda: So let’s see if there is a question or message. Just to commune through energy, is what they're saying .  "Communicate through energy, not language. There is another kind of communing." Okay.

G: Okay, and that’s fine. You can commune with your energy all you want.

Siddhananda: (laughing)

G: Enjoy that (smiling).

Spirit: We will.

Siddhananda: We will! Let me tell you! So they are communing with their energy and there are lightening bolts through their hands. They’re just enjoying that tremendously.

G: Okay, well, thank you for sharing that. It’s like show and tell today.

Siddhananda: It is. The thing is because they do communicate different with different energies. Energy is energy.

G: Energy is energy.  Yeah. Like I said, it reminds me of those twins, that they come in and they have their own language and they’re sitting there babbling to each other and nobody else understands but they understand each other.

Siddhananda: They’re into it, like that song "This is how we do it."

G: Yeah. (dancing out a tune in her chair) It’s the way we do it. (chuckling)

Siddhananda: Remember that song? (laughing)

Nityananda the Avadhut

Siddhananda: (closing her eyes) Oh, I got a flash of Nityananda the Avadhut. I don't know if he was tantric in nature. I just feel he may have some of that concrete energy. So, anyway, there he is flashing himself (saying with a chuckle).

G: He was a very unusual one, Nityananda.

Siddhananda: Flashing himself (laughing), but not in a bad way! Although, he didn't wear too much sometimes.

G: (blinking her eyes in mock surprise) He was kind of a bit of a flasher, actually, when he was here.

Siddhananda: (laughing heartily) He's sitting in a tree looking, because he did actually have a lot of siddhis.

G: Yeah, he did.

Siddhananda: He could be found in trees, and all sorts of things, and he's in a tree now.

G: Exactly. He did a lot of very, very odd things. He just left the form. When they would come, he was just very point blank. He told them, "Tell the sister fuckers to go away." Literally, he would say it that way ... sister fuckers (laughing), because he said he had no genuine disciples, nobody that really wanted to be here to get something. They all wanted something, but it was all egotistical, everything they were asking for. So, he left.

Siddhananda: Yeah. I see him on a branch just kind of laughing now. He's just laughing at the whole thing. He's chewing a piece of grass, or something. Oh, he's just a trip! You know, though, the siddhis weren't anything he was caught up in. They just came as part of the natural course with him.

G: (laughing) Yeah, they just came.

Siddhananda: He was powerful. A potent, potent energy. It feels like there is some tantric energy there. I see him there, so maybe he just came to say hello. I don't know.

G: Yeah. Does he have any message for us? Anything that he would like us to pass along?

Siddhananda: Oh, boy!

G: Nityananda would be a fun one (laughing).

Siddhananda: He's just belly laughing in that tree. So, I don't know. He's just belly laughing like that and chewing on grass right now. So, we'll just leave him to that (laughing). He's fine, what can I say ... and then I see clouds. He did manifest as clouds. He really was the whole works: rivers, trees, reflections...

G: Oh, yeah, Nityananda was very, very, very interesting. He was not constrained.

Siddhananda:  ...rainbows...

G: Right. He left his body. They did an autopsy and found there was no reason for it at all. He just left. He just decided, "I'm done, I'm leaving," and that was it. He left.

Siddhananda: Yeah, he's showing all of those formations now, or, at least, I don't know about him, those manifestations are coming up as being in all of those forms... the rain, the mountains, all of it.

G: Right. One is everywhere, everything at once.

Siddhananda: And, now he's just laughing in that tree ... belly laughing ... tears ... chewing on grass (chuckling in amazed amusement). He's great!

G: Yeah, it was a good choice to leave. I understand it totally (chuckling).

Siddhananda: He's still here, though (smiling softly). He's still around. 

