Blessed with Stillness

Siddhananda: (Checking in with the spirits staying there). i have the ones sitting in the void here. You want to start with them?

G: Yeah, let's start with our void people. 

Siddhananda: i don't remember who's who or anything like that. There's one (showing a dark linga stone).

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause). This one says they've been mostly still, little movement.

G: hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: (pause). i can feel a lot of stillness there, it's nice! (pause). Okay, they're saying "blessed with mostly stillness."

G: (nodding). Good.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Are they ready to go?

Siddhananda: Yeah, they feel like they're ready to move forward and continue on.

G: Good deal. 

Siddhananda: i do see an image of that moon flashing. They are saying thank you for letting them stay that long, that that was very good for them to be here for that period of time.

G: Excellent. 

Siddhananda: So, thank you.

G: We wish you well on your ongoing journey. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, who knows how they came in. i don't know. When you feel them now, they are different energies.

G: Right. It's a different feeling than when they came in. 

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's a completely different thing. Some of them may not say very much. (smiling).

G: (smiling). 

No Name

Siddhananda: (Showing a small green heart stone) So, we've got our next one.

G: Okay.

Spirit: I don't know my name.

G: Okay

Siddhananda: (pause) Let me see what they exactly mean by that, because I am hearing "Jack." I don't know what that's about.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: [They're saying they don't know] their real name, their spirit name.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They would like a spirit name.

G: They want a spirit name?

Siddhananda: Yeah. (nodding)

G: Okay, go to the zero-point balance (smiling).

Siddhananda: Zero-point balance? Is that what you're saying?

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Nice! (smiling). Yeah, they want to get rid of Jack (laughing).

G: Yeah, Jack needs to go if they walk into that door of what is God directly. There is no Jack, there never has been a Jack. 

Siddhananda: Well, exactly! And that's what they were wanting.

G: Jack is just one of the ones played out. Let him open the veil to see there have been many, many, many, many more. 

Siddhananda: Not just Jack.

G: Not just Jack. So I ask that veil be lifted so that he can see that there are multitude of different personas, experiences, names and forms.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I am seeing a little more of the Cosmos coming in and more of the broader scope of things than just this one time and place.

G: Yeah, wasn't just this one time and place. If he opens, especially on the other side, he can [see] that all of those are going on simultaneously, numerous experiences and names and forms. 

Siddhananda: (pause) I'm seeing a matrix, there are interwoven things...

G: Hmm hmm, right.

Siddhananda: He is seeing that, he is coming into that. He's been really stuck on this "Jack" [experience].

G: Yeah, he's been stuck on the "Jack" one, but, there are multitude, multitude, multitude unending experiences and lives and names and forms, and yet at the very center of it [is] no form. 

Siddhananda: (nodding) That struck him because I'm now seeing an image of a linga.

G: Hmm hmm. So, now we go back. Now that you've seen the reality that there are numerous forms going on, all at the same time, same space, different names, different faces, different forms, now we go to the heart of those and see what's there, that zero-point balance. Beyond all the forms, names and identifications. One singular essence. The Light beyond lights of all the forms. Go to that singular light. 

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah, he's really faded out. I don't feel Jack anymore (laughing). (pause) I wonder if we should keep this one here or let them on their own now.

G: Yeah, he needs to go up on the top shelf, in the void. He needs to be with the ones in the void. 

Siddhananda: The first shelf?

G: Yeah, in the void. He's in the void. 

Siddhananda: (placing the stone on the void shelf)

G: Express! (laughing)

Siddhananda: Zero-point balance. Came with that name and there he went.

G: There he went! He had the express train. (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) "I want to get rid of Jack," he was saying.

G: Well, he got rid of Jack, alright!

Siddhananda: And all the rest of it, too.

G: And all the rest of it at once (laughing).

Siddhananda: Jack, Jill, the whole business! (smiling)

Fading into the Void

Siddhananda: Oh no, a lingam! We got three lingams here today. (laughing)

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: You know, you pick up these lingams (showing a small black lingam to the camera) and you just don't know [what their story is].

