Path of the Mystic

Siddhananda: Okay. So, this is another little one, [a] clear one (showing a clear stone). (pause). Okay. i just heard "mystic consciousness."

G: Aha. (nodding in acknowledgment).

Siddhananda: (pause) They want to know more of the path of the mystic, what it is and what it is not.

G: The path of the mystic? Okay, the path of the mystic is when you start your personal journey and you go within and you're confronting your self on every level. All of the things you thought you knew will come to the forefront. You're not so much engaging in the external world, it's more of the internal world, and that's the path of the mystic. Many times, [there are] a lot of, like you say that you have sometimes visions and have a lot of different things, and all of those things are to show you that the transient world is not what it appears to be.

Siddhananda: Aha.

G: ..and not what you have taken it to be. So, it's there to expand, expand, and also to crumble it.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: ..to make you see that things are not as you take them to be in the transient world, and the seen world. The path of the mystic is the one that's drawn to the heart of God. It will take nothing less than that.

Siddhananda: Well put, nice!

G: and continues to move forward to find God, what is God.

Siddhananda: Very well put.

G: ..to find that inner Truth.

Siddhananda: I could say you said it all in that little bit there (laughing). So very well put!

G: There you have it, in a nutshell, the path of the mystic (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah, and i think it's amazing with all you could say in that little bit, you said it all very nice. So, (hand on the heart) i think that's all, let me see.

G: Namaste (gesturing with hands). Thank you for the question.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they are requesting the COS.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Because it sounds like they may be drawn to that path, so (hand on heart center). Okay, that was a good question, nice.

G: Absolutely.

Shanti OM

Siddhananda: (Showing a linga stone). Got a lingam. i don't remember that one.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: i don't remember, so we just have to see.

G: Yeah. We never remember what they are (smiling).

Siddhananda: i don't know who's who and what's what! (smiling). (pause). i do see a nice glowing round ball in my head, floating. (gesturing with hand).

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: It's very still presence.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: (pause). They're saying "Shanti OM. So blessed, so still."

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: (pause). This one's really nice to sit with. Wonder if they want to stay here for awhile (laughing).

G: Yeah, it can stay for a while if it wants to. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, they'll stay over by the healing center, they said. They're very nice to sit with.

G: Yeah, healing center is good.

Siddhananda: We could have others sit there if they need that.

Lasting Heart, Lasting Love

Siddhananda: (Showing a small clear stone, checking in with a spirit in the void). (pause). Okay, they're saying "Lasting heart, lasting love, one light."

G: (nodding in agreement).

Siddhananda: All one, all good.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: And they're ready to move forward.

G: Good. Thank you.

Sat Chit Ananda

Siddhananda: (Showing a small clear heart stone, checking in with a spirit in the void). (pause). Okay, they feel like a liquid pool of love.

G: (nodding). Okay. (laughing).

Siddhananda: (smiling). ..like Sat Chit Ananda.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: So, they just want to savor that. They're fine going [forward].

G: Okay. Thank you (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: Yup. (placing the stone aside). Sat Chit Ananda. Can't beat that!

G: Nope. 

Stuck in Limbo

Siddhananda: So, here's the next one. (Showing a small stone which is half white and half grey/black). Got a little, oh, it's that same kind of grey one with the different [shade].

G: Right.

Siddhananda: [Different] shades of grey. Shades of grey! (laughing).

G: Shades of grey! (laughing).

Siddhananda: Alright, (long pause with closed eyes). (Pets barking in the background) There they go! (referring to the two pets in the house), they heard a bus stop out there. (long pause) Okay, they (the spirit) said they want to be in heaven with the angels, and i said, "well, where are you now?" They feel like they're in limbo, stuck in an in-between state.

G: Where, like a purgatory? They must be catholic (laughing).

Siddhananda: Must be. i'm sure you're right, if that's the case.

G: Yeah, they must be Catholic, because they think they're in a purgatory state.

Siddhananda: Yeah, Catholic is resonating with them.

G: Exactly. And as soon as he said that, i said okay, we'll have Mary come and Christ come.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: Mary and Christ and they need to find out [that] no, they don't have to be in a limbo state that they got themselves in. Maybe, they didn't have the priest give them last rites or whatever, so, they think they have to be in a purgatory state.

Siddhananda: Okay, is that what they believe in, that way?

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Interesting, Okay. So, Mary and Christ are there, very bright, lovely translucent light presence, both of them there. Can't beat that, let's face it!

G: No.

Siddhananda: They are looking up, bent down, just looking down more, i guess, with their head in in their hands, almost like what have i done. It's just a feeling of a heaviness they have there with them.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: What have i done wrong or something, i don't know. That i didn't go to heaven, that i didn't go to heaven.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, that light is there, they are sort of looking up there. You do see a strip of... it's darker there and above there is that light with the angels.

G: (nodding and acknowledging).

Siddhananda: So, i just think they've been too heavy, just the heaviness of that has not helped them lift up or whatever.

G: Yeah, exactly.

Siddhananda: So, (pause) i think they are in really good hands. The arms are open to them, both of them together, the arms are open. i do see a more heavenly look to it, like they're in the clouds, that beautiful sort of angelic, very clear and crisp, all of a sudden. Really nice! So, i think they're in good hands.