Nesting in Stillness

Siddhananda: (closing eyes) Okay, so same rock appearance in my mind. There is that bit of clarity in this rock that I am seeing in my mind also. (pause) I keep hearing nest. They have made a nest there, in that energy.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Okay, where have you nested? (asking the spirit) In the clarity? They are doing their best to make a nest in stillness and they are there. Okay. So how is that going? (laughing) Gathering little twigs and that kind of thing or what?

G: Stillness.

Siddhananda: Yeah, nesting in stillness. I just saw a little picture of little robins and stuff. What’s happening here? Okay, I think that is showing that they are trying to protect that young life of stillness… 

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: …is what that little nest of robins meant. Because I see that and their little mouths open needing to be fed all the time. But, they are around trying to nurture that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And be with that. It’s young life, so it’s just beginning. Like any young life, it’s very vulnerable, too.

G: Yeah, I would say don’t focus on vulnerability and this idea that you are going to lose it, because then you are creating resistance to it.

Siddhananda: Or needing to just protect it all the time.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: That kind of thing.

G: It’s there.

Siddhananda: Good point.

G: There’s nothing to protect. It’s just there.

Siddhananda: Good point.

G: Okay, so once you find it, then you just rest in it. And so, to worry about it and needing to protect it and stuff, you are going to distance yourself from it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and it’s a lot of work.

G: You are going to create the very thing that you are working against, so you just relax into it.

Siddhananda: Okay, good pointing. Because I think it has been a lot of work for them and also being vigilant, which is good in one way, but in another, overdone.

G: Yeah, but then you become over absorbed in it, and you wind up losing it because you are so focused on clinging.

Siddhananda: Good point.

G: It’s not something to cling to. It’s something to relax into.

Siddhananda: Okay, good. So, they are going “Ahh!” Trying to take a breath, not feeling like they need to make so much effort towards…

G: Right. Once you find it, you are not going to lose it. You just need to relax into it and know it’s there and don’t create that resistance around it.

Siddhananda: (closing eyes) Okay, so this is penetrating them.

G: Yeah, they wanted to come through right away. (referring to the other rocks waiting to be read, laughing)

Siddhananda: Oh, yeah? Okay. I do still see the little nest of baby birds, but with their mouths open, but let’s see if it’s going to dissipate a bit.

G: Yeah, they can do the COS and that will help as well.

Siddhananda: It’s almost like they need to be the nurturer of that, but grace is what brings that. But, I think they feel like they are the ones.

G: They are the ones that need to be fed, so let them have the COS.

Siddhananda: All right. So thank you so much.

G: And that will help with that.

Siddhananda: We’ll put that over there! (setting aside the rock)

G: Yeah.

The Beauty and Joy in Stillness

Siddhananda: So, here’s another of that green, swampy-looking rock.

G: Mmm hmm. A little mossy swamp (smiling)

Siddhananda: Yeah. (eyes closed) So I asked if it had any questions and it said, "Questions are of mind."

(Siddhananda and Guru G both shaking their heads, mimicking someone who has just made a lofty comment)

G: We got that! (laughing)  And?

Siddhananda: Yes!  (eyes closed) Okay, they are starting and then it kind of fades, so I’m not getting a real good grasp on this particular stone.

G: Mmm hmm.

Siddhananda: It’s moving, changing. There is some kind of rising. It looks as if you would look at a pond and see a reflection of a flower. The way it is kinda just fluid in there (motioning with her hand).

G: Kinda moss, maybe.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Moss in the water, just (making a blurping, water noise and motioning a washing over with her hands)

Siddhananda: (Smiling) Yeah.

G: (Laughing)

Siddhananda: It’s nice, the way its reflection is wiggling and moving and as the water moves.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: i do see a face emerging. Now, it’s like light, like moonlight on darker water and it’s a beautiful moonlight melting on it.

G: Mmm, hmm.

Siddhananda: Okay, there's someone sitting by that and they are alone in their meditative, they are reflective and looking at that, lost in that beauty of that, of those reflections.

G: The joy of being out of mind and just relaxing with that.