G: You just never know. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Okay.. (pause) Gosh, right away, i'm hearing "Shanti OM", this indian man bowing and saying "Shanti OM"

G: Shanti OM (using an upbeat tone)

Siddhananda: Hari OM (using an upbeat tone)

G: Hari OM (laughing) 

Siddhananda: Hari OM, Hari Om (using a upbeat tone) shanti OM

G: Yeah, we'll be getting the Bam Bam Bholenath (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah, totally. (pausing with closed eyes) Okay, so, what questions do you have for us today? (pause) He's melting already, a bit.

G: Doesn't take much, huh?

Siddhananda: No...umm,

G: They just come in with that energy and just go.

Siddhananda: It's true.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (pause) Yeah, he's fading, he's fading, so, maybe we can put him on another shelf there.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Let me see if he has a question. (pause) i'm hearing "i" and it's fading away. He's fading.

G: Yeah, he's going into the linga (laughing)

Siddhananda: Be careful when you go into those lingas. (laughing)

G: If you want to get in that linga, you're going to experience that linga (laughing)

Siddhananda: He's saying " i" (gesturing a fading away into the back) and he's fading back. I just hear him fading into this void.

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: He's "ohhh" (gesturing a fading away) (laughing)

G: (laughing)

Siddhananda: He is, he's fading into the void and that's what's happening.

G: He's going into the void, so, we'll see him when he comes out of the void. I doubt he'll have to much to say with that "i" (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Maybe we'll put him on the top shelf, huh?

G: Put him up on the void shelf.

Siddhananda: He is a little "ohhh" (gesturing a fading) but it is going, so, he's not talking well now at all...so, we'll put him on the void shelf (places the stone on the top shelf)

G: No, he's not going to talk for a while (laughing)

Siddhananda: Be careful when you put yourself [in a lingam]. He was all animated and then it just went away. (laughing)

Heart of the Ocean

Siddhananda:  (showing a small narrow crystal stone) OK, next! (pausing with closed eyes) "Shadowless," they're saying.

G:  Aha. (nodding)

Siddhananda:  It does feel good. It's got another clear [type of energy]...

G: Aha... Clarity

Siddhananda:  Shadowless. (pause) But they're still asking to be still...

G: Ok.

Siddhananda:  [To be still] completely.

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: It feels good, though. It feels like there is quite a bit of clarity with this energy.

G: I just see for this one to just see the ocean and to just dive right into the heart of the ocean.

Siddhananda: It's happening. They went right in! (laughing)

G: Right into the void.

Siddhananda: They were right in and I saw it was wishing them and I saw light dispersing.

G: Right, so, they're going to be in the void for a while as well.

Siddhananda: Yeah, boy.

G: So, go into the ocean of consciousness.

Siddhananda: They didn't even hesitate.

G: Yeah, no, I felt for them [that] that was the better entrance than doing the altar of truth.

Siddhananda: Sure, makes sense.

G: So, he was [ready], yeah.

Siddhananda: I think they just had a little strand from the way it felt.

G: The last little string to cut.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Little filament and that was it. So, he's going up on there (placing the stone up on the top shelf with other souls in the void). Boy, we have a gathering up here in there.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Geez!

G: A good thing there is a lot of room in the void. That's all I can say.

Siddhananda: (laughing) It's endless. It’s [like] go on for forever, no walls there.

G: No.

Siddhananda: OK, that was nice.

Completion

G:  Our other darker stone today (laughing and pointing to the next stone).

Siddhananda:  We've got another dark stone and we'll see, yeah.

G:  We'll see what this one holds.

Siddhananda:  The other ones were light, aside from the other [dark] one.

G:  It was a little (bringing her hands up and tilting her head to one side with a little shrug).

Siddhananda:  The other is in ashes and burning now. So, we'll see what happens with this one (laughing).