G: They're on their way to the heavenlies.

Siddhananda: They're flying away. Okay, wooh (moving the stone over to a shelf as if flying away). Bye, enjoy.

G: Catholics believe they have to go and have the last rites. They believe they have to get confession and they have to have the last rites.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: ..preformed by a priest and stuff. So, if they don't have that, they'll be thinking they are in purgatory or something.

Siddhananda: Interesting, yeah.

G: They're holding themselves back, yeah.

Siddhananda: Right, it had that feeling of that. Boy, you hit that on the head, the way you have put that together. So, that's great, that really helped.

I Am

Siddhananda: (Showing a small green stone, checking in with a spirit from the void). Next. (pause). Okay, i just asked do they have anything to say today [and] they said "be still and know God, know that I Am."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: So, they're saying "I Am."

G: Good. Can't beat that! (laughing).

Siddhananda: Yeah. So, i think they're good.

G: Namaste. (hand on heart).

Siddhananda: Thank you. (hand on heart). We're clearing them all out (smiling).

G: Yes, they are moving along. (smiling).

Praying in Stillness

Siddhananda: Another one. This is that little broken pendulum. (showing next stone).

G: Ah, yes. That's been around for a while.

Siddhananda: Long time, since Aditya, i think (referring to a previous spirit that came in that stone). This was that nun energy, or the Mother Mary, or that prayer.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, i see that virgin Mary image. It's very pure, very white.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: They are communicating that they're doing that prayer more in stillness as much as they can, versus any of the intellect, that it has fallen into that energy, which is nice.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: And they're ready to fly and move forward with the angels or wherever they want to go.

G: Excellent! Namaste. (smiling).

Well-Aged

Siddhananda: (Showing a small white heart stone) Ping!

G: Ping. (smiling).

Siddhananda: (smiling). (pause). This one says they're feeling more like fine wine.

G: (laughing). Fine wine, okay!

Siddhananda: ..that's been sitting for a long time.

G: Well-aged! (laughing).

Siddhananda: Well-aged. That's it. (laughing). And that kind of thing is worth more, it has more worth. More rare.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: (pause). They are pouring a glass for others, if they want a glass of wine. (smiling).

G: Very good. (smiling).

Siddhananda: (pause). Looks like they fell into the non-dual through that door way.

G: Good. 

Siddhananda: And left this wholeness, they're saying. That was always whole.

G: Right, excellent!

Siddhananda: Okay. So (hand on heart), they'll move forward.

G: Ready to go. Namaste (hands on heart). 

Melted into Beauty

Siddhananda: (Checking in with a spirit that was in void). (pause). Okay, this one's saying "i have melted into beauty."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: "The peace everlasting."

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: There are still some minor thoughts.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: They desire to be of service, so they are happy to do that.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: They want to just move forward. i see some very nice light, it almost looks like mountains and the sun. They are wanting to go forward into that and continue the work, to aid others and keep settling.

G: Good, good. So, we wish them well on their journey. 

Siddhananda: Yay! (hand on heart).

Blessed with Stillness

Siddhananda: (Checking in with the spirits staying there). i have the ones sitting in the void here. You want to start with them?

G: Yeah, let's start with our void people. 

Siddhananda: i don't remember who's who or anything like that. There's one (showing a dark linga stone).

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause). This one says they've been mostly still, little movement.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause). i can feel a lot of stillness there, it's nice! (pause). Okay, they're saying "blessed with mostly stillness."

G: (nodding). Good.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Are they ready to go?

Siddhananda: Yeah, they feel like they're ready to move forward and continue on.

G: Good deal. 

Siddhananda: i do see an image of that moon flashing. They are saying thank you for letting them stay that long, that that was very good for them to be here for that period of time.

G: Excellent. 

Siddhananda: So, thank you.

G: We wish you well on your ongoing journey. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, who knows how they came in. i don't know. When you feel them now, they are different energies.

G: Right. It's a different feeling than when they came in. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's a completely different thing. Some of them may not say very much. (smiling).

G: (smiling). 

Moving Forward

Siddhananda: i thought there was one waiting here. (Checking with a spirit that was worked on before). Now that I see it, i remember this rock (showing a small black stone to the camera), it was the one i think that felt had a little bad seed in it, the evil seed.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Because i remember the dark and the round [shape of the rock].

G: Oh, right, right, right. That was one that was saying they were a bad seed.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah.

G: You said, no, it's not that, that's their mental [thing].

Siddhananda: Right. They were feeling like something was making them do these things and blah, blah.

G: Right, they were not taking responsibilities for their actions is what it was, they were trying to palm it off on something else.

Siddhananda: That's exactly it. So, if it's okay, let me check in with that one and maybe it can go into the cave or move on or whatever.

G: Just check in and see where they're at.

Siddhananda: Okay. (pausing with closed eyes) Okay, so, immediately just see the stone itself sitting there. It does have a whiter aura around it, which is very nice. So, a little better.

G: That's good.

Siddhananda: That's better.

G: That's good.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, they're saying they are more quiet.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: He's starting to see and hear and resonate with whatever that was spoken to him in terms of that was his responsibility and his choice.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And then what was presented to him was the two roads.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, let's see where he's choosing. He kind of got a good road and a bad road, (light laughter).