Siddhananda: Yeah, so  just feels as if they are also wanting to say that this is where to go. This is how to be, to just really take it in and be one with what’s here, the beauty.

G: Right. So there’s another answer to the one that was asking, “What happens when you are still?”

Siddhananda: There you go. There you go. There it is for them. A true example of it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I wouldn’t mind sitting a while because what I’m seeing is [beautiful]. I do see a lot of mountains coming up.

G: Oh, nice.

Siddhananda: Which we don’t see often here (in Florida), with some snow-capped.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And, boy that’s nice to see!

G: Beautiful, fresh

Siddhananda: Mountains exist in the universe?

G: There aren’t many places that have mountains.

Siddhananda: Geesh, I think I’d have an inkling of a memory.

G: I think they still exist somewhere.

Siddhananda: Boy.

G: Couldn’t prove it by here, though.

Siddhananda: I just want to thank them for reflecting that because it reminds me of Lake Washington with those Mountains behind there.

G: Yeah, it’s so pretty out there.

Siddhananda: (Sighing heavily) I do see some leaves. They’re saying, "the leaves are changing now." (Asking the energy) Why are you doing this to me?

G: Thank you (sarcastically to the Energy).

Siddhananda: Why are you doing this? (Placing her hand to her heart with heartache)

G: Last year, I wanted to do the photography of the leaves and didn’t get to do it, so now he wants to bring it up to me now (chuckling).  So, if you want to get in there, you better go up now (laughing)

Siddhananda: Oh my gosh!

G: (laughing heartily)

Siddhananda: It’s all heartbreak. It’s bittersweet, looking at these beautiful leaves, so many different colors.

G: (chuckling)

Siddhananda: Okay, they’re showing blossoms of Spring.  They’re just showing the beauty of the seasons.

G: Yes, just the beauty of nature and sitting with that, and being still and totally one with it. Absolutely enjoyment.

Siddhananda: (Sighing and shaking her head)  Ah, sunsets. Can you stay awhile? (chuckling) I like this.

G: She wants to take the journey.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they got that rock. Almost feels like my rock in Seattle looking out over that lake.  Oh, I like this rock.

G: (Chuckling)

Siddhananda: That’s my rock that rocks so, ‘cause I just used to sit on that.

G: (Shaking her head chuckling)

Siddhananda: There it is!                                                                                                                        
G: Like a turtle. Like a turtle. Like a lizard in the sun.

Siddhananda: Oh totally! I’d plop myself there. Oh, there it is.

G: You and your rock.

Siddhananda: Oh, God, they showed Mt. Rainier. Okay, gotta stop this. It’s just too much beauty.

G: Yes, too much!

Siddhananda: No, I can’t say to stop that. I love that. So wonderful and I really appreciate that imagery. A real treat (placing her hand on her heart in appreciation.)

G: Namaste. Thank you for coming, Mossy.

Siddhananda: See if they want to stay awhile (chuckling)

G: Little Moss, you want to stay? I’m sure they’re happy wherever they’re at. They’re fine. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, I wouldn’t mind them staying. They’re really nice. (Sighing heavily)

G: You’ll be with them in a little while.

Siddhananda: That’s it. Put them over here. So I won’t forget them. Hold them every now and again so I can get a feeling of seasons which we don’t get here.

G: No we don’t. Seasons? What are those? I know they used to exist at some point in time. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Oh yeah. That’s the thing.

Broken Mirror

Siddhananda: (closing eyes) Okay, so, locked inside my own mind. It’s the kind of thing where you see that kind of cagey thing where’s there’s a lock.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: There’s a person in there. They do look like there is almost like a strait jacket.

G: Ooh!

Siddhananda: Not good.

G: That’s not good.

Siddhananda: They are in some kind of crazy hell thing.

G: What happened to put you there?

Siddhananda: They are saying, “I lost my mind.”

G: Lost your mind?

Siddhananda: Not in a good way.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Schizophrenia. What? Now, why are these coming to us? I don’t know. So, let’s see where they are at. I do see them in there and I see a lot of splits in consciousness, like fragments.