G:  (laughing)

Siddhananda:  Ah, okay, (showing a dark green linga stone) ashes. Okay, so, there's the one that is definitely darker, kind of a green [color].

G:  Yeah, nice.

Siddhananda:  It's nice. I've seen that one come up before.

G:  I think this one is a blood stone.

Siddhananda:  Oh, okay ... ah, I really like that one (pausing with closed eyes). Oh, I'm getting a lot of stillness from this stone (inhaling deeply as her body begins to rock in a circular motion).

G:  Mm hmm (nodding). Maybe, they're more absorbed into the void a little bit.

Siddhananda:  Oh, yeah ... really nice.

G:  It's right on the pendulum of it.

Siddhananda:  It's like, wooo (body moves in a circular motion).

G:  Yeah, I can see the Kundalini going up and balancing out (moving her index finger up in a circular motion).

Siddhananda:  Okay, because I'm seeing some swirling, too. That's funny because that's what I was going to say!

G:  That's the Kundalini.

Siddhananda:  Because I see I'm going ... (moving again in a circular motion).

G:  That's the Kundalini. It will go up (moving her index finger upward in a spiral), and then it will go like this (vibrating her hand at the apex of the spiral).

Siddhananda:  Oh, you picked up on that, because I was seeing swirls!

G:  Yeah, yeah.

Siddhananda:  Exactly.

G:  It's Kundalini. That's the way Kundalini energy [moves]. It goes up and it just starts balancing, then it's just like this (holding her hands up and moving the body back and forth in a rapid vibratory pattern). And, then it just goes into that (gesturing to indicate zero point balance).

Siddhananda:  That's there, and it's a good thing. It's feeling good.

G:  Yeah, it's somebody who's done a lot of the Kundalini path.

Siddhananda:  (inhaling deeply and slowly exhaling) Right. I did hear a little bit, "knowledge." That's all I heard.

G:  Mm hmm (gesturing Namaste). So, at this point, I want them just to do, "On the altar of truth, I lay myself," and totally surrender, so they can go into the void. Then, they will have all the knowledge they can ever want (laughing).

Siddhananda:  In a good way.

G:  (nodding) In a good way.

Siddhananda:  (placing her hand on her heart) Oh, that sounds just right.

G:  Also, it will dispel that illusional knowledge that one thinks they have to have.

Siddhananda:  Right, the right knowledge, non dual knowledge is what we're talking about when we say knowledge.

G:  Right, the non dual (nodding yes).

Siddhananda:  So, that sounds just right (laughing). It's just a energy, and that's it.

G:  So, we will leave them in the void. We will leave them into the void for a time (holding the linga in her hand and closing her eyes).

Siddhananda:  Maybe, put them with the others?

G:  Mm hmm.

Siddhananda:  Perfect.

G and Siddhananda:  (sitting in silence together with eyes closed as G holds the stone in her hand.)

G: Okay, we'll leave them into the void for a while.

Siddhananda:  That was an awesome energy. Very nice!

G: (Standing over by the crystal-cave to let the energy transfer to one of the caves) Yeah, it's nice to see that completion of the Kundalini type of energy.

Siddhananda:  Okay, [we'll put them] with the other void people that are doing awesome.

G:  Yes, and meanwhile back at the void (laughing).

Siddhananda:  It's kind of like an apartment building and that's the top floor right now.

G:  There we go (laughing).

Siddhananda:  (laughing) The condominium.

G:  (laughing)

I Am

[Siddananda and Guruji check in with this spirit who has been resting in stillness, within the void, until the time of the blood moon.]

Siddhananda:  (showing a pretty jade, green stone) I'm asking them if they have anything to say today?

Spirit:

Be still and Know God.

Know that I am.

I AM.

G:  Good. Can’t beat that.

Siddhananda: No. So, I think they're good.

G: Namaste (placing her hand on the heart)

Siddhananda:  Thank you (placing her hand on the heart). We're cleaning 'em out, huh! (smiling with a little chuckle)

G:  Yes, they are all moving on.