G: Right, beneficial and also not beneficial. You can learn the hard way or the harder way.

Siddhananda: That's a better way to put it, (light laughter) rather than the angel and the devil. i'm just teasing.

G: You can look at it that way.

Siddhananda: No, it's exactly what you said. The hard road or the harder way, and, (pause) I'm just seeing one is light and one is darker. So, let's see what he's choosing to walk. (pause) He is going to try to traverse the lighter way.

G: (nodding in acknowledgement).

Siddhananda: But, he's not started that. He's just letting it sit right now with him and let everything resonate.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: So, he's asking..

G: If it's not right, he can go back into form and continue forward at this point (smiling).

Siddhananda: That's it, i think, he just wants to sit here awhile and let things soak in before he begins his journey. And, i think you may have given him a mantra or, did you give him "I Am That I Am" and "Om That I Am"?

G: Yeah, i did.

Siddhananda: Oh, okay. And i think that's pretty good for him, huh?

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Okay. So, (pause) i think he's ready to move on. He can go on his way and keep up his works, so, yeah.

G: Yeah, i think he's good. He can continue forward.

Body Identification

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, i see my reflection, which is odd. There it is.

G: (smiling).

Siddhananda: Okay, what's next? (pause). They're saying "I mistakenly called the body myself."

G: They what?

Siddhananda: They "mistakenly called the body myself." (pets barking in the background). So, they felt the body is their self.

G: (still unable to hear) The body, what?

Siddhananda: (speaking closer to the microphone) They mistakenly called the body the Self.

G: Oh, the Self! Okay, they mistakenly called the body the Self.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Well, if they know that's a mistake, then what is the problem? (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing). Ah, Lord. Exactly! If you know that's a mistake then you're ahead of the ballgame.

G: Yeah, that's a step forward. 

Siddhananda: You're ahead of the game.

G: Yeah, if you know that's not the self, that's a step forward. 

Siddhananda: Let's see if there is indeed a problem. (pause). They see it but they haven't been able to really cut that identification fully.

G: Oh okay, they haven't been able to cut through. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, fully. They see it, they're watching the body, they see it moving here and there, they're not [able to cut that identification fully].

G: Right. He can do the questioning "what is this I". 

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, he's absorbing that now.

G: Ah?

Siddhananda: He's absorbing that. He's taking that in right now.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: (pause). So, maybe we'll just let him resonate with that (hand on heart). That feels okay. Thank you.

Letting go

Siddhananda: (Showing a small circular brown stone).

G: That was easy (laughing) (referring to the previous session).

Siddhananda: That wasn't bad, we'll take that. Plus, i got a little fresh air from it, i'm just teasing. (laughing).

G: There you go, that's good.

Siddhananda: Okay, so, this one, (pause) Okay, i'm seeing a round dark thing in my head.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, it is dark. Oh, boy. i see what's in that crystal ball there. (pause) It's a dark round thing, it's moving, changing, and then vanishing.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (pause) There's something i heard in my mind, "rebirth". I think it's like an embryo in there.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Because something is going to be reborn, maybe? I don't know.

G: Yeah, yeah, they're in the process, they're still in the womb. 

Siddhananda: That's it.

G: They're in the process of birth, before birth.

Siddhananda: That's it.

G: So get their questions quick. (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) I know, this looks like a pretty new embryo, though. They look like a new embryo.

G: Oh, okay, we have few months left, so, maybe we're okay! (smiling).

Siddhananda: You know, with the embryo, there's a point, i guess, where all embryos look alike, all animals, everything.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: And, i think this is feeling human, though. I don't feel it's another critter or something. It looks more as if it's going to be a human.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: But, anyway, it's in there. Let me see, though, if it's for them. It might be someone else worried about something else.

G: Okay, so, let's see what that's about.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i think it's a mother or something.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Maybe, this was a mother of that child before. This one is going into a new family, the baby, the child they had before.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: They're still attached there. Wanting to be and loving that child, which is not a bad thing.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: But, let's see what their concern is. (pause). The child had defects before.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They want them to be sturdy in this life, so, they're just sending in one piece. They're sending a lot of love and energy to that baby..

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: to that fetus.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They're worried about it, though.

G: Yeah, they don't need to worry, because, the fetus is not going to take on anything that it doesn't need for it's life lessons.

Siddhananda: Very nice!

G: Sometimes, they take those deformities on as a way to look at something, to experience something.

Siddhananda: That really helped them a lot. I almost feel them detaching a bit from that imagery. They're detaching more from it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I see that child, it was a very loving [face], just bubbling with love and life.

G: Yeah, sometimes, children take that on themselves for the family to learn something too.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: It's not always their lesson, but, sometimes they come in compassion and do it for someone else's lessons as well.

Siddhananda: And many times they are, like this little child seems to be, very much just all love.

G: Right. And they know their time on earth is short with that form, they know that coming in.

Siddhananda: That's it, and i think, when they come in, they're just pure love that comes in.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: That's what that little one was. I see a little angel wings on it, it's very sweet. It really was a little angel.