G: Usually there has been a lot of trauma if they have a lot of splits in consciousness.

Siddhananda: Yeah, fragmented. They are in this cage that’s locked with their strait jacket and they are sitting there.

G: So this one, practices are not really going to help. We’re going to call in Christ and then the rest, whoever best on the other side is there to help them, because they need to first let go of that trauma and stuff and that fragmenting before they can go forward. Yeah. They need to have some healing, so they can find out they are whole. They are not that fragmented. They don’t need to fragment.

Siddhananda: Okay, so there’s a lot of light penetrating that cell.

G: Okay. Yeah, they need to come back to wholeness. They’ve split into so many things to try to protect themselves and so many different personas and this and that, that they need to bring it all back to center core again because they are just scattered. That energy is scattered everywhere.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it’s like a broken mirror or something.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: So they are in there and the light is beginning to penetrate. They are still there. It’s not going to certainly happen with the snap of the fingers.

G: No, it’s going to take a while for them to come back together and recognize that there is no reason to carry all those identities and all of that different fragmenting.

Siddhananda: Let’s see if they are getting any of this. (closing eyes) They are still just… they are just not in good shape.

G: No.

Siddhananda: So, we’re going to have to leave this a while to be worked on and with.

G: Right, right. They are going to take a while, so we just ask that Christ would come in and work with them to heal them to get them back to a center point because they are just really scattered at this moment.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and that is happening.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Because there were drugs and so many things. Not a good thing.

G: Yeah, just a lot of stuff. It’s going to take a while to get some healing energy into there.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I mean they must have a good heart in there somewhere to have been brought here hopefully. I’m sure. It’s just going to take a lot of time.

G: Yeah, no. It’s just going to take a while. It’s going to take some reparations. It’s going to take some time of healing and stuff for them to come back to a central point, because everything is just scattered out like that and they do it as a way of protection and so many different things.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: But they need to get their mind back to one central point.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it can happen. There can be healing there.

G: So, I would say for them do the “Om,” that one sound that goes through the universe, the universal sound, that one point, and that will help them to reintegrate as well. If they can start to do the “Om,” that will help that to reintegrate.

Siddhananda: Let’s see if they can even get this though, they are not really getting things.

G: Yeah, if they could hear that much that would begin to help.

Siddhananda: Okay, when it goes in there, what I am feeling in their energy, they did say, “Yes, I will.” But, this is the kind of thing I’m feeling in their energy field. Ehhh! (making a sound like a vibration)

G: It’s going to take a while.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: It’s going to take a while, but that can be soothing. If they can do that, every sound that they hear, everything that goes through will be that “Om.”

Siddhananda: Sure.

G: And that will be a center point that they can come to.

Siddhananda: No, it’s good that they have something to grab on to.

G: Yeah, that will be a center point that they can relax into.

Siddhananda: Because it really is all about energy and once these things can get more coordinated…

G: Right.

Siddhananda: …more harmonious versus all this fragmented and broken…

G: Right. Because it’s just right now, it’s very fragmented. It’s scattered.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They are just in the ozones with everything. So if they can come to that one center point that runs like a thread through everything, that can help bring them back to a stabilization.

Siddhananda: Oh, I’m sure.

G: And then they can move from there.

 Siddhananda: Yeah, so we’ll just have to give this time. Okay!

G: Yeah. (putting her hand to her heart) So, “Ommmm! Ommm! Ommm!” (singing)

Siddhananda: Okay! All righty. I hope they maybe come back sometime when they are in better conditions.

G: Yeah. We’ll give them some time to be worked on. It’s going to be a while.

Black and White

Siddhananda: So, boy, one of these pink ones are relatively heavy today. (holding up a pink rock) Little pink ones aren’t so fluffy!

G: They are not so fluffy today.