G: Yeah. That's why they come. They come to teach that openness.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Even though it's short, it's so sweet, it can be so sweet.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Don't judge a book by it's cover, try to break through some of those [notions], dispel some of those notions.

Siddhananda: That's it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And it seemed like the little child never suffered themselves when they were here.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: But, they want to make sure they're in the right home and with the right next thing. So, they're wondering how they should do that, should they detach more [or] should they stay present for that child.

G: Yeah, just let them go on their path, and do what they need do. But, usually, at some point, they'll reincarnate together.

Siddhananda: Well, this one still may, i don't know. Maybe, they could later, who knows.

G: They still may, they still may.

Siddhananda: Yeah, right.

G: So, they just have to open to all the different scenarios that take place. They are all learning experiences.

Siddhananda: Should they try to oversee that child, watch over it? Is it okay to just let it go and be on their own journey?

G: Yeah, they can let it go.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: The child will be fine, absolutely.

Siddhananda: Okay, it  seems like part of them is crying and part of them is relieved.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: They have got a bittersweet feeling about it.

G: Yeah, they're no longer responsible for that child.

Siddhananda: I do see a lot of light coming into that next scene for that child.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And this woman is more separate as light in her own path.

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: Could she have the COS as well, maybe?

G: Yes.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And she'll just stay open. She is very grateful. She wanted to get clear on that, how much [of] her part was in it. If she could release that child..

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ..or if she's still that child's mother.

G: No. It's a new form and it's the other one's responsibility now, and she will have her own responsibilities to take on. But, not this one at this present time.

Siddhananda: And i do feel that rope being cut. The overall feeling is relief and letting go in love. So, it's very nice.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And now she has the COS, (hand on heart center). So, thank you very much.

G: Excellent. So, namaste (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda: Namaste.

Expanding into the Cosmic Flow

Siddhananda: Okay, here is the next one (showing a small clear stone).

G: Ah, nice.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's a pretty one, isn't it?

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause). [i'm hearing] "let me fly to the heaven, soar to the moon."

G: (smiling).

Spirit: Let me dive into the clear waters. Let me sit on top of the trees. Let me dance with the wind.

Siddhananda: (laughing).

G: (laughing). 

Spirit: Let me bask in the sun and be with the stars. Let me do all these things.

Siddhananda: (laughing). Sounds good, huh?

G: Yes! (laughing).

Siddhananda: Okay, let's come down to earth, though, here. So, what would like from us today? (pause).

Spirit: I want to do those things. I want to be intimate with those things, with the cosmic divine flow of the heart, and the heavens, and the angels, just all of it!

Siddhananda: They want the whole ball of wax.

G: Okay, give them COS. 

Siddhananda: (laughing). Thank you (moving the stone as if it were flying through the cosmos).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: That cut that right away! I think they could have went on forever with that thing.

G: Exactly. You just give them the COS and let them continue to expand for a while. (laughing). 

Dragged Around by Mind

Siddhananda: (Showing a small grey stone). So, there's that one. And, (counting the remaining stones) we have thirteen after this one (smiling).

G: Thirteen more? (smiling).

Siddhananda: Thirteen more. We don't have to do them all now. We have one more day this week. Whenever you want to quit Guruji, just let me know. (smiling).

G: Yeah. (smiling).

Siddhananda: So, let's see, with this one. (long pause). Okay, they're saying "I let my thoughts rule me and over-shine God."

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: Yeah, so. That happens (laughing). What can we say, that's what happens!

G: Exactly (nodding).

Siddhananda: [They're saying] "I let my thoughts be the conductor of things, the one that tells me the way to go, this way or that way, don't do this or do this, that's right and that's wrong.."

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (pause). So, they want to go to the clear waters now, because that was really exhausting being ran around by mind.

G: Yeah!

Siddhananda: Like they have the mind dragging you by the nose and leading you around. (gesturing with hand holding the nose and pulling).

G: Right. It drags you like the bull by the nose, it drags you around.

Siddhananda: And they're exhausted. They want to tame that animal, tame the beast.

G: Yeah. If they want, they can have the COS. Do the 'Om That I Am', the 'I Am That I Am' and the COS.

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). So, we will let them do that. They've got to start somewhere and that's the best thing right now. So, thank you. (hand on heart).

G: Yeah.

Picking up other's energy

Siddhananda: (Showing a small grey stone) Here's another little smoky one. (pause). Overall, i feel some light there. What i'm hearing from them is "frantic energy". i asked "do you have frantic energy?" and they said "no, my home people."

G: Who does?

Siddhananda: Their home people.

G: Oh, their home people. 

Siddhananda: Their homies, no, their home people. (laughing).

G: Yeah, their homies. (laughing). So, what is the problem?

Siddhananda: They're feeling it. They're feeling the frantic-ness. i guess they are a sensitive kind of thing. (pause). And now i am seeing a little bit of red energy because i think they are feeling the un-settledness of their home people.

G: Yeah. Well, their home people are responsible for their own stuff (smiling). 

Siddhananda: (laughing).

G: It's got to come to his realization that he can only change his stuff, he cannot change anybody else's stuff. They have to do it themselves. It's not his responsibility.

Siddhananda: He was wanting two things, some good energy to go to his home people, and the other one [was] if he could be not so sensitive to picking up all their vibes.

G: Yeah, he needs to continue to do his own meditation, the 'I Am That I Am' and the 'Om That I Am', and realize that their stuff is their stuff. He doesn't need to take it on. 

Siddhananda: (nodding).

G: But, they have to be open to receiving. If they are not open to receiving, there's nothing anyone can do. They have free will. They have the free will to block it. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: And they have to learn their own lessons. Maybe they'll learn their lesson the hard way. 

Siddhananda: Right, yeah. Exactly. And that's just life, what can we say.

G: It's just life, we cannot interfere in that. They have the right to make their choices. 

Siddhananda: It's interesting with this energy. i don't see the color red very often, but, this [energy] is red.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: i feel that energy red, and on the other side of it i do feel a little bit of that redness linked up with their home people or another energy. So, they're linking up somehow, and they don't need to do that.

G: No, they don't need to do that. Just because they are in that environment does not mean they have to take it on. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: They can stay within themselves and do their own path. 

Siddhananda: Boy, it's a really multilayered color. Lot of layers and different things. i do see some light, though, come in as you were speaking and i think with these [mantras] you have them, the "I Am That I Am" and the "Om That I Am", they can do that and that will help to break that energetic thing they've got going.

G: Yeah. He can also do just the OM, the sound of the Universe, do that and keep that present. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Boy, it's a really interesting thing in there. Anyway, good luck. (smiling). (Hand on heart).

G: Yeah, unfortunately, they have like that homie gang situation where they amp each other up, get in that angry frenetic thing. Unfortunately, there is no way to break through, they have to learn their lesson the hard way.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: If they're not wanting to get help, you can't impose it. 

Siddhananda: Well, that's what i felt that the frantic energy was more due to the choices that the home people were making, maybe doing some things that were not so good.

G: Right. It's a lot of anger, it's a lot of that stuff that they just get caught in. 

Siddhananda: Must be a lot of desires and chasing, because that red energy is a primal color.

G: Yeah, very primal.

Siddhananda: Base colors. Anyway, that's not what i always see, but, that was a very blood red thing. At least they have some tools now.

Free-Will

Siddhananda: So, here is the next one (showing a small dark stone). (pause). Okay, their question or what they're asking is "I like to make my life good."

G: Their life, what?

Siddhananda: They would like to make their life good.

G: Okay. So, what's preventing them from doing that?

Siddhananda: (pause). They feel like they made their life bad. (smiling).

G: hmm hmm. Yeah, they can change it whenever they want. They just have to make different choices than what they made, that's all.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they say they behaved wrong in the past.

G: Right. So, they change that. That's what's called repenting. You repent and you change the direction, that's all. You just be willing to take a different road. Don't keep going down and keep making the same choices. 

Siddhananda: Right before you said "road", i saw like how you have the fork in the road, two roads being presented..

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And they have a choice. And it's free will to walk one or the other.

G: Exactly. Nobody can force you to be good, that is your choice. Just because you've made wrong choices in the past doesn't mean you cannot turn over a new leaf and make a different choice.

Siddhananda: (nodding). (pause). Okay, they're understanding what you said, but, they feel like they might have an evil seed in them.

G: That they have a what?

Siddhananda: That maybe they have an evil seed in them.

G: No, there's no evil seed. That's only in their mind. They're holding to that, and they're creating that in themselves. But, there is no such thing as an evil seed in there. The only seed in there is that point of God (pointing to heart center) that gives them life. So, how is that evil? (smiling).

Siddhananda: (pause). They just felt like maybe sometimes they did things that were bad even though they did not want to, like something else was causing them to do that.

G: Aha. Well, nothing causes you to. Even if you had what's called the demonic there, it's free will. You make your own free will choices. So, we'll ask Christ to come in, and if there's anything there that's dark clinging there, he'll get rid of it immediately. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Yeah, i did see a circle of darkness, and it's funny because this stone is like a circle of darkness (showing the stone again).

G: Oh, yeah.

Siddhananda: So, i see a circle of darkness with Christ imagery there. It is being cleansed, pretty quickly.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Pretty quickly, because i think it was more like a seed, as they were saying. i don't think it was a real big evil thing, i think it was just things that he did, like regular stuff.

G: Yeah, i didn't feel like it was a huge demonic or anything like that. i think it's just his choices and he's justifying his choices by saying "i couldn't help it, there was something there!" No, no, no (laughing). 

Siddhananda: Yeah, right. (laughing). And i think it was just some regular stuff that he may have done that isn't so good, but, not something big.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: Christ is there and that imagery of the two roads with the fork is still there for him. So, i wonder if we should put him back by the healing center for a little while.

G: Yeah, we can put him by the healing center for a little while, but, that should clear up pretty quickly. 

Siddhananda: i think so, too. i don't think he was a big bad man or anything.

G: i don't think it was anything major. i think he just talked himself into it, that "i must have this spirit that's making me do this!" (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing). Instead of "hey, let me give myself a wake up call and stop doing this."

G: Yeah, it's what the devil made me do. (laughing). No, the devil didn't make you do anything. It's the devil ego.

Siddhananda: He got a thought in there and just ran with it. That's what he did.

G: Yeah, that's it. 

Siddhananda: You're not going to get away by saying you can't help it, because you can help it!