Siddhananda: But, you know, again, you can’t judge that kind of thing. (closing eyes) So, okay. They have a line, like there’s a white line through them, kind of separating this out from that.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: And let’s see what that’s about. What are they separating out? (pause) More separating out the bad and the good.

G: Okay. The line is drawn. (laughing)

Siddhananda: The ugly and the beautiful. They’ve got that thing going on in their consciousness. (making a line down the middle with her hand)

G: Yeah, they’ve got their list. (grimacing)

Siddhananda: This is ugly; this is pretty. This is good; this is bad.

G: That’s okay. We’ve got everything… everything is classified.

Siddhananda: Yes.

G: Okay, why are we doing classification? (laughing)

Siddhananda: It just helps to keep them, for them, make sense out of things that they can’t understand.

G: Okay. So, what can we help you with today?

Siddhananda: Let’s see if they want to keep that line there. (pause) They don’t know how to live without it. Let’s see if they are want or willing to live without it. They said, “If I take that line, will everything just ‘Whoosh!’ into one big mess?”

G: Not particularly. No. Things are not always as it appears on the surface.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah. Some things that you think are negatives in the end being left-handed blessings. So, rather than keeping that line, understand that some things can be left-handed blessings. There’s always some lesson there, somewhere that can be learned, even from the things that one thinks are negative. But, you have to be open to finding the lesson within it.

Siddhananda: It kind of reminds me a little, and this does happen with quite a few… many, that they compartmentalize.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Put things, okay, here’s this little box for this, this little box… and they have it on the shelf.

G: Right. It has to look this way…

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: …and it has to look that way otherwise… But, no, then you are going to be missing out on many things that could be really beneficial in the end.

Siddhananda: Right. Because, you are not going to pay attention to that…

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Because you have to only go with this. (holding her hands up in rigid sections)

G: You’re not going to see it. I have blinders on. (putting her hands up blocking her peripheral vision)

Siddhananda: Right.

G: I’m not even going to look at that.

Siddhananda: Exactly! You’re going to lose the richness of things, for sure. So, let’s see if they are willing to have that line be dissolved and work on that. (pause) Okay, so I do see more of a black and white in my mind. Okay, they are willing. They just feel like they may feel lost. But, how can you say, they haven’t experienced it without…

G: Right, you have to be open to experience.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And everything, I don’t care if it’s the one you have that you’ve got on your side of white…

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: If you really look at it…

Siddhananda: Exactly.

G: … it’s got a seed of dark in it.

Siddhananda: Perfect.

G: It can be taken the wrong way. It could be… anything can be misused and abused even though it seems to be good. If you over do it, then, again, it can be a problem.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, again, something to look at.

Siddhananda: No doubt. And there are so many things, if we look at it in our lives, that we maybe at some point have labeled negative that have turned and opened up to something completely different.

G: Right. It’s become a left-handed blessing.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Without that, you wouldn’t have gotten to where you are.

Siddhananda: Absolutely!

G: And so sometimes you have to be willing to go through experiences that you think in the beginning are negative.

Siddhananda: Yes,

G: But, in the end, you see, when you look back, it was a left-handed blessing because without that wouldn’t have gone in the direction that you needed to go.

Siddhananda: Absolutely. And as hard as it is at the time, just stay steady with that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: But, you need to be willing. You need to be willing.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: So, it sounds like they are, but what do you think in terms of… let’s see what they would like to do at this point. (pause) They would like a practice, maybe one or two, to keep them…

G: Yeah, they can do the “Om That I Am,” the “I Am That I Am,” that will be a good starting point. And the regular “Om.” They can just do the “Om.”

Siddhananda: Yeah. That sounds like a plan.

G: The “Om,” the “Om That I Am” and the “I Am That I Am.”

Siddhananda: Perfect! Okay.

G: And be willing and open to experiences.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that’s the main thing.

G: Rather than classifying it and just not being willing to see what else is there. One has to be willing to look at the whole of it and not just the surface.

Siddhananda: You lose out otherwise. Really, you lose out. It’s up to you.