G: Because you can. It was a choice you made, so you need to make other choices. 

Siddhananda: If it were true that you couldn't help it, then there won't be free will.

G: Exactly. The fact that there' free will.. (smiling).

Siddhananda: We're not buying it (smiling).

One Pointed

Siddhananda: Okay, so we're on to the next one. That one was a nice message (referring to the previous session) and we're going to move on to this next one.

G: That was a very good message. It seems like the red moon is coming up (referring to the blood moon), and all the messages are coming right now in support of it.

Siddhananda: Which is so nice!

G: For the next big push. 

Siddhananda: (pause). As you're speaking of the moon, i do see that moon. i see it very big in my mind here (gesturing with hands), and below it is a triangle, like some pyramids. Triangle pyramids on both sides, and then one here [in the center], and that moon [on top].

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: i don't know if it's connected with this stone, but, let me see. (pause). Okay, it does seem to be imagery that this particular energy may be transmitting.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: (pause). They are just wanting to reflect that moon and it's cycles as well.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: i hear it's an imagery of time in one way, of time and it's phases. And yet in the other way, it is fullness with that completion.

G: And yet it's what?

Siddhananda: So, in one way, with it's phases, the moon is a reflection of time. In other way, that fullness is a symbol of completion. (pause). Can you hear me okay?

G: Right. i got that part. It's just been cutting out really bad for the last few minutes (referring to the internet connection). But, i got that part, that the fullness is a reflection of the completion. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. Right, and the wholeness of being. It's just getting big, like a big super moon in my mind (smiling). i'm just asking what the imagery of the pyramid shapes are about.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: (pause). [They're saying] it has to do with holding of energy and grounding.

G: Right. It's concentrating the energy, that two sides and the bottom are concentrating the energy in a singular direction.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly. They really work in harmony, it's balance. So, that's the reflection there. (pause). They're saying the full moon is a blessing from the spirit.

G: hmm hmm. It's like, i don't know why that one Bible verse popped in, "if thy eye be single then how great is the light." It's the same thing like that concentrated effort, like that singular effort. 

Siddhananda: One pointed, how perfect is that! The way you put that. The pyramid shapes and that one point and the moon, it's very nice!

G: It's like that masonic symbol where they have the pyramid with the all seal light on top of it, if you're eye be still your energy is going to be fully directed. 

Siddhananda: Perfect! And that eye is open, that eye is awake.

G: Yeah. 

Siddhananda: Let's see if there's anything else they want to say. (pause). So, they're saying within that imagery is the cosmic flow of the divine.

G: Aha. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. It can flow that way, rather than being blocked into this or that.

G: Right. The energy is very directed to be where you want to be, exactly, instead of dissipating outwards into other things. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. It keeps a flow or a channel through that Grace.

(Connection interrupted and resumed later)..

G: Here we go. We'll do the best we can do. We'll just have to put it in parts. (laughing). 

Siddhananda: Sure, that's fine.

G: Hopefully, it's a little better and will keep this connection a little longer. It's very very intermittent in this city. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. As we were speaking with the pyramid and the moon and how i could see a flow, flowing through that pyramid into the moon. So, that's where it flows into completion.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It's directed there.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: (pause). Okay, i think that's pretty good for this one. Thank you (hand on heart).

G: (Hand on heart). So, keep your attention focused. 

Siddhananda: One pointed!

G: Yeah, keep your attention focused, one pointed. Don't be waffling here and there, looking at a bunch of things. You got to keep your mind on your goal and where you want to be and continue. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

Seeking Grounding

Siddhananda: Okay, so, here we go. (showing a small translucent stone).

G: Yeah. We'll hopefully end on a nicer one than that [last one].

Siddhananda: Let's hope so man! That is not a nice image to be left with. i like going into the caves and the lingams there and the roses. (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: But, you get it all. So, (pause) Okay, i'm moving above the trees, which is nice. It's a nice change, (laughing).

G: Yeah, (smiling). We've got some of that tree consciousness going.

Siddhananda: Yes, above the trees.

G: It's always nice.

Siddhananda: Flying through the trees. Okay, so, let's see what questions they have. (pause) I guess, they're having all those kinds of consciousness shifts.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And that's one that's happening now.

G: Exactly, you're in body, you're out of body, you're above the trees, you're in the trees...

Siddhananda: Yes.

G: Yes, exactly.

Siddhananda: And they want to request more grounding, something more grounding, because they are going all over the place with their consciousness, i think.

G: Yeah, so, the Kali mantras.

Siddhananda: (pausing with hand over heart center). And right away that offered some earth grounding, so, it's good.

G: Yeah.

Phenomena needs to go

Siddhananda: Here you go, a little square (showing a small white square stone). Looks like a little package of something good. We'll see. (smiling).

G: Yes. (smiling).

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause). So, i see this little rock in my mind again, which is what seems to be happening today (referring to the same thing happening with the previous rocks). There's a nice light, and instantly there's a crackly fire, and the fire is turning into a rose. It's got some energy coming off of it, just lit up, burning, rose.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Very nice, actually. Wow, i don't think i've seen any that is that clear, i can feel the heat of it even!

G: Feel the what?

Siddhananda: The heat of that fire rose.

G: Oh, of the fire rose. Okay.

Siddhananda: It's a fire rose with energy or smoke coming off of it. (pause). i am hearing "the phenomena needs to go. The attachment to phenomena needs to go."

G: Right. That's why we don't have anybody doing the third-eye stuff because that's the way they develop a lot of phenomena that doesn't need to be there. That's why we don't give those practices.

Siddhananda: Yeah, sure, because oh boy, that can go on for a [long time].

G: Exactly, because you can get attached to the phenomena and all the third eye stuff. We had that one sadhu that wrote a book [where] all he talks about is the phenomena, and people are so gravitating to that. But, that's not it.

Siddhananda: Right.

G: All these realms and all these different things, you don't need to go there. You don't need to go into all these realms, you can go straight into the heart of being and find that ultimate truth.

Siddhananda: Exactly. (pause). So, what i see is that rose being burnt to ashes as a way of saying it is beautiful indeed, but, that phenomena needs to go. There's the sun, there's the light and there's the ground.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: That's grounding, and the other is un-grounding like you talk about where people get attached to all the phenomena and realms and that just can make you un-grounded. Get really out of it.

G: Right. You could be wandering for lifetimes and lifetimes and lifetimes. You would never get to the goal, because the mind can create phenomena. 

Siddhananda: (pause). That's it. i do see an image of a ghost that they're reflecting, as if [to say] that's ghosty, like a phantom mist. That's not what you want to be gravitating to.

G: Right, that's not it. It's an illusion.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: It's not reality. But, you can create as much illusion as you want. It's just another movie. 

Siddhananda: Right, and the mind is very creative.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: i do see the ground being reflected as that's the non-dual, that's what remains, that's the strength, the core and the balance.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: All comes from that. You want to go to the origin of the whole thing.

G: Exactly. And after that if you want to enjoy the play then enjoy the play. Then it becomes the liberated play. Once that mask is off, then you see it for what it is. 

Siddhananda: Right, and then it is a whole another thing entirely.

G: Exactly. Then it becomes a play. It doesn't become another phenomena. (laughing).

Siddhananda: Exactly. (smiling). Like look at me, look at what i can see and do and how neat this is, because it's not a game. You can play the phenomena if you want, you can play it how you want, but it is really some where else, away from the Truth.

G: Yes. Yes. 

Siddhananda: So, we're going to say good by to that one.

Pure Spirit of Heart

Siddhananda: (Showing a small yellow stone). Okay. (pause). Again, i'm just seeing this little rock, it's there, so sweet. It's got some sparkly lights, really nice.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: We're doing pretty good so far today. (pause). "I am a pure spirit of heart", they're saying.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: "I came to give myself to others." which is nice.

G: There's a few there that could use it. (smiling).

Siddhananda: (smiling).

G: Seriously. If they came there for that, there's a few there that are waiting, that are processing, that could really use that right now. 

Siddhananda: (pause). They are flowing out as this wonderful, pure, graceful presence.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: "I came to say that life is undivided."

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: "And not at all what those in mind feel it to be."

G: Right.

Siddhananda: "It's whole, complete."

G: Right.

Siddhananda: "And lives eternal."

G: Exactly. There's only one heart of being and it's the same within all. It's undivided, it's never actually divided. It just has an appearance of division, just like you have one bulb and you have a lampshade with many holes, it has an appearance of many lights but in the end there's only one. Comes from that singular. 

Siddhananda: hmm hmm. (pause). Yeah, that's the exact same message that's being put forward.

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: (pause). i'm sorry i'm just basking in this energy, it's so nice (laughing).

G: No, that's fine (laughing). It's okay.

Siddhananda: Hey, i have some perks. Let me take some of them. i get a few here and there.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: Because who knows what the next one is going to be. Anyway, so.. (pause). They're okay with staying if you feel like you need this one to help.

G: Yeah, tell them there are some, especially the Mayan that is currently going through such hell, and the perpetrator, both could use some light. They both really really need some light right now.

Siddhananda: (pause). Yeah, they're throwing light on that imagery.

G: Yeah, they need as much as they can get right now. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's really hell. What i saw was all of that happening, and when this light came in it just broadened the light like this (gesturing a broadening outward).

G: Right, because that's from the internal of the being, not coming from about, that's from within. So, they can really spark that from within, they're not having to go through all those layers of stuff. 

Siddhananda: hmm hmm.

G: Not trying to penetrate it from outwards in, it's from inwards out. So, they would have much better success.

Siddhananda: Yes. i hear what you're saying, makes sense. (pause). It's just much more expansive, that imagery.

G: Yeah, because that comes from within. If they can connect to that within, that single heart, that can help to expand through and help to break those illusions.

Siddhananda: Right, rather than struggling with this as dark and this as light..

G: Right. 

Siddhananda: All of a sudden, it's a different [feeling].

G: Exactly, when they get that heart they get that wisdom and they can start letting go of that resistance. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, this one is pretty potent. i can feel it in my heart, too. (pause). So, i'm just seeing a beautiful white lotus, beautiful! Brings tears to my eyes almost, it's so pristine. They want to stay, so, i'm going to put them over here by the white birds.

G: Yeah, in the healing area with the rest of our healers. 

Siddhananda: Absolutely.

G: Absolutely, because that's the best that you can.. if you can cognize that one heart of being within yourself then you can start releasing all the rest of the illusion. 

Siddhananda: Yeah. That white lotus is so nice. i can feel the stem in my body and the flower is here (gesturing with hands around the head), it's so nice!

G: Yeah. It goes through the whole channel of the kundalini and the whole system and all the nadis, and when it comes up through sahasrara, it blooms through all the nadi systems. It's a typical symbol that they use, that lotus comes up and it flowers.

Siddhananda: Perfect. Beautiful, that's exactly  what it was. Really nice. Thank you for adding more clarity to that.

G: Yeah. 

Rinsed

Siddhananda: (Showing a small clear translucent stone). Okay, here we go. We got all the fresh fruits here, (referring to something from the previous session) at the local Guru market.

G: There we go. That was kind of like the Guru advertisement (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) That would be great. Have a nice heart on there, with some fresh fruit.

G: That was fun.

Siddhananda: Oh, man. The next google ad coming up!

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: That would be an okay one that would pop up on the screen as you're watching the videos. The other ones are really annoying. So, anyway.

G: Yeah (laughing).

Siddhananda: I wish i had that one popping up. Anyway. (long pause). [They're saying] "I try to eat of the world and then I got sick."

G: Aha, (laughing).

Siddhananda: Oh, boy! They're vomiting up a lot of dirt.

G: Yeah, didn't taste so good. It was good going down, but, doesn't taste so great after, (laughing).

Siddhananda: They're really puking up a lot of crud.

G: Yeah, a lot of crap.

Siddhananda: It's just old debris and umm..

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: They just got that there, they're puking up there.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: wretching, wretching.

G: What goes in must come out.

Siddhananda: They're wretching. A nice little pile of wretch there today to look at. i see a lot of things that are wonderful and many that aren't!

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, don't envy my job right now. (laughing).

G: (smiling).

Siddhananda: Because i have to look at all this puke. (pause) It's a pile of it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, anyway. (pause) It's all in their face and stuff, but, they're saying they want to be rinsed of all this. i think they're beginning that process of getting all this crud off them.

G - Right.

Siddhananda: ..and out of their cells and out of their thoughts and out of their body.

G: Right. Yeah. So, COS.

Siddhananda: (laughing).

G: (laughing). Just give them the COS.

Siddhananda: (moving the stone slowly to the shelf while making the sound of a plane).

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: Go wash that! (rubbing hands together as if washing something off). Okay, they can wash up and let everything rinse off.

G: (laughing).

Siddhananda: Oh, boy. Alright. Hey, it's not easy! (laughing).

Be Still

Siddhananda: There is another dark stone (showing a dark stone).

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause). As i am looking at that stone, it becomes a really nice beautiful rich purple color, lavender, very nice!

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: At the center of it is a very light lavender, with a lot of light coming out of it.

G: hmm.

Siddhananda: Really pretty. (long pause). It feels like another message type of thing.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: i'm seeing] like a cone that is coming up, in the center, if you go down, is a diamond.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: Very, very pretty! A light, light purple with a rich deep purple around it (gesturing with hands).

G: Beautiful.

Siddhananda: It is, it really is. (pause). Okay, they're saying that all is God and to be still. So, i think it's more of a really nice message.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: So, we'll go with that (hand on heart).

G: Thank you for that. (gesturing namaste). So, be still is the message. 

Message of Blessings

Siddhananda: Okay, so here's the next one that is a linga. (Showing a small dark linga stone).

G: Oh, the linga! The wild-card linga. 

Siddhananda: It feels like that bigger linga, but, it does not feel as heavy as it has sometimes. So, we'll see. (pause). Okay, so i do see that linga in my  mind.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: It's got a little more darkness around it, like a forest green and then darkness and colors around it.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: (pause). i'm not really getting any answers right now.

G: Say what now?

Siddhananda: i'm not getting any response right now to my questions about if they have any questions or why they came today. (pause). Okay, what i am hearing is that they embody a nature type of energy.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: ..because i'm seeing some forest green and that's what it feels like, like a beautiful thick deep forest, very lush.

G: hmm hmm. 

Siddhananda: And while i'm speaking, i see a nice waterfall. i'm not even explaining the way it looks as much as in the center of it there's this falling water.

G: Yeah, it's just a very nice nature scene. 

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, did they have a message or something?

Siddhananda: Underneath the waterfall, i do see an image of a body. So, i'm trying to sort out what that is about.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: Or some kind of image, i can't quite make it out. (pause). And that's spreading out into expansion. So, they're saying there's a message here, i'm just trying to gather it. (pause). Okay, they're saying it's supposed to be more of a feeling of the non-dual in this imagery, which i'm trying to make out.

G: (nodding).

Siddhananda: (pause). That's just becoming more of a Light. i'm seeing dark and light energies coming together as one, and then a heart and then it says "blessings."

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: So, i think it's just an image of a nice message.

G: Yeah, it's a message of sending their blessings and well-wishes to here. So, it's nice. 

Siddhananda: So, that's a nice message (hand on heart). So, we'll move on with that. Thank you.

G: Thank you for